back frm the band concert. it was great. i wore a.... skirt. and actually phoenix, carmen n mushroom said jeans were allowed, but then i cudnt find my jeans. n i had no choice but to wear a skirt. argh.... but i still had fun lar... n i only realized.... i've been to victoria concert hall b4. back in p4, when i was in choir... yeah, it was an excursion. so yeah, i was rather fascinated by all the instruments i guess. sars was at the concert too, coz cecilia was performing. went to newton circus to eat after the concert. went home at like 11.30pm? and the taxi driver asked me how to get to tp frm newton, like of course i dun know. so then i juz told him, go to braddell, n frm there to tp. so then when we were in braddell, i started telling him to go left n right n all that, n finally i got home. but i had this feeling we went a big round, coz i had to pay like $5.20? frm newton to tp... so yeah
my bro is using more vulgarities than liz, serious... he says the f word like evry 2 mins? n i have only been as far as wah lau. u can say hes far worse than liz yeah? n he uses the f word particularly on me, like wth is his freaking problem? n he starts calling me a jinx. i know i m, but need he make it so obvious. i feel like running frm home bcoz i cant stand it evryday being irritated n annoyed by him. irritated n annoyed are words not strong enuf to express it kays?
another flamer again.... like wat is wrong with these pple yeah? make it look as though its admiralty... but i dun know if it is lar...
to mr/ms flamer: i shall b polite n shoo u away... using other pple's names is so.... immature. even if its a prank or whatsoever... but yeah, i juz think that u're the one jealous n NOT US... i shall laugh at u for ur shameless acts... *muahahahaha* haha, so juz get off yeah. THANK YOU N GOOD BYE! FULL STOP.
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Saturday, January 29, 2005
i want a kimono *hint hint* haha, i always wanted it since young, coz i think they're really cute. haha, anyway, the cheapest of all the kimonos is $100+... n normal kimonos are like $400+ or $500+. expensive ones can cost like $10 000! they're just expensive..... TOO expensive. haiyoh i will only wish for it, since i cant buy it. and theres no way my mum wud wanna buy it for me. haha i shall add itto my WISHLIST coz im only wishing for it. haha...
band concert later. wearing a skirt... coz i dun know if jeans are allowed. im cross dressing again! i think skirts are disgusting.... n im still wearing them. crap! if its possible anyone is reading this b4 the concert n u know that non-skirts are allowed, call me now. gah........... shall not think or skirts or else i will kill myself for doing so
i shall watch precious tv n forget abt skirts for now.
band concert later. wearing a skirt... coz i dun know if jeans are allowed. im cross dressing again! i think skirts are disgusting.... n im still wearing them. crap! if its possible anyone is reading this b4 the concert n u know that non-skirts are allowed, call me now. gah........... shall not think or skirts or else i will kill myself for doing so
i shall watch precious tv n forget abt skirts for now.
Thursday, January 27, 2005
i just came back frm sch... ok not just, coz the moment i got home, i immediately switched on the tv n watched samurai x. haha, i feel so shi bai. coz i missed like two n a half eps already... sad.... vry sad...
did a lot of stuff today. haha i know its like.... worthless and all, saying all that. but i didnt really do anything productive today... at leat i cant think of... o i remember! i watched samurai x this morning! haha i was suppose to wake up at 5.30am, but then i woke up at 5.40am instead. but anyway, it was so interesting. haha kenshin was trying to balance on the ball n all, n it was damn funny. and kaoru was doing a stunt n sanosuke was the guinea pig. the knives almost hit him lar... it sort of got stuck in his hair... haha, i was laughing my head off early in the morning, n i think samurai x brightens up my day.... haha, i'm gonna watch it evry morning! haha....
did a lot of stuff today. haha i know its like.... worthless and all, saying all that. but i didnt really do anything productive today... at leat i cant think of... o i remember! i watched samurai x this morning! haha i was suppose to wake up at 5.30am, but then i woke up at 5.40am instead. but anyway, it was so interesting. haha kenshin was trying to balance on the ball n all, n it was damn funny. and kaoru was doing a stunt n sanosuke was the guinea pig. the knives almost hit him lar... it sort of got stuck in his hair... haha, i was laughing my head off early in the morning, n i think samurai x brightens up my day.... haha, i'm gonna watch it evry morning! haha....
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
we pissed another teacher off today, unintentionally...
on monday, mrs wong n mrs how scolded us. yesterday, it was mrs tay. today its mrs tay again... i guess 2/3 will b known as the laziest class? haiyoh...
didnt do a lot of cny deco today. went to the arc rm, n helped with the banner. haha, we were tokin a little abt samurai x. n when su hui said she only knew kenshin, melissa was like, huh? hus kenshin, then she realized it was the samurai. she actually tght the kenshin's name was x. coz samurai x, so x. haha, it was damn funny, i laughed till i had a tummyache. haha, n when we were on the way home, there was this bug in suhui's water bottle. haha a shiny bug. debby n i were playing with it. she was woried the bug might get killed, so she shifted it to the grass... haha n she still worried abt the bug gettin killed when the grass was mowned. haha she didnt move it again. we went for sum tako at the interchange. on the way there, melissa was teaching us how to speak singlish. apple juice bcame "apple-ju" haha n we had to pronounce ju properly. we saw this dog n melissa was barking, the owner had this confused look on his face. haha we had tako then we came home...
the good news is less hw. only art n history. i actually tght there was no hw, but then mag said so, yeah....
i hope we dun do the wrong stuff 2mrw n not get scolded 2mrw... haiyoh...
i'm now updating sars abt wats gg on in ij.... not really updating but im telling her abt sumtin which i have hidden frm her for vry long... coz i didnt dare tell her. i'm making a confession now so yeah.... i think she ought to know. n i guess if i dun tell her, no one will ever will. haha, its all in bits n pieces now, im trying to piece them together. not vry successful but still trying. i wonder if anything will change after telling her... mayb it wud since she now knows abt it, but i guess that really cant change anything coz shes in nanyang now, n its difficult. mayb she'll call @#$% to check out wats gg on n all. then she might call !@#$%^& to talk to her abt it. i shall not reveal names, coz i dun want SOME people to jump to ridiculous conclusions n trouble will brew.
on monday, mrs wong n mrs how scolded us. yesterday, it was mrs tay. today its mrs tay again... i guess 2/3 will b known as the laziest class? haiyoh...
didnt do a lot of cny deco today. went to the arc rm, n helped with the banner. haha, we were tokin a little abt samurai x. n when su hui said she only knew kenshin, melissa was like, huh? hus kenshin, then she realized it was the samurai. she actually tght the kenshin's name was x. coz samurai x, so x. haha, it was damn funny, i laughed till i had a tummyache. haha, n when we were on the way home, there was this bug in suhui's water bottle. haha a shiny bug. debby n i were playing with it. she was woried the bug might get killed, so she shifted it to the grass... haha n she still worried abt the bug gettin killed when the grass was mowned. haha she didnt move it again. we went for sum tako at the interchange. on the way there, melissa was teaching us how to speak singlish. apple juice bcame "apple-ju" haha n we had to pronounce ju properly. we saw this dog n melissa was barking, the owner had this confused look on his face. haha we had tako then we came home...
the good news is less hw. only art n history. i actually tght there was no hw, but then mag said so, yeah....
i hope we dun do the wrong stuff 2mrw n not get scolded 2mrw... haiyoh...
i'm now updating sars abt wats gg on in ij.... not really updating but im telling her abt sumtin which i have hidden frm her for vry long... coz i didnt dare tell her. i'm making a confession now so yeah.... i think she ought to know. n i guess if i dun tell her, no one will ever will. haha, its all in bits n pieces now, im trying to piece them together. not vry successful but still trying. i wonder if anything will change after telling her... mayb it wud since she now knows abt it, but i guess that really cant change anything coz shes in nanyang now, n its difficult. mayb she'll call @#$% to check out wats gg on n all. then she might call !@#$%^& to talk to her abt it. i shall not reveal names, coz i dun want SOME people to jump to ridiculous conclusions n trouble will brew.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
yay... i changed the song on my blog, to sobakasu... frm samurai x!!! haha, juz like ffx... i guess u can guess wat happens next? haha... but the song's so cheerful yeah? n nice! haha... i downloaded ths video frm the samurai house website.. haha i was laughing my head off... not loud coz it was a silent one, but it was really really funny... so funny i did a silent laugh. it was a video of kenshin saying oro... haha so cute!!! debby says its sumtin he says all the time... but "oro" is damn cute. now i know why debby mentioned abt gg mad when kenshin says oro... coz its so funny!!! haha i m enjoying myself watching samurai x... even though i just woke up this morning n switched on the tv... haha i enjoyed watching it man.. haha, its so darn cool when kenshin starts drwing his sword out and all... anyway... in another 22 mins... i'll b heading out to go watch samurai x... wah, so exciting... HAHA
mrs tay changed my seat in the science lab... now i have no lab partner. coz there were 5 pple sitting in the front n she said it was too squeezy... so then there were no one bhind cheryl n i, so then she made me move to the back... n since my class has 39 pple, i have no lab partner. :( n today we had to taste acids n all.. i didnt like the taste n it was definitely not that easy. i had a hard time juz trying to figure out the taste, coz when i tasted once, it had no taste, then when i tried again, it was sour... haiyoh, n since we were so disorganized, which made mrs tay so mad, she said to redo the exeriment on the next lesson... so much to do... in ten minutes? not enough, not enough. haiyoh, n she said i had to do the experiment myself... argh... but with gretchen n jessica's help, i pulled through. except we hvnt completed the tasting one. completed only the litmus paper one n blah blah.
i hope my class will win the inter class cny deco competition... last week, i stayed back to do the notice board n decorations with mag, lynette, khym, jaime n lyn. ofelia helped too... coz sum of the notice boad pple didnt stay back n all, so we sort of made them stay today... well, all of them did. but apparently, 3 out of 5 were doing their job. as for the other 2, they were slacking arnd, cit chatting with lyn n the rest. haiyoh at least we finished covering those ugly holes in the board. n pasted fishes... cherlynn, melissa, khym, mag, michelle, ofelia n clare, were the considerate pple, who stayed back to help... well, thats nice. but i guess the rest of the class cant b bothered... ike chocomania. i shouted like once just to get their attention. well it succeeded, but after abt 5 seconds, the noise started again. mag was also screaming here n there, whatever it was, the class comm was trying to get their attention. they want to win, but they cant b bothered. n if we, the class comm make the decision, the class will b unhappy. if we let them make the decision, they'll shut up, or simply ignore us... if we have the class discussion, it wont work either. haiyoh... wat m i talking abt? it happened for an entire year... LAST YEAR! great... i actually hoped for a better year this year, but i guess not...
i've been hearing stuff abt wat happened at the class comm election, it sort of amuses me, n on the other hand, i cant believe what some pple said. i was so shocked to hear what they said. well, i guess u can say i was not all shocked, but it seemed like i expected that. well, they shudnt say it, especially wat CERTAIN pple said, which just tells me shes so irritating, annoying, n an evil person. well, i wasnt all shocked but shocked when i heard abt it last year. haha, LIFE IS INDEED UNPREDICTABLE... well, but its so obvious dun u think? i think it is... n i guess sooner or later, i wun hear vry good news. n i guess i will not think any further, coz it might juz make me even more worried and all. the entire thing is an irony.
anyway, i gtg now. samurai x!!!! yay... haha
Sobakasu - Samurai X Opening Song
Daikirai datta sobakasu wo chotto
Hitonadeshite tame iki wo hitotsu
Hebi ikkyuu no koi wa migoto ni
Kakuzatou to isshoni toketa
Mae yori mo motto yaseta mune ni chotto
"Chiku" tto sasaru toge ga itai
Hoshiuranai mo ate ni naranai wa
Motto touku made isshoni yuketara nee
Ureshikute sore dakede
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku wa
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no egao mo omoi dasenai no
Kowashite naoshite wakatteru noni
Sore ga atashi no seikaku dakara
Modokashii kimochi de ayafuya no mama de
Soredemo ii koi wo shitekita
Omoikiri aketa hidari mimi no piasu ni wa nee
Waraenai episoudo
Sobakasu no kazu wo kazoetemiru
Yogoretanui gurumi daite
Mune wo sasu toge wa kienai kedo
Kaeru-chan mo usagi-chan mo
Waratte kureru no
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku no
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no namida mo omoi dasenai no?
Omoidasenai no
Doushitenano?
mrs tay changed my seat in the science lab... now i have no lab partner. coz there were 5 pple sitting in the front n she said it was too squeezy... so then there were no one bhind cheryl n i, so then she made me move to the back... n since my class has 39 pple, i have no lab partner. :( n today we had to taste acids n all.. i didnt like the taste n it was definitely not that easy. i had a hard time juz trying to figure out the taste, coz when i tasted once, it had no taste, then when i tried again, it was sour... haiyoh, n since we were so disorganized, which made mrs tay so mad, she said to redo the exeriment on the next lesson... so much to do... in ten minutes? not enough, not enough. haiyoh, n she said i had to do the experiment myself... argh... but with gretchen n jessica's help, i pulled through. except we hvnt completed the tasting one. completed only the litmus paper one n blah blah.
i hope my class will win the inter class cny deco competition... last week, i stayed back to do the notice board n decorations with mag, lynette, khym, jaime n lyn. ofelia helped too... coz sum of the notice boad pple didnt stay back n all, so we sort of made them stay today... well, all of them did. but apparently, 3 out of 5 were doing their job. as for the other 2, they were slacking arnd, cit chatting with lyn n the rest. haiyoh at least we finished covering those ugly holes in the board. n pasted fishes... cherlynn, melissa, khym, mag, michelle, ofelia n clare, were the considerate pple, who stayed back to help... well, thats nice. but i guess the rest of the class cant b bothered... ike chocomania. i shouted like once just to get their attention. well it succeeded, but after abt 5 seconds, the noise started again. mag was also screaming here n there, whatever it was, the class comm was trying to get their attention. they want to win, but they cant b bothered. n if we, the class comm make the decision, the class will b unhappy. if we let them make the decision, they'll shut up, or simply ignore us... if we have the class discussion, it wont work either. haiyoh... wat m i talking abt? it happened for an entire year... LAST YEAR! great... i actually hoped for a better year this year, but i guess not...
i've been hearing stuff abt wat happened at the class comm election, it sort of amuses me, n on the other hand, i cant believe what some pple said. i was so shocked to hear what they said. well, i guess u can say i was not all shocked, but it seemed like i expected that. well, they shudnt say it, especially wat CERTAIN pple said, which just tells me shes so irritating, annoying, n an evil person. well, i wasnt all shocked but shocked when i heard abt it last year. haha, LIFE IS INDEED UNPREDICTABLE... well, but its so obvious dun u think? i think it is... n i guess sooner or later, i wun hear vry good news. n i guess i will not think any further, coz it might juz make me even more worried and all. the entire thing is an irony.
anyway, i gtg now. samurai x!!!! yay... haha
Sobakasu - Samurai X Opening Song
Daikirai datta sobakasu wo chotto
Hitonadeshite tame iki wo hitotsu
Hebi ikkyuu no koi wa migoto ni
Kakuzatou to isshoni toketa
Mae yori mo motto yaseta mune ni chotto
"Chiku" tto sasaru toge ga itai
Hoshiuranai mo ate ni naranai wa
Motto touku made isshoni yuketara nee
Ureshikute sore dakede
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku wa
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no egao mo omoi dasenai no
Kowashite naoshite wakatteru noni
Sore ga atashi no seikaku dakara
Modokashii kimochi de ayafuya no mama de
Soredemo ii koi wo shitekita
Omoikiri aketa hidari mimi no piasu ni wa nee
Waraenai episoudo
Sobakasu no kazu wo kazoetemiru
Yogoretanui gurumi daite
Mune wo sasu toge wa kienai kedo
Kaeru-chan mo usagi-chan mo
Waratte kureru no
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku no
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no namida mo omoi dasenai no?
Omoidasenai no
Doushitenano?
Saturday, January 22, 2005
i realized i have been updated evry two days... haha
i realized sumting really funny... but i guess its good news? anyway, im just glad 2/3 has a much better class chairperson this year, sry if i have offended anyone in anyway. but yeah, lynette n mag are actually a pretty good job. n i almost bcame class chair? haha, glad im not... coz i think by then, i wud have died. anyway... i hope 2/3 will win the cny decoration competition this year. but then again, mayb not. i dun know, lynette said we have to win this year. lyn, jaime n khym helped out on thursday, which was already sumting that was vry nice. even though they didnt do much, but at least they bothered to help... n im glad. lynette sort of skipped the first 1 hr n 15 mins of her cca to cum do the board... thats nice too. then i was doing stuff alone until ofelia came to help. she said a lot abt the class disliking her n i tried to help her lar. n then we did more decos n she went home. i cleaned up the place n went home too...
i can see that history is repeating itself. which doesnt sound good, right? well, to me it doesnt. n to those who think its good, then it means that u're heartless, sry... i dun think they're gonna b grateful for wat we all r doing. i know coz i just know...? mayb it is a good thing im not class chair. haha, well, coz i have bad tghts abt it... but anyway.... a leader serves his/her pple, not the pple serving the leader. yeah... thats all i have to say.
the amt of homework is increasing, rapidly. and the length of my hair too... yay! haha i can tell its gowing longer! but i wanna keep it short so when its longer then my previous haircut (the short, but not vry short), i'm gonna trim it, or sumtin. whatever it is, im just gonna keep it short. haha, i guess u all have seen my with long hair n have seen my hair shorter n shorter until cannot short liao. haha my sentence seems wrong but i dun care, pple dun cum here anyway. =]
Single - Natasha Bedngfield
Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
[Chorus]
Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
i realized sumting really funny... but i guess its good news? anyway, im just glad 2/3 has a much better class chairperson this year, sry if i have offended anyone in anyway. but yeah, lynette n mag are actually a pretty good job. n i almost bcame class chair? haha, glad im not... coz i think by then, i wud have died. anyway... i hope 2/3 will win the cny decoration competition this year. but then again, mayb not. i dun know, lynette said we have to win this year. lyn, jaime n khym helped out on thursday, which was already sumting that was vry nice. even though they didnt do much, but at least they bothered to help... n im glad. lynette sort of skipped the first 1 hr n 15 mins of her cca to cum do the board... thats nice too. then i was doing stuff alone until ofelia came to help. she said a lot abt the class disliking her n i tried to help her lar. n then we did more decos n she went home. i cleaned up the place n went home too...
i can see that history is repeating itself. which doesnt sound good, right? well, to me it doesnt. n to those who think its good, then it means that u're heartless, sry... i dun think they're gonna b grateful for wat we all r doing. i know coz i just know...? mayb it is a good thing im not class chair. haha, well, coz i have bad tghts abt it... but anyway.... a leader serves his/her pple, not the pple serving the leader. yeah... thats all i have to say.
the amt of homework is increasing, rapidly. and the length of my hair too... yay! haha i can tell its gowing longer! but i wanna keep it short so when its longer then my previous haircut (the short, but not vry short), i'm gonna trim it, or sumtin. whatever it is, im just gonna keep it short. haha, i guess u all have seen my with long hair n have seen my hair shorter n shorter until cannot short liao. haha my sentence seems wrong but i dun care, pple dun cum here anyway. =]
Single - Natasha Bedngfield
Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
[Chorus]
Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
Thursday, January 20, 2005
it was an interesting day yesterday.... ok... hmmm....
haha yesterday, i was walking home with mag, lyn n sharlene. we were gg to macs for lunch. so then we were walking n walking n we saw this old lady standing on the pavement, with a plastic bag on the floor... she seemed rather pitiful, n then she asked for help. so we did help her.. she needed to carry that bag of stuff to 150. and we helped her. mag had the worried look on face. lyn n sharlene were like "oh...." n was juz standing aside.... then we decided to help her. n she was telling us her leg hurts and all n she cant carry heavy stuff. so sharlene was carrying the stuff lar, she wanted to? n then we left the stuff at the coffeeshop n yeah... the old lady thanked us and all. she wanted to treat us to lunch bcoz we helped her and all, but it isnt necessary, so we left... n were quite satisfied i think... coz we helped sumone today? well, it was quite nice... doing a good deed.
it was the photoshoot and the health screening today. photoshoot was all the way at the shed? n mrs tay was actually giving us a quiz but then we had the fotoshoot and all so we didnt have the quiz. then the three prefects were so rushed coz they had to change and all. danielle had blisters on her feet and all, juz wearing that pair of shoes for a few minutes. yeah, n the health screening... we all tght we had to strip, but 2/1 said we didnt need to. and we didnt need to. n was playing with celine on the way back to class, which was quite childish.... haha actually i started it first lar... that shows how immature i m. i was stealing her belt and all. then she said she left her water bottle at st gabs, so i wanted to get there first n was starting to run. but she had to catch me by the belt. n when i tried to run again, she held on to my sleeve. i think one sleeve is longer than the other now... -_______________-
talking abt st gabs.... now we're moving back to st gabs at the end of february... we were suppose to move back at the end of january... great, just great.... one more mth...
i didnt play ffx, even though i said i wud that day... haha i didnt... even though i really wanna play it now!!! i muz finish that LARGE amt of homework. especially english... mrs stephen gives us loads of hw... n it turns out english is the subject with the most homework. haiyoh.... then i still have chinese... juz that five questions... maths, only four questions. n still hw... im still trying to finish them... which means i cant blog now coz i wanna clear that whole pile by 2night or 2mrw... bb n good night! =]
I Just Wanna Live - Good Charlotte
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)
It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]
I rock a
Lawsuit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talkin' on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
Theyre saying
"Now you're rich and
Now you're famous
Fake ass girls all know your name and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Your first hit aren't you ashamed?"
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we're livin'
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Stop your messin' around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers
Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we're coming from
We've already seen
The worst that this life can bring
Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
haha yesterday, i was walking home with mag, lyn n sharlene. we were gg to macs for lunch. so then we were walking n walking n we saw this old lady standing on the pavement, with a plastic bag on the floor... she seemed rather pitiful, n then she asked for help. so we did help her.. she needed to carry that bag of stuff to 150. and we helped her. mag had the worried look on face. lyn n sharlene were like "oh...." n was juz standing aside.... then we decided to help her. n she was telling us her leg hurts and all n she cant carry heavy stuff. so sharlene was carrying the stuff lar, she wanted to? n then we left the stuff at the coffeeshop n yeah... the old lady thanked us and all. she wanted to treat us to lunch bcoz we helped her and all, but it isnt necessary, so we left... n were quite satisfied i think... coz we helped sumone today? well, it was quite nice... doing a good deed.
it was the photoshoot and the health screening today. photoshoot was all the way at the shed? n mrs tay was actually giving us a quiz but then we had the fotoshoot and all so we didnt have the quiz. then the three prefects were so rushed coz they had to change and all. danielle had blisters on her feet and all, juz wearing that pair of shoes for a few minutes. yeah, n the health screening... we all tght we had to strip, but 2/1 said we didnt need to. and we didnt need to. n was playing with celine on the way back to class, which was quite childish.... haha actually i started it first lar... that shows how immature i m. i was stealing her belt and all. then she said she left her water bottle at st gabs, so i wanted to get there first n was starting to run. but she had to catch me by the belt. n when i tried to run again, she held on to my sleeve. i think one sleeve is longer than the other now... -_______________-
talking abt st gabs.... now we're moving back to st gabs at the end of february... we were suppose to move back at the end of january... great, just great.... one more mth...
i didnt play ffx, even though i said i wud that day... haha i didnt... even though i really wanna play it now!!! i muz finish that LARGE amt of homework. especially english... mrs stephen gives us loads of hw... n it turns out english is the subject with the most homework. haiyoh.... then i still have chinese... juz that five questions... maths, only four questions. n still hw... im still trying to finish them... which means i cant blog now coz i wanna clear that whole pile by 2night or 2mrw... bb n good night! =]
I Just Wanna Live - Good Charlotte
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)
It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]
I rock a
Lawsuit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talkin' on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
Theyre saying
"Now you're rich and
Now you're famous
Fake ass girls all know your name and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Your first hit aren't you ashamed?"
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we're livin'
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Stop your messin' around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers
Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we're coming from
We've already seen
The worst that this life can bring
Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
weird things have been gg on... no.1 i was supposed to fail chinese ca1 and chinese compo. but then i had a 31/50 for ca1 n 32 for compo, which was sumtin really shocking... *blink blink* i tght i wud fail coz my compo really sucked a lot, and as for ca1... i tght i forgotten all the words and all... the diff btween clare's, jessica's n my score are juz one or two marks, which is also weird... except clare had full marks for ca1. coz i dun do better than them. they do better than me... haiz... wat is this world cuming to? evrything is juz weird...
mrs tay was teaching us formulae writing today. haha, like i said i needed sum time to absorb wat she says. she was telling us abt the brackets and all. n the whole class didnt get it... haha no surprise, she was making things confusing for us. n finally after a couple of minutes, we all understood her.
was really pissed last night. i was peacefully doing my homework with the computer n radio on, and my bro was trying to irritate me, he was playing i dream on his hp realy loud, coz his fone is a 6230, n it has a mp3 player.(now he wants a 6260, he has changed his fone twice in a period of 5 mths) so then he sent the music file frm the computer to his fone thru bluetooth. so then i said he was singing the song wrongly but then he said i was the one wrong. well, i didnt care. so then he wanted to challenge me, rap. i hate rap, a lot.... n techno... i hate it alot... coz he bought linkin park's collision course, he also sent the files to his fone. so then he was telling me rap is the best genre, lke i cared.... n then he kept babbling in my ear, while i was doing my homework... n it was already late. if i dun finish, i wun even get to sleep, n i will fall asleep the next morning, n i wun b able to learn, n like that, i might do badly, n bye bye to my cca! he doest seem to have any homework... he cums home late at night... later than i did last year. coz he said he had cca, which happens to b canoeing. well whatever it was, my mum didnt even scold him... n i decided to not care abt anything that goes on in the family. coz if i do, i get scolded n y even bother when i get scolded? so he was irritating me... n i really wanted to finish my homework, n go to sleep. but then he had to keep rambling, and so i almost broke down. i was trying to stop myself frm getting mad. even though i was already mad. but i juz kept quiet. like i'll scolded for juz screaming at him, so i decided to shut up, n hide my anger. n that is y i hate cuming home... this is the reason why. i dun have any peace in whatever i do. n thats y i stay in sch to do my work, n then wat i get scolded again... when i said my bro was bothering me and all, my mum didnt even care.... this is so sickening....
mrs tay was teaching us formulae writing today. haha, like i said i needed sum time to absorb wat she says. she was telling us abt the brackets and all. n the whole class didnt get it... haha no surprise, she was making things confusing for us. n finally after a couple of minutes, we all understood her.
was really pissed last night. i was peacefully doing my homework with the computer n radio on, and my bro was trying to irritate me, he was playing i dream on his hp realy loud, coz his fone is a 6230, n it has a mp3 player.(now he wants a 6260, he has changed his fone twice in a period of 5 mths) so then he sent the music file frm the computer to his fone thru bluetooth. so then i said he was singing the song wrongly but then he said i was the one wrong. well, i didnt care. so then he wanted to challenge me, rap. i hate rap, a lot.... n techno... i hate it alot... coz he bought linkin park's collision course, he also sent the files to his fone. so then he was telling me rap is the best genre, lke i cared.... n then he kept babbling in my ear, while i was doing my homework... n it was already late. if i dun finish, i wun even get to sleep, n i will fall asleep the next morning, n i wun b able to learn, n like that, i might do badly, n bye bye to my cca! he doest seem to have any homework... he cums home late at night... later than i did last year. coz he said he had cca, which happens to b canoeing. well whatever it was, my mum didnt even scold him... n i decided to not care abt anything that goes on in the family. coz if i do, i get scolded n y even bother when i get scolded? so he was irritating me... n i really wanted to finish my homework, n go to sleep. but then he had to keep rambling, and so i almost broke down. i was trying to stop myself frm getting mad. even though i was already mad. but i juz kept quiet. like i'll scolded for juz screaming at him, so i decided to shut up, n hide my anger. n that is y i hate cuming home... this is the reason why. i dun have any peace in whatever i do. n thats y i stay in sch to do my work, n then wat i get scolded again... when i said my bro was bothering me and all, my mum didnt even care.... this is so sickening....
Sunday, January 16, 2005
today is the sixteenth day of 2005, i can only say, things hasnt changed much. at least that was what i tght at first....
my social circle is becoming smaller and smaller, my friends, especially those whom ihave been with for years, they seem to b drifting away, further and further away. like i didnt really wanna bother so much abt it, but now, it seems to b worse and all. i try to talk to them like i did back then when we were like really good friends and all, but then im one step further away instead, which doesnt make any sense. i'm starting to morph into someone else. a new briana, n i wish to morph back. not evrything abt me has changed. i'm still the extra. but my personality has changed? good or bad? i dun know myself either. it happens all the time, and italways gets on my nerves. i try to get to know them better, but then, i'll get all scared and all, then i'm back to square one, typical me. destined to be a spare tyre? m i that?
my bro bought the taufik album yesterday, yeah, he kept playing i dream the entire afternoon, i kinda got sick of it...
the sec 1 orientation went well, i guess. they were rather fascinated by the soccer robot. and there were sum technical faults during the presentation. n i think i saw that girl whom liz n mat said had potential, but liz said it isnt her... the test-tubes were gone, real fast, the sec ones liked them. n one of them dropped it on the floor, and blah, yah, there was the wet spot there. after the entire thing, i was pretty beat. i was sleepy in the arc rm while unpacking the robots and trying to fix them. but then i put them back in the box after that. bleagh, wat was i doing man. and the sec ones came in took a look at the arc rm, and grace was telling them abt the ancilla. ok... and nat was here too!!! haha, it was great seeing her. left sch at 2pm. liz n mat hid su hui's n my shoes bhind the door and nder the shoe rack, coz we didnt put them on the shoe rack. well, that was NICE!! i guess u can sense the sarcasm? haha nvm. not to mention i was practically falling asleep while watching tv at night. i enjoyed lion king: simba's pride. haha im still a disney freak, no offence. juz liked wathching it since young. young kiara and kovu are so cute. cuddly lion cubs. the story was pretty much like romeo and juliet, but instead they didnt die in the end. yeah. it was abt two prides. kiara's pride was the good pride and kovu's pride was the bad one. but then kovu was good at heart lar, unlike his ancestor, scar. and kovu has a retarded bro man, an evil mother, forgot her name.
i hvnt played ffx for 16 days? which is an improvement... haha sry debby, i think im gonna play a little ffx later. but mayb not. if i dun manage to finish my hw, im not gonna play. so yeah. i still have to research on external casino operations, and the chinese thing. then i still have to print stuff for the class notice board, its gonna finish up my ink cartridge. maths isnt much of a problem. science, finish up section c, n review qestions, mag said they were easy, so i guess its ok. theres d n t too. and not to forget art and history! fine fine, i better start on my hw, or i'll die!
I Dream - Taufik Batisah
In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there, where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
Chorus 1:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
If there s a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world s have come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
Chorus 2:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream
my social circle is becoming smaller and smaller, my friends, especially those whom ihave been with for years, they seem to b drifting away, further and further away. like i didnt really wanna bother so much abt it, but now, it seems to b worse and all. i try to talk to them like i did back then when we were like really good friends and all, but then im one step further away instead, which doesnt make any sense. i'm starting to morph into someone else. a new briana, n i wish to morph back. not evrything abt me has changed. i'm still the extra. but my personality has changed? good or bad? i dun know myself either. it happens all the time, and italways gets on my nerves. i try to get to know them better, but then, i'll get all scared and all, then i'm back to square one, typical me. destined to be a spare tyre? m i that?
my bro bought the taufik album yesterday, yeah, he kept playing i dream the entire afternoon, i kinda got sick of it...
the sec 1 orientation went well, i guess. they were rather fascinated by the soccer robot. and there were sum technical faults during the presentation. n i think i saw that girl whom liz n mat said had potential, but liz said it isnt her... the test-tubes were gone, real fast, the sec ones liked them. n one of them dropped it on the floor, and blah, yah, there was the wet spot there. after the entire thing, i was pretty beat. i was sleepy in the arc rm while unpacking the robots and trying to fix them. but then i put them back in the box after that. bleagh, wat was i doing man. and the sec ones came in took a look at the arc rm, and grace was telling them abt the ancilla. ok... and nat was here too!!! haha, it was great seeing her. left sch at 2pm. liz n mat hid su hui's n my shoes bhind the door and nder the shoe rack, coz we didnt put them on the shoe rack. well, that was NICE!! i guess u can sense the sarcasm? haha nvm. not to mention i was practically falling asleep while watching tv at night. i enjoyed lion king: simba's pride. haha im still a disney freak, no offence. juz liked wathching it since young. young kiara and kovu are so cute. cuddly lion cubs. the story was pretty much like romeo and juliet, but instead they didnt die in the end. yeah. it was abt two prides. kiara's pride was the good pride and kovu's pride was the bad one. but then kovu was good at heart lar, unlike his ancestor, scar. and kovu has a retarded bro man, an evil mother, forgot her name.
i hvnt played ffx for 16 days? which is an improvement... haha sry debby, i think im gonna play a little ffx later. but mayb not. if i dun manage to finish my hw, im not gonna play. so yeah. i still have to research on external casino operations, and the chinese thing. then i still have to print stuff for the class notice board, its gonna finish up my ink cartridge. maths isnt much of a problem. science, finish up section c, n review qestions, mag said they were easy, so i guess its ok. theres d n t too. and not to forget art and history! fine fine, i better start on my hw, or i'll die!
I Dream - Taufik Batisah
In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there, where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
Chorus 1:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
If there s a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world s have come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
Chorus 2:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream
Thursday, January 13, 2005
well the exhibition on tuesday didnt go the least well... evrything didnt turn out well... the soccer bot, the video cam batt... haiz. n the fact that sum sec 1s dun even bother... even the arc survey. i heard this 1/2 girl telling sumone else that she can write short forms n nonsense for the arc survey... well, apparently, ur nonsense is not accepted at all... i was standing there with the surveys in my hand. i was looking at her n forcing a smile. she looked at me n said... "actually u can write short form, but dun write nonsense" n i asked her which class she was frm, ok... 1/2. well, that wasnt vry pleasant, is it?
i've been doing my hw in the arc rm for the last two days... n i found it easier... coz it isnt so distracting unlike home, when my bro wudnt get off my back. so today, without debby n su hui's help, matilda, liz n i wudnt have solved the question... haha thx =]! actually lynette is a better class chair than i tght.. after a period of only a week? she has actually impressed me... haha yeah, i said it, impressed... haha its not that no one impresses me.. but its like.. she plays only a small character in class, but she turned out to b the class chair, which was unexpected. n shes handling it pretty well... i think there is still hope. thank you! well, 2/3, thank lynette for cleaning the classroom for YOU. she arranged the tables n chairs, wiped the computer desk n ohp. so thank her.... i shall thank lynette now... THANKS LYNETTE!!! haha
anyone realized the science lab had mosquitoes? i was bitten twice. cheryl, four. so many mosquitoes in tp now. even my hse... hmmmm... thats y they're fogging the place. like WOW! haha, im being sarcastic.
i've been doing my hw in the arc rm for the last two days... n i found it easier... coz it isnt so distracting unlike home, when my bro wudnt get off my back. so today, without debby n su hui's help, matilda, liz n i wudnt have solved the question... haha thx =]! actually lynette is a better class chair than i tght.. after a period of only a week? she has actually impressed me... haha yeah, i said it, impressed... haha its not that no one impresses me.. but its like.. she plays only a small character in class, but she turned out to b the class chair, which was unexpected. n shes handling it pretty well... i think there is still hope. thank you! well, 2/3, thank lynette for cleaning the classroom for YOU. she arranged the tables n chairs, wiped the computer desk n ohp. so thank her.... i shall thank lynette now... THANKS LYNETTE!!! haha
anyone realized the science lab had mosquitoes? i was bitten twice. cheryl, four. so many mosquitoes in tp now. even my hse... hmmmm... thats y they're fogging the place. like WOW! haha, im being sarcastic.
Monday, January 10, 2005
ok... so the exhibition didnt go too well.... the sec 1s were much interested in the race robot. liz n matilda said there was sumone who had potential, ok... anyway.... i went looking for sec 1s, but they didnt seem interested, at least sum of them, as for those who said they were gg, they didnt in the end.. argh.
i still have a chinese ca that totally slipped off my mind. y is evryone saying that its an exam? isnt it a ca? bleah... whatever it is, its han yu pin yin n han zi. yeah, thats all. but still have to study lar. whole of 1B. great... n i hvnt started... i m considerably stupid n i might fail, who knows? argh... i'm gonna die man.
i'm class comm member, again... well, lynette's the class chair n mag's the vice. well, things seem to b ok... im sure lynette will do a good job =] this time, im only a class comm MEMBER, phew~ im not secretary liao... the other comm member is yeehui aka mushroom. haha, both of us were only told to make sure pple do their duty, we dun have to do anything bsides that i guess, haha... XD
i love the song unwritten, by natasha bedingfield, it has a nice chorus. haha. and i agree with debby, blue writes smart lyrics... haha, now i really want the natasha bedingfield album, unwritten. haha, nvm, forget i said that. heehee =D
i hvnt been playing ffx. haha, i think i have to wait forever to play again. too busy to play. n i guess i wun b too obsessed abt ffx liao, debby shud b glad now. i still obsessed with ffx lar, but NOT THAT obsessed. like yeah... haha
the writing robot is done liao, thanx to anne marie... i didnt do much, did vry little. blah... she did most of the programming n the building.... ok... haha i hope there will b more sec 1s cuming to the exhibition 2mrw. coz all four robots will b displayed and all. mushroom seemed really interested when i told her abt the robots... haha... ok...
Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, yeah, yeah
i still have a chinese ca that totally slipped off my mind. y is evryone saying that its an exam? isnt it a ca? bleah... whatever it is, its han yu pin yin n han zi. yeah, thats all. but still have to study lar. whole of 1B. great... n i hvnt started... i m considerably stupid n i might fail, who knows? argh... i'm gonna die man.
i'm class comm member, again... well, lynette's the class chair n mag's the vice. well, things seem to b ok... im sure lynette will do a good job =] this time, im only a class comm MEMBER, phew~ im not secretary liao... the other comm member is yeehui aka mushroom. haha, both of us were only told to make sure pple do their duty, we dun have to do anything bsides that i guess, haha... XD
i love the song unwritten, by natasha bedingfield, it has a nice chorus. haha. and i agree with debby, blue writes smart lyrics... haha, now i really want the natasha bedingfield album, unwritten. haha, nvm, forget i said that. heehee =D
i hvnt been playing ffx. haha, i think i have to wait forever to play again. too busy to play. n i guess i wun b too obsessed abt ffx liao, debby shud b glad now. i still obsessed with ffx lar, but NOT THAT obsessed. like yeah... haha
the writing robot is done liao, thanx to anne marie... i didnt do much, did vry little. blah... she did most of the programming n the building.... ok... haha i hope there will b more sec 1s cuming to the exhibition 2mrw. coz all four robots will b displayed and all. mushroom seemed really interested when i told her abt the robots... haha... ok...
Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, yeah, yeah
Thursday, January 06, 2005
THANKS DELLE, DONNA, DANIELLE, GERALDINE, CELINE, YEE HUI N BEATRICE FOR THE PRESENTS! AND THANKS TO ALL FOR THOSE BIRTHDAY WISHES!!! :)
ok, it is my birthday... didnt expect anyone to remember except audrey ho, coz her birthday's today too.. haha, i forgot my own birthday myself, i didnt really expect anyone to remember, so yeah....
today, during english, i volunteered to go get the dictionaries frm class to the av room, but i didnt make it, coz gretchen n sharlene didnt allow me to go at all, coz it was my birthday and all, n i dun think that shudnt b the way man. nvm... n i dun think a cake wud b necessary for me man. its like... no one eats it, on the other hand, i think that i have been eating birthday cakes like for the past 13 years n it seems that having a birthday cake, it doesnt really seem that important, at least to me. if i have offended anyone who thinks the other way, then im vry sry, but this is my personal opinion. u may not think its a waste of money, but i think that it is, even though our family spends that kind of money to make us happy. but its just that even if i try to make myself forget all the unhappy things on my birthday, i cant. its like i cant help it. i keep reminding myself to try to make things better n easier for evryone, n it doesnt seem to work, but i kept trying. so i guess the cake was to make one at least a little happier... arhhhh nvm.
im still stuck... in 2004, i m so not used to wat is ahead for me. so yeah. not sure how to b a senior is one point. n the rest, its coz i have to work really hard this year, harder than psle. no. 1, its streaming this year n no. 2, dun need to change my cca, i guess u shud know wat im tokin abt. yeah... i juz think that..... nvm.
maybe this year isnt so bad after all, except we had to move to st mikes, n mrs siow said we might have to wait for four weeks, or a month, for that girl's leg to recover. ok... but why is it always our class? lets see, we had 5 english teachers, 2 maths teachers, 2 science n changed our classroom once last year, n now we're changing our classroom again, temporarily. ok... n o yeah... the teachers of 2/3... yeah, we've got
form teachers: mrs wong n mrs seah
english: mrs stephen
chinese: ms tan poh yoke
maths: mrs wong
science: mrs tay yit ming
geography: ms jaqueline yip
history: mrs gail siow
lit: ms audrey chye
d n t: mrs seah (but i dun know if there r gonna b two teachers)
so there u have it. our teachers r pretty ok... yeah.
anyway, i think theres gonna b a war btween two cliques in 2/3. great... JUST GREAT. i was pretty mad at wat happened today, during english, not cause gretch n sharlene stopped me frm getting the dictionaries, but sumtin else that happened, when we finished the lesson n was on the way to class, n wat i heard when i was in the canteen. wat i hoped for will never ever happen. i'm stuck in between my friends and wats right. i really wished u all cud understand the meaning of class spirit. in case u all hvnt noticed, we 2/3 do lack class spirit.
i know i shudnt b saying all these, esp on my birthday. its too much, i know. n u may think im wrong. or watever.
personally, i think that u all shudnt b so ignorant to wats gg on arnd u. n wat u all r trying to do, is ridiculous. i speak for myself, n i dun care if u agree or not. u all wanna go against each other bcoz of such a trivial matter? n guess wat? its only the beginning of term one?
ok, it is my birthday... didnt expect anyone to remember except audrey ho, coz her birthday's today too.. haha, i forgot my own birthday myself, i didnt really expect anyone to remember, so yeah....
today, during english, i volunteered to go get the dictionaries frm class to the av room, but i didnt make it, coz gretchen n sharlene didnt allow me to go at all, coz it was my birthday and all, n i dun think that shudnt b the way man. nvm... n i dun think a cake wud b necessary for me man. its like... no one eats it, on the other hand, i think that i have been eating birthday cakes like for the past 13 years n it seems that having a birthday cake, it doesnt really seem that important, at least to me. if i have offended anyone who thinks the other way, then im vry sry, but this is my personal opinion. u may not think its a waste of money, but i think that it is, even though our family spends that kind of money to make us happy. but its just that even if i try to make myself forget all the unhappy things on my birthday, i cant. its like i cant help it. i keep reminding myself to try to make things better n easier for evryone, n it doesnt seem to work, but i kept trying. so i guess the cake was to make one at least a little happier... arhhhh nvm.
im still stuck... in 2004, i m so not used to wat is ahead for me. so yeah. not sure how to b a senior is one point. n the rest, its coz i have to work really hard this year, harder than psle. no. 1, its streaming this year n no. 2, dun need to change my cca, i guess u shud know wat im tokin abt. yeah... i juz think that..... nvm.
maybe this year isnt so bad after all, except we had to move to st mikes, n mrs siow said we might have to wait for four weeks, or a month, for that girl's leg to recover. ok... but why is it always our class? lets see, we had 5 english teachers, 2 maths teachers, 2 science n changed our classroom once last year, n now we're changing our classroom again, temporarily. ok... n o yeah... the teachers of 2/3... yeah, we've got
form teachers: mrs wong n mrs seah
english: mrs stephen
chinese: ms tan poh yoke
maths: mrs wong
science: mrs tay yit ming
geography: ms jaqueline yip
history: mrs gail siow
lit: ms audrey chye
d n t: mrs seah (but i dun know if there r gonna b two teachers)
so there u have it. our teachers r pretty ok... yeah.
anyway, i think theres gonna b a war btween two cliques in 2/3. great... JUST GREAT. i was pretty mad at wat happened today, during english, not cause gretch n sharlene stopped me frm getting the dictionaries, but sumtin else that happened, when we finished the lesson n was on the way to class, n wat i heard when i was in the canteen. wat i hoped for will never ever happen. i'm stuck in between my friends and wats right. i really wished u all cud understand the meaning of class spirit. in case u all hvnt noticed, we 2/3 do lack class spirit.
i know i shudnt b saying all these, esp on my birthday. its too much, i know. n u may think im wrong. or watever.
personally, i think that u all shudnt b so ignorant to wats gg on arnd u. n wat u all r trying to do, is ridiculous. i speak for myself, n i dun care if u agree or not. u all wanna go against each other bcoz of such a trivial matter? n guess wat? its only the beginning of term one?
Sunday, January 02, 2005
ok...
so yar, my grandma is back
n i might change the song on my blog to this song, Suteki Da Ne click to play
as for the chalet, i did have fun. coz i went to wild wild wet n escape theme park. well i went to escape alone. which wasnt as fun lar... but i went for the go kart twice. first time, i was overtaken. then the second time i went on, i was abt to overtake the person in front of me, but he was blocking the right side. argh....
n not to forget it was pouring n pouring, on n off. i had fun alone... went for rides alone. revolution- alone, flipper - alone. ok, i got used to it sumhow. so no feelings hurt
the stoopid flamer on the arc blog:
if u think that using my name to tag debby's tag board is gonna make evryone think it was really me who said all those, then u are so darn wrong. f*** off, loser
so yar, my grandma is back
n i might change the song on my blog to this song, Suteki Da Ne click to play
as for the chalet, i did have fun. coz i went to wild wild wet n escape theme park. well i went to escape alone. which wasnt as fun lar... but i went for the go kart twice. first time, i was overtaken. then the second time i went on, i was abt to overtake the person in front of me, but he was blocking the right side. argh....
n not to forget it was pouring n pouring, on n off. i had fun alone... went for rides alone. revolution- alone, flipper - alone. ok, i got used to it sumhow. so no feelings hurt
the stoopid flamer on the arc blog:
if u think that using my name to tag debby's tag board is gonna make evryone think it was really me who said all those, then u are so darn wrong. f*** off, loser