[lecture notes.]
i want my lecture notes back, very very badly........
i want to cry already.
it's the suckiest day today. i hate this i hate this.
i hate being tired. i hate 153.
i want to cry.
i want my notes back. NOW.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
[you make me happy.]
hey sorry for the long delay...
15 March 2008
went out with the equalites to celebrate zong's birthday. we had lunch at nydc, wheelock. after taht they wanted to have dessert at swensens! wth such pigs. spent a bomb lar... always end up burning a hole in my pocket each time i go out with them. the last time, they wanted to eat at sushi tei. lucky i had brunch before meeting them. siao lar... they spent a total of over a hundred dollars at sushi tei and all i had was free green tea, heh =D
between nydc and swensens, some sunkist people were asking passers-by to take photos with oranges in their mouths.
after swensens, we went to window shop at heeren. was a pretty short day but yeah, it was okay.
thanks for forgetting mine.
21 March 2008 - 1S24 outing
it was a great day, i really enjoyed it.
met up with tak kin at 3pm cause the rest of class wanted to watch rule no. 1 and we didnt wanna watch the movie, decided to meet them after that instead. we walked around plaza sing for about an hour, it was funny bullying him lol.
met up with the rest of the class after that to have dinner. it was funny lar! lol we were playing 终极密码. the forfeit was some rojak soup zixiang created, it was damn gross. haha lucky i didnt kena. it looked very nauseating lol. still had to drink it in the end cause they said everyone has to drink it. lol i made tak kin drink it for me but i couldnt run either. it was cold, sour, spicy and all sorts. ugh. it was fun though... boon hao kena three times and all three times, he called out the number 500.
went to play pool with them after dinner. just realised a lot of the guys are damn good. zixiang was being commentator, haha! damn noisy, damn funny lar. after pool, tak kin and i waited for boon hai to come back from the washroom. when we came out, the girls all left!!! without me! even greg went off with them. all who were left were zixiang, max, maximillian, boon hao, marcus, aaron, tak kin and myself. they forgot about me lar..... haiyoh. so anyways, we were walking off. suddenly, zixiang, max, maximillian, boon hao, aaron and marcus started to walk faster. tak kin and i knew what they were trying to do so we tried to catch up. wah lau, they ran instead. and because tak kin cant run in those jeans, he said it might drop if he does, we had no choice but to see them disappear in the crowd. lol, those idiots... trying to do something funny. sian. when we got to the cathay, they were really GONE. we called them, and told them we were going for supper, so join us. they kept saying "you two need some alone time mah" diaos.
so tak kin and i sat outside 7-11 at plaza sing, eating cup noodles. lol. and they walked past us! we didnt even see them, wth. went home after that at 1030. it was a fun day lar.. just that they had to ps us like that. lol more photos on aaron's and max's blogs.
i'll upload more photos later =D
hey sorry for the long delay...
15 March 2008
went out with the equalites to celebrate zong's birthday. we had lunch at nydc, wheelock. after taht they wanted to have dessert at swensens! wth such pigs. spent a bomb lar... always end up burning a hole in my pocket each time i go out with them. the last time, they wanted to eat at sushi tei. lucky i had brunch before meeting them. siao lar... they spent a total of over a hundred dollars at sushi tei and all i had was free green tea, heh =D
between nydc and swensens, some sunkist people were asking passers-by to take photos with oranges in their mouths.
after swensens, we went to window shop at heeren. was a pretty short day but yeah, it was okay.
thanks for forgetting mine.
21 March 2008 - 1S24 outing
it was a great day, i really enjoyed it.
met up with tak kin at 3pm cause the rest of class wanted to watch rule no. 1 and we didnt wanna watch the movie, decided to meet them after that instead. we walked around plaza sing for about an hour, it was funny bullying him lol.
met up with the rest of the class after that to have dinner. it was funny lar! lol we were playing 终极密码. the forfeit was some rojak soup zixiang created, it was damn gross. haha lucky i didnt kena. it looked very nauseating lol. still had to drink it in the end cause they said everyone has to drink it. lol i made tak kin drink it for me but i couldnt run either. it was cold, sour, spicy and all sorts. ugh. it was fun though... boon hao kena three times and all three times, he called out the number 500.
went to play pool with them after dinner. just realised a lot of the guys are damn good. zixiang was being commentator, haha! damn noisy, damn funny lar. after pool, tak kin and i waited for boon hai to come back from the washroom. when we came out, the girls all left!!! without me! even greg went off with them. all who were left were zixiang, max, maximillian, boon hao, marcus, aaron, tak kin and myself. they forgot about me lar..... haiyoh. so anyways, we were walking off. suddenly, zixiang, max, maximillian, boon hao, aaron and marcus started to walk faster. tak kin and i knew what they were trying to do so we tried to catch up. wah lau, they ran instead. and because tak kin cant run in those jeans, he said it might drop if he does, we had no choice but to see them disappear in the crowd. lol, those idiots... trying to do something funny. sian. when we got to the cathay, they were really GONE. we called them, and told them we were going for supper, so join us. they kept saying "you two need some alone time mah" diaos.
so tak kin and i sat outside 7-11 at plaza sing, eating cup noodles. lol. and they walked past us! we didnt even see them, wth. went home after that at 1030. it was a fun day lar.. just that they had to ps us like that. lol more photos on aaron's and max's blogs.
i'll upload more photos later =D
Sunday, March 23, 2008
[young, too young.[]
sorry, i shall post about my 1S24 and 1S17 outing later..
right now, i'm just thinking about a lot of things.
when we grow older, we grow older with more responsibilities. school, studies.
we start making decisions about life. about what we wanna do, or be in the near future (really really near future). soon, our parents arent there to support us, to catch us when we fall. instead, we are there to catch them when THEY fall. right now, at 17, it is the moment to make decisions about what to do in life. what we wanna take up so that it will lead us to somewhere we will enjoy for the rest of our life. this is the time when life is no longer just a game where you just screw up, and hit the restart button. decisions have to be made, without regrets.
there will be more important things that will come in time, things that matter a lot in life. it makes life fragile, complicated and difficult, but it's still life. significant events are what makes life special and allow us to grow each day. everyone has to grow. we can't be peter pan, we will have to move out of our comfort zone one day, to see the world, to experience LIFE.
i really hope they would understand, that not everyone is perfect. dont ever forget that you have flaws too, i have them too. it's just whether you can accept it. before you condemn that person, think about what he or she has done for you. maybe what he or she has done things that made you unhappy or upset, but it's your responsibility as a friend to help him or her. he may seem like the only person with an attitude, but you have too. i have see it for months. the fact that i havent said anything was because i lacked guts.
if you think that a team is about winning, about yourself, about being the best, you're absolutely wrong. a team is where you pick each other up, catch each other from falling, being able to COMPROMISE. acceptance isnt easy, but it's possible.
i remember one training, when quikz said that the most powerful weapon in battle is trust. it isnt the P90, or the M4, but trust. trust in your teammates, trust in yourself. thats how you achieve something.
i left, but it doesnt mean i dont care. i still do. i still worry for all of you everyday. i know well enough that you guys may not appreciate it, but i still do it. dont you think it's ridiculous?
dont you understand the bond all of you share? i've seen it happen before, what happened to it right now?
sorry, i shall post about my 1S24 and 1S17 outing later..
right now, i'm just thinking about a lot of things.
when we grow older, we grow older with more responsibilities. school, studies.
we start making decisions about life. about what we wanna do, or be in the near future (really really near future). soon, our parents arent there to support us, to catch us when we fall. instead, we are there to catch them when THEY fall. right now, at 17, it is the moment to make decisions about what to do in life. what we wanna take up so that it will lead us to somewhere we will enjoy for the rest of our life. this is the time when life is no longer just a game where you just screw up, and hit the restart button. decisions have to be made, without regrets.
there will be more important things that will come in time, things that matter a lot in life. it makes life fragile, complicated and difficult, but it's still life. significant events are what makes life special and allow us to grow each day. everyone has to grow. we can't be peter pan, we will have to move out of our comfort zone one day, to see the world, to experience LIFE.
i really hope they would understand, that not everyone is perfect. dont ever forget that you have flaws too, i have them too. it's just whether you can accept it. before you condemn that person, think about what he or she has done for you. maybe what he or she has done things that made you unhappy or upset, but it's your responsibility as a friend to help him or her. he may seem like the only person with an attitude, but you have too. i have see it for months. the fact that i havent said anything was because i lacked guts.
if you think that a team is about winning, about yourself, about being the best, you're absolutely wrong. a team is where you pick each other up, catch each other from falling, being able to COMPROMISE. acceptance isnt easy, but it's possible.
i remember one training, when quikz said that the most powerful weapon in battle is trust. it isnt the P90, or the M4, but trust. trust in your teammates, trust in yourself. thats how you achieve something.
i left, but it doesnt mean i dont care. i still do. i still worry for all of you everyday. i know well enough that you guys may not appreciate it, but i still do it. dont you think it's ridiculous?
dont you understand the bond all of you share? i've seen it happen before, what happened to it right now?
Friday, March 21, 2008
[bananas.]
supposed to be at kovan macs this morning, studying with gwynna, max, yuxuan and aaron... but i overslept.
tak kin called me at exactly 1215, and i sounded like crap at that point of time. the just-wake-up voice.
was studying with jon, wenhui, fuyang and mok last night. okay so jon didnt, he was sleeping, haha. went home at like what? 12? i was dead tired. slept at like 4 cause i was listening to a friend. thats why i overslept.
meeting my class later, after their movie. i gotta go to e2max to clear some stuff first.
haha so yes, i'm leaving now! haha cya guys later...
max: i will update lar... just no time to nowadays
supposed to be at kovan macs this morning, studying with gwynna, max, yuxuan and aaron... but i overslept.
tak kin called me at exactly 1215, and i sounded like crap at that point of time. the just-wake-up voice.
was studying with jon, wenhui, fuyang and mok last night. okay so jon didnt, he was sleeping, haha. went home at like what? 12? i was dead tired. slept at like 4 cause i was listening to a friend. thats why i overslept.
meeting my class later, after their movie. i gotta go to e2max to clear some stuff first.
haha so yes, i'm leaving now! haha cya guys later...
max: i will update lar... just no time to nowadays
Saturday, March 15, 2008
[172 940.]
RAWR. i just came home from ben's birthday party...
okay, i went for that thing today, expecting to see a crowd, but there were barely 5 people there. lol
and you know what? i got a damn high score that could win me that mp3 player... a score of 172940. 99% notes hit. it was ownage, but you know what? i didnt record the score... the two scores i recorded in the end were higher than my 158 376, which is good news lol. just didnt win in the end, cause some guy came and won it. he didnt miss a single note but he didnt know how to use the star power. lol
hung around vivo with white-o2, lester, white-o2's friend (gordon), clispson and aldrich. it was kinda fun window shopping. met up with jin wei and edmund after that, headed to ben's place for his birthday party.
oh yeah... my new emo friend sitting at new urban male, vivo
had barcadi at ben's place. face red, hot. just not drunk :D stef made me drink half the bottle cause i lost the game, all in a shot. haha had a lot of fun playing games with them and suaning ben. haha it's been ages since i seen ben. ever since what happened, i didnt know how to talk to him for 2 years. he rang me up out of the blue and told me he was having a birthday party.
was kinda glad he found a girlfriend, shu fen. after being rather...... for 2 years. and i tried my best to avoid him, he finally found himself a girlfriend. but i think they're going through some rough times. knowing stef and i are ben's best friends, she didnt look too happy with the fact that we were there and she looked like she was gonna eat us up... scary.
my first photo with ben in 4 years lol
and a photo with stef
haha this is a video of my second score. okay cant see what i'm playing but yeah. i was competing with clispson.
for the benefit of aaron, i play a lot of games. but that was all in the past....
click on the link to find out the games i play
http://www.xfire.com/profile/isayoro
i quit already. 2 weeks ago, i dropped out of my trial. so yes, i have quit gaming...
tomorrow's another day where i have to spend more money T.T
maybe i'm gonna hang out with ben, marcus and stef tomorrow night. see how. ah wells, gonna sleep now!
note: i need to change the blogskin... it's been here for way too long. since end of sec 2 LOL
RAWR. i just came home from ben's birthday party...
okay, i went for that thing today, expecting to see a crowd, but there were barely 5 people there. lol
and you know what? i got a damn high score that could win me that mp3 player... a score of 172940. 99% notes hit. it was ownage, but you know what? i didnt record the score... the two scores i recorded in the end were higher than my 158 376, which is good news lol. just didnt win in the end, cause some guy came and won it. he didnt miss a single note but he didnt know how to use the star power. lol
hung around vivo with white-o2, lester, white-o2's friend (gordon), clispson and aldrich. it was kinda fun window shopping. met up with jin wei and edmund after that, headed to ben's place for his birthday party.
oh yeah... my new emo friend sitting at new urban male, vivo
had barcadi at ben's place. face red, hot. just not drunk :D stef made me drink half the bottle cause i lost the game, all in a shot. haha had a lot of fun playing games with them and suaning ben. haha it's been ages since i seen ben. ever since what happened, i didnt know how to talk to him for 2 years. he rang me up out of the blue and told me he was having a birthday party.
was kinda glad he found a girlfriend, shu fen. after being rather...... for 2 years. and i tried my best to avoid him, he finally found himself a girlfriend. but i think they're going through some rough times. knowing stef and i are ben's best friends, she didnt look too happy with the fact that we were there and she looked like she was gonna eat us up... scary.
my first photo with ben in 4 years lol
and a photo with stef
haha this is a video of my second score. okay cant see what i'm playing but yeah. i was competing with clispson.
for the benefit of aaron, i play a lot of games. but that was all in the past....
click on the link to find out the games i play
http://www.xfire.com/profile/isayoro
i quit already. 2 weeks ago, i dropped out of my trial. so yes, i have quit gaming...
tomorrow's another day where i have to spend more money T.T
maybe i'm gonna hang out with ben, marcus and stef tomorrow night. see how. ah wells, gonna sleep now!
note: i need to change the blogskin... it's been here for way too long. since end of sec 2 LOL
Friday, March 14, 2008
[welcome to the jungle.]
good morning fellas!
friday morning. gonna go to vivo for the guitar hero comp and hope hope hope i get the highest score. honestly speaking, i dont know what to do with that 1gb mp3 player.
it's been quite a few days since i blogged. i've been emoing for a few days, but i finally feel better thanks to jon's gift. haha
orientation was great! i didnt feel like going for it initially but well no regrets now. the class is great. had a lot of fun with them, and we all definitely bonded. gwynna can be my new sick buddy since both of us fall ill so easily all the time we both like to sit out of pe together haha.
my throat got better, but my voice isnt completely back. rawr. i guess cheering did help. haha.
oh yeah, my dad got my guitar hero 3 on wednesday night. finally have more than one game on my xbox360. it's boring to keep playing halo 3. but i decided fps games aren't that good on console. i guess i play too much fps games on pc i cant exactly adapt to playing fps games on console. oh wells.
today, i'll be playing welcome to the jungle by guns n roses. so far my high score for that song is 158 376, and that was last night at 4am.
hope i play like that today or better. i hope i dont even miss a note. haha. okay i'm getting paranoid, gonan go play a few more times. wish me good luck =D
signing out, for now. bye :)
good morning fellas!
friday morning. gonna go to vivo for the guitar hero comp and hope hope hope i get the highest score. honestly speaking, i dont know what to do with that 1gb mp3 player.
it's been quite a few days since i blogged. i've been emoing for a few days, but i finally feel better thanks to jon's gift. haha
orientation was great! i didnt feel like going for it initially but well no regrets now. the class is great. had a lot of fun with them, and we all definitely bonded. gwynna can be my new sick buddy since both of us fall ill so easily all the time we both like to sit out of pe together haha.
my throat got better, but my voice isnt completely back. rawr. i guess cheering did help. haha.
oh yeah, my dad got my guitar hero 3 on wednesday night. finally have more than one game on my xbox360. it's boring to keep playing halo 3. but i decided fps games aren't that good on console. i guess i play too much fps games on pc i cant exactly adapt to playing fps games on console. oh wells.
today, i'll be playing welcome to the jungle by guns n roses. so far my high score for that song is 158 376, and that was last night at 4am.
hope i play like that today or better. i hope i dont even miss a note. haha. okay i'm getting paranoid, gonan go play a few more times. wish me good luck =D
signing out, for now. bye :)
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
[look after you.]
it's amazing how a new song everyday can easily reflect how i feel.
things have been happening. and i'm not too happy or feeling great about it in any way. it's a real disgusting feeling to have to emo about things. i really... dont like it.
i cant help but look at the clock every minute at school because i want class to be OVER. i keep wanting to fall asleep lar.... everything's like recap recap recap. physics lecture was boring. 1 and a half hour, listening to something i already know. i keep falling asleep during the first half but i can keep wide awake for the second half. quite... retarded.
went out to have lunch with mok, ek, jerome and wenhui. haha fun lar. jianyi stopped yb to say hi. after ek, mok and jerome left, wenhui and i decided to stay at yoshi to study and we did. she studied chem and i studied econs. ze liang came from the bowling alley after that and was just there playing my psp. jon came at about 6 and well we kinda stopped studying and were just fooling and joking around.... waited for fw to come collect his notes. he came with lester at like 8 and left soon after. the four of us then headed to koba to have our dinner and left for home at like 9.
it was a really fun day :D i hope today will be another fun day cause i have chem prac in the afternoon and pe in the evening =.= wth... end school at like 6 lar. hope i can survive chem lecture, which will be on mole concept... and chem prac, which will be on atomic structure. rawr.
damn tired. and i still have work to do so i shant stay here any longer... well, enjoy your day and have fun :) off to mug! out.
it's amazing how a new song everyday can easily reflect how i feel.
things have been happening. and i'm not too happy or feeling great about it in any way. it's a real disgusting feeling to have to emo about things. i really... dont like it.
i cant help but look at the clock every minute at school because i want class to be OVER. i keep wanting to fall asleep lar.... everything's like recap recap recap. physics lecture was boring. 1 and a half hour, listening to something i already know. i keep falling asleep during the first half but i can keep wide awake for the second half. quite... retarded.
went out to have lunch with mok, ek, jerome and wenhui. haha fun lar. jianyi stopped yb to say hi. after ek, mok and jerome left, wenhui and i decided to stay at yoshi to study and we did. she studied chem and i studied econs. ze liang came from the bowling alley after that and was just there playing my psp. jon came at about 6 and well we kinda stopped studying and were just fooling and joking around.... waited for fw to come collect his notes. he came with lester at like 8 and left soon after. the four of us then headed to koba to have our dinner and left for home at like 9.
it was a really fun day :D i hope today will be another fun day cause i have chem prac in the afternoon and pe in the evening =.= wth... end school at like 6 lar. hope i can survive chem lecture, which will be on mole concept... and chem prac, which will be on atomic structure. rawr.
damn tired. and i still have work to do so i shant stay here any longer... well, enjoy your day and have fun :) off to mug! out.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
[fight or flight?]
fight or flight?
i was watching heroes, and it kinda got me thinking. there are so many problems the people around me are facing right now. appeal for jae has ended. i didnt get into sajc, so did a few of my friends. accepting the fact that you were rejected again and accepting srjc is a big thing. fight or flight?
ended up in the same og as jon and siyi. draco 3. met jon's "brother", jonathan mok, janice's good friend ek and siyun's ex-classmate, fuyang. we're like ponning everyday and slacking at the cafe, which is damn ex. fong wai's appeal got through so he left too... oh and i met this guy from sas too. his name is jerome. nice chap haha.
i just came home from training. rawr.... always feel damn lazy when i get home from training cause there's always school, bowling then training. yes, i'm dead beat. really shacked and i want to sleep. i'm just blogging cause this blog is dead and i'm gonna sleep.
on tuesday, when i got rejected by sajc, i took a nap in the evening, and i was really really grouchy when i woke up. plus jon was sad too, which made me extra sad. like come on man, who would want to see a friend hurt and sad? plus i'm the kind who gets easily influenced by other people's emotions. i just.... dont say it haha. i can still take it lar. but yeah, was really sad and in a bad mood cause of the rejection and i just felt like snapping at anyone. i almost did, but i didnt, thankfully.
down with throat inflammation. started off with a fever last weekend and then i lost my voice. kinda made it worse by drinking iced milk tea everyday and talking so much everyday... rawr. dont like my sexy voice now. i miss the days when i get to sing along with wenhui okay....
wenhui and i are like sisters now, we share everything together. even our current deepest darkest secrets. i think she's one of the few people who may understand how i feel about certain things i myself cant explain, and she's enlightening me. haha thank god for wenhui =D
i'm in 1S24 now... i really miss my 1S17 luh. for the rest of the year, i'll be in the same class as greg and max. too bad fong wai left, or else we'll be int he same class too, which would be ultra cool. ugh. i miss aldrich, kelvin and fong wai lar.... i miss dsen and siyun too. always go to school to see the two of them talk crap and all. it was really fun hanging out with all of them. i like my srjc friends more than my ij friends lar. i feel like i know this person for like a year or something, but in fact we've only known each other for prolly a week only. haha happens a lot nowadays. i guess thats how i make so many friends in srjc now. becoming a PR person. lol.
there are so many things i'm worried about, but i know it's worth it. be it my own problems or the problems my friends are facing. i always feel the need to worry about them. i know it may be unnecessary, but i think it's worth it, cause i do care for my friends. man, i love my friends haha.
well, i hope my days at srjc will be ultra fun and interesting. i think it will be haha.
okay time to sleep. good night. out.
fight or flight?
i was watching heroes, and it kinda got me thinking. there are so many problems the people around me are facing right now. appeal for jae has ended. i didnt get into sajc, so did a few of my friends. accepting the fact that you were rejected again and accepting srjc is a big thing. fight or flight?
ended up in the same og as jon and siyi. draco 3. met jon's "brother", jonathan mok, janice's good friend ek and siyun's ex-classmate, fuyang. we're like ponning everyday and slacking at the cafe, which is damn ex. fong wai's appeal got through so he left too... oh and i met this guy from sas too. his name is jerome. nice chap haha.
i just came home from training. rawr.... always feel damn lazy when i get home from training cause there's always school, bowling then training. yes, i'm dead beat. really shacked and i want to sleep. i'm just blogging cause this blog is dead and i'm gonna sleep.
on tuesday, when i got rejected by sajc, i took a nap in the evening, and i was really really grouchy when i woke up. plus jon was sad too, which made me extra sad. like come on man, who would want to see a friend hurt and sad? plus i'm the kind who gets easily influenced by other people's emotions. i just.... dont say it haha. i can still take it lar. but yeah, was really sad and in a bad mood cause of the rejection and i just felt like snapping at anyone. i almost did, but i didnt, thankfully.
down with throat inflammation. started off with a fever last weekend and then i lost my voice. kinda made it worse by drinking iced milk tea everyday and talking so much everyday... rawr. dont like my sexy voice now. i miss the days when i get to sing along with wenhui okay....
wenhui and i are like sisters now, we share everything together. even our current deepest darkest secrets. i think she's one of the few people who may understand how i feel about certain things i myself cant explain, and she's enlightening me. haha thank god for wenhui =D
i'm in 1S24 now... i really miss my 1S17 luh. for the rest of the year, i'll be in the same class as greg and max. too bad fong wai left, or else we'll be int he same class too, which would be ultra cool. ugh. i miss aldrich, kelvin and fong wai lar.... i miss dsen and siyun too. always go to school to see the two of them talk crap and all. it was really fun hanging out with all of them. i like my srjc friends more than my ij friends lar. i feel like i know this person for like a year or something, but in fact we've only known each other for prolly a week only. haha happens a lot nowadays. i guess thats how i make so many friends in srjc now. becoming a PR person. lol.
there are so many things i'm worried about, but i know it's worth it. be it my own problems or the problems my friends are facing. i always feel the need to worry about them. i know it may be unnecessary, but i think it's worth it, cause i do care for my friends. man, i love my friends haha.
well, i hope my days at srjc will be ultra fun and interesting. i think it will be haha.
okay time to sleep. good night. out.