Monday, April 26, 2010

[good day.]

haha nationals today!

out of 6 games, only one made me happy.

111, 182, 102, 112, 128, 122

hahaha screwed up man. i was so tensed up and kanchiong today. but oh well. i beat my personal high score today :) which is good.

there's still this thursday, as well as next wednesday and friday! GO SR BOWLING!

i'm under so much pressure cause it's the last year... and i wanna do well for the team too.

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i hope things will be okay. for all of us. we need to study hard.

i tried to be happy today, and i think my efforts are paying off :)

Sunday, April 25, 2010

[my head's all over the place.]

tomorrow's nationals!

and i'm not mentally prepared. lol shit. feels like another training.

this means, i'm screwed! what kinda person has this mentality the day before her competition?

haha hope we will all do fine. i shall go sleep soon man. what an unproductive weekend haha.

Friday, April 23, 2010

[you always.]

it was a great day today :D

had chem in the morning, then training, then had to go down to moe before going to meet the 2S16 dota buddies at bugis for lunch! it was supposed to be a class outing, but only 8 of us turned up haha.

haha we spent almost 3 hours eating at seoul garden and it was definitely worth it man!

after that we were at the arcade and haha we got a cookie monster! well, they got it for me. it's really adorable :D haha



cute right?! lol!

Monday, April 19, 2010

[a walk to remember.]

a walk to remember is officially my favourite movie. i can watch it like ten times and it's STILL my favourite movie. i still cry watching the movie and oh man, it's just really awesome.

and i shared this movie with someone today, haha made someone fall in love with the movie!

i pulled my leg muscle :(

thanks to the wonderful combination of SR olympics (sprinting without stretching) and a bit of climbing at night. all in a day.

yeahh nationals are next week and i'm injured. this cant get any better. thankfully, it's not the left leg, which is my sliding leg.

the past week has been well, busy, and nice. i guess. hahaha

it's not easy, but i'm willing to try. i need to take the first step, which is to let go. i think that God will definitely help me. God always saves me, like sigh. i'm stupid, keep getting myself into the same shit. but He's always patiently picking me up, giving me the consolation i need and well, never complaining about how i keep doing this to myself. like i dont learn my lesson and He still picks up the pieces for me, with me. i'm greatly indebted to Him, but He still continues to love me, gives me what i need. and He wants me to be happy.

the week ahead will be another hectic one. but i know that i'll make it through somehow. haha cause no matter what happens, the 24 hours will just pass, and no matter what, at least God allows me to live through each day, no matter how bad it is. and there's always something else to look forward to.

Dear God, we are not worthy, but may You grant us the strength, patience and perseverance to overcome our problems allow us to grow with You.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

[all the right moves.]

i am super tired.

what a day, what a week.

i love my class. i love my friends. i kinda like school cause i have awesome people in school who never fail to make me smile.

in the midst of all the problems and politics in school. the friends who are always there to listen and make school enjoyable, always brightens up your day and reminds you that you are never alone.

my cetus buddies are really great buddies. and i miss orientation now. i miss going rawr rawr with them. good times :D

like what Pang and Ree said, we should all go out soon. celebrate Jacky's and Ree's birthday. we have so much to catch up on.

ever since common tests ended and because we're all in different classes, we hardly have the chance to catch up TOGETHER. haha but i'm still happy to know we're still a group of happy people who love each other.

SR olympics was a great chance for us to be reunited, once again. and we will all rise above our individual problems. and we'll excel together. we are awesome (that's Liang Feng's fave word)

it was a great day. and i think with the support of my friends, i'm starting to feel better after the recent chain of events that still seem ridiculous to me.

i pulled my leg muscle after sprinting last friday, for SR olympics and then climbing at night. when i was climbing and hanging on the wall, my right thigh muscle just suddenly hurt and i was cramping up. i dropped from the wall and laid there for like 15 seconds for the muscle cramp to go away. when i went for mass with Moses yest, i knelt and i felt that sudden muscle pull. i wanted to run today. and i tried to, but it just hurt. stupid leg.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

[breakaway.]

i will break away from the people who just do shitty things to me.

goodbye, and all the best for your As :D

Sunday, April 11, 2010

[date night.]

haha i think i'm going crazy.

Sunday, April 04, 2010

[you make me feel like a lavender sweater.]

GONG! tomorrow's the new week.

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

holy week last week and well i came to a realisation about myself on friday.

but it has been a good easter today. yup.

school starts tomorrow. sr olympics, captain ball finals. bowling nationals are coming too. and before you know it, mid years are here. i need my double As. help! ohmygosh..

alright. time to go to sleep! i shall do my utmost best to not go online this week!

Monday, March 29, 2010

[i'm still breathing.]

maybe i'm afraid of falling again. afraid. just afraid.

show me what it is like to be brave again..

would you wait? wait for the day i nod?

because that day will come:)

Friday, March 26, 2010

[here we go again.]



I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages

I tell everyone we are through
'Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
'Cause I break down
Every time you come around
Oh oh!

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me

You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you!
Oh oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again, 'gain

And again
(And again)
And again
(And again)
And again!

I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
Oh oh, oh oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go

Here we go again
Here we go again!
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Again
And again
And again
And again

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

[give away.]

i wonder how things will all turn out. for me, for all of us.

i wonder how 2S16 will turn out. how my rocmoc friends will turn out, how bowling will turn out. and i sure hope, we'll all turn out just fine. worrying too much isnt good for anyone.

i am fed with lots of info. and sometimes, it becomes awkward. to be honest, i havent been doing so well this year. backstabbing begins, and heartbreaks start. in the end, i lost friends. there are even situations i see them in school and we dont acknowledge each other's presence.

outside of school, there were problems with friends who already graduated. ugh. why do these things have to happen now.

because of these dumb problems, that are super unnecessary, i screwed up my common tests too. and i blame myself.

i need to focus. just a few more months to As and i really want to get my distinctions. and i really hope all of us can rise together. beat last year's batch. we can all work hard together, and do well together. next year, we'll celebrate together :D

i'm scared. but after receiving my horrendous common tests results, i'm even more motivated to work harder now.

go bri, go :)

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

[gone.]

i hope i make the right decisions this time.

Dear God, please guide me.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

[约定.]

说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑著说这是我们的考验
我们的约定

就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
我更爱你了

就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的

你会记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
你会记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
迎着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你了
我更爱你了

Friday, March 05, 2010

[argh.]

wasn't looking forward to today at all. dreaded it

A levels results, thats why. don't want to see them.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

[the only exception.]



thats all i need right now.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

[and that was the day that i promised, i'll never sing of love, if it does not exist.]

school's been hell. tests everyday. night study every night. and it's a cycle.

but one thing's never boring, the people you spend all that valuable time with. i love you guys, so much :)

you guys always make my day.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

[i don't know how it gets better than this.]

there's way too many orientation photos for me to upload!
so many of them on facebook :D

but it was awesome. truly the best experience.

and i love you, osls
i love you, 1S19

Sunday, January 31, 2010

[i heart cetus.]

we will make orientation a blast this year!

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

[funny. laugh laugh.]

hey, this is my 600th post on this blog :D haha

i found new stuff to do lately. to watch WIZARDS OF WAVERLY PLACE, SONNY WITH A CHANCE, JONAS and HANNAH MONTANA

hahaha crazy over disney shows, and movies.

i've been indulging myself in so much disney channel and disney shows online lately it's becoming an addiction. haha







disney is great :D

Saturday, October 24, 2009

[you and me.]

feet sore from running
fingers sore from the guitar
eyes sore from tears
heart sore from missing

lord of the rings two towers part 2 is on now