[you belong with me.]

roar, my head is heavy. :(((

today is new year's eve! happy new year's eve!

two days ago, when i was out having brunch, i bumped into Celine. yes, she's my really really really good friend in IJ. she told me to read her latest blog post and i did. it was really touching.

i want to dedicated this blogpost to her.

Celine and i were classmates since P5, up to sec 2. hahaha we really did go through thick and thin in that 4 years. it may seem short, but a hell lot of things happened. we argued, we fought, we cried, we laughed, we had fun. we were like girlfriends and i never want to forget a friend like that. we both changed, definitely. however deep down i can still feel a connection with her and we can still go wild together like we used to. haha those were great times. i may have been unhappy in IJ cause of the people and all, but there will always be nice people i love like Celine. if possible, i still want to go wild with her 10 years later, 20 years later. and maybe when we're all old, we can still talk about harry potter. LOL yeah we both loved harry potter then. we were like creating our own harry potter fan club. that was a long time ago. lol

i miss the times we would just be lame and i remember all the times we shared in IJ. haha she's living just 2 blocks away and i hardly get to see her. Celine Chen, i miss you a lot and know that even though we're in different schools, i want you to know that i will always be there for you and i still love you a lot :D

been rollerblading for two days. super shiok. haha made a new rollerblading buddy. but i feel bad for abusing my buddy, cause i dont have to carry my own blades lol. okay mean. shut up briana!

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great song :) meaningful and written for a good cause. this song makes me cry



Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's Just skins and bones
There's nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up of the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you checkup on through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oooh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (ohh)

[next plane home.]

hahaha been a month since i blogger.

firstly, merry christmas to all!!!

yangshuo trip was great. made new friends like Moses, Tse Siong, Mingwei, Melissa, Rachel, Shu Xian and Gwen. i thank my group and all of you for making it a really enjoyable trip. i started out not knowing many people but i guess things did work out in the end :)

photos, go to facebook! LOL dont have them at the moment

recently went for a class gathering. 1S24 XMAS GATHERING. haha dont have the photos too... facebook!

went to chomps with SR147, my loveliest pw group. hahaha no photos yet, will post when i get them! haha

twilight was REALLY good. and i bought the book :D cant wait to start on it.

reading jodi picoult's Salem Falls and i think it's a bit boring at the start but i believe it'll be better later on.

the year has been a very eventful one.
indeed.

i dreamt of many people last night. and those people left me alone. i woke up wondering if we dream of the people we care about. no matter how much you hate them, maybe deep down inside, you care for them. then later on, something unexpected happened and i'm stuck in this dilemma, not knowing what to do or say anymore.

i dreamt of the people who hurt me, who ignored me, who thrashed me. the people who never showed me who they really were, who made me cry so much in my years of living. it started out good, but then... crashed.
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thanks to the great friend who introduced this nice song to me :D



It's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver, but in a good way

All the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
as she purses her lips
bats her eyes
and she plays with me
sitting there, slack-jawed and nothing to say

[Chorus:]
Cos i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes
along with my hands

Cos she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

It's a masterful melody
when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her
she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling
but it's not surprise

[Chorus]

Cos it's frightening to be
swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land

yes she's all that i see
and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league