[anything but ordinary.]

lousy morning.

got scolded for nothing

labeled the lousy one for nothing.

and nobody knows.
___________________________________________



Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turibulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
oh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

[never ending.]

i saw a shooting start last night at about 430am, and i made a wish :)

went to get some stuff for the trip today and omg, it's so darn cheap at beach road.

lol nothing much lar. i watched da vinci code last night. it was, uh so chimilogy and draggy, quite boring haha.

i want a special ability.
never let the fear stop you from playing the game.

[they called me this. they called me that.]

why emo? dont emo :)

i miss my 1S24, VERY BADLY. yeah, i miss you guys so much. i hope to see them be ahpyp everyday!

and i still havent gone out with my pw group, omg

lol gonna crash sarah's lecture with li an next week

and i'm going to yangshuo soon. so much to get. and i'm prolly gonna go shopping for the stuff i need tomorrow. or rather, today.

wizards of waverly place is so darn funny lol. 2am on disney channel later!

yangshuo trip is nearing. omg, it is!

i bumped into cat, greg, jeff, gwy and yx today. i miss them so much... :(

had dinner with alwin today, it was nice :)

and i'm not feeling too good, AGAIN. sigh. always falling ill. and i keep forgetting to take my vitamin C pills, which really is trouble for me. my stomach feels like a washing machine, sigh.

shall go on my yangshuo shopping trip later and i'll gather the stuff i need tonight :D

the last time i went on a school trip to america, my mom packed for me. omg i can't let it happen again, i was 15 then. i'm 17 now, LOL.

gotta buy haversack too!

why am i blogging in sentences? I HAVE NO IDEA, LOL

and i'm so tired...

mage is level 60 now. and anthony doesnt have wotlk, roar. lol. i'm gonna quit wow soon. when school starts, i gotat give it my BEST SHOT! i wanna prove myself and get into uni :)

and hey, i'm not emoing today. hehe. zm and clispson, I'M NOT EMOING TODAY!
havent done so in the past few days i guess lol.

i'm gonna miss SRJC! although my dream school was SAJC, but i'm super proud of SR man. really. it may not be the best jc academically, but it is in many other areas and i cannot express how much i'm gonna miss it in words.

i definitely learnt a lot this year. my tutors rock.

Ms Woo was always patient with us and all, and it was great talking to her at times. although the things i do sometimes really is annoying, like i repeatedly fall asleep during econs, she always gave me the encouragement i needed and i kinda got through without breaking down.

Mrs Oh, for allowing my favourite subject, chemistry, to be so enjoyable that passion for it never died even when i was starting to do badly. i remember the time after the mid years when she personally spoke to me and told me she believed in me. i felt it, but am disappointed in myself for doing badly at the promos. i only have myself to blame because she was a great tutor indeed.

Mr Eugene Tan, who sometimes misunderstands me but pushed me further. lol if he didnt, i prolly wouldnt have passed gp. and i feel lucky i did, because i was never proud of my gp results. although i still sucked at the promos, i still want to thank him for always pushing me to seek consultations from him, and ask him for help.

Mr Jonathan Ng, my physics tutor. okay physics isn't my best subject, and yes i dislike physics (i'm sorry!) he always asked me how i was doing, whether i had problems catching up and all. and yes i appreciated it. although he's a new teacher and all, he still bonded with our class and clicked pretty okay. thanks Mr Ng, for always showing concern and helping me out wherever i needed help :)

TianXD laoshi. haha, funny fellow. but he was a really interesting teacher. he liked going out with us and haha he can be pretty innocent, which makes him quite funny lar. he liks to ask me if i'm feeling better, if i'm still sick. lol, funny guy lar. but yeah, he was a good teacher. could see his effort even though he had the accent. thanks laoshi :D

Ms Liu! although she was my chem tutor for like 6 weeks only, she was a great tutor. i enjoyed her lessons a lot and i like talking to her. when i needed help with choosing a course next year, she gave really good advice and i dont regret asking her for help. she's definitely a fun teacher and a teacher i can talk to. she played a part in making chem interesting for me and i did hope for her to be my chem tutor again after pae. lol.

alright, i think i'm gonna go watch tv, play wow and pack my stuff :D take care and cheers :D

they called me this.
and they called me that.
_________________________________________________



Watch all the flowers
Dance with the wind
Listen to snowflakes
Whisper your name
Feel all the wonder
Lifting your dreams
You can fly

Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
If you believe you'll find
Your wings
Fly
To your heart

Touch every rainbow
Painting the sky
Look at the magic
Glide through your life
A sprinkle of pixie dust
Circles the night you can fly

Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
If you believe you'll find
Your wings
Fly

Everywhere you go
Your soul will find a home
You'll be free to spread
Your wings
Fly

You can fly
To your heart
(Fly, fly)

Rise to the heights of all
You can be
(Fly, fly)

Soar on the hope of
Marvelous things

Fly to who you are
Climb upon your star
If you believe you'll find
Your wings
Fly

Everywhere you go
Your soul will find a home
You'll be free to spread
Your wings
Fly
You can fly
To your heart

[once upon a dream.]

zomg, alwin and i are gonna sponsor a child together. yay, so happy!

been waiting so long and finally the chance. thanks alwin, you rock :D

i still love disney =D A LOT



I know you
I walked with you once upon a dream.
I know you
The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam
I know it's true
that visions are seldom all they seem
But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once
the way you did once upon a dream

Once upon a time,
I dreamed we'd be together...
In love forever.
Once upon a night,
I was wishing for a never...
A never ending.

Once upon a time,
once upon a night,
Once upon a wish,
once upon a dream...

I know you
I danced with you once upon a night
there we were wishing this dance
would last forever all time
I hope it's true
this vision is more than what it seems.
Cause if dreams come true
I know what we'll do,
we'll dance once again the way we did then upon a dream

Once upon a time
I dreamed we'd be together
in love forever.
Once upon a night
I was wishing for a never...
a never ending

once upon a time,
once upon a night,
once upon a wish,
once upon a dream...

Yeah yeah yeah yeeeah

Once upon anight I was wishing for a never ...
a never ending
once upon a time,
once upon a night,
once upon a wish,
once upon a loooovvve.

Once upon a dream (x3)

[let the sun shine on you.]

sorry for not updating for so darn long. been busy farming and exploring my new game :DD

i finally opened my world vision letter. inside was a christmas gift catalogue. not for me to buy gifts, but to donate money, and i want to...

take a look at it

http://www.worldvision.org.sg/st_Christmas_Catalogue_2008.php

and here's the catalogue =D
http://www.worldvision.org.sg/images/Christmas%20Catalogue_online.pdf

if you guys want to donate, go ahead man. it's good. you can buy a food pack for a family at S$12. you never know, like 12 bucks can make a family happy and we usually go spend like 16 bucks on buffets or 12 bucks on 2 macdonalds meals.

you can buy health screenings and hep B vaccination for a child at S$11. recently i went to get my vaccination for the yangshuo trip (hep A, typhiod and influenza, i think) and it cost me $78.65. $11 can prevent a kid from dying.

just sacrifice a portion of your allowance and you can help someone, or some family. and thats really meaningful

they even have some really cute flash animation to spread the word about helping poverished countries

http://www.worldvision.org.sg/images/ADP_1.swf

and famine camp will be in march next year!

been playing wow a lot. finally a level 60 mage and omg the new death knight is so darn cool lol. super imba lar. lol.

gotta go back to school tomorrow for cip meeting and gotta clean up the house. will update soon, i hope lol

cheers!

[wrath of the lich king.]

hello! SORRY FOR THE DELAY! had op and all lar... see lar, marcus and aaron just nagged at me today! haha joking... i wont forget you guys!

I BOUGHT WORLD OF WARCRAFT: WRATH OF THE LICH KING TODAY! YAY!!!!!

hehe...

oh yeah. have you watched reaper? it's a damn funny show. it's on channel 5, at 1030pm every sunday.


__________________________________________________



AARON NEO! my favourite son! hahaha you know what? i really almost take you as me real son lar... not in a freak way lar.. just wanted to always look out for you and be a great listener to you, as a friend, as a mama. haha! sarah has LMLD traits, you can have LMLS traits! LOL yeah. hey dont ever think you're not good enough because in my heart, you are the best son and i believe you'll do really really really well okay? i have belief in you and i know that no matter what, you will definitely find what you're looking for in life :) because i know that you're working hard. despite all the obstacles and all the setbacks, you're still working hard, i know that you will definitely get what you want at the end of everything. you will always be my favourite son okay? LOL really honored to be your mama. so proud of you, haha. know that no matter where i am, i will still want to be your mama, and you will still be my erzi! =D keep working hard, and get into uni, get a degree in the course you want. i know and believe so strongly that you can do it. do me proud, i will keep praying for you. take care my erzi :) remember the pretty mama handsome son thing? haha, yeah my son so handsome! even uncle henry has a crush on you! LOL! joking. thanks for being such a great erzi and a great friend, i won't forget you :)















MARCUS NG!! hehe thanks for being a great friend. really. you are one guy who knows most of my problems and have never stopped encouraging me. even in bowling, although i seriously suck, you still encouraged me and i really appreciate it. at least, at the end of it, i will still like bowling cause i made friends like you. even in class, you were always a great tutor when i needed help in math or chem. although i still suck, you never found me annoying and irritating. thanks for being such a great guy friend who never fails to listen to my problems and giving me good advice :) you and xue er, damn funny. but it's cute! hahaha. hey, do your best next year okay? as long as you work really really really hard, you can definitely do it. i saw how hard you worked for promos, so i have faith in you, and know that if you continue to put in all your effort, you can definitely make it there! hahaha JIAYOU OKAY? i want to see marcus ng be the best bowler and the top student, just like how i want to see all of you. i will definitely miss you guys, A LOT. you guys really did make me laugh a lot this year and i really like this fun class. remember okay? you can be my new tennis buddy! i wanna learn how to play tennis luh! haha, take care okay? i will definitely miss you guys and come back when i'm free to see you guys. work hard and i wish you all the best! love ya!



LIM ZI XIANG!!! hahahaha you are definitely one of the funniest guys i know. lol even your stony face makes me laugh! thanks, for being such a joker who never fails to cheer anyone up. i know you're always joking around, but as a friend, you are a good one. i know your friends like you not just cause you're funny, but because you do know how to lend a listening ear. haha although i havent shared much with you, but thanks you know? for being able to make me laugh even when i was at my lowest. you and yx, really compatible. you're funny and she's damn cute and funny. both of you always makes me laugh. continue being happy like you are now okay? and spread that joy to more people! next year j2 already, must not have fair conduct okay? must work super hard! jiayou! and all the best! =D