[cause it's you and me.]
i can't keep up
i can't back down
i've been losing so much time.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
[sandcastle.]
my three years in SRJC, has come to an end.
it was GRADUATION DAY. my most memorable 3 years ended just like that.
i experienced so much. failure, love, hurt and friendship. i really want to thank my 1S24 '08 who have long graduated, my 1S19 '09 and of course, my 2S16 '10.
only in my final year, that i start to learn to cherish all that i had, from the start of my JC life back in 2008. it's funny, how we only look back when we are near the end. truthfully speaking, i looked back at my silly mistakes 2 years back and wondered what would have happened if i did things differently.
i don't regret repeating J1. yes, i do feel sian seeing my friends in uni/ns, free from A levels forever. however, i made another awesome bunch of friends who really taught me so much more. i grew a lot in my second year, and i really owe it to my friends.
(HAHA SHANNON TEO, I'M LISTENING TO THE PLAYLIST ON YOUR BLOG RIGHT NOW)
when i fell once, it did hurt, even at least a little. and i slogged like mad last year to make it up. yes i'm proud of what i achieved, although i could have done it better. and i know i owe a lot of it to my tutors and my friends who were there for me when i was down in the dumps and pulled me right back up.
my JC life sucked because of politics. people were the reason i fell hard and i bled sometimes to a point i was bled dry. my three years were the most painful years of my life, but my JC journey is a phase in life i felt the most alive. in short, it has been a very happening three years. haha
1S19 was like the restart for me. i had the chance to pick it up and do my best. my mom was really proud of me, and that was what really mattered. i adored that class. my three bears (Lim Wenbin, Wilson, Saiful), my ladies (Emeline, Li An, Patricia, Delaila), the cheeky guys (Alton, Max, Jonny), etc. we had great class outings and we made great friends :)
2S16 this year, is truly a blessing. yes, when i first knew i was in 2S16 with several people I DON'T KNOW, i was a bit sian cause i only knew 4 people aside from the other 4 J1 classmates. a bulk of my 1S19 friends were in the next class and separation was sure hard. i missed school a lot in the first week of school, but from the second week onwards, i was starting to warm up to the class. i started to really love this class a lot. we were crazy, happy and no matter what happened, we were there for each other. our class chalet, bbqs, and outings were always filled with fun, joy and laughter.
2S16 has the greatest class spirit, and i believe the bonds we have forged will not be easily broken. i really miss our heart-to-heart talks, our BWAAAAAAA moments, our itouch moments and our breaks. cup noodles, and packed food. 2S16 is truly an awesome class. i love 2S16.
SRJC has indeed taught me so much more than just getting an A levels cert. I have broaden my perspectives and taught me a lot about love, friendship, faith and hope. these lessons will continue to follow me wherever i go. the bonds i made will continue to remind me of the lessons of love i have learnt here. i am truly proud of SRJC, because it gave me hope. it taught me to search for a dream and through God, through the people God placed in my life as my signposts, i can dream. and it's great to dream.
Dreams are like sandcastles.
They may be washed away by the waves over some time.
But, you can always build another one
and just like a child, we will never stop building our sandcastles. God will place His spades and pails in the sand for us. as the Father, He is always watching us from high high above, to teach us how to build our strong and sturdy sandcastles. no matter how many times the sea washes into them, we will always learn to build sandcastles, because we can never stop dreaming.
my three years in SRJC, has come to an end.
it was GRADUATION DAY. my most memorable 3 years ended just like that.
i experienced so much. failure, love, hurt and friendship. i really want to thank my 1S24 '08 who have long graduated, my 1S19 '09 and of course, my 2S16 '10.
only in my final year, that i start to learn to cherish all that i had, from the start of my JC life back in 2008. it's funny, how we only look back when we are near the end. truthfully speaking, i looked back at my silly mistakes 2 years back and wondered what would have happened if i did things differently.
i don't regret repeating J1. yes, i do feel sian seeing my friends in uni/ns, free from A levels forever. however, i made another awesome bunch of friends who really taught me so much more. i grew a lot in my second year, and i really owe it to my friends.
(HAHA SHANNON TEO, I'M LISTENING TO THE PLAYLIST ON YOUR BLOG RIGHT NOW)
when i fell once, it did hurt, even at least a little. and i slogged like mad last year to make it up. yes i'm proud of what i achieved, although i could have done it better. and i know i owe a lot of it to my tutors and my friends who were there for me when i was down in the dumps and pulled me right back up.
my JC life sucked because of politics. people were the reason i fell hard and i bled sometimes to a point i was bled dry. my three years were the most painful years of my life, but my JC journey is a phase in life i felt the most alive. in short, it has been a very happening three years. haha
1S19 was like the restart for me. i had the chance to pick it up and do my best. my mom was really proud of me, and that was what really mattered. i adored that class. my three bears (Lim Wenbin, Wilson, Saiful), my ladies (Emeline, Li An, Patricia, Delaila), the cheeky guys (Alton, Max, Jonny), etc. we had great class outings and we made great friends :)
2S16 this year, is truly a blessing. yes, when i first knew i was in 2S16 with several people I DON'T KNOW, i was a bit sian cause i only knew 4 people aside from the other 4 J1 classmates. a bulk of my 1S19 friends were in the next class and separation was sure hard. i missed school a lot in the first week of school, but from the second week onwards, i was starting to warm up to the class. i started to really love this class a lot. we were crazy, happy and no matter what happened, we were there for each other. our class chalet, bbqs, and outings were always filled with fun, joy and laughter.
2S16 has the greatest class spirit, and i believe the bonds we have forged will not be easily broken. i really miss our heart-to-heart talks, our BWAAAAAAA moments, our itouch moments and our breaks. cup noodles, and packed food. 2S16 is truly an awesome class. i love 2S16.
SRJC has indeed taught me so much more than just getting an A levels cert. I have broaden my perspectives and taught me a lot about love, friendship, faith and hope. these lessons will continue to follow me wherever i go. the bonds i made will continue to remind me of the lessons of love i have learnt here. i am truly proud of SRJC, because it gave me hope. it taught me to search for a dream and through God, through the people God placed in my life as my signposts, i can dream. and it's great to dream.
Dreams are like sandcastles.
They may be washed away by the waves over some time.
But, you can always build another one
and just like a child, we will never stop building our sandcastles. God will place His spades and pails in the sand for us. as the Father, He is always watching us from high high above, to teach us how to build our strong and sturdy sandcastles. no matter how many times the sea washes into them, we will always learn to build sandcastles, because we can never stop dreaming.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Saturday, September 04, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
[i've always known with you, i am home.]
sometimes, i would either sit in a chair or lie in bed, with my eyes closed, to think about why we live.
tonight, i looked back, to the materialistic self i left behind years ago, and i thought about the many things in life i have learnt to look at from a different perspective.
my life has been short so far, but so much has happened. all around me. within my family, my friends, their families, and people that just brush shoulders with me at different phases of my life. and so much has led me to where i am now. to understand that my perception towards so many things used to be so shallow, so superficial. yes, this is growing up.
our lives are not defined by status, nor money. neither is it by our history or past mistakes. instead, it is shaped by our personality, our character, how we think and our values. often, we neglect the simplest blessings in lives when we are bogged down by our problems. be it work, school, money, or relationships with people. we forget how we are blessed with a chance to live and how much love we have in our life. no one is alone. no one is homeless.
no one is homeless. when we casually say "i am going home", it may be casually defined as the house we live in, the comfortable bed we lie in. but because we acknowledge it deep in our hearts that that is home, we call it home. it wouldn't be sweet if we don't feel it. it wouldn't be warm if we don't feel safe. what is home to you?
i know home to me, is being with the people i love. it can be my family, someone i choose to spend the rest of my life with. but it's that security and warmth you experience just being home. i don't think it's logical for anyone to want to go somewhere they are not comfortable with, unless they truly don't have a choice.
like they always say, home is where the heart is.
i'm not really good at expression, but i'm just thinking about it.
sometimes, i would either sit in a chair or lie in bed, with my eyes closed, to think about why we live.
tonight, i looked back, to the materialistic self i left behind years ago, and i thought about the many things in life i have learnt to look at from a different perspective.
my life has been short so far, but so much has happened. all around me. within my family, my friends, their families, and people that just brush shoulders with me at different phases of my life. and so much has led me to where i am now. to understand that my perception towards so many things used to be so shallow, so superficial. yes, this is growing up.
our lives are not defined by status, nor money. neither is it by our history or past mistakes. instead, it is shaped by our personality, our character, how we think and our values. often, we neglect the simplest blessings in lives when we are bogged down by our problems. be it work, school, money, or relationships with people. we forget how we are blessed with a chance to live and how much love we have in our life. no one is alone. no one is homeless.
no one is homeless. when we casually say "i am going home", it may be casually defined as the house we live in, the comfortable bed we lie in. but because we acknowledge it deep in our hearts that that is home, we call it home. it wouldn't be sweet if we don't feel it. it wouldn't be warm if we don't feel safe. what is home to you?
i know home to me, is being with the people i love. it can be my family, someone i choose to spend the rest of my life with. but it's that security and warmth you experience just being home. i don't think it's logical for anyone to want to go somewhere they are not comfortable with, unless they truly don't have a choice.
like they always say, home is where the heart is.
i'm not really good at expression, but i'm just thinking about it.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
[ephesians 4:32]
sometimes, we all just have to be nice to each other, do the right things.
and the world would be a better place. yes, we would inevitably hurt each other, because we are human. we are weak, we are vulnerable. we sin, we do the wrong things, and we don't even know it at times.
yes, recently, or maybe not so recent, i have been hurt by people. i was accused, attacked. yes, it's childish and yes, it's damn stupid. we will always encounter people who just do stupid things to you just to hurt you on purpose. i lost friends, people i cared about. but i'm consoled because i still have the few who believe in me. my true friends are the people who believe i didnt do what they claimed i did. the bigger lesson i can learn is that, Jesus was betrayed too, but with faith, and love for the world, He still died for us.
i do admit, i still am angry with the people who have hurt me, regardless of when it happened. but the least i can do, is to do what is right. we do not have to retaliate just because someone hit us first. and i have risen above what has happened, makes me feel a bit more grown up than before :)
a certain someone taught me forgiveness goes a long way. it's difficult to forgive someone. and without forgiveness, i think i would have been extremely lost. so many times i have made mistakes, and so many times i have been forgiven. i'm thankful, for being granted so many chances. and for people who love me.
love gives us a reason to smile everyday. at least i know i'm happy because people love me. and i'm more than contented, happy enough with my friends, and the people in my life who care :)
love is the most powerful thing God has given to the world. this may sound cliche, and boring, but... love makes the world go round :)
sometimes, we all just have to be nice to each other, do the right things.
and the world would be a better place. yes, we would inevitably hurt each other, because we are human. we are weak, we are vulnerable. we sin, we do the wrong things, and we don't even know it at times.
yes, recently, or maybe not so recent, i have been hurt by people. i was accused, attacked. yes, it's childish and yes, it's damn stupid. we will always encounter people who just do stupid things to you just to hurt you on purpose. i lost friends, people i cared about. but i'm consoled because i still have the few who believe in me. my true friends are the people who believe i didnt do what they claimed i did. the bigger lesson i can learn is that, Jesus was betrayed too, but with faith, and love for the world, He still died for us.
i do admit, i still am angry with the people who have hurt me, regardless of when it happened. but the least i can do, is to do what is right. we do not have to retaliate just because someone hit us first. and i have risen above what has happened, makes me feel a bit more grown up than before :)
a certain someone taught me forgiveness goes a long way. it's difficult to forgive someone. and without forgiveness, i think i would have been extremely lost. so many times i have made mistakes, and so many times i have been forgiven. i'm thankful, for being granted so many chances. and for people who love me.
love gives us a reason to smile everyday. at least i know i'm happy because people love me. and i'm more than contented, happy enough with my friends, and the people in my life who care :)
love is the most powerful thing God has given to the world. this may sound cliche, and boring, but... love makes the world go round :)
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
[pain is temporary, glory is forever.]
ran 10km for adidas sundown marathon this year with Savina, Matilda, Magdalene and Geraldine. it was indeed a good run.
okay yes, i was dying during the first few km, partially because i havent ran for like months. didnt even train for this. but i guess as i start to move and started to gulp down even more 100plus, i was picking up my momentum and the rest of the race was a breeze. i could go faster and faster and i felt lighter and lighter. finished it in 1 hour and 18 minutes, which is an improvement from last year's nike human race. Wilson and DingRun ran the full marathon and they had a fruitful time too.
cant wait for stan chart, a bunch of us are gonna run the full marathon together, which is gonna be a really great marathon.
still aching a bit from the race, but like what Wilson said, pain is temporary, glory is forever.
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i am wondering how, i managed to get into this. i didnt ask for it. and it's stupid too, how things just started. for stupid reasons.
at this point, i'm still standing strong. i'm not firmly rooted to the ground and i'm swaying. but i'm still trying my best to keep this firm grip on whatever's beneath me. because i won't fall. i told myself that i will stand strong and i won't fall.
it isnt easy, having to struggle with problem of your own, managing your own stress and caring for others. but pray, for strength. because only when we are weak, then we are strong.
only when we are weak, then we are strong.
i havent heard that for a super long time, until Christopher Chan said that to me in one of his messages. lately, i've been reminded of the many things that i've said before, that made a lot of sense. but along the way, i forgot. and i think, i'm finding myself again. when he said that to me, i did feel this surge of motivation. encouragement from a friend. to think that a simple sentence reminded me of how important it is to hang on. to believe in myself, and to ignore the unnecessary material issues, and to believe in doing what is right.
it's funny, how in this period of time, so much has happened. and looking back, i really have learnt so much, grown quite a bit, and having gone through so much, it changed me.
tonight, i thought about the things that i havent spent time remembering, and i realised i have indeed forgotten so much. about being strong, knowing how to respond to situations like these.
i pray that, i can find my way back. because i believe that God is opening up that path of light for me again. :)
pain is temporary, glory is forever.
ran 10km for adidas sundown marathon this year with Savina, Matilda, Magdalene and Geraldine. it was indeed a good run.
okay yes, i was dying during the first few km, partially because i havent ran for like months. didnt even train for this. but i guess as i start to move and started to gulp down even more 100plus, i was picking up my momentum and the rest of the race was a breeze. i could go faster and faster and i felt lighter and lighter. finished it in 1 hour and 18 minutes, which is an improvement from last year's nike human race. Wilson and DingRun ran the full marathon and they had a fruitful time too.
cant wait for stan chart, a bunch of us are gonna run the full marathon together, which is gonna be a really great marathon.
still aching a bit from the race, but like what Wilson said, pain is temporary, glory is forever.
----------------------------------------------------
i am wondering how, i managed to get into this. i didnt ask for it. and it's stupid too, how things just started. for stupid reasons.
at this point, i'm still standing strong. i'm not firmly rooted to the ground and i'm swaying. but i'm still trying my best to keep this firm grip on whatever's beneath me. because i won't fall. i told myself that i will stand strong and i won't fall.
it isnt easy, having to struggle with problem of your own, managing your own stress and caring for others. but pray, for strength. because only when we are weak, then we are strong.
only when we are weak, then we are strong.
i havent heard that for a super long time, until Christopher Chan said that to me in one of his messages. lately, i've been reminded of the many things that i've said before, that made a lot of sense. but along the way, i forgot. and i think, i'm finding myself again. when he said that to me, i did feel this surge of motivation. encouragement from a friend. to think that a simple sentence reminded me of how important it is to hang on. to believe in myself, and to ignore the unnecessary material issues, and to believe in doing what is right.
it's funny, how in this period of time, so much has happened. and looking back, i really have learnt so much, grown quite a bit, and having gone through so much, it changed me.
tonight, i thought about the things that i havent spent time remembering, and i realised i have indeed forgotten so much. about being strong, knowing how to respond to situations like these.
i pray that, i can find my way back. because i believe that God is opening up that path of light for me again. :)
pain is temporary, glory is forever.
Monday, April 26, 2010
[good day.]
haha nationals today!
out of 6 games, only one made me happy.
111, 182, 102, 112, 128, 122
hahaha screwed up man. i was so tensed up and kanchiong today. but oh well. i beat my personal high score today :) which is good.
there's still this thursday, as well as next wednesday and friday! GO SR BOWLING!
i'm under so much pressure cause it's the last year... and i wanna do well for the team too.
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i hope things will be okay. for all of us. we need to study hard.
i tried to be happy today, and i think my efforts are paying off :)
haha nationals today!
out of 6 games, only one made me happy.
111, 182, 102, 112, 128, 122
hahaha screwed up man. i was so tensed up and kanchiong today. but oh well. i beat my personal high score today :) which is good.
there's still this thursday, as well as next wednesday and friday! GO SR BOWLING!
i'm under so much pressure cause it's the last year... and i wanna do well for the team too.
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i hope things will be okay. for all of us. we need to study hard.
i tried to be happy today, and i think my efforts are paying off :)
Sunday, April 25, 2010
[my head's all over the place.]
tomorrow's nationals!
and i'm not mentally prepared. lol shit. feels like another training.
this means, i'm screwed! what kinda person has this mentality the day before her competition?
haha hope we will all do fine. i shall go sleep soon man. what an unproductive weekend haha.
tomorrow's nationals!
and i'm not mentally prepared. lol shit. feels like another training.
this means, i'm screwed! what kinda person has this mentality the day before her competition?
haha hope we will all do fine. i shall go sleep soon man. what an unproductive weekend haha.
Friday, April 23, 2010
[you always.]
it was a great day today :D
had chem in the morning, then training, then had to go down to moe before going to meet the 2S16 dota buddies at bugis for lunch! it was supposed to be a class outing, but only 8 of us turned up haha.
haha we spent almost 3 hours eating at seoul garden and it was definitely worth it man!
after that we were at the arcade and haha we got a cookie monster! well, they got it for me. it's really adorable :D haha
cute right?! lol!
it was a great day today :D
had chem in the morning, then training, then had to go down to moe before going to meet the 2S16 dota buddies at bugis for lunch! it was supposed to be a class outing, but only 8 of us turned up haha.
haha we spent almost 3 hours eating at seoul garden and it was definitely worth it man!
after that we were at the arcade and haha we got a cookie monster! well, they got it for me. it's really adorable :D haha
cute right?! lol!
Monday, April 19, 2010
[a walk to remember.]
a walk to remember is officially my favourite movie. i can watch it like ten times and it's STILL my favourite movie. i still cry watching the movie and oh man, it's just really awesome.
and i shared this movie with someone today, haha made someone fall in love with the movie!
i pulled my leg muscle :(
thanks to the wonderful combination of SR olympics (sprinting without stretching) and a bit of climbing at night. all in a day.
yeahh nationals are next week and i'm injured. this cant get any better. thankfully, it's not the left leg, which is my sliding leg.
the past week has been well, busy, and nice. i guess. hahaha
it's not easy, but i'm willing to try. i need to take the first step, which is to let go. i think that God will definitely help me. God always saves me, like sigh. i'm stupid, keep getting myself into the same shit. but He's always patiently picking me up, giving me the consolation i need and well, never complaining about how i keep doing this to myself. like i dont learn my lesson and He still picks up the pieces for me, with me. i'm greatly indebted to Him, but He still continues to love me, gives me what i need. and He wants me to be happy.
the week ahead will be another hectic one. but i know that i'll make it through somehow. haha cause no matter what happens, the 24 hours will just pass, and no matter what, at least God allows me to live through each day, no matter how bad it is. and there's always something else to look forward to.
Dear God, we are not worthy, but may You grant us the strength, patience and perseverance to overcome our problems allow us to grow with You.
a walk to remember is officially my favourite movie. i can watch it like ten times and it's STILL my favourite movie. i still cry watching the movie and oh man, it's just really awesome.
and i shared this movie with someone today, haha made someone fall in love with the movie!
i pulled my leg muscle :(
thanks to the wonderful combination of SR olympics (sprinting without stretching) and a bit of climbing at night. all in a day.
yeahh nationals are next week and i'm injured. this cant get any better. thankfully, it's not the left leg, which is my sliding leg.
the past week has been well, busy, and nice. i guess. hahaha
it's not easy, but i'm willing to try. i need to take the first step, which is to let go. i think that God will definitely help me. God always saves me, like sigh. i'm stupid, keep getting myself into the same shit. but He's always patiently picking me up, giving me the consolation i need and well, never complaining about how i keep doing this to myself. like i dont learn my lesson and He still picks up the pieces for me, with me. i'm greatly indebted to Him, but He still continues to love me, gives me what i need. and He wants me to be happy.
the week ahead will be another hectic one. but i know that i'll make it through somehow. haha cause no matter what happens, the 24 hours will just pass, and no matter what, at least God allows me to live through each day, no matter how bad it is. and there's always something else to look forward to.
Dear God, we are not worthy, but may You grant us the strength, patience and perseverance to overcome our problems allow us to grow with You.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
[all the right moves.]
i am super tired.
what a day, what a week.
i love my class. i love my friends. i kinda like school cause i have awesome people in school who never fail to make me smile.
in the midst of all the problems and politics in school. the friends who are always there to listen and make school enjoyable, always brightens up your day and reminds you that you are never alone.
my cetus buddies are really great buddies. and i miss orientation now. i miss going rawr rawr with them. good times :D
like what Pang and Ree said, we should all go out soon. celebrate Jacky's and Ree's birthday. we have so much to catch up on.
ever since common tests ended and because we're all in different classes, we hardly have the chance to catch up TOGETHER. haha but i'm still happy to know we're still a group of happy people who love each other.
SR olympics was a great chance for us to be reunited, once again. and we will all rise above our individual problems. and we'll excel together. we are awesome (that's Liang Feng's fave word)
it was a great day. and i think with the support of my friends, i'm starting to feel better after the recent chain of events that still seem ridiculous to me.
i pulled my leg muscle after sprinting last friday, for SR olympics and then climbing at night. when i was climbing and hanging on the wall, my right thigh muscle just suddenly hurt and i was cramping up. i dropped from the wall and laid there for like 15 seconds for the muscle cramp to go away. when i went for mass with Moses yest, i knelt and i felt that sudden muscle pull. i wanted to run today. and i tried to, but it just hurt. stupid leg.
i am super tired.
what a day, what a week.
i love my class. i love my friends. i kinda like school cause i have awesome people in school who never fail to make me smile.
in the midst of all the problems and politics in school. the friends who are always there to listen and make school enjoyable, always brightens up your day and reminds you that you are never alone.
my cetus buddies are really great buddies. and i miss orientation now. i miss going rawr rawr with them. good times :D
like what Pang and Ree said, we should all go out soon. celebrate Jacky's and Ree's birthday. we have so much to catch up on.
ever since common tests ended and because we're all in different classes, we hardly have the chance to catch up TOGETHER. haha but i'm still happy to know we're still a group of happy people who love each other.
SR olympics was a great chance for us to be reunited, once again. and we will all rise above our individual problems. and we'll excel together. we are awesome (that's Liang Feng's fave word)
it was a great day. and i think with the support of my friends, i'm starting to feel better after the recent chain of events that still seem ridiculous to me.
i pulled my leg muscle after sprinting last friday, for SR olympics and then climbing at night. when i was climbing and hanging on the wall, my right thigh muscle just suddenly hurt and i was cramping up. i dropped from the wall and laid there for like 15 seconds for the muscle cramp to go away. when i went for mass with Moses yest, i knelt and i felt that sudden muscle pull. i wanted to run today. and i tried to, but it just hurt. stupid leg.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Sunday, April 04, 2010
[you make me feel like a lavender sweater.]
GONG! tomorrow's the new week.
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!
holy week last week and well i came to a realisation about myself on friday.
but it has been a good easter today. yup.
school starts tomorrow. sr olympics, captain ball finals. bowling nationals are coming too. and before you know it, mid years are here. i need my double As. help! ohmygosh..
alright. time to go to sleep! i shall do my utmost best to not go online this week!
GONG! tomorrow's the new week.
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!
holy week last week and well i came to a realisation about myself on friday.
but it has been a good easter today. yup.
school starts tomorrow. sr olympics, captain ball finals. bowling nationals are coming too. and before you know it, mid years are here. i need my double As. help! ohmygosh..
alright. time to go to sleep! i shall do my utmost best to not go online this week!
Monday, March 29, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
[here we go again.]
I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
'Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
'Cause I break down
Every time you come around
Oh oh!
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again
You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you!
Oh oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again, 'gain
And again
(And again)
And again
(And again)
And again!
I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
Oh oh, oh oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go
Here we go again
Here we go again!
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Again
And again
And again
And again
I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
'Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
'Cause I break down
Every time you come around
Oh oh!
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again
You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you!
Oh oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again, 'gain
And again
(And again)
And again
(And again)
And again!
I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
Oh oh, oh oh
So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go
Here we go again
Here we go again!
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Again
And again
And again
And again
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
[give away.]
i wonder how things will all turn out. for me, for all of us.
i wonder how 2S16 will turn out. how my rocmoc friends will turn out, how bowling will turn out. and i sure hope, we'll all turn out just fine. worrying too much isnt good for anyone.
i am fed with lots of info. and sometimes, it becomes awkward. to be honest, i havent been doing so well this year. backstabbing begins, and heartbreaks start. in the end, i lost friends. there are even situations i see them in school and we dont acknowledge each other's presence.
outside of school, there were problems with friends who already graduated. ugh. why do these things have to happen now.
because of these dumb problems, that are super unnecessary, i screwed up my common tests too. and i blame myself.
i need to focus. just a few more months to As and i really want to get my distinctions. and i really hope all of us can rise together. beat last year's batch. we can all work hard together, and do well together. next year, we'll celebrate together :D
i'm scared. but after receiving my horrendous common tests results, i'm even more motivated to work harder now.
go bri, go :)
i wonder how things will all turn out. for me, for all of us.
i wonder how 2S16 will turn out. how my rocmoc friends will turn out, how bowling will turn out. and i sure hope, we'll all turn out just fine. worrying too much isnt good for anyone.
i am fed with lots of info. and sometimes, it becomes awkward. to be honest, i havent been doing so well this year. backstabbing begins, and heartbreaks start. in the end, i lost friends. there are even situations i see them in school and we dont acknowledge each other's presence.
outside of school, there were problems with friends who already graduated. ugh. why do these things have to happen now.
because of these dumb problems, that are super unnecessary, i screwed up my common tests too. and i blame myself.
i need to focus. just a few more months to As and i really want to get my distinctions. and i really hope all of us can rise together. beat last year's batch. we can all work hard together, and do well together. next year, we'll celebrate together :D
i'm scared. but after receiving my horrendous common tests results, i'm even more motivated to work harder now.
go bri, go :)
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
[约定.]
说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑著说这是我们的考验
我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
我更爱你了
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
你会记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
你会记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
迎着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你了
我更爱你了
说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑著说这是我们的考验
我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
我更爱你了
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
你会记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
你会记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
迎着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你了
我更爱你了