[start of something new]

sports day seemed like another boring day. well, running in the rain would be the best thing and the most enjoyable incident ever happened.

gerri and i watched two movies today. high school musical and innocent steps. well i watched it before so yeah. she came here so early in the morning like 8am just to watch high school musical. yeah it was super fun. after sports day, stef, mag, matilda, liz and gerri came here. mag was teaching matilda and liz to play the piano with an organ. so stef, gerri and i were just watching innocent steps.

i have this ominous feeling as though something bad is about to happen. yeah i do, unfortunately.

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Quickie:
A postponement is not the end of the world -- things will work out when they should.

Overview:
Oscar Wilde said the only way to get rid of temptation was to yield to it, and right now, the stars fully second that motion. Your instincts will guide you down the right path when it comes to making the right moves.

yeah i hope things do work out of course. postponement? the sports day reults? well of course it isnt the end of the world......

Daily Teen:
During the day, try to stick to your usual schedule, because consistency will be a source of comfort. Later in the evening, keep your eyes open for dangerous situations. Make sure personal safety stays at the forefront of your mind.

what kinda dangerous situation? ah well, okay.

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[breaking free]

assembly was interesting today... much to my amazement... haha joking.

this guy from the raffles museum came down to talk about nature conservation and seriously, it rocked. the animals are so adorable and nature is so lovable.

finished all my homework in school. except for the research for ss and i have to prepare for the chinese oral. i will not make it through the conversation segment. i'm so gonna die.

i think i better go get a pair of glasses soon. i was squinting my eyes during physics but still get the numbers right. it was a little blur and i was having a headache throughout the day, trying to read what's on the whiteboard. i'm blind!!! yeah yeah right....

sports day tomorrow and i have no idea what i'm gonna do. after all, in my three years in ij SEC, i've only gone for sports days once. in sec 1. skipped it last year because of the british council space competition challenge announcement. well, it was quite an adventure last year.... we ended up hainging out in the exhibitions for 2 hours because we weren't told the briefing was postponed to 2 hours later. it was kinda fun though. but yeah its definitely cheering and i'll probably bring a book there to read or study there. i seem to have forgotten how sports day was like all over again.

finally succeeded in downloading high school musical. haha its nice of course. and it wouldnt be on the asian disney channel yet because i watched it on disney channel at pennsylvania so i guess i have to wait a long time before it's released on the asian disney channel. the soundtrack rocks too. yeah disney songs all rock, for some reason. well, high school is another DISNEY CHANNEL ORIGINAL MOVIE... haha. yeah disney channel original movies are not bad too. anyway this movie is great, with fab dances and songs in between.

the difference between high school musical and confessions of a teenage drama queen:

confessions of a teenage drama queen - too much drama, and unrealistic
high school musical - nice storyline and better songs. less drama, and of course, much much more realistic.

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Quickie:
Learn about your ancestors -- they led intriguing lives that offer valuable clues.

Overview:
It's time to deal with someone who's been taking advantage of you. They're in the wrong for their immature behavior, but you need to own up to your part in perpetuating it. Set things straight before it's too late.

oh i did already (dealing with someone). well, not DEALING with someone, but sorting things out i guess... taking advantage? hmmm i dont know, but i guess not. setting things straight before its too late... i'm not sure what's late now but i'm trying to set things straight.

Daily Teen:
Your family may want to talk about your progress at school today. Prepare yourself for barbed questions, and stick to succinct explanations. If you've been fulfilling your potential, you'll be able to answer any questions calmly.

haha really? i doubt so though... i'm gonna nap for another 4 hours or more, because i'm having another headache and i'm gonna take a panadol then sleep. by the time i wake up, it'll be like 10pm, 11pm or 12am.

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Breaking Free - Troy and Gabriella (High School Musical Soudtrack)

Troy:
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach

Gabriella:
If we're trying
So we're breaking free

Troy:
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are

Gabriella:
Creating space between us
'Til we're separate hearts

Both:
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

Chorus #1
Troy:
We're breakin' free

Gabriella:
We're soarin'

Troy:
Flyin'

Both:
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach

Troy:
If we're trying

Both:
Yeah, we're breaking free

Troy:
Oh, we're breakin' free

Gabriella:
Ohhhh

Troy:
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control

Gabriella:
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls

Both:
Rising 'til it lifts us up
So every one can see

Chorus #2
Troy:
We're breakin' free

Gabriella:
We're soarin'

Troy:
Flyin'

Both:
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach

Troy:
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free

Gabriella:
Ohhhh runnin'

Troy:
Climbin'
To get to that place

Both:
To be all that we can be

Troy:
Now's the time

Both:
So we're breaking free

Troy:
We're breaking free

Gabriella:
Ohhh, yeah

Troy:
More than hope
More than faith

Gabriella:
This is true
This is fate
And together

Both:
We see it comin'

Troy:
More than you
More than me

Gabriella:
Not a want, but a need

Both:
Both of us breakin' free

Chorus #3
Gabriella:
Soarin'

Troy:
Flyin'

Both:
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying

Troy:
Yeah we're breaking free

Gabriella:
Breaking free
We're runnin'

Troy:
Ohhhh, climbin'

Both:
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time

Troy:
Now's the time

Gabriella:
So we're breaking free

Troy:
Ohhh, we're breaking free

Gabriella:
Ohhhh

Both:
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are

[maple]

what a sleepy weekend

on friday night, i was up till 3am. then getting up at 8am to go to pearl's place and even slept for 45 mins on that comfortable bean bag in her room at the end of the day. came home at 4pm and had a longer sleep all the way to 10.30pm. stayed up till 3am again and woke up at 11.30am on a sunday morning. slacking and doing my work (contradicting?) all the way till 5.30pm and i had another nap for an hour. and went to bed at 3.30am. wow i wonder how many hours i've slept... lets just say 19?

monday was just dull. with ij superstar tickets trying to be sold and preparations in the afternoon for the next day, i think it should be okay tomorrow... i'm not that involved but yeah could kinda tell.

had another nap and yes i just awoke from that sleepy evening. wow, for four hours i have laid there listening to the same song over and over again without getting sick of it. and guess what i have absolutely nothing to do now since i finished my homework before i even took a nap.

ms shanthi was talking to us about our 99 gold coins during cme. guess shes just totally right. and her story of the welfare kids was far too traumatizing i think. it's probably hard to imagine what actully happened to them, maybe not. but i've been harping on the 99 gold coins thing and i dont know what's gotten into me.

exams approaching and i pray i'll make it through. i suddenly find it too difficult. not that i always thought it was easy, but it just seems a thousand times more difficult now. and can i say i've been trying hard enough? it matters, from the looks of it, probably not. from deep within me, i'm already tired. i dont know maybe time has been passing too quickly for me to catch up the the final year exams last year felt like last week. i'm still haunted by the nightmare of my horrid experience with exams. bleagh

i'm looking forward to a better day then... after that four hour sleep, i guess i'm feeling better. had a headache thats why. its better now. yeap.

i havent been blogging for a few days and this is all i can recall. this shows how boring my life is.

okay... so cme was kinda okay today. with ms shanthi telling us the stories and stuff like that, i pretty much enjoyed the lesson, but i dont know why yq was bored and was falling asleep... haha it was really cute. she was sitting next to me, and suddenly i felt something, or someone tugging on my blouse, i turned and she said in a very soft tone 'very boring' and had that sleepy face as though a kid was falling asleep already... haha

i've just made my life even more boring by playing a slow song. feng by jay chou. yeah i dont know why but i just feel the urge to play it. yeah, its slow enough to be a lullaby. but its a nice song.

i've been 'shocked' by someone's decision. i'm not so sure about it. i cant confront, i cant ask, i can only stand here, watch and assume. why did i have to use ' '? maybe because i probably guessed things would go this way, but the chances of it were kinda slim. so can i still say it was 'shocking'? its up to you to decide. i have been in different dilemmas recently and i simply just dont know what i can do, should do, or doing. i'm just uncertain about 90% of everything. i guess its that bad. but what can i do for her now? i guess nothing except ask her to cheer up and dont think so much... well, it depends on whether she wants my help or not.... and besides, she's mad at me because i dont why either. almost the entire world seems to know why, except for me... and i know she kinda hates me now. not that i can anything. and i'm not a likeable person, so i should just forget about it and move on. i wondered if she ever got my message when i asked her if anything was wrong. because i was indirectly asking her why she was mad at me. after all, i've lost count of the people who have told me this 'yeah she's pissed with you. because of something you did'. i've kinda lost count.

go ahead and say i'm insensitive, because when i'm sensitive, i can get ultra sensitive. i still am, and of course, i'll try to get rid, i dont want to be crying over almost everything for no reason. it's really the damage inflicted on me that probably shaped me into the person i am now. yeah damage that was unconsciously inflicted on me. have i ever tried telling someone? yeah i did. i didnt see the point is it though, and just something amazing, that someone can brush it off like that. i guess i'm already on the brink of giving up. yeah so i shall learn to be a lil insensitive at times and just stop caring so much because i did, and i killed myself.

someone told me i shouldnt care about all that... yeah i probably shouldnt. although i said i have been in dilemmas recently, that was the period of time i have been thinking through things. maybe too much, but i suddenly had the guts to actually think about it. like what CAN happen IF i did this. but because she doesnt want to tell me anything, let's just say i'm being totally selfish and i'm not gonna care anymore? nvm... not that anything i said ever made sense. but if that she ever comes here, reads this, well, haha she probably wouldnt get it too! haha but if she did, haha i dont know what will happen. will she finally confront and finally throw whatever unhappiness at me then walk off feeling better, or she would go on saying i offended her once again because i wrote this entry? i know she's sensitive. it's just a matter or controlling your emotions well enough. yeah. if you kinda get what i mean, then i guess it's cool.

i'm too tired to thinik about it anymore... bye.

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Quickie:
Use creativity to your advantage today. Sharp wit can turn heads and change minds.

Overview:
Now is an excellent time to cloak your reactions behind politeness. You need some time to mull over these recent developments in the privacy of your own home before you unveil your next steps.

o-kay!

Daily Teen:
All kinds of art and culture will entrance you today. It's a good day to put a lot of time into practicing an instrument or reading complicated poetry. Sustained efforts will yield small but concrete breakthroughs.

haha.

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Photograph - Nickelback

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

[beyond your own boundaries]

clueless now. yeah have no idea what to do. confront or not to confront? that is the question. even if i do, what am i gonna say? 'oh you're been really evil' is that really all i can say? seriously, i think i should just give up. but i know i shouldnt right? or should i? i dont know if giving up would be the right thing to do. it probably is. but i dont want to lose such a good friend. sigh. am i thinking too much again?

had a nap in the evening. i did feel better. not so moody and all and after dinner, it lasted another half an hour before i was back to the solemn state. havent changed out of it till now. considering how late it is, i should be sleeping, since i have been pretty much deprived of sleep and my trips to lala land have been shortened.

its a very busy week, probably a month, or more. or just a busy year. i find myself pretty much cooped up with work and i think i should engross myself in work to forget about the indifferences someone or some people have towards me. i thought sleeping would be the best solution to me since it always worked. but even eating, bathing, and sleeping hardly works now. is it because the older i am, the more difficult it is? or i just cant get rid of that rotten feeling i've had inside for so long and even though i did try to express it, people either get it the wrong way, they dont understand or they simply dont really give a damn.

a few hours ago, i thought i found a song that would cheer me up everytime i'm feeling down. but i think i'm immune to it now, considering the fact that i was listening to it for more than an hour non stop.

yeah i know everyone gets misunderstood. to the point where they finally break down and turn into someone we dont know, or we never thought they could be. i get a very clear picture of it now. i dont know how to spill everything out at once because i was not used to it and the last time i really did, it seemed as though it was a long time ago and i've long forgotten how it was like.

[far away]

i see how each person looks at me now. i cant say much though. and i dont want to get all sensitive now. forget it. not that i can do anything about it either right?

moody now. not in the mood to talk about it. i dont know what to do. all i can do is sit back and watch or rather wait for the sky to fall.

i'm feeling terrible now...

[it could all fall down on me]

went to the national library for the first time today. with gerri, to do some research for the euthanasia report. the reference section is like wow. and photocopying was fun. yeap. it was super fun. the variety of reference books they have is like wow. we spent so much time looking through the books and all. all the cheem words was just too much for us. and the place is just super cool. gerri was so fascinated with the escalator.

then we went to bugis to just take a walk and had some ice cream. it didnt turn out as good though. then was just sipping some hot milk tea at mosburger. yeah.. why is briana relaxing so much? haha yeah, it was a pretty good afternoon i guess.

hey i know what a crumpler is okay? i only made an embarrassing mistake and mag was all hysterical this morning during recess when she saw the crumpler. sheesh.

my brain has been really drained and i cant seem to absorb anything when i study. and my mind has been wandering off during class. suddenly whatever the teacher says just goes in the right and comes out the left. dont ask me what has been on my mind. because either i dont know or i just wont tell you. sigh gotta stop wandering off and focus. exams are round the corner. focus. focus. FOCUS.

now's the time to study hard for the exams and start on the class blog. bleagh. so much to do. as tired as a dog. yeah physically. my eyelids are gonna fall over my eyes soon. haha.

going out with the equalites for dinner. and then cip on wednesday! newpaper collection. whee! it has been a while since i've done cip... yeah i miss doing cip. so gerri, mag and i are gonna go to the library to do cip. haha so fun. yeap, we intended to call the rda (riding for the disabled association) to do cip there. but we're not 16! there goes my chance of communicating with my relatives the horse there. haha i really wanna go see the horses. maybe i should make a trip to the zoo one day.

i see how much impact obsession has on someone. its scary though.

i was watching that anime i had been searching for so long last night. and seriously, it sucks. its not nice and freaky. i think some of the guys in the anime are gays, so i was totally disgusted when i watched it last night. and i'm dling csi season one now.

i found out shocking today, during geog. well maybe it isnt that shocking. it was kinda expected i guess but i dont know why i was still that surprised when khym told me. it was really hmmmm very bleagh.

dom was right. here by me by 3 doors down and photograph by nickelback is not bad. yeah.

i should go start on my work now. the quicker i get it done, i think my mind would be at ease too.

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Quickie:
Your plans need discipline to make them successful. Roll up your sleeves and dig in.

Overview:
Celestial energies put a little pizzazz in your pace, and you'll find that this extra burst of energy helps you resolve an old issue that's been plaguing you far more than it should. And it's about high time!

haha i see.

Daily Teen:
Your mind dissects problems when you're not even focused on them. If you're stuck on a difficult challenge, you can always set your work aside. When you come back, the situation will be easier.

haha really? i dont see it that way though...

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Here By Me - 3 Doors Down

I hope you're doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I can't take another day without you
'Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you're not here

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
Everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

[sleep like no one's business]

so much happened over the week. i have been sleeping past 12, that explains why you see a zombie walking around.

it will be another homework saturday. i shall try to finish all my homework by today, even though my dumbness and laziness would make it impossible. haha. i know that i'm gonna slack like no one's business tomorrow.

the last three days have been screamy and frs is finally over. yeah and my voice just went away with frs too. no i probably sound like a croaking frog or something i havent thought of, but i def sound as though i'm struggling when i'm talking. but it paid off, ij clinched the best supporters award and the technoprenuer award. haha nemortal rocks. but i guess nemortal would been dead for another year unless we decided to make another one.

sometimes it really pays a lot to do something. yeah it does.

was feeling so vexed in the morning yest. but i guess i felt better after that.

although i did mention 'so much happened', i cant find anything to blog about. so yeah. nvm... i'm just feeling very dead now. yeah dead, thats it. bleagh... bye...

[straightjacket feeling]

i dont know how to say this but it was a simple mix today.

went to sp this morning at around 10am. well was supposed to be there at 8am but i overslept so i was there at around 10. just there to support the people participating in the zero carbon city project. well they worked hard for it. i only found out hong, christine and min su were also in the competition, under the same category. they did really well. christine's group was really funny when christine was like 'huh?' or 'oh!'. yeah in front of the judges. i left halfway, but right till the end of the day, all the roups who were in the group category won a bronze! and chrystal, being a soloist (haha weird), won a silver! yay for them! smelly and jaslyn were there. smelly walked to sp from home. according to jaslyn, its a 10-min walk from home. the thing was, she was wearing shorts and slippers! jaslyn and i were going on about how unglam of her to go to sp like this. so she was considering going home to change but we told her not to in the end. haha and we were playing with the vending machine! haha at first smelly was telling jaslyn and i about how she tried using the dial a coke thing somewhere else but it didnt work. so she tried it again. dial a coke is this thing with vending machines where you can use sms to buy a drink. just send an sms and when the vending machine receives it, will ask you to make a selection. yeah super cool. so she bought an ice lemon tea. smsed, and press the ice lemon tea button, and pop! comes out the ice lemon tea. i found it so cool so i bought milo!!! and then 100 plus for jaslyn. haha. we were just being lame! haha.

then went to shaw house after leaving sp. was walking around shaw in circles for about half an hour before i really found the place. then was just watching the people play. need for speed most wanted was the best. it was really cool just watching them play. yeap, won two calendars. gave one to dom though. haha i dont know how many calendars i've got already. but the calendar's really nice. its white and nice!

then walked around orchard road on my own for a lil while.. and munching on yakun toast for dinner. haha not that i didnt have money, but because my appetite just died. and the funny thing was, i skipped breakfast and lunch. maybe i was not in the mood.

so was just feeling down all of a sudden earlier... haha for no apparent reason. maybe because of all that happened lately.

i suddenly feel the distance widening. no more good friends. or maybe the problem really does lie with me. sigh... how am i to pick up again? sigh...

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Quickie:
Shared resources aren't divided equally. Audit the situation and act accordingly.

Overview:
Your creativity is sparking in a serious way. It's a great time to put pen to paper (or clay to potter's wheel or needle to cloth -- whatever floats your boat). Your artistic endeavors will help you see a way out of a household headache, too.

dont worry i havent done anything related to art today so yeah. very safe. haha i'm just not affiliated with art, thats all. haha

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Once Upon a December (Anastasia OST) - Aaliyah

Dancing bears,
Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December.

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart
Used to know,
Once upon a December...

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember...

And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December

[it ends tonight]

feeling a lil disconnected now.

i'm just having that sudden temptation to do something drastic. argh, of course i cant.

camp was fab. loved it. love 3/8. although i was getting all giddy during the rope course because of the slight fever the day before, it was all in all, fun. we jumped into the kallang river, esp where the dead bodies were found and people spit in it. yeap, it was gross and all, but it was super fun. and i was sun burnt on the neck. although it did hurt, at least i was tanned. haha yeah. its kinda amusing. how my arms and legs were tanned. when i came back, some said i was chao da, some said i still looked the same. i wanna be tanned! and i miss the instructors! haha

there are many problems around me. i dont know if i can still hold on longer, but i will still encourage myself to hang on till everything blows over, which i doubt. yeah, i'm just trying to be strong now, but doing it the bochap-ly. i dont know. just trying not to cry, trying very very hard now. although i really need to talk to someone, i cant. there is so much i really want to say, but i cant. is it because it can never be heard, because i'm insignificant like how geraldine said (she said it jokingly) or i just dont know how to spill it out. and again, i'm bottling it up. i find it very sick and just totally freaked.

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Quickie:
These problems won't go away. You must deal with them -- the sooner the better.

Overview:
It feels like the current celestial influences are cracking down on you in an unduly heavy manner, but it's really all for the best. If you can regard these obstacles as lessons rather than hardships, the worst of it is over.

erm. okay.

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It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

[how many wonders can one cavern hold?]

in just a few hours, i'll be off for sec 3 adventure camp. i'm really afraid i'll fall ill and not be able. i was having a slight fever today. okay its like 12+am already.. and i have been sleeping for three hours so that i would try to feel better. i'm having a terrible headache and a dry throat. argh. why did i have to be sick now. i dont wanna miss out on all the fun at camp.

it started off thie morning, before i went off to school. i was constantly sneezing and sneezing. so i thought 'ahhh sinus again'. brought tissue and all. then i realised i was sneezing really badly. for me, i bring a thermometer in my pencil case. well, because i'm too lazy to remove it after each thermometer check at school, so who cares, carry it with me instead. haha two years already. bleagh... i'm really lazy. so the temp was like 37.5 or slightly higher. as long as it was not 38, i was pretty much relieved.

was sleeping outside the home econs room at school. on the floor. well was waiting for mr rashid, so i was just there sitting on my own, or against the wall, and plonk i was stationary there. bleagh, at least i was not sprawled all over the floor. that would be so... weird. but i guess i'm pretty deprived of sleep. so i'll prob sleep on the bus later, if the class comm doesnt have anything for us.

have i mentioned how much i love 3/8? i love them to bits! they rock. yeah. although it has only been two months, it feels as though i've known them for about half a year, or a year already. it is amazing.

was playing warcraft earlier when i found myself falling asleep and was constantly dying because i didnt build more cannon towers to kill my spawns. so i kinda died. bleagh. warcraft rocks, i only started playing it on sunday and it was really fun.

currently listening to part of your little world from the little mermaid soundtrack. yeap, its really adorable and i love the little conversations in between

i want to be where the people are
i want to see, wanna see them dancing
walking around on those (what do you call them? oh. feet) *giggles*
flipping your fins you don't get too far
legs are required for jumping and dancing
strolling along down those (what's that word again?) ... street...
up where they walk, up where they run
up where they stay all day in the sun
wandering free
wish i could be
part of that world...

yeah the feet thing is really cute. haha.

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Quickie:
Family and work don't have to be opposites, but they need to balance each other out.

Overview:
It's time to get yourself on the path of healing when it comes to financial and emotional issues. Are unresolved events from your past resulting in turmoil when it comes to your present? Solve the deeper problems.

yeah sort of.. i've been feeling really down lately. but i still got over it anyway so yeah.

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i think i managed to annoy -. successfully annoy -. yeap. just disturbing - online and tagging on the tagboard, saying stupid stuff. haha. - would probably think its perfectly fine and not annoying, but who cares, i think i'm annoying! haha

gonna get a drink and all, and probably take my tep again, just to make sure its going down... still having a headache. argh....

ah well.... gone for the next 3 days then, having lots of fun! yay! haha okay, bye!