[a pinch of salt.]

happy cny everyone :)

happy gambling and collecting ang paos :)

learnt that quiet places are still pretty good for me to study :D went to study with Tse Siong and Moses on saturday at the LIBRARY. used to hate studying there haha. Tse Siong doesnt believe i retained =.= haha

things havent been so easy for me. and i pray hard that i'll be better soon enough. everyday is a bad day for me, which is really sad lar. i'm still looking forward to everyday to something positive. yeah, it isnt so bad, but bad enough. haha

i prolly lost a friend or two this week.

ahhh there's a moth in my room and it's circling my bag. roar. i can't kill it.

today is the first day of cny. havent done much. hmm actually i didnt even step out of the house today, at all. this morning (or rather LATE morning), woke up with a headache cause i had too much to drink last night. dressed up, wore my 45 dollar strapless dress and then played blackjack at home with my bro, mom, aunt, uncle and 9-year-old cousin. haha yeah we all gambled. then i figured i wasnt gonna go out so i changed out of it into my will run shirt and shorts and played my cousin's ds for the ENTIRE afternoon alone at home, while they all decided to go out to i dont know where. they all came home at like 7pm to watch the little nyonya big reunion while i was having problems of my own and decided to sleep it off.

haha what to do, no one to visit. honestly.

then i slept for like 2 hours earlier and woke up to stone in bed (more like laze) lol. woke up to find my dog's face in mine. Cookie was staring at me cause there was no one home to play with her and she decided to wake me up. she looked at me for a while more before retreating to the living room to lie on the sofa. i finally got up like now and here i am. real funny. i woke up and i was alone at home, AGAIN. it felt empty. and emo. but that silence was sure satisfying since i was in this emo mode that even i couldnt really comprehend. 10 minutes after i woke up, my mom called and haha well, they went to return the ds and was having dinner at newton, still not back.

gonna go out for a movie later on. cause my mom wants to watch a midnight movie. haha i dont even know what we're watching. but oh wells.

i'm tired, like really tired. i hope they know without having to ask me cause i really really really dont want to answer. sigh sigh sigh

i get fed up everytime they ask.

someone from my past is back and i dont want to have anything to do with that person anymore after what he/she said to me. simply no respect for my decision and indirectly insulted me, not to mention look down on me. i know i'm not as brilliant but i'm not as arrogant as you are.

and i hope everything will be over. i just want to be a simple girl living in a big big world. haha.

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Four years later
time goes by fast
got my memories
and they will last
I try to keep it simple
cause I hate goodbyes
and I try to keep it simple
by telling myself that

I, I will remember you
and all of the things
that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
but words get in the way
So we're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

We're a picture
In my mind
When I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So dont say goodbye 'cause
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that weve gone through
There is so much I can say
but words get in the way
So were not together
I will remember you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you, thank you

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
but words get in the way
So

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
Were not together
I will remember you
We're not together
I will remember you

I will remember you

[happy birthday.]

haha, guess what? i'm 18

hee

thanks for the wishes guys and girls i love you all so so much :D

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You are young but so am I
And this is wrong but who am I to judge
You feel like heaven when we touch
I guess for me this is enough

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

You are young and I am scared
You're wise beyond your years, but I don't care
And I can feel your heart beat
You know exactly where to take me

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

Will you remember me?
You ask me as I leave
Remember what I said?
Oh how could I
Oh how could I forget

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight.

We're one mistake from being together
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight.

Ooh ooh. Ooh ooh.
Ooh ooh. Ooh ooh.
Ooh ooh. Ooh ooh.
Ooh ooh. Ooh ooh.

[2009.]

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

the day is soon here...

i have a lot of things to do.

a lot of things happened over the week

and i'm tired. really tired.

the coming week will be busy.

school is gonna start next monday. hello SR!
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hahaha cute song



他们要我饶舌于是我就开始上课
咬的字清不清我不晓得
有些说我短舌嘴里糖果含着两颗
这绝对是我的一种特色

初一吃素初二吃素初三吃素
我饶个口令怎么让我饶得那么辛苦
我说的不清不楚只好学人家扮酷
给我一点时间让我慢慢进步或退步
不行！要怎么饶舌才会有形
不管什么形先不要给人家批评
我行只有我自己说我行
我已经说了那么多我真不相信

我该怎么做我该怎么做
怎么搞得我不知所措
这么大的问题不知不觉皱了眉头
就让他们说就让他们说
不要愁眉苦脸想太多
等我铁棒磨成针那个时候你们就懂

他们要我饶舌于是我就开始上课
咬的字清不清我不晓得
有些说我短舌嘴里糖果含着两颗
这绝对是我的一种特色

给我麦克风大家快来跟我疯
把螺丝放松双手借给我用
我不是要你跟我一起诗歌朗诵
我只需要你和我有那一点点的互动
跟我说HEY~跟我说HO~
咬字不清也能把气氛搞HIGH
所以暂时还好请不要见怪

他们要我饶舌于是我就开始上课
咬的字清不清我不晓得
有些说我短舌嘴里糖果含着两颗
这绝对是我的一种特色
他们要我饶舌于是我就开始上课
咬的字清不清我不晓得
有些说我短舌嘴里糖果含着两颗
这绝对是我的一种特色
这绝对是何维健的特色
这首是我献给你们的歌