[possession]

i cant trust anyone. i find it so hard now. why is it that they cant just leave me alone? is it that difficult? i dont want to be agitated again and again. i had enough. really.

i'm just feeling very irritated and stressed over this. three days. three days. my 14th year is so darn difficult. what am i to do in the future? i havent got a clue. this is me. always been. i'm not possessed, neither am i greatly influenced by anything. why is it that i have to be treated this way? do i look like i have serious issues? even if i do, why must it be someone else's fault but mine?

[王子變青蛙 // wang zi bian qing wa // the prince who turns into a frog]

watched flightplan last night. you would think it's a great movie if you didnt watch it but know a little about the story. but actually, jodie foster's daughter didnt disappear, she was merely taken away by some terrorist on board. yeah. it isnt that interesting, but it isnt all that bad. although i think it really didnt interest me, i still think it was worth it. maybe it was because i wanted to know what happened to the girl.

finished watching part 3. hehe. bought part three at the vcd shop next to kfc. yeah and it is $2 cheaper. the guy who sold the vcd to me told me maybe ts couldnt get their hands on the vcd yet. if i'm not wrong their supplier is poh kim. well i'm just happy to finally buy part 3 and finished watching it.

part 3 is much more interesting than part 2. part 2 is interesting, but part 3 is more interesting. it's scary, but funny. then you'll realise how adorable this show is. maybe the cutest show you've watched so far. their actions and words are so adorable it'll make you laugh.

after watching this show, i have been thinking about it. almost all the time. it's disturbing. but i think it's the best show i've watched. okay, i know i said stuff about the others being the best, but this show is better. it's making the greatest impact on me so far. haha. i've learnt a lot from watching this show. even the soundtrack rocks.

i very much would like to talk about it here, but go watch it if you can. haha.

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閉上眼.默念三遍 - 183 Club & 7 Flower
迷魂計 - 183 Club
真愛 - 183 Club

[independance]

anyone caught the chicken little thingy dancing on tv or before movies? haha i find it so amusing and adocrable. and the song's cute too.

i shant talk about how lousy my results because i dont wanna think about it.

netball carnival next wednesday. love the theme. haha.

part 3 is released next friday or saturday, not today. it was delayed in taiwan. disappointment. argh. waited so long and then tell me its next week??? gah... i bet it'll be sold out by the time i wanna buy it. so i might reserve it, but if its gonna cost more, i might forget about making reservations. well look on the bright side, i wont be broke next week. haiyah. useless.

another miserable day to look forward to. yes the science paper. doomed.

[prince who turns into a frog]

hmmm now i can blog without worrying if i'm gonna be super late for anything...

the last 5 days seemed really long. maybe it's because i hvnt been sleeping. thats why time seemed to have lengthened itself. maybe it's just me. personal opinion.

bought the prince who turns into a frog vcd on saturday. thats the thing matilda made me do. haha. yeah. she was too excited to watch part one since she started watching the show when it entered part 2. well since i only had $5, i paid $5. liz paid about $10 and matilda $12. so i owe them $22. haha great. then i bought part 2 on sunday since i finished part 1 in one night. not bad. 10 disc in a night. but i bought part 2 with this week's allowance. i'm broke. well that shows how bad my financial management is. but i finished part 2 in one night too. 8 disc. waiting for part 3 to be released this thursday. tomorrow's episode will be nothing but a revision to me. i'll still enjoy it as much. i watch the whole of part 2 again last night. so i watched disc 18 at least 4 times. disc 17 at least 3 times. i must be mad and not bored, watching it over and over again. i guess thats the whole point of getting the vcd. to watch it over and over again.

i've decided shan junhao isnt that bad. he's 70% good and 29.5% evil. the last 0.5% percent is just between good and evil. hhaa i know it doesnt make sense. but he's not that cold-blodded anymore. i shant spoil the surprise for those who watch the show. i'm glad this show was rated higher thn meteor garden. really wonder if there'll be a prince who turns into a frog 2.

well that is why i hvnt been sleeping. and i seem very contended watching it over and over again. i dont have both parts with me now. so i'm doing something else to distract myself. i'm pretty sure i'll be really addicted to this show and suffer from withdrawal symptoms again. i am now. sort of. haha.

i'm surprised many people are starting to get hooked onto this show. especially those who i least expect. haha it's still amazing...

it's boring at home. but it isnt so bad. at least i can do the stuff i wanted to do. i shall live life to the fullest. shall play gunbound now. bye.

http://www.settv.com.tw/metro/m095/main.htm
http://www.jungiery.com/183club/
http://www.jungiery.com/7flowers/

[unexpected finale]

haha what a wonderful saturday it was. haha nvm. matilda just made me do something i have never done before. although it doesnt seem a like a big deal, but i have to admit it was really cute and weird at the same time. maniacs. haha.

i decided shan junhao isnt all that bad, he isnt that inhumane after all. haha thats later. you'll know, you'll know. although i told liz and matilda not to breathe a word about this, i'm actually blurting it out. haha nvm if you dont understand what i'm talking about. ah well, its quite vague. well i just think that its getting better and better. thats all. part three is gonna be released this thursday. the finale. wow.

well i gtg soon... i'm late. yeah bye. maybe i'll update my blog again later, when i get home. bye.

[the familiar stranger]

exams are over. much better now, at least i dont want to focus so much on it now. and i dont wanna brood over it since its over and no point regretting now. so i'm thankful for being able to get over it.

i almost forgot i even had a blog. although it has only been three days, i have forgotten about this blog. oh the irony.

i'm slacked now. feel like sleeping. haha but i realised i have so much to do since matilda and liz were talking about the end of the world today due to the numerous natural disasters. they're right. it is gonna be the end of the world. live life to the fullest.

liz came over to watch the twins effect earlier. she said it was a bad ending... tyeah true. since edison chen, being a vampire, decides to be a vampire slayer. actually thats killing his own kind. but the way they put, saying he's a sentimental vampire and all, i have nothing else to say. since he doesnt want to kill humans and suck their blood, might as well kill something else... erm, that sounds totally wrong. hm.. well whatever it is, they should at least tell us what happened later... of maybe continue the story in the twins effect 2, but they had to come up with a totally new story that will definitely not interest anyone. maybe that was a little too far, but it did turn out okay~

emotionless now, like a cold-blooded mammal. geez... maybe its the boredom. i'm taking everything for granted. i'm an ingrate. HAHA.

[the twins effect]

i think maths was okay. it seemed okay. i dont know if i'll do well. it's getting from bad to worse.

did i mention my sudden obsession with that chinese movie "the twins effect"? haha okay maybe its cantonese. nvm... as long as i understand it. haha. its a cool movie. and edison chen is playing the good vampire, who would rather starve to death than suck human blood. he's the royal prince vampire, kazaf. his father, the royal king vampire will send blood in bottles to him. apprently the bottles look like wine. then his coffin bed has a plasma screen tv and blue lights. hmmm... haha. so i read reviews and reviews and some who wrote them said it was lousy and disappointing. haha i dont see whats so disappointing. i think that the story is fine, the effects are good. well thats my opinion. the twins effect 2 was the real disappointment. no link to the first one. but i did enjoy it at least. yeah, it was comical, but a little off. haha. the twins effect was the thrilling one. its not scary, well to me, but the vampires do look kinda real. thats why i said the effects were good. even the sword used for slaying vampires was cool. its like a pocket sword. the blade just shoots out like that. haha.

cant wait tillthursday when i'm finally free from the exams. i feel as though i have taken the exams for a year, or rather the exams are everyday for a year. kinda sick of the feeling. well it'll be the last this thursday, then i can finally break free from them for a while.

i'm still have that temptation to go buy the vcd. but i wanna save the money for the movie and i dont want to be watching it through the night during the exams. i'm listening to chinese music to fight the temptation. geez...

was watching a promise for tomorrow last night. although it's a little cliched, but it didnt turn out very badly, at least the story was a little more interesting. it reminded me of many things. yeah. well, i try not to think about it yeah?

argh i shall stop blogging and study. maybe i feel much better studying. bye.

[backflip]

i'm gonna fail chinese. paper two was crazy. i think i hardly understood the passage. frankly speaking, i dont really like the new format. i rather stick to the old format. i think i still prefer studying for the handbook. haiyah never mind... i just think differently.

that prince who turns into a frog show is really addictive. i'm hooked on it. it's like a must-watch and i'm so disgusted. i walked the entire toa payoh central, went to practically all the vcd shops in tp central. none of the shops are selling the three parts as a whole set. even if they do, i have to wait another 4 months. yeah. so each part, cost almost $30, actually it's $29.90, so its equivalent to $30. so i guess even if i walk the entire Singapore, it'll still be the same. maybe they changed their policy (???) haiyah i dont know. there are only 7 discs in each box, which is even more pissing. i can pay $28.40 for one since i was like a total idiot who signed up for the ts vip thing. okay, so it was free then, and i will have a 5% discount. but it's still so expensive. i'll have to save for another 1 moth and 1 week. oh that is if i save half my allowance each week. if its the whole allowance, maybe 3 weeks. gah... then again it shouldnt be so expensive, since it's on channel u now, and i think that viewers would just watch it on tv rather than buy the vcd. see no buusiness for them right? so cut the price. hur... and THE SHOW ISNT STUPID. surprisingly, geraldine, who always likes to insult my love for taiwanese drama, loves this show. its just that she cant watch it due to exams. never mind, i'm starting to notice some people around me, who seem to dislike taiwanese drama start to love this show. haha well, it's nice, funny and it will amuse you again and again. its like on your mind all the time. well for me, it was during the geog exam. i know i shouldnt be thinking about it, but i still did. geez... maybe i'll buy it online, then again, i'm afraid of getting cheated. haha

my dad said he owed me a present. since p6. i dont recall. i have short term memory. so i'm stuck between a notebook or an ipod, or maybe i should ask him to buy my vcd for me. gah... i'll make up my mind, dont worry... hehe =D

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Anytime You Need A Friend - The Beu Sisters

La, la, la, la, laa
La, la, la, la, laa
La, la, la, la, laa

When you're sad
When your feeling low
When you're hurt, and don't know where to go
Think of me [think of me ]
There I'll be
Anytime you need a friend

When you're down
And your luck runs out
Or if you're in trouble or in doubt
It's okay [it's okay]
Turn my way
Anytime you need a friend

(Chorus)
When you're scared, I will stay with you
When you feel you've fallen, I'll lift you
When your heart breaks, I'll ease your aches
Whatever it takes, I'm there
Anytime you need a friend

La, la, la, la, laa
La, la, la, la, laa

All our lives
Anywhere we are (Anywhere we are)
Just reach out, I'll never be too far
Come what may
There I'll stay
Anytime you need a friend

(Chorus)
When you're scared, I will stay with you
When you feel you've fallen, I'll lift you
When your heart breaks, I'll ease your aches
Whatever it takes, I'm in (Whatever it takes)
Anytime you need a friend

Oh, oh, oh
When you need a friend
Come what may
There I'll stay
Now until the very end
Anytime, anytime you need a friend

La, la, la, la, laa
Anytime
La, la, la, la, laa
Whatever it takes
La, la, la, la, laa
Anytime
I'll be there
La, la, la, la, laa
Anytime you need a friend