floating-on-air

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

[sailboat.]

i know this is random. but i kinda thought about it this afternoon when i left school to meet Isaac and Dom for mass at novena church.

actually, all of us is like this sailboat in the middle of the sea, or ocean, or whatever. basically in this huge body of water.

God is like the wind, that will guide the sailboat, blowing it in a particular direction which may seem rather aimless to the sailboat. this sailboat can go through rough waters, thunderstorms, but God will still be that wind to guide the sailboat out of those dangerous waters and eventually end up at shore. it's like how God guides us everyday, blowing us in a this direction which may or may not make sense to us. the rough waters and thunderstorms are like how we encounter all sorts of obstacles in our lives. hurts, broken relationships, death, unfairness, etc. all these things just leave us angry, broken and we lose faith in God. we don't understand why things happen or even blame God for these things that happen but God is still blowing us in that direction. the shore, is where we'll truly feel safe, because the Lord will all bring us to salvation and rescue us, give us that sense of security, to bring us home.

the sailboat is fragile on its own. because it's a puny tiny small sailboat. and there are other sailboats out there who are just as puny and fragile. but you know, when they are put together, these small sailboats are a composite to have a larger mass, and tiding through those rough waters and thunderstorms would be easier. that is why we have friends. people who are sailboats too. we stick together, providing the support we need, constantly reminding one another that God is still there in times of distress. a sailboat guided by the wind on its own will find more difficulty finding its way out of it than having other sailboats decrease its chance of perishing in the vast sea while being guided by that wind. we have our fellow sailboats to remind us that the wind is still there to guide everyone together. we pray for one another, remind each other God is still here and we never leave each other in a lurch.

haha i don't know if it makes sense to you, but yeah it's just some random things i thought about when i left school.

Good night people :) it's a long day tomorrow.

Monday, July 27, 2009

[open that door and walk into my life.]

move in a little closer
take it to a whisper
just a little louder

and i'll hear it :)

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shouldn't have gone to school today.

such a weird day.

i'm trying to compile the amount of stuff i have to do, and will do.

H2 Chemistry

Thermochemistry Tutorial
Upcoming Thermochemistry test in two weeks (exactly 14 days)

H2 Mathematics

Promo Papers
Further Curve Sketching Tutorial
Equations and Inequalities Tutorial (soon enough)
Revision Set 9: Standard Graphs
Revision Set 10: Transformation of Graphs
Revision Set 11: Further Curve Sketching
Revision Set 12: Equations and Inequalities
Weekly Worksheet 4
Lecture Test next next friday, 14 Aug 09 (Standard Graphs, Trnasformation of Graphs, Further Curve Sketching)

H2 Economics

Economics Essay test next monday, 3 Aug 2009 (Cost and Production, Perfect Competition)
Perfect Competition Tutorial
Mission X

H1 Physics

Physics Test next monday, 3 Aug 2009 (Dynamics)

H1 GP

AQ assignment
Oral Presentation

Class Stuff

Fundraising
Will Run Shirts
Parents' Forms (OMG. i totally forgot about that today. ugh.)
and believe me, i'm sure there's so much more, but i can't remember what else... being CG rep this year, is really tiring.
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i believe my other classmates with chinese and pw have a longer list hahahaha. JIAYOU PEOPLE!

so yes. hell lot of work. okay, math is like given in advance. thats why it's so piled up. the math tutors just mass upload worksheets and stuff onto the school portal and they just compiled other school's math promo papers 2008. so yes, gotta start.

man i need to work hard. towards my goal of at least 65 points for my promos. i said yes to so many people to top the level and i will work hard man.

school was tiring today. i dont know. the day was real draggy. and i was falling asleep in lectures, spamming mentos strong mints into my mouth during chem lecture. i finished the whole stick in like 35 mins. and i was brain dead during the last few minutes of the lecture. i was pretty much stoning during math tutorial next. and by chem tutorial, i was like O.O

the results of not having enough sleep. man, that feeling's nostalgic.

it's damn sian. and i'm going to study later. UGH. yes. briana ang is gonna study... she usually goes home just to watch tv and nothing else. hahahaha.

i'm no closet mugger man, i mug in the open. i wonder what it's like though? to be one. hahaha

and i'm craving for frosties, hahaha breakfast cereal. (random lar.)

i'm gonna bring my own food to school tomorrow. i think i overate today lar. i ate much more than usual. it may seem like it's fine to eat that much today, because i eat very little, very little. like 1 to 2 meals a day. mind you, i'm not anorexic. i'm not trying to lose weight. i guess i just lack the appetite at times.

oh and i cut my hair last friday. Li An, Emeline, Edmond and Delaila followed me. quite nice lar. but everyone is shocked o.o cause i used to have super long hair, and i suddenly chopped it. hey, i just wanted to cut it. and i prolly did out of impulse. hahaha

went for the hillsongs conference with Moses in the afternoon and the concert with more people! WOO! with Ben, Dom, Li An, Jia Jia, and too many to list. hahaha it was pretty good. yo!

apparently, there's some issue with blogger? so i can't upload photos. i will later lar, like the next time i blog or when i fixed this problem. i have some interesting photos of Alton and Wenbin sleeping in class man. hahahaha

wahh i need a new laptop lar. this laptop chui already, keeps dying on me. i have to keep trying to fix it :(

oh wells. TIME TO STUDY! MUG MUG MUG. 7 weeks to PROMOTIONAL EXAMINATIONS (i think)

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love

the first time i heard this song, i really liked it. and i haven't heard it in 6 months. you played that song.
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awesome song :) i know it's old lar. but i was listening to it on the way home. brings back sweet nice memories.

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there`s a voice inside my heart that`s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there`s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love

And it feels like it`s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It`s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again

When you tell me you`re in love
Say it again

[the whole world will stop to listen.]

sometimes i worry, sometimes i panic.
and yes, i was overwhelmed.

'Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else

you're special, real special :)
you're different, real different:)
and i like you the way you are.
don't ever forget that, always

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

[put you fist in the air, raise your voice and declare.]

student leaders' investiture today. hahaha man, the whole time i was laughing lar. it was funny cause of Kelly!

besides that. school has been rather mundane i must say.

and there's nothing much to blog also lar.

i just miss Esther a lot though. havent seen her in like a week plus!

to be honest, i'm quite tired of school... going to school for the same things. doing the same things everyday. go to school, take attendance, take temperature. lectures, tutorials, take temp again.

and not to mention, to have to be a super...... i dont know, like heck care about a lot of things.

it's boring. really boring. really wasting away.

and i'm studying to a point where i should just stop before i run out of work to do. wanna go do something more interesting that studying.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

[joyful.]

i talked to my brother and we had a rather interesting conversation.

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[ Dj U-Nic ] Nicholas ANG says:
what anime -.-
anime are for small kids

[briana.] says:
EH WHAT SIA
you also watch right

[ Dj U-Nic ] Nicholas ANG says:
last time only watch ONE PIECE
lols

[briana.] says:
eeyer
one piece on kids central one
for SMALL KIDS
you = SMALL KID

[ Dj U-Nic ] Nicholas ANG says:
f*** -.-

[briana.] says:
like pokemon

[ Dj U-Nic ] Nicholas ANG says:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbhbLrSQKyY

[briana.] says:
what is that

[ Dj U-Nic ] Nicholas ANG says:
go watch la
your fav show

[briana.] says:
!!!!!!!!

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haha small kid.