Tuesday, September 28, 2004

hey!!!!! i'm really tired.... today the class comm had to come up with a new rule. that is :



If anyone changes their places:
-During Assembly: Fine $5
-During Lessons: Fine $10


i really hope it works. its not extortion at all. we juz wan dem 2 stop changin places. we didnt make it $1 n $0.50 coz we didnt wan 1/3 to be paying to change their places. i really hope they understand.


Note to 1/3: pay danielle as soon as possible, coz the class is broke. if u dun wan e maths wkst, tell either maths rep or class comm, if not u'll have to pay 4 it.


anyway, spiral's blog is open to all, coz it is no longer in use for njrc, unless there's a 2nd Spiral in future which i doubt so. Spiral, if u have a problem wif dat, come look 4 me. anyway, i'm really exhausted....... so i'll hurry up. i recently wrote a 1000 character testimonial for liz, she wud better accept it coz if she doesnt, i'm gonna kill her. i cant wait for the princess diaries 2: royal engagement to be released...... dats like i do not know when. u may think its bimbotic, but i pretty like the story...


Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson


Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)


Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway


[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway



Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway


[Chorus]


Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway


I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a riskTake a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway


Monday, September 20, 2004

sigh..... its 3.30am now..... 2hrs and 30 mins to 6am before i have to get out of bed and go to school... shocked? big deal? wadeva? nvm......... my right thumb and index finger is all numb thanks to the 5 hrs or paper cutting. i'm still on the 2 layer! canu believe that?!?!


went to taka for dinner. then went to kinoniya. waha! pendragon bk 5 : black water was already on the shelves. i have got to get that book!!! omg!! and princess diaries bk 6 : six appeal costs $36.70!!! bloody ex........ *stares blankly at empty wallet*. my mum refuse to lend me the money to buy the book. its like $11.80(pendragon). sigh.... o wellz. she bought the ella enchanted vcd. i'm gonna watch it after the exams..... for now i'll shall focus on my studies. focus.... focus...FOCUS!!! my thumb's still numb!!!!! argh........... have been listening to the radio since 12pm? waaaaaa..... my brain cells are disappearing.... haha..... still remember what mr kang said abt the tofu and handphone. he said there was this experiment in which they placed a handphone next to the tofu and after a while, a long while, the side of the tofu where they placed the handphone turned black. that's quite cool though... so i went home and told my mum about it and she said that it was true coz if i were to stuck my headphones in my ears for a long period of time, i'm gg to DIE!!! haha..... but yar.


i think my bro is suffering frm pms or something like that.... wait..... he cant be suffering frm that! coz he's a guy??????? haha.... anyway, he's been cranky all day. he screamed at everyone. well, my mum juz scolded him to mind his really bad attitude. i was busy doin my paper cut and yar, the headphones stuck in my ears. she scolded me for that too..... ah wells...


ok, now my thumbs not numb anymore..... shall not slack... get back to work... signing off...

Sunday, September 19, 2004

sigh... its 3.03 am and i'm still on the paper cut. its pathetic!!!


i've decided not 2 trust any1.... coz the pple whom i really really trust has just proved me that i cant trust them. i cant trust any1... real sad but yar... i muz learn 2 keep everything 2 myself then. i really hate myself.... i think the only person/thing i trust is either my diary or my stuff toys. sigh..... i'm real disappointed in myself, to think that i really have sum1 i can really trst but turns out to be a big fat lie.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

its 12am!!! wich means it 11 september. i shall announce then.

i have been kicked out of arc.


NJRC is my last event.


i was kicked out last wednesday, 1 september, teachers' day.


i'm sad, really sad.


being extra nice 2 evry1.


shall work hard after NJRC.


will be arc supporter.


still sad. stressed. tryin 2 get over it!!!


listenin 2 music 2 help.


i'm sure a few pple other than mr tan, mr kang n e sec 1s already knew abt it.


The Remedy (I Won't Worry) - Jason Mraz


I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of july,
Freedom ring now something on the surface it stings
That something on the surface it kind of makes me nervous
Who says that you deserve this
And what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease


If you've got the poison
I've got the remedy
The remedy is the experience.
It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious.
Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends
Because it all amounts to nothing in the end.


I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.


I heard two men talking on the radio
In a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
They were counting down the days to stab the brother in the be
Right back after this
The unavoidable kiss,
Where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast his catastrophe
Dance with me,


Because if you've got the poison,
I've got the remedy
The remedy is the experience.
It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious.
Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends because
It all amounts to nothing in the end.


I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.


When I fall in love
I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but
I'm still gonna shine and
I'll tell you why
Because


The remedy is the experience.
It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious.
Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends because
It all amounts to nothing in the end.


I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't and I won't and I won't etc.

Sunday, September 05, 2004

sighx.......... my team actually made it 2 top 30....... dun noe why.... *shrugs* its a big question mark 2 all of us. anyway, we made it somehow..... i dun noe.........

i'm really sad at the moment....... not telling, will reveal my secret later........... i really am gonna miss this.

1/3's class comm is breaking apart............. its no longer united, it changed, a lot. not only is the class comm breaking apart, so is 1/3. everyone's speaking bhind each other, especially close friends, friends u knew ever since P1, even best friends. i'm juz sad to say that i really hate this feeling of being in a world of gossip, insults, back-stabbers and all. i dun even feel like gg 2 e class blog most of the time. i really dun noe wat 2 do.............. to at least help. to think that i was a conflict manager back in primary sch. i'm really useless, stupid, dumb. i'm an idiot, a big one. did i mention best friends speaking ill of each other? this really sux. my life sux, i suck...........