i wud like to say that i'm so sry..... for evrything...


for one moment i was so happy, beaming like wat gloria did, the next thing i knew, it was all gone. evrything didnt seem real to me... i regret it... so sry...

its oredi sunday......


my mum refused to let me of cutting my hair short!!! she was giving all sorts of reasons n wants me to keep my hair long. well, i dun want to..... argh...


was gg thru sec 2s class blog... 2/2's was really touching, well all the sec 2 class blogs were... haha... nice slide show... goes with the music... =]


i envy them... they have class spirit... well no offence but i really wished 1/3 had more of that... with backstabbing n sabotage gg on... evryone hating one another... no one wud wan dat... 1/3 does have class spirit.. a little at least... but not as much as 2/2 n the other sec 2s... it seems like evryone juz cant tolerate each other... go arnd hurting them... its only the first year... i do hope things will change next year... well, it wasnt a vry gd start lar... but wif the ew class comm, things will change for the better, no offence, class comm.... i admit i'm a bad secretary.... so dun say i'm being unfair n blah... haha... i admire the sec 2s' class unity... *two thumbs up* 1/3 isnt all bad... we still have a mix of pple... bimbos, atheletes, geniuses, etc. all 1/3 needs is less backstabbing... not none at all (even though its ok, heehee) but juz less...


ok i've crapped enuf n its 4.27am! i've been online for so long i've forgotten i'm still as sick as a dog... ok shall get sum sleep... nite! neway here's the new song on my blog. it's mcfly's five colours in her hair...


Five Colours In Her Hair - Mcfly


Do do do do do doo [x3]


She's got a lip ring and 5 colours in her hair,
Not into fashion but I love the clothes she wears,
Her tattoo's always hidden by her underwear.
She don't care.


Everybody wants to know her name,
I threw a house party and she came
Everyone asked me
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.


She's just a loner with a sexy attitude,
I'd like to phone her cos she puts me in the mood.
The rumours spreading now that she cooks in the nude.
But she don't care, she don't care.


Everybody wants to know her name,
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me,
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.


She was all I thought about,
The girl I couldn't live without.
But then she went insane,
She couldn't take the fame
She said I was to blame
She'd had enough
And shaved five colours off
And now she's just a weirdo with no name.


Everybody wants to know her name.
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me,
Who the hell is she,
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.


Do do do do do doo [x3]

i'm sick.... really falling ill... keeps coughing and sneezing... had no appetite today... sigh... i think i'm coming down wif a fever as well....


i'm so angry with those three idiots.... argh.... i dun noe them at all but i juz wanna kill them....


i was on my way baq frm dinner when i saw three BOYS (i'm using this word coz i think they r so immature to do that) they were like idiots running round the lift... looked like they were hiding frm sumting. then they somehow clicked on the fire lift switch n it seemed the lift cudnt be use or sumting. they were two pple in there, an old man n a maid... n whenever the lift's at the ground floor, it wudnt open, n obviously the two innocents were stuck in there... it was like 7.30pm at that moment... i then wanted to give those three immature freaks a bashing... argh, i was so furious despite my sneezing n coughing. then i was like waiting at the ground floor while my mum, mum's bf, bro n grandma walked away... i was also tempted to go up to the three n tell them off, but they already got away. then i was hoping the doors would open for the two innocents... well it did in the end. was rather relieved... the maid started off for another lift n the old guy was speaking in a language i didnt understand at all, probably hokkien. i'm a teochew, but i dun speak teochew... weird? i speak cantonese though coz i grew up in a cantonese family... yar but the old man sounded as though he thinks i was the one who played the prank... didnt really care because i really didnt do it...


so now u know... wat kind of person i m... a rough n insensitve coward... ok fine... it was rather obvious they were pai kiahs (heck the spelling) coz they were so immature, inconsiderate n they were playing a prank on others... argh i hate them...


The Distance - Evan and Jaron


The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away


I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you'll be back
You're coming back


I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
But I can't take the distance


I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

i'm back frm kallang netball centre....! ok dat was pretty lame.....but... nvm!


wins: 2
loses: 4
draws: 2


soooo..... i din get killed lar, but i did fall on the not very wet ground as it was raining on and off....


priscilla was a great gs. she can really shoot. n cheryl tan, not forgeting celine jiang. they can really shoot very well. everyone was great. even though we didnt win, still enjoyed. i tink the cheerleaders thought i was gonna faint or breakdown... well, i was not. its just that i really regretted wat i did. like not defending the opponent n stuff. well, i apologize for not being able to defend...


the cheerleaders were cool too, even though my impression of a cheerleader is "bimbo, bimbo, bimbo" but it worked out after all, even though there were still displease gg abt. well, i'm juz really happy 1/3 did their best...


i actually thought i wud get all nervous n screw it all up. but even though i did screw up, i didnt really feel any nervous. i thank the other classes for putting such a great fight during the game... it was really exciting.


sry but i have to admit this was much more fun than the day i went to escape... heehee...


i am still angry wif some pple for "misplacing" my phone. juz because i allowed u to explore my phone in any way, you shouldn't just leave it lying arnd... saying u dun even noe where it is n pushing the blame to someone else. to me, its another act of irresponsibility... i can't lose my phone again. this phone is only a few mths old...


Best Day Of My Life - Jesse McCartney


Woke up around a half past ten
Can't believe that I'm late again
Put down about a quart of caffine
To start my pulse and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor and I hit the door,
Just the same old same


It goes to show
You never know
When everything's about to change


Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ....
Had the best day of my life


Can't say exactly what it was
She's not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone,
But from now on
I'm gonna be a different man


Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life


I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything's about to change


Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life [x2]

hey.....


netball trainin went well, i'm playin gk.... i tink i'm gonna die... 'm gonna screw up nxt tuesday n amanda latiff is gonna kill me in e 1/3 VS 1/9 match!!! remember 2 cum 2 my funeral, kay?


i tink i've spent like 3 quarters of my day playin.... argh...


the results are devastating.... i failed 3 subjects... apparently, dat shows wat a failure i m already... i'm a big fat stinking loser... i guess its sayonara 2 arc... sry...


i m so disappointed in myself... i keep losin my temper.... wats e matter wif me? i tink it wud best if evry1 keep away frm me... argh.... i'm such a letdown...


Why Can't I? - Liz Phair


Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be


Holding hands with you when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too


What if this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming


Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you


Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too


It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful


Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't f***ed yet, but my heads spinning


Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you


High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
out of this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'


Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you


Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

juz returned frm escape theme park... it was real fun but it started raining so we din really get to try most of the rides. went to escape wif dan, kimberly, gretch, beat-rice, beat-rice's sis, my bro n my bro's friend.


i'm so happy coz i went for the go-kart twice!!! heehee... the queue was pretty short so yar. at first, i din know wat went wrong, the engine juz conked out and i cudnt move. i was on my up so i allowed the kart to like move back a little n then start again. i only had two rounds..... then the 2nd time, i was stuck again, but it was bcoz i din realize my fott was also on the brake! haha... so i was like "no no no not again" den whamp, i was knocked frm the back. not really knocked but a little bump. then i realize my foot was on the brake (which was rather slow) n removed my foot n zoomed down the slope. the front was so slow that kimberly n i overtook sum pple.. haha so fun... the sad thing was a few of the really gd rides were close for mechanical check, like the inverter and rainbow. cudnt try out the new ride coz it started to rain...


but enjoyed the revolution... haha, beatrice wanted a screaming competition but gretch n i decided not to coz we din want to. had fun lar...



Try - Nelly Furtado


All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow


Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try


I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me


Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try


All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

hey pple, changed the song liao... its skye sweetnam's tangled up in me. okok..... shall stop crapping and start blogging.


went to east coast yesterday to rolleblade. was perfectly fine... until i fell right on e cycling path. sigh, that must have hurt rite? it did a little, my palms.... but what i really pity arent my hand but my safety guards. the wrist guards were sctratched n the right knee guard, which was once perfect, is no ruined. thanks to my carelessness. i went to macs to get a milo, den when i bladed out, i was almost knocked down by some pple hu din have a sense of direction. i had to worry abt colliding wif them. den was rollerbladin...blah...blah... while sipping on my milo...blah...blah... waaaaaaaaaaa, fell. milo gone.... there was still half e cup left! argh... den i got up, dun even noe why there was sand on my hands. since i was close to macs. i rollerbladed all the way there to wash my hands. i wasnt really hurt or anything but it was still quite painful... den went all the way to ford road and frm there all the way to bedok jetty. my bro was fishing there so yar...


so bored now...


Tangled Up In Me - Skye Sweetnam


You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again


Hey! Hey! Hey!


Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me


You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse psychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see


Hey! Hey! Hey!


Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me


You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet


Hey! Hey! Hey!


Could you see I want you by the way I push you away Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, Ya!


Hey! Hey!


Get tangled up in me

hi.... long time no blog... very tired, after days n nights of muggin, its over. previously, i mentioned something abt after e exams. well..... dis is again, for me to know n for u 2 find out y. haha... ok i think u mite go "lame...." or "watever" but yar...

went out wif esti n sars to kino n borders. the 2 toots as intendin to buy the pendragon: black water frm kino. but it ran out of stock... it was still there few wks ago... i din buy anything coz i was bankrupt, yar i used e word bankrupt. wich means it is to the extend that i'm really really broke! *stares blankly at empty wallet* den when we stepped out of taka, we were wonderin whether to head left or right, coz we needed 2 get to wheelock place. haha... sars, it wasnt a debate coz it din seem like at all. esti n i were tokin abt whether 2 go left or right, den we decided to ask around. we went to 7-11 n e peep said she din noe. we asked dis man n he din even noe there was such a place. we were still standin outside taka, like lost sheeps, haha. den i juz picked left, n yay, we were heading for the right direction. they bought their books n we spent the rest of 30 mins listening to music at borders.

at arnd 12.30pm, we headed for wisma atria to have lunch. blah blah... all the way till 1.15pm. my oh my, we spent 45 mins eating.... i guess i broke the record of 5 mins, just eating a mcnuggets meal. den we came back, to my place n watched a movie + playin ps2. all the way to 5pm. n here i m now.

now that e exams r over, i'll most probably spend my time reflectin, doing a lot of thinking till i mite even get a major headache like one now... and staring into space, like i always do n the sec 3s think i'm thinkin of my boyfren(which i m not, of course. apparently, i dun like havin a boyfren coz i'm still too young, dats my opinion)

hey, if i really dun do well for the final year exams..... den pls tag board if u have any cca suggestions, coz i still hvnt think of which cca 2 join, so yar. coz i screwed up... n i'm gonna flunk everything. thanx...

ok, i hope everyone does well for the exams. tata =]

You And I Both - Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice
I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me


Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.


See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive


You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy


Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free


And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang


Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

sick........... *a choo*



watched the terminal earlier. it was damn nice and quite saddening. imagine your country is in war, u dun noe abt it n den when u've realized, ur country's nation of origin no longer exists, u have no country, u cant go home, cant go anywhere, n u're stuck in e airport. sounds a little like survivor, except the fact that there's air-con, fast-food, etc. n ur country does exist. i dun even watch survivor, esti's mad over it. haha... i only started watching it because my mom started switching it on for i dun noe y. she wasnt even watching it...



the thought of what's gonna happen after the exams makes me wanna cry... really sad... very sad....



Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan


Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna runaway?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

but no one hears you screaming



No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me



To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

But no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life



Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desparate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding



No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me



To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

But no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life



No one ever lied straight to your face

No one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

Never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like what it's like



To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

But no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like [x2]



Welcome to my life [x3]