2dae was a real bz dae. i'm gg 2 bed soon. i spent d whole dae lukin 4 sponsors. rite frm 8 till now. its 12.34am now. newae, managed 2 get abt 62 sponsors. haiz... hvnt heard frm ms chiam. wonder how's she doin now...

i broke down earlier. cudnt take it nemore. i was alreadi so stressed over d sponsor ting n celine chen had 2 cum bother me. i really didnt noe we had 2 write a 300-500 word compo. i told her 2 write at least 300. she came after me sayin i gave her wrong directions. i was like "STOP IT!!!!!!!!" i cudnt take it. i told her i was already vry stressed out and if she goes on like dat, i'm gonna break down. she juz said wateva!!! she was online so yeah. i juz suddenly broke down n tears started flowin down my cheeks. i cudnt stop. i juz cried n cried in front of d monitor. she kept givin me dat "i'm damn *angry smiley* now" i juz went on sayin "STOP IT!!!!" n she juz said "i spent such a long time writing d compo!!! i wrote 730 words!!! nw i have 2 do it again!!!" i felt really bad. it was my fault. my tears juz kept on flowin non-stop. i juz cudnt tolerate her. i kept wonderin how i'm supposed 2 go 2 sch. shes like sittin nxt 2 me. i was really afraid. after a while, i managed 2 stop. i had a terrible headache. it was s though my mind cant fit neting. it felt s though it was 2 small. after coolin down, i continued wif my work n here i m now. gtg..

went baq 2 arc rm 2day 2 clean up den discussed abt d sponsors. liz, savie n i went 2 d office 2 get more envelopes n mrs pat tan was tellin us dis n dat n askin questions. ok, watever... yup, den liz came ova 2 my house. we did quite a lot. we even created a blog for our njrc grp. ok fine. it seems i've been happier since d sec 1s hv been re-grped. mayb its bcoz i'm not under d stress i used 2 b under when i was leader. newae, i prefer d new 2 d old. i've been really wierd dese few daes. dunno y. i'm not myself, at least i tink i'm not myself. wats wrong wif me????????? still clueless.........??????????????? i really need sum1 2 help me...... but wat can dat person do???????? huh??????? i suddenly hate myself. i really dunno y. ever since i started my secondary school life. i feel asthough i changed, n i mean really change. m i tinkin 2 much or wat??? i dunno. if i were 2 go up 2 esti n ask her if i've changed, she mite say no, but i tink i did. hu noes???? i'm puttin 2 many question marks. wats wrong wif me??

ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! i guess i wun b able 2 use msn messenger nemore... :'( *sobz* my mum refuse 2 allow me 2 use it!!! :S haiz, i'll juz hv 2 wait.

my class won 2nd 4 drama competition. 4got hus 3rd n 1/9's 1st. sum1 juz shoved d script 2 me n said: " nana, u go b d fisherman" n i was lk huh??? newae, i onli had 2 lines so heck. i tink it was gretchen hu shoved d script 2 me. i'm still wonderin if i shud..... nvm. newae, had compre ca. haiz, almost cudn't make it. phew... wats wrong wif me dis wk??? i'm lk a different person. WATS WRONG WIF ME?????????????? haiz....

~Briana~

i dun wanna go 2 sch 2mrw. but frs was so cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss frs!!! i juz wished it was held evrydae. dat wud b great. d movie was great 2. delle n i hid bhind her bag durin dat skeleton part. haha. haiz. i dun wanna go baq 2 sch. i'm still stuck in science, lit n me. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i hate dis!!! "HOMEWORK!!!! KEEP OUT!!!!!!!" haiz.... i cant keep up wif all dis. i'm sick of evryting!!! but i got no choice, still hv 2 keep on movin. i wan a dae of peace n quiet, but i cant. i dun noe wats wrong wif me. ???

~Briana~

1 more day 2 FRS!!! ah, sry i havent update my blog 4 ages. so sry. newae, ij carnival super fun. y? dats bcoz i was havin fun at the haunted house. Diana, See Kei and i were at e haunted house, scaring pple. it was so funny. yup, I DUNKED CHONG JIA YING!!! n sars was dere. den she left 2 watch haunted mansion wif esti n ceci. NO FAIR!!! dey went 2 esti's house!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!
dunno y but i'm vry sian at e moment. haiz. newae, still got stuff 2 do so cyaz!

~Briana~

i cant believe dey were lk dat! dey backstabbed me! *sobz* i dun try 2 get in2 ppl's gd bks. i'm realli upset n disappointed. i feel s though i shouldnt b leader nemore. i hate dis!!! *sobz* so wat if i go dere evrydae?! HUH?! it doesnt mean i'm dat kind of person!!! i really 4got 2 split d work!!! n...n...n...

~Briana~

aw man. its past 12am!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! *Yawns* i gotta go sleep. notin much 2dae. sayonara!!

~Briana~