[break these chains.]
i'm afraid of what may happen. i'm having a lot to worry about lately.
what if it really happens, can i stand strong like i did? or will i just falter?
maybe all of these would turn out as lies.
my worries will turn into fear.
should i give up believing?
each time i think about it, i will only be reminded of the past, the promises and maybe the future.
it was all a joke isn't it? another joke?
what would it be like 5 years down the road?
i need a happy tune.
is it my paranoia or the truth? i hope it's just paranoia.
when i finally thought through.... this happens.
i really don't know what to do. that bitter feeling i'm having me makes me cry. in fact, it'll go away temporarily if i really did.
i'll call myself a fool again.
i'm having a hard time getting through this now. i'm confused, bitter and sad. sorry.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
[black hawk down.]
the past two days have been really slacked.
on wedneday, we had mass, therefore no geog and no chinese. all we did for amath was 4 questions. for emath? it was just a few as well. after recess, absolutely nothing except self study for like what? 3 periods? then assembly and home.
well it was just as boring yesterday. jac, angie and i were entertaining ourselves with jokes. haha yeah. it was hilarious. i guess that was what kept us going... angie fabricated a story to save me during history. haha it was hilarious.
didn't go to school today...
i heard ms yap mistook jane for me today. do i really look like her? okay maybe we did look similar from the back in the past, but i we look like two diff people now. haha i already have a "twin" in school okay. she's this sec 4 girl.
dont know if i should go for it man.
i brought my cousin out to buy stuff today. so we were walking outside mos when this guy came up to us and ask us to go to the atrium, for the exhibition. yeah there was this exhibition that was named "cpf and me" so yeah it's about planning your future, savings and all lar. so yeah he told me to go there. then i was like huh? and he asked how i was related to the 6-yr-old child next to me. yeah he thought i was her mum or something. do i look like a mother to you? so yeah i told him my cousin? and he asked "are you a student?" i said yeah. then i guess he looked really stunned. OH GEE.
coming down with a cough. dont know how and what it is.
black hawk down on axn now. =)
the past two days have been really slacked.
on wedneday, we had mass, therefore no geog and no chinese. all we did for amath was 4 questions. for emath? it was just a few as well. after recess, absolutely nothing except self study for like what? 3 periods? then assembly and home.
well it was just as boring yesterday. jac, angie and i were entertaining ourselves with jokes. haha yeah. it was hilarious. i guess that was what kept us going... angie fabricated a story to save me during history. haha it was hilarious.
didn't go to school today...
i heard ms yap mistook jane for me today. do i really look like her? okay maybe we did look similar from the back in the past, but i we look like two diff people now. haha i already have a "twin" in school okay. she's this sec 4 girl.
dont know if i should go for it man.
i brought my cousin out to buy stuff today. so we were walking outside mos when this guy came up to us and ask us to go to the atrium, for the exhibition. yeah there was this exhibition that was named "cpf and me" so yeah it's about planning your future, savings and all lar. so yeah he told me to go there. then i was like huh? and he asked how i was related to the 6-yr-old child next to me. yeah he thought i was her mum or something. do i look like a mother to you? so yeah i told him my cousin? and he asked "are you a student?" i said yeah. then i guess he looked really stunned. OH GEE.
coming down with a cough. dont know how and what it is.
black hawk down on axn now. =)
Monday, September 25, 2006
[no egg. oh man.]
i can't find an egg at home. damn.
i'm still thinking about mr tan's story of a corn, which is also rather corny. it's logical and illogical at the same time. i'm still dont know the moral of the story and the reason why he even told us that story.
haha the two periods of geog was really wasted. chrys and i spent that 1hr and 20 mins chatting about everything and watching desiree, who happened to be sitting next to chrys, dozing off... yeah...
haha was hanging out with diana after recess. yeah like since when was the last time we actually hung out during recess? haha before her prelims lar... so yeah. she slimmed down a lot. i was like O.O when i saw her. but yeah, she lost like 16 kg! and she's almost my weight now. haha it's wow man, really.
i can't wait for the exams to be over, even before it started, HAHA. i cant stand thinking about the horrible things that are gonna happen during the exam, so i need them to PASS.
5 more chapters =D wahahahaha i can finish it today.
i dont like oxidation and reduction, it messes with my mind. haha.
i dont like trigonometry because i have to memorize the 7 identities.
i dont like geometrical properties of circles because i havent grasped it well enough. bleagh.
i dont like social studies =(
i dont like climatic zones. too much to memorize.
i dont like chapter 3 of history. china history, too many chinese names and reforms haha.
haha however,
i like history, because i like the last two chapters on world war II
i like logarithms because they're pretty fun.
i like coordinate geometry because it makes me smile.
i like plate tectonics because they're fun.
i like chemical equations, they're fun =D
i like physics =D
yeah that's about it.
i can't find an egg at home. damn.
i'm still thinking about mr tan's story of a corn, which is also rather corny. it's logical and illogical at the same time. i'm still dont know the moral of the story and the reason why he even told us that story.
haha the two periods of geog was really wasted. chrys and i spent that 1hr and 20 mins chatting about everything and watching desiree, who happened to be sitting next to chrys, dozing off... yeah...
haha was hanging out with diana after recess. yeah like since when was the last time we actually hung out during recess? haha before her prelims lar... so yeah. she slimmed down a lot. i was like O.O when i saw her. but yeah, she lost like 16 kg! and she's almost my weight now. haha it's wow man, really.
i can't wait for the exams to be over, even before it started, HAHA. i cant stand thinking about the horrible things that are gonna happen during the exam, so i need them to PASS.
5 more chapters =D wahahahaha i can finish it today.
i dont like oxidation and reduction, it messes with my mind. haha.
i dont like trigonometry because i have to memorize the 7 identities.
i dont like geometrical properties of circles because i havent grasped it well enough. bleagh.
i dont like social studies =(
i dont like climatic zones. too much to memorize.
i dont like chapter 3 of history. china history, too many chinese names and reforms haha.
haha however,
i like history, because i like the last two chapters on world war II
i like logarithms because they're pretty fun.
i like coordinate geometry because it makes me smile.
i like plate tectonics because they're fun.
i like chemical equations, they're fun =D
i like physics =D
yeah that's about it.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
[work on it.]
i need arms that dont start to bruise easily. haha yeah...
someday you will find me
caught beneath the landslide
in a champange supernova
a champange supernova in the sky
cause people believe
that they're gonna get away from the summer
but you and i
we live and die
the world's still spinning round
we don't know why
why why why why
haha just like math, you need to keep working on it and don't slack. just like math, there is no stopping because once you do, you fall back and forget.
if you do understand what i'm relating to math, then applause =D
it's nothing more like a nightmare.
what if you always wanted to run away from home, but you're already a runaway from home? and you're now at a place you call home? where would you end up at? a place you're familiar with, or somewhere new? is that someplace new gonna make you happier, or will it just trigger even more bad memories?
haha sorry.
the apology to ij was rather pathetic. it's a short note on the contents page, and it wil take you a while to find it. like what chrys said, it isnt enough to address 16000 ij girls.. haha yeah...
sg idol now, the finals. which reminds me bonnie is there right? well, a 3/8er is def there lar.. and mrs alex is a vip tonight... cause she's a friend of jonathan's mum. jonathan was after all an sji boy, so yeah... thats why my class is going nuts over jonathan leong and some go there every week i think.... deborah will wear this "vote for jonathan" badge all around school and stuff like that.. hahaha omg lar.
haha yeah... shall stop here... bye =)
i need arms that dont start to bruise easily. haha yeah...
someday you will find me
caught beneath the landslide
in a champange supernova
a champange supernova in the sky
cause people believe
that they're gonna get away from the summer
but you and i
we live and die
the world's still spinning round
we don't know why
why why why why
haha just like math, you need to keep working on it and don't slack. just like math, there is no stopping because once you do, you fall back and forget.
if you do understand what i'm relating to math, then applause =D
it's nothing more like a nightmare.
what if you always wanted to run away from home, but you're already a runaway from home? and you're now at a place you call home? where would you end up at? a place you're familiar with, or somewhere new? is that someplace new gonna make you happier, or will it just trigger even more bad memories?
haha sorry.
the apology to ij was rather pathetic. it's a short note on the contents page, and it wil take you a while to find it. like what chrys said, it isnt enough to address 16000 ij girls.. haha yeah...
sg idol now, the finals. which reminds me bonnie is there right? well, a 3/8er is def there lar.. and mrs alex is a vip tonight... cause she's a friend of jonathan's mum. jonathan was after all an sji boy, so yeah... thats why my class is going nuts over jonathan leong and some go there every week i think.... deborah will wear this "vote for jonathan" badge all around school and stuff like that.. hahaha omg lar.
haha yeah... shall stop here... bye =)
[home improvement.]
my bro is still pissed with me. i can tell he's going by all means just to annoy me. i'm happy to be able to tolerate all of these. HAHA.
rah cant say much. i just woke up an hour ago.
sigh. what a night it was. my computer will break down one day. it will. with my brother trying so hard to damage it just to get back at me. yeah and it's not the first time. my computer isnt even a year old yet! so if he damages it, wah lau, i swear i will make him buy me a better and more expensive one. since he has all the money in the world from mapling that he could even buy an ipod nano.
rahhhh my keyboard is sitting on top of my chem tys, amath tb, amath 15 yr series, chem tb, physics tb, phone bill =x, file and emath assessment book. yeah... it's not neatly stacked in one, it's all over my place bt i can say m,y keyboard is really sitting on all of them... haha so that means i should go start mugging. i didnt yest. RAH
haha there's a big bruise on my left arm RAH. haha bye.
my bro is still pissed with me. i can tell he's going by all means just to annoy me. i'm happy to be able to tolerate all of these. HAHA.
rah cant say much. i just woke up an hour ago.
sigh. what a night it was. my computer will break down one day. it will. with my brother trying so hard to damage it just to get back at me. yeah and it's not the first time. my computer isnt even a year old yet! so if he damages it, wah lau, i swear i will make him buy me a better and more expensive one. since he has all the money in the world from mapling that he could even buy an ipod nano.
rahhhh my keyboard is sitting on top of my chem tys, amath tb, amath 15 yr series, chem tb, physics tb, phone bill =x, file and emath assessment book. yeah... it's not neatly stacked in one, it's all over my place bt i can say m,y keyboard is really sitting on all of them... haha so that means i should go start mugging. i didnt yest. RAH
haha there's a big bruise on my left arm RAH. haha bye.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
[caught beneath the landslide.]
i need to get a 9 next year... oh man, i feel the pressure now.
http://sis.moe.gov.sg/schinfo/html/JCAggregateRange.htm
i feel dead. and it's devastating.
haha do my best then.
got scolded for trying to do the right thing this afternoon. dangness.
and i have to mention this but zhenxiao has this big ego. haha yeah. for some reason, his story can make sense, and cant AT THE SAME TIME.omg he cant spell 6. he spells it as "seeks", "seaks" and "seax" HAHA wah lau, he best lar. i feel like killing him. haha
or maybe i wouldn't go THAT far. maybe i'll go somewhere else?
haha it seems so damn far away now lar! this is bad. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i know my future will be screwed. haha
rahh okay i'm going nuts. gotta work hard =)
diana smsed me earlier, to wish me all the best that sort. haha yeah i missed the sec 4s a lot man. esp stef, diana, jianeng, porsi, donna and delle. haha yeah... haha i remember my times with diana, jianeng and porsi, when we were in teh states. haha i had a "fling" with jn, was "arguing" with diana over my wallet. haha we were being crazy lar... haha like scolding each other in a joking way. and porsi's crappiness... haha yeah i will miss stef a lot, the times i always suaned her and yeah the times i went out with her. yeah my dear seniors...
which brings me to the sec 4s of 2005. haha yeah the brudders. i miss denise, suhui, debby, glory, novita, annemarie and clarissa! haha they're a fun batch man... will never forget then, ever. i miss them man.
yeah, and the sec 4s of 2004! wyna, cat, krystle, michelle, stephine, vera, melissa, genevieve, nat, marian and yijun! haha although we sec 1s weren't that close to them, but yeah... haha i only started going crazy with michelle this year, over taiwanese drama serials. then i was going nuts with nat last year, over anime haha. i remember the whole joke about melissa and savie. savie was the tail and melissa was the tail haha. wyna and her crazy jokes.
i was stoning at tuition today... yeah even ivan gorgor was like "wah you dont even have a form today" yeah... i was super stoned today.
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Champange Supernova - Oasis
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you when we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
i need to get a 9 next year... oh man, i feel the pressure now.
http://sis.moe.gov.sg/schinfo/html/JCAggregateRange.htm
i feel dead. and it's devastating.
haha do my best then.
got scolded for trying to do the right thing this afternoon. dangness.
and i have to mention this but zhenxiao has this big ego. haha yeah. for some reason, his story can make sense, and cant AT THE SAME TIME.omg he cant spell 6. he spells it as "seeks", "seaks" and "seax" HAHA wah lau, he best lar. i feel like killing him. haha
or maybe i wouldn't go THAT far. maybe i'll go somewhere else?
haha it seems so damn far away now lar! this is bad. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i know my future will be screwed. haha
rahh okay i'm going nuts. gotta work hard =)
diana smsed me earlier, to wish me all the best that sort. haha yeah i missed the sec 4s a lot man. esp stef, diana, jianeng, porsi, donna and delle. haha yeah... haha i remember my times with diana, jianeng and porsi, when we were in teh states. haha i had a "fling" with jn, was "arguing" with diana over my wallet. haha we were being crazy lar... haha like scolding each other in a joking way. and porsi's crappiness... haha yeah i will miss stef a lot, the times i always suaned her and yeah the times i went out with her. yeah my dear seniors...
which brings me to the sec 4s of 2005. haha yeah the brudders. i miss denise, suhui, debby, glory, novita, annemarie and clarissa! haha they're a fun batch man... will never forget then, ever. i miss them man.
yeah, and the sec 4s of 2004! wyna, cat, krystle, michelle, stephine, vera, melissa, genevieve, nat, marian and yijun! haha although we sec 1s weren't that close to them, but yeah... haha i only started going crazy with michelle this year, over taiwanese drama serials. then i was going nuts with nat last year, over anime haha. i remember the whole joke about melissa and savie. savie was the tail and melissa was the tail haha. wyna and her crazy jokes.
i was stoning at tuition today... yeah even ivan gorgor was like "wah you dont even have a form today" yeah... i was super stoned today.
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Champange Supernova - Oasis
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you when we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
Friday, September 22, 2006
[champange supernova.]
i'm feeling much better now... a few hours after all that. haha yeah. sorry about the previous post... haha so there you have it, two entries in a day.
okay so my day was quite interesting with a few surprises... thats cause my mind was so clouded that i couldnt think of anything at all. haha i was at the science centre with jade, cheryl, velda, joanne and priscilla, just to collect the journals. so then we were just crapping like hell and they were gossiping about teachers in from of mr lim. haha best. so yeah cheryl was constantly asking me what she should call me other than banana. so then yeah i didnt tell her. so she's still gonna continue calling me banana.
haha other than that... omg! i saw something funny and shocking. cause we were waiting out side the brainstation for our journals, so then i was curious and went over to the robotics learning centre's noticeboard and took a look. was skimming from left to right. all the aibo articles and all. then there was one right smack in the middle. it was somehting about some students... i saw a few students in the photo... so anyway... was reading the caption. then omg i saw the name "zhen xiao".. so i thought to myself, "wah so familiar man... who arh? zhen xiao... zhen xiao... zhen xiao... OH THAT ZHEN XIAO!" that liang zhen xiao, aka mr liang! haha omg lar.. so yeah it's that liang zhen xiao, that pro guy who always makes me jealous with his super cool robot designs, the zhen xiao who told me that retarded story as to how he got into RI (HAHA), the zhen xiao who self-proclaims my bro as his bf (loser lar)... that zhen xiao who made me super jealous when he suddenly came to tell me he won a third lego webcam, a 1gb mp3 player, an 80 gb external hard disk, all for free. rah, idiot man. so yeah was reading the article... it was dated back in 2003. haha some ping pong ball collector he created. haha i think with lego lar.. he was in rulang primary back then... and yeah he was right, he was plump in primary school. haha cause i was looking at the photo and was laughing like hell. so then the entire article was about him.. and it mentioned him being the only child, which reminded me of his desperate NEEDS for a sibling. haha he gets along so well with varen lar. so yeah... and the article said he was one of the top scorers in rulang primary. i was like WTH! that idiot... yeah so who's gonna believe his retarded story about his entrance to RI? haha come on lar.. it was really fictional haha. but yeah, crazy guy.. and he was actually nice to pay for my stikfas first... but i had to pay him back =.= haha so it wasnt a gift. haha. and i was nice to tell him how to score ten points! haha! velda and i were like reading that article. it was damn funny. if you go to the science centre, haha take a look man. haha.
haha i'm waiting for him to come online so that i can tease him about it... haha
i'm gonna learn how to play the guitar after the exams... yeah need to buy guitar strings first. fix the guitar at home. it's collecting dust, need to play it... so yeah... jaslyn said she'll teach me yay! so yeah told savie and she said we can play together haha.. then she added "and zhen xiao" haha wth! yeah zx can play the guitar.. haha i think zx told her what play guitar with her one day or something... but yeah. chrys is gonna learn it too, from her friend. haha she's starting with the electric guitar though... i'm playing from acoustic =)
omg i love this song man. it rocks! haha champange supernova by oasis.
haha i just called my famine camp papa, darren. haha it was weird... but yeah i did say i'll call one day. some day lar. haha he just finished his prelims yest! for his A levels. yeah hvnt talked to him for a long time. was wondering how he was doing, so gave him a call. he was rather shocked. dont know why. maybe cause i never called him before. haha. he's like a good friend lar... we always talk and crap online like no one's business.
haha ah well.... shall go do some work. i have tuition tomorrow =x hvnt started on homework hahahahhahahah hee, yeah lar, i'm damn bad. haha ah well. bye, good night!
i'm feeling much better now... a few hours after all that. haha yeah. sorry about the previous post... haha so there you have it, two entries in a day.
okay so my day was quite interesting with a few surprises... thats cause my mind was so clouded that i couldnt think of anything at all. haha i was at the science centre with jade, cheryl, velda, joanne and priscilla, just to collect the journals. so then we were just crapping like hell and they were gossiping about teachers in from of mr lim. haha best. so yeah cheryl was constantly asking me what she should call me other than banana. so then yeah i didnt tell her. so she's still gonna continue calling me banana.
haha other than that... omg! i saw something funny and shocking. cause we were waiting out side the brainstation for our journals, so then i was curious and went over to the robotics learning centre's noticeboard and took a look. was skimming from left to right. all the aibo articles and all. then there was one right smack in the middle. it was somehting about some students... i saw a few students in the photo... so anyway... was reading the caption. then omg i saw the name "zhen xiao".. so i thought to myself, "wah so familiar man... who arh? zhen xiao... zhen xiao... zhen xiao... OH THAT ZHEN XIAO!" that liang zhen xiao, aka mr liang! haha omg lar.. so yeah it's that liang zhen xiao, that pro guy who always makes me jealous with his super cool robot designs, the zhen xiao who told me that retarded story as to how he got into RI (HAHA), the zhen xiao who self-proclaims my bro as his bf (loser lar)... that zhen xiao who made me super jealous when he suddenly came to tell me he won a third lego webcam, a 1gb mp3 player, an 80 gb external hard disk, all for free. rah, idiot man. so yeah was reading the article... it was dated back in 2003. haha some ping pong ball collector he created. haha i think with lego lar.. he was in rulang primary back then... and yeah he was right, he was plump in primary school. haha cause i was looking at the photo and was laughing like hell. so then the entire article was about him.. and it mentioned him being the only child, which reminded me of his desperate NEEDS for a sibling. haha he gets along so well with varen lar. so yeah... and the article said he was one of the top scorers in rulang primary. i was like WTH! that idiot... yeah so who's gonna believe his retarded story about his entrance to RI? haha come on lar.. it was really fictional haha. but yeah, crazy guy.. and he was actually nice to pay for my stikfas first... but i had to pay him back =.= haha so it wasnt a gift. haha. and i was nice to tell him how to score ten points! haha! velda and i were like reading that article. it was damn funny. if you go to the science centre, haha take a look man. haha.
haha i'm waiting for him to come online so that i can tease him about it... haha
i'm gonna learn how to play the guitar after the exams... yeah need to buy guitar strings first. fix the guitar at home. it's collecting dust, need to play it... so yeah... jaslyn said she'll teach me yay! so yeah told savie and she said we can play together haha.. then she added "and zhen xiao" haha wth! yeah zx can play the guitar.. haha i think zx told her what play guitar with her one day or something... but yeah. chrys is gonna learn it too, from her friend. haha she's starting with the electric guitar though... i'm playing from acoustic =)
omg i love this song man. it rocks! haha champange supernova by oasis.
haha i just called my famine camp papa, darren. haha it was weird... but yeah i did say i'll call one day. some day lar. haha he just finished his prelims yest! for his A levels. yeah hvnt talked to him for a long time. was wondering how he was doing, so gave him a call. he was rather shocked. dont know why. maybe cause i never called him before. haha. he's like a good friend lar... we always talk and crap online like no one's business.
haha ah well.... shall go do some work. i have tuition tomorrow =x hvnt started on homework hahahahhahahah hee, yeah lar, i'm damn bad. haha ah well. bye, good night!
[there's nothing but cold sharp air.]
my worries will eventually turn into annoyance.
don't be a spare tire.
don't forget you're not alone.
don't forget your prayer intentions.
don't forget yourself.
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when you think back on things you wouldnt want to, you'll start to feel extremely melancholic and annoyed with yourself. i didn't need it at all back then. i really didn't.
i feel like fainting on the spot and be oblivious to everything around me. when certain people trigger a bad memory, you would feel absolutely down and would just wanna take a nap, play some really loud music or something, to make yourself feel better. or maybe just do something to numb yourself of the pain and sense of betrayal you're going through.
i'm sorry for sounding so damn annoying. i'll get over it soon enough.
i just need time to really get over that really annoying feeling.
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i'm trying to think of something happy to blog about... but my day has been rather mundane. yeah sorry... label this entry an irritating one.
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Gifts and Curses - Yellowcard
Mary belongs to the words of a song
I try to be strong for her
try not to be wrong for her
She will not wait for me anymore, anymore
Why did I say all those things before I was sure
She is the one
but I have a purpose
She is the one
and I have to fight this
She is the one
the villain I can't knock down
I see your face with every punch I take
every bone I break
its all for you
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you
Mary's alive
in the bright New York sky
and the city lights shine for her
and above them, I cry for her
Everything's small on the ground below,
down below
What if I fall then
where would I go
would she know
She is the one
all that I wanted
She is the one
and I will be haunted
She is the one
this gift is my curse for now...
I see your face with every punch I take
and every bone I break
its all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you
[instrumental bridge]
I see your face with every punch I take
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
Still I will always fight on for you
fight on for you
fight on for you
my worries will eventually turn into annoyance.
don't be a spare tire.
don't forget you're not alone.
don't forget your prayer intentions.
don't forget yourself.
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when you think back on things you wouldnt want to, you'll start to feel extremely melancholic and annoyed with yourself. i didn't need it at all back then. i really didn't.
i feel like fainting on the spot and be oblivious to everything around me. when certain people trigger a bad memory, you would feel absolutely down and would just wanna take a nap, play some really loud music or something, to make yourself feel better. or maybe just do something to numb yourself of the pain and sense of betrayal you're going through.
i'm sorry for sounding so damn annoying. i'll get over it soon enough.
i just need time to really get over that really annoying feeling.
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i'm trying to think of something happy to blog about... but my day has been rather mundane. yeah sorry... label this entry an irritating one.
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Gifts and Curses - Yellowcard
Mary belongs to the words of a song
I try to be strong for her
try not to be wrong for her
She will not wait for me anymore, anymore
Why did I say all those things before I was sure
She is the one
but I have a purpose
She is the one
and I have to fight this
She is the one
the villain I can't knock down
I see your face with every punch I take
every bone I break
its all for you
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you
Mary's alive
in the bright New York sky
and the city lights shine for her
and above them, I cry for her
Everything's small on the ground below,
down below
What if I fall then
where would I go
would she know
She is the one
all that I wanted
She is the one
and I will be haunted
She is the one
this gift is my curse for now...
I see your face with every punch I take
and every bone I break
its all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you
[instrumental bridge]
I see your face with every punch I take
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
Still I will always fight on for you
fight on for you
fight on for you
Thursday, September 21, 2006
[a thousand miles]
haha i'm sure chrystal will make it through...
the english oral went well, according to ms chow. yeah.. i thought i was totaly screwed on tuesday. on wednesday, ms chow was telling us the feedback from mrs roch on my batch. well, it was good lar... the score's at least 15 over 20 lar..
okay just saw the ad for the new nokia 6233. rah. features rock lar, but the design looks a little crappy man. it looks sloppy lar... but the features are wow.
haha for some reason, my back hurts a lot. just this morning, the right side of my neck and my back was hurting like hell. it did for the rest of the day until i came home and fell asleep. i just woke up and now my entire back hurts man. rahness.
my bro's watching criss angel in the room. seriously, his magic is cool but a bit freaky lar. who actually puts a thread in his mouth and pull it out through his eye? yeah him.
haha omg lar, the whole ij thing becomes really serious man. ij board of management wants to sue SPH. haha yeah for slander... the SPH actually received at least 50 phone calls and emails regarding the article. wow. and sister donne maria aeria wrote into the forum about the article lar. i read the letter on the forum page gayathri brought to school today and was like O.O but the letter was not bad. really.
omg i love history man. haha we were watching band of brothers today, and it was just interesting. yeah it was about D-day when the Allies invaded France in Normandy. haha the soldiers were like cursing and swearing man. and i was wondering to myself if the F word actually existed back then, until chrys told me it is in the dictionary that kinda rung a bell so yeah. but it was really harsh man. one of the american soldiers, malarkey, was heading to their objective after landing in Normandy at night. so then he was almost there and kinda bumped into another few american soldiers and some Krauts (German) that were taken as prisoners... so he randomly asked one of them "where do you come from, son?", laughed and walked off. so that German answered "Eugene, Oregon" and malarkey stopped, turned around and said "Eugene, Oregon?"... yeah, so they actually were in the same town. then malarkey asked him why he was in the Krauts uniform, and he spoke in German. he kinda translated it, saying cause the Aryans had to return to the fatherland. Aryans is a race and they're kinda respected in Nazi-Germany, and well, the fatherland is Germany. So before World War II, some germans actually migrated to other places. in this case, this Kraut migrated to America and happened to live in the same town as malarkey. but after Hitler took control and all, the germans who migrated were encouraged to return to germany. so this guy's parents decided to move back to germany and he had to join the german army. in the end, someone called malarkey to hurry up, so he had to stop chatting and go off. then the american soldier that ran up to malarkey and asked him to stop chatting and move on, gave some cigarettes to everyone there. then BANG BANG, guess what happened? yeah americans shot germans. and so yeah, malarkey heard the gun shots, turned around and omg lar, he just saw his friend, who lives in the same town, works the same job, getting killed like that. and it was prolly the only friend he had then, at war, although they're fighting at two different sides of the war. tragic man.. really.
haha so totally love ms yap man.. she's the one history teacher that never fails to keep me awake... haha okay i did fall asleep once, thats cause i stayed up the whole night the night before after not sleeping for i dont know how many days. but yeah, other than that, no matter how late i slept the night before, i will not fall asleep in her class. not cause she will start scolding me if i look sleepy. but the pace of the lesson is just right... it wouldnt make you feel bored or feel left behind. yeah thats why i love history so much now haha. but she's not really a teacher at ij... her husband is, that is dr foster. so she's prolly working her temporarily and might be moving back to australia, or take up the other job offer she got from i dont know where.
i was staying up till like 1am yest and i just suddenly felt very sleepy. yeah have been for the past two weeks. and i caught a spider that was crawling all over my hole puncher when i was filing my stuff and when i saw it, i was like oh man. then it dropped on me HAHA. shook it off and used something to trap it first. then went out to get a container to prison it. and it's sitting on the table next to my keyboard now.
i need to buy guitar strings to fix the guitar at home.... rah. need like 40 over bucks to buy the bag too, cause my dad gave my bro the guitar without one? so rah lar.
haha OH YEAH. savie's new creation. if you see me online on msn, you would have seen my display pic and display name man. yeah let me present one-inch, a cute chr with courtesy of savina lim. haha cant stand it man it was too adorable so i took photos of it. it's actually savie's art homework lar. haha blogger's lagging now.. so i'll upload the next time.. =)
haha i'm gonna mug man. chrys and i agreed to mug when we get home. but i fell asleep, so yeah. haha so guilty man... ah well...... shall go mug =) and start to love mugging like chrys. haha this girl is mad lar... looks as though she's studying fpr the Os every year. haha
haha i'm sure chrystal will make it through...
the english oral went well, according to ms chow. yeah.. i thought i was totaly screwed on tuesday. on wednesday, ms chow was telling us the feedback from mrs roch on my batch. well, it was good lar... the score's at least 15 over 20 lar..
okay just saw the ad for the new nokia 6233. rah. features rock lar, but the design looks a little crappy man. it looks sloppy lar... but the features are wow.
haha for some reason, my back hurts a lot. just this morning, the right side of my neck and my back was hurting like hell. it did for the rest of the day until i came home and fell asleep. i just woke up and now my entire back hurts man. rahness.
my bro's watching criss angel in the room. seriously, his magic is cool but a bit freaky lar. who actually puts a thread in his mouth and pull it out through his eye? yeah him.
haha omg lar, the whole ij thing becomes really serious man. ij board of management wants to sue SPH. haha yeah for slander... the SPH actually received at least 50 phone calls and emails regarding the article. wow. and sister donne maria aeria wrote into the forum about the article lar. i read the letter on the forum page gayathri brought to school today and was like O.O but the letter was not bad. really.
omg i love history man. haha we were watching band of brothers today, and it was just interesting. yeah it was about D-day when the Allies invaded France in Normandy. haha the soldiers were like cursing and swearing man. and i was wondering to myself if the F word actually existed back then, until chrys told me it is in the dictionary that kinda rung a bell so yeah. but it was really harsh man. one of the american soldiers, malarkey, was heading to their objective after landing in Normandy at night. so then he was almost there and kinda bumped into another few american soldiers and some Krauts (German) that were taken as prisoners... so he randomly asked one of them "where do you come from, son?", laughed and walked off. so that German answered "Eugene, Oregon" and malarkey stopped, turned around and said "Eugene, Oregon?"... yeah, so they actually were in the same town. then malarkey asked him why he was in the Krauts uniform, and he spoke in German. he kinda translated it, saying cause the Aryans had to return to the fatherland. Aryans is a race and they're kinda respected in Nazi-Germany, and well, the fatherland is Germany. So before World War II, some germans actually migrated to other places. in this case, this Kraut migrated to America and happened to live in the same town as malarkey. but after Hitler took control and all, the germans who migrated were encouraged to return to germany. so this guy's parents decided to move back to germany and he had to join the german army. in the end, someone called malarkey to hurry up, so he had to stop chatting and go off. then the american soldier that ran up to malarkey and asked him to stop chatting and move on, gave some cigarettes to everyone there. then BANG BANG, guess what happened? yeah americans shot germans. and so yeah, malarkey heard the gun shots, turned around and omg lar, he just saw his friend, who lives in the same town, works the same job, getting killed like that. and it was prolly the only friend he had then, at war, although they're fighting at two different sides of the war. tragic man.. really.
haha so totally love ms yap man.. she's the one history teacher that never fails to keep me awake... haha okay i did fall asleep once, thats cause i stayed up the whole night the night before after not sleeping for i dont know how many days. but yeah, other than that, no matter how late i slept the night before, i will not fall asleep in her class. not cause she will start scolding me if i look sleepy. but the pace of the lesson is just right... it wouldnt make you feel bored or feel left behind. yeah thats why i love history so much now haha. but she's not really a teacher at ij... her husband is, that is dr foster. so she's prolly working her temporarily and might be moving back to australia, or take up the other job offer she got from i dont know where.
i was staying up till like 1am yest and i just suddenly felt very sleepy. yeah have been for the past two weeks. and i caught a spider that was crawling all over my hole puncher when i was filing my stuff and when i saw it, i was like oh man. then it dropped on me HAHA. shook it off and used something to trap it first. then went out to get a container to prison it. and it's sitting on the table next to my keyboard now.
i need to buy guitar strings to fix the guitar at home.... rah. need like 40 over bucks to buy the bag too, cause my dad gave my bro the guitar without one? so rah lar.
haha OH YEAH. savie's new creation. if you see me online on msn, you would have seen my display pic and display name man. yeah let me present one-inch, a cute chr with courtesy of savina lim. haha cant stand it man it was too adorable so i took photos of it. it's actually savie's art homework lar. haha blogger's lagging now.. so i'll upload the next time.. =)
haha i'm gonna mug man. chrys and i agreed to mug when we get home. but i fell asleep, so yeah. haha so guilty man... ah well...... shall go mug =) and start to love mugging like chrys. haha this girl is mad lar... looks as though she's studying fpr the Os every year. haha
Monday, September 18, 2006
[faraway.]
haha finally in the mood to blog.
haha denise's birthday celebration on saturday was super retarded. we had lunch at seoul garden at first. denise wanted some ice kachang for dessert. but she used the wrong bowl and she actually put the ice shavings first (haha stupid lar)... so then i told her it was the wrong bowl. she took another bowl, put all the ingredients and poured the ice she got in the wrong bowl and poured it out into the new bowl... apparently, it had the shape of the wrong bowl and it looked super funny haha. in the end, she didnt finish it lar!!!! ate the ice with the syrup and thats it lar! food-waster! haha
then at around 2+, we went to cine, to the arcade to play house of the dead. haha we always do, it's like a must play when we go to the arcade together. and omg lar. bomberman is so damn fun and cute. haha it was super exciting man. i beat denise at daytona!!! yeah man! haha 2-0.
after the arcade, we went up to e2max to say hi to lester. thought of playing an hour or something there, but there weren't any computers available so we went to kbox instead! haha omg super high. minimum 3 hours, so yeah we were there for three hours! yeah all the jay chou songs, jj lin songs, wang leehom songs, guangliang, pin guan songs.. haha and my random songs. haha there was this one particular song denise liked and i accidentally removed it, so yeah she almost slaughtered me and there were many times she wanted to hit my head with the microphone haha. so yeah was forced to search for the song for her and she was happily singing it lar. dang
yeah it was super high, super retarded and super ex. omg lar i spent like 50 bucks on sat.
chrys told me about this article featured in lifestyle yest that was total slander. it said stuff about ij girls going easier on the opposite sex and what they're easier to woo that sort. it was so wtf man. i seriously wanted to strangle the one who wrote that damn article. is he trying to say ij girls are so sluttish and desperate? ARGH, so damn annoying man. so yeah ms chow was kinda discussing the article and said "yall have the power to write a letter since i've taught you how to write a letter to the editor" haha yeah chrys is gonna write a letter, and i am, once i read the article tomorrow. like seriously what is the writer's problem? we can sue him for saying that. bleagh. so then chrys and i were discussing about it during amath and came up with reasons as to why this article was written. i said it must have been an anti-ij person. she said maybe some ij girl dumped him and he's just being a sore loser by writing all of that. ms chow thinks he must have been mixing around with the wrong ij girls, because the article mentioned low belts etc. yeah i know thats a fact, but what right do you have to say ij girls are "easier on the opposite sex"? i would say none at all.
when i get the article. i might wanna upload it. yeah. rah so annoying man.
haha on a happier note, it was interesting listening to stefany talk about her favourite toy during english. haha cause we were having this class oral practice and ms chow's practice orl topic was a favourite toy. so yeah, steffi said her fave toy was the barbie doll, cause she would cut their hair and all and she and her sister would have some hair styling contest. haha it was really funny lar. then she went on about the two of them (her sister and herself) going to this friend's place to play with her friend's limited edition snow white. then she and her sister broke off the doll's head. plus that doll is a talking doll. like omg lar, even more freaky. so yeah the wires were sticking out of its neck. so steffi and her sister played a prank on that friend. they placed the doll's head on her friend's pillow and she heard that friend couldn't sleep for nights. haha it was hilarious man.
and ms chow was getting all worried she would have said saomehitng drastic since the condom demonstration last week for her group's AIDS project presentation. haha it was hilarious because steffi never touched one and she was like staring at her fingers after touching it. haha.
oh yeah, ij's new principal is finally here. mrs regina lee. yeah she looks really cool. 36 yrs old i think. not sure, it's just an estimate. yeah i kinda miss ms tan now and hope she comes back man... she was a really good principal lar... sometimes i like listening to her talk about all sorts of stuff cause somehow, you learn something outta it. but yeah hope mrs lee will be able to be a good principal here too. haha yeah.
i noticed something. it's always when i'm spending my second last year in school that the principal changes. mrs bheem came to ij pri when i was in P5, and now mrs lee when i'm sec 3. BLEAGH.
should i consider the china trip at the end of the year? cause weng laoshi told us we had a chance of going, since the HCL girls didnt fill in all 40 vacancies for the trip so they're allowing the best express chinese classes to go for the trip. yeah the class As. so yeah... it'll cost at least 900 dollars, at most 1350 if i go. school's subsidizing 10%. and it depends on whether the moe will subsidize another few hundreds. but yeah go there and study math and science in chinese. haha thats new man. i think all of us will take forever to figure out the question and then spending half our lives trying to answer it in chinese.
rahh english oral tomorrow. can die man. i never seen my examiner before. she's mrs roch. haha hell do i know who that is although she has been a teacher in our school for like what? 9 months? so yeah. omg lar... i think i will just die tomorrow.
chinese oral today was haha sucky too... but i guess no point brooding over it bah... at least the good thing that ever happened was that laoshi said i read fluently, except for one or two mistakes.
haha after the chinese oral, the five of us (chrys, jaslyn, clara, pearl, myself) went back to J401 to join the rest. haha apparently, mr tan was happily telling the class about dinosaurs and volcanoes. and he was talking about wormholes. if you walk into one, you can see yourself walking in when you step out of one. cool eh? then he did this seriously wth thing man haha. he was like "there's no such thing as time and space... cheem right?" haha the "cheem right?" was so totally unexpected lar! haha it was stupid too cause he had this grin. he said geography is somehting to do with feng shui so he knows it to (shocking, i know). and he knows palmastry man. haha he was reading some people's palms. and chrys will have lots of relationships man.. haha omg lar, she's gonna be a flirt. haha so wth. yeah last week he threw that thing at me and he was all nice when he spoke to me today. like wth, then he was being so retarded in class. he still said this "those who want their palms read, look for me when i'm free" and walked out of class. like wth!!!!
i want jay chou's new album man!!! qian li zhi wai is a great song.. and the music video rocks too!
haha yeah... i gtg study man. and i'm feeling a little sleepy... haha ah well, have a nice day and all the best for the upcoming exams!
haha finally in the mood to blog.
haha denise's birthday celebration on saturday was super retarded. we had lunch at seoul garden at first. denise wanted some ice kachang for dessert. but she used the wrong bowl and she actually put the ice shavings first (haha stupid lar)... so then i told her it was the wrong bowl. she took another bowl, put all the ingredients and poured the ice she got in the wrong bowl and poured it out into the new bowl... apparently, it had the shape of the wrong bowl and it looked super funny haha. in the end, she didnt finish it lar!!!! ate the ice with the syrup and thats it lar! food-waster! haha
then at around 2+, we went to cine, to the arcade to play house of the dead. haha we always do, it's like a must play when we go to the arcade together. and omg lar. bomberman is so damn fun and cute. haha it was super exciting man. i beat denise at daytona!!! yeah man! haha 2-0.
after the arcade, we went up to e2max to say hi to lester. thought of playing an hour or something there, but there weren't any computers available so we went to kbox instead! haha omg super high. minimum 3 hours, so yeah we were there for three hours! yeah all the jay chou songs, jj lin songs, wang leehom songs, guangliang, pin guan songs.. haha and my random songs. haha there was this one particular song denise liked and i accidentally removed it, so yeah she almost slaughtered me and there were many times she wanted to hit my head with the microphone haha. so yeah was forced to search for the song for her and she was happily singing it lar. dang
yeah it was super high, super retarded and super ex. omg lar i spent like 50 bucks on sat.
chrys told me about this article featured in lifestyle yest that was total slander. it said stuff about ij girls going easier on the opposite sex and what they're easier to woo that sort. it was so wtf man. i seriously wanted to strangle the one who wrote that damn article. is he trying to say ij girls are so sluttish and desperate? ARGH, so damn annoying man. so yeah ms chow was kinda discussing the article and said "yall have the power to write a letter since i've taught you how to write a letter to the editor" haha yeah chrys is gonna write a letter, and i am, once i read the article tomorrow. like seriously what is the writer's problem? we can sue him for saying that. bleagh. so then chrys and i were discussing about it during amath and came up with reasons as to why this article was written. i said it must have been an anti-ij person. she said maybe some ij girl dumped him and he's just being a sore loser by writing all of that. ms chow thinks he must have been mixing around with the wrong ij girls, because the article mentioned low belts etc. yeah i know thats a fact, but what right do you have to say ij girls are "easier on the opposite sex"? i would say none at all.
when i get the article. i might wanna upload it. yeah. rah so annoying man.
haha on a happier note, it was interesting listening to stefany talk about her favourite toy during english. haha cause we were having this class oral practice and ms chow's practice orl topic was a favourite toy. so yeah, steffi said her fave toy was the barbie doll, cause she would cut their hair and all and she and her sister would have some hair styling contest. haha it was really funny lar. then she went on about the two of them (her sister and herself) going to this friend's place to play with her friend's limited edition snow white. then she and her sister broke off the doll's head. plus that doll is a talking doll. like omg lar, even more freaky. so yeah the wires were sticking out of its neck. so steffi and her sister played a prank on that friend. they placed the doll's head on her friend's pillow and she heard that friend couldn't sleep for nights. haha it was hilarious man.
and ms chow was getting all worried she would have said saomehitng drastic since the condom demonstration last week for her group's AIDS project presentation. haha it was hilarious because steffi never touched one and she was like staring at her fingers after touching it. haha.
oh yeah, ij's new principal is finally here. mrs regina lee. yeah she looks really cool. 36 yrs old i think. not sure, it's just an estimate. yeah i kinda miss ms tan now and hope she comes back man... she was a really good principal lar... sometimes i like listening to her talk about all sorts of stuff cause somehow, you learn something outta it. but yeah hope mrs lee will be able to be a good principal here too. haha yeah.
i noticed something. it's always when i'm spending my second last year in school that the principal changes. mrs bheem came to ij pri when i was in P5, and now mrs lee when i'm sec 3. BLEAGH.
should i consider the china trip at the end of the year? cause weng laoshi told us we had a chance of going, since the HCL girls didnt fill in all 40 vacancies for the trip so they're allowing the best express chinese classes to go for the trip. yeah the class As. so yeah... it'll cost at least 900 dollars, at most 1350 if i go. school's subsidizing 10%. and it depends on whether the moe will subsidize another few hundreds. but yeah go there and study math and science in chinese. haha thats new man. i think all of us will take forever to figure out the question and then spending half our lives trying to answer it in chinese.
rahh english oral tomorrow. can die man. i never seen my examiner before. she's mrs roch. haha hell do i know who that is although she has been a teacher in our school for like what? 9 months? so yeah. omg lar... i think i will just die tomorrow.
chinese oral today was haha sucky too... but i guess no point brooding over it bah... at least the good thing that ever happened was that laoshi said i read fluently, except for one or two mistakes.
haha after the chinese oral, the five of us (chrys, jaslyn, clara, pearl, myself) went back to J401 to join the rest. haha apparently, mr tan was happily telling the class about dinosaurs and volcanoes. and he was talking about wormholes. if you walk into one, you can see yourself walking in when you step out of one. cool eh? then he did this seriously wth thing man haha. he was like "there's no such thing as time and space... cheem right?" haha the "cheem right?" was so totally unexpected lar! haha it was stupid too cause he had this grin. he said geography is somehting to do with feng shui so he knows it to (shocking, i know). and he knows palmastry man. haha he was reading some people's palms. and chrys will have lots of relationships man.. haha omg lar, she's gonna be a flirt. haha so wth. yeah last week he threw that thing at me and he was all nice when he spoke to me today. like wth, then he was being so retarded in class. he still said this "those who want their palms read, look for me when i'm free" and walked out of class. like wth!!!!
i want jay chou's new album man!!! qian li zhi wai is a great song.. and the music video rocks too!
haha yeah... i gtg study man. and i'm feeling a little sleepy... haha ah well, have a nice day and all the best for the upcoming exams!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
[peer tutoring.]
haha it was nice catching up today.
the peer tutoring in the afternoon actually kinda helped -wow-. haha whatever. but yeah ayu was my tutor and yeah we accomplished a lot today.
after peer tutoring, went home with lijuin. it has been ages since the both of us went home together. well, ever since she moved to 157, we didnt really talk much or whatsoever because both of us are always busy. i will still walk past her house and wave HI lar... we're both the the 8th storey and her place is like right next to the lift. so yeah... was just hanging outside her house for like half an hour, talking and catching up lar... she will go on about her late days. seriously... it's crazy lar.. out of the 5 days, you have 4 late days? so yeah... was talking about lots of stuff until her mum came home at around 6pm and yeah i walked home. it's so near lar. and i just have to pop by her place if i ever forget to bring my amath textbook home.
lijuin and i were classmates since P1. well, right till P6 lar. we were "separated" in sec sch and now we're in the same chinese class. both of us were really good friends lar.. go for tuition together, go to school together, go home together (she used to live at 156) etc. haha the only times we go to school together now is when she calls me early in the morning before i leave for school and asks me to go pick her up because there's this bug right at her doorstep. it's either a bee, or some funny fly. yeah so i will grab my stuff and go "rescue" her, meet up with matilda, then go to school together.
i miss 6 ixora now... lar. sars went off to nygh. esti at tjc. hardly get to see them around. well if you wanna know the last time all of us went out together... that would be like months ago. july i think. haha cant remember. the month potc 2 was released cause we went out to watch it together. so yeah. everyone's busy with this and that. sars and her homework. me with njrc. esti with her schoolwork too... bleagh.
speaking of homework. i have haha tuition homework from 15 yr series. amath. physics. chem. ss. omg. okay gotta start... haha good night and bye =D
haha it was nice catching up today.
the peer tutoring in the afternoon actually kinda helped -wow-. haha whatever. but yeah ayu was my tutor and yeah we accomplished a lot today.
after peer tutoring, went home with lijuin. it has been ages since the both of us went home together. well, ever since she moved to 157, we didnt really talk much or whatsoever because both of us are always busy. i will still walk past her house and wave HI lar... we're both the the 8th storey and her place is like right next to the lift. so yeah... was just hanging outside her house for like half an hour, talking and catching up lar... she will go on about her late days. seriously... it's crazy lar.. out of the 5 days, you have 4 late days? so yeah... was talking about lots of stuff until her mum came home at around 6pm and yeah i walked home. it's so near lar. and i just have to pop by her place if i ever forget to bring my amath textbook home.
lijuin and i were classmates since P1. well, right till P6 lar. we were "separated" in sec sch and now we're in the same chinese class. both of us were really good friends lar.. go for tuition together, go to school together, go home together (she used to live at 156) etc. haha the only times we go to school together now is when she calls me early in the morning before i leave for school and asks me to go pick her up because there's this bug right at her doorstep. it's either a bee, or some funny fly. yeah so i will grab my stuff and go "rescue" her, meet up with matilda, then go to school together.
i miss 6 ixora now... lar. sars went off to nygh. esti at tjc. hardly get to see them around. well if you wanna know the last time all of us went out together... that would be like months ago. july i think. haha cant remember. the month potc 2 was released cause we went out to watch it together. so yeah. everyone's busy with this and that. sars and her homework. me with njrc. esti with her schoolwork too... bleagh.
speaking of homework. i have haha tuition homework from 15 yr series. amath. physics. chem. ss. omg. okay gotta start... haha good night and bye =D
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
[viral infection.]
haha it was such a sleepy day for me. i slept for like an hr++ during chinese.. double period, so yeah. and thats the only class that's air conditioned, plus i'm sitting right underneath the aircon. so yeah. it's always like that. jaslyn and i will sleep and pearl right in the centre will be like up and prolly watch us sleep. but yeah was practically sleeping the entire day because i was up doing the english project till like 3.30am last night. and i hvnt really recovered from njrc, i think gerri and zong hvnt either...
yeah so mr tan! wahhhhhhh he threw something at my head this morning okay! you know in the geog classrooms, esp G302, there's this small pot of i dont know what crap it is on the teacher's table. a little soil and dont know what plastic thing lar.. so yeah he threw that at my head. so irritating. and he still asked deborah who was next to me if it was real soil. fine lar. but wanna wake me up, must throw something meh? but the whole class didnt know. even yiqi on my right didnt know.
yeah stinch penny was playing for today's assembly. and my class went for it all over again. well, it was almost the same lar... i still fell asleep at the very end despite the noise and all. and yeah...
i shall talk about how cool edmund's fish tank is okay! haha it has two clown fishes! and his fish tank is worth 1k or more. he was showing it to me through his webcam and i was watching in awe. just that his dory passed away and anemone is gone... so clown fishes wandering aimlessly. haha but so cool lar. then he had the mushroom and he takes good care of fishes thats why his fish tank looks so cool. which reminds me... haha of what lester told me about his friend's snake eating a rabbit once a month. omg so freaky lar... but yeah according to the owner, it's healthier to eat a rabbit than a rat. haha i dont know.. maybe... it kinda makes sense.
sat in for class for like 2 periods and left yest. was about to go to school when there was this sharp pain in my stomachache... so went to the clinic next to school. but the thing is, i had to wait about an hour for the clinic to open, so i was like sitting at the bus stop. then after it opened, waited another half hour just to see the doc. yeah got viral infection. so yeah went back to school to find the entire class dancing samba haha so not part of it and not gonna be next week. excused from pe for a week.
i slept 4 hours today in the evening. see lar, such a pig.
haiyah was totally down and out last night. seriously. i dont know lar... for some reason, i was greatly affected when i shouldnt be right?
haha it was such a sleepy day for me. i slept for like an hr++ during chinese.. double period, so yeah. and thats the only class that's air conditioned, plus i'm sitting right underneath the aircon. so yeah. it's always like that. jaslyn and i will sleep and pearl right in the centre will be like up and prolly watch us sleep. but yeah was practically sleeping the entire day because i was up doing the english project till like 3.30am last night. and i hvnt really recovered from njrc, i think gerri and zong hvnt either...
yeah so mr tan! wahhhhhhh he threw something at my head this morning okay! you know in the geog classrooms, esp G302, there's this small pot of i dont know what crap it is on the teacher's table. a little soil and dont know what plastic thing lar.. so yeah he threw that at my head. so irritating. and he still asked deborah who was next to me if it was real soil. fine lar. but wanna wake me up, must throw something meh? but the whole class didnt know. even yiqi on my right didnt know.
yeah stinch penny was playing for today's assembly. and my class went for it all over again. well, it was almost the same lar... i still fell asleep at the very end despite the noise and all. and yeah...
i shall talk about how cool edmund's fish tank is okay! haha it has two clown fishes! and his fish tank is worth 1k or more. he was showing it to me through his webcam and i was watching in awe. just that his dory passed away and anemone is gone... so clown fishes wandering aimlessly. haha but so cool lar. then he had the mushroom and he takes good care of fishes thats why his fish tank looks so cool. which reminds me... haha of what lester told me about his friend's snake eating a rabbit once a month. omg so freaky lar... but yeah according to the owner, it's healthier to eat a rabbit than a rat. haha i dont know.. maybe... it kinda makes sense.
sat in for class for like 2 periods and left yest. was about to go to school when there was this sharp pain in my stomachache... so went to the clinic next to school. but the thing is, i had to wait about an hour for the clinic to open, so i was like sitting at the bus stop. then after it opened, waited another half hour just to see the doc. yeah got viral infection. so yeah went back to school to find the entire class dancing samba haha so not part of it and not gonna be next week. excused from pe for a week.
i slept 4 hours today in the evening. see lar, such a pig.
haiyah was totally down and out last night. seriously. i dont know lar... for some reason, i was greatly affected when i shouldnt be right?
Sunday, September 10, 2006
[njrc.]
haha njrc is finally over. what can i say? well, we tried our best =) it's okay lar, ij will rock frs next year =D
all the sleepless nights are like haha unforgettable but miserable at the same time. and the sleepovers were fun haha. thanks click =) although we didn't really win anything in the end, we will still stick as one and i love you guys.
and i will never forget my fellow programmers. mag, liz, velda and julienne. it was sure fun with mag around. but we never got our top challenge (some lame game mag invented). yeah... haha and when varen followed val to school and was playing with zhenxiao. haha that was super adorable.
cheering didnt turn out well yest. the other schools were such a racket that we couldnt project our voices well. yeah i kinda lost my voice temporarily. gerri's was like really bad by the second cheer. thats how hard we were trying. i think we still have a lot of magazines to clear in school. omg =.=
yeah it was bad yest. well in the afternoon. so edmund and joseph were nice to hang out with me at macs. yeah was having a lot of fun chatting with them. i kinda cheered up a little with all that laughing. yeah... then edmund and i were walking about the science centre exhibits and stuff until lester called, and we went out. joseph was arm wrestling with someone else so he didnt come along.. haha dang. and the three of us actually agreed to go to the water works and try that squirt thing. dont know lar... it's some question thing and when you open the box to find the answer, water comes at you and yeah there's this laughter coming out of it. haha freaky right? haha it's dumb but yeah, wanted to see it. ah well, next year then, at frs haha.
i guess my day really got better all of a sudden. and yeah, it did haha.
hahaha omg friday was super amusing. okay although i got blasted at in the morning, yeah, it was much better later on. haha i was at the science centre in the afternoon. then was talking to jin wei, and he was telling me about his encounter with stef. yeah... haha because SAS has this team called flush, so jinwei actually bought this toilet bowl and like added wheels to it, so that it can move around. he made it last year for njrc. so then he was sitting on it, like selling shirts. all the shirts are in the toilet bowl. so stef wanted to buy a tshirt. then he took the shirt from underneath and haha stef literally jump backwards and had that omg face, her signature face. yeah it must have been really stupid haha. yeah and omg. zhonghan and jinwei were like sharing the toilet bowl lar. if you get what i mean. just that jinwei got tired and sat on it. then zhonghan got tired and sat on it too. but it looked wrong lar. and i was standing next to them. haha it was hilarious.. seriously.
it's like rah. when i talk to jinwei, his juniors will start thinking i'm either his girlfriend or his sister. haha omg. and when i was at joseph's booth, just to say hi and see how his robot was doing, the rest gave me that weird stare and asked him if i was his girlfriend. dang, terrible man. terrible.
but at least this year's njrc was a pretty good one. i was laughing and laughing and was amazingly calm about everything.
ah well. i have to finish 2 chapters of amath from the 15 yr series by 2.30pm haha. so dead man. logarithms and trigonometry. haha ah well. bye, have a nice day =)
haha njrc is finally over. what can i say? well, we tried our best =) it's okay lar, ij will rock frs next year =D
all the sleepless nights are like haha unforgettable but miserable at the same time. and the sleepovers were fun haha. thanks click =) although we didn't really win anything in the end, we will still stick as one and i love you guys.
and i will never forget my fellow programmers. mag, liz, velda and julienne. it was sure fun with mag around. but we never got our top challenge (some lame game mag invented). yeah... haha and when varen followed val to school and was playing with zhenxiao. haha that was super adorable.
cheering didnt turn out well yest. the other schools were such a racket that we couldnt project our voices well. yeah i kinda lost my voice temporarily. gerri's was like really bad by the second cheer. thats how hard we were trying. i think we still have a lot of magazines to clear in school. omg =.=
yeah it was bad yest. well in the afternoon. so edmund and joseph were nice to hang out with me at macs. yeah was having a lot of fun chatting with them. i kinda cheered up a little with all that laughing. yeah... then edmund and i were walking about the science centre exhibits and stuff until lester called, and we went out. joseph was arm wrestling with someone else so he didnt come along.. haha dang. and the three of us actually agreed to go to the water works and try that squirt thing. dont know lar... it's some question thing and when you open the box to find the answer, water comes at you and yeah there's this laughter coming out of it. haha freaky right? haha it's dumb but yeah, wanted to see it. ah well, next year then, at frs haha.
i guess my day really got better all of a sudden. and yeah, it did haha.
hahaha omg friday was super amusing. okay although i got blasted at in the morning, yeah, it was much better later on. haha i was at the science centre in the afternoon. then was talking to jin wei, and he was telling me about his encounter with stef. yeah... haha because SAS has this team called flush, so jinwei actually bought this toilet bowl and like added wheels to it, so that it can move around. he made it last year for njrc. so then he was sitting on it, like selling shirts. all the shirts are in the toilet bowl. so stef wanted to buy a tshirt. then he took the shirt from underneath and haha stef literally jump backwards and had that omg face, her signature face. yeah it must have been really stupid haha. yeah and omg. zhonghan and jinwei were like sharing the toilet bowl lar. if you get what i mean. just that jinwei got tired and sat on it. then zhonghan got tired and sat on it too. but it looked wrong lar. and i was standing next to them. haha it was hilarious.. seriously.
it's like rah. when i talk to jinwei, his juniors will start thinking i'm either his girlfriend or his sister. haha omg. and when i was at joseph's booth, just to say hi and see how his robot was doing, the rest gave me that weird stare and asked him if i was his girlfriend. dang, terrible man. terrible.
but at least this year's njrc was a pretty good one. i was laughing and laughing and was amazingly calm about everything.
ah well. i have to finish 2 chapters of amath from the 15 yr series by 2.30pm haha. so dead man. logarithms and trigonometry. haha ah well. bye, have a nice day =)