im sick n tired. both mentally n physically. n vry worried. worried over a lot of stuff. i think im starting to feel a lot of pressure again...


the o level results were released today. many cried, many laughed. the atmosphere was full of emotions, when i saw those who were crying, i felt my eyes burning up, n tears started to well up in my eyes.


im a little discouraged after the release of the results. just think that i'll never b able to do that well. im super dumb n im in 2/3, im a disgrace to 2/3. i just lost the motivation, when im still pushing myself, all the way.


im still sick, maybe a common flu or a cold. cant stop sneezing, sniffing, coughing. also having headaches, gastric pains. im gonna die early... gah.... ah well


my post is in bits and pieces, heck...


i've been more anti-social than ever. this is bad. i know it is. mayb its goodbye...


Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch


Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by


I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,


[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to


I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right


[Chorus]


And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time


[Chorus x2]


And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

finally found the mp3 file for jesse mccartney's best day of my life. after searching it for months, finally found it, thanks to someone who actually tagged my previous tag board n he/she found it. therefore i got the link. its a really nice song, as good as beautiful soul... haha i think all his songs are equally nice lar...


Jesse McCartney's Best Day of my Life


my grandma has been transferred to ang mo kio hospital, near nyp. haiyoh its like she has been bedridden for too long, she has difficulty walking :( n thats why she was sent to tan tock seng's rehab centre (ang mo kio hospital)


mrs stephen gave lots of homework. n i cant even finish it now... vocab test, confirm fail 2mrw. didnt even have the time to do my homework n buy the metal polish for 2/3, so sry 2/3. didnt manage to get it yesterday coz the moment i finished cip, it was 4pm n i had to rush to the hospital. then went home at like 6pm, by then the hardware shop would have closed. then i woke up at 1pm today, and i had to iron a a heap of clothes. started at 1.30pm n by 4pm, i havent even finished. then frm there, i had to go to the hospital. was there trying to concentrate doing my hw, but i just couldnt. then after that had to go out for dinner. i kept looking at my watch... had to wait forever to get a table, n forever for the food to arrive. then took forever to ate. i didnt have the appetite. n got home at 9pm. so again, didnt manage to get the metal polish, coz the shop closed. n i cant even do my hw, how m i even gonna explain to mrs stephen?? im just gonna die. so darn busy now...


Best Day Of My Life - Jesse McCartney


Woke up around a half past ten
Can’t believe that I’m late again
Put down about a quart of caffine
To start my pulse and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor and I hit the door,
Just the same old same


It goes to show
You never know
When everything’s about to change


Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ....
Had the best day of my life


Can’t say exactly what it was
She’s not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone,
But from now on
I’m gonna be a different man


Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life


I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything’s about to change


Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life [x2]

it has been a week since my grandma was hospitalized. n now i have chores n homework. really need to finish it now, but i shall sit here and blog for 5 mins n im off.


the leadership programme today was FUN FUN FUN!!! i loved the hike, even though i fell once, coz i twisted my ankle n hua la! i fell lar, but lucky i didnt fall forward, i fell sideways, coz i would be tumbling downhill, n we were on bukit timah hill. so then i twisted back my ankle n continued walking, it still hurt but i guess it was ok after i started walking for a while. n monkeys were coming after us for our apples n bananas. n i had just finished eating one n there was this monkey moving towards me, i threw the apple at it n ran away. haha, then when it was going after jaime for hers, we all tried to chase it away. we did, then i was running over to the other side when the monkey came after me, i didnt know until sharlene told me, haha. then there were apples which became the monkeys' breakfast. haha. we walked 15km. mag was the leader, but it didnt seem like it, coz evryone was like a leader, evryone lead evryone, sounds weird, but yeah. the canopy walk was great. it was high, and scary. n the bridge was a little wobbly, it was abt dun know how high, higher than the treetops, thats all. i was freaking out, when i saw how high n scary it was, n i was already halfway thru, so no turning back. n it was rather narrow, only space for one. it was a really long one, n freaky. but after all that hard work, i actually enjoyed it. we were all like "ahhhh, dun shake!!! who's shaking the bridge?!?!?!" haha, really enjoyed the entire thing. n mrs wong was with us, her face was all red when we were on that uphill-downhill road, n there were vehicles, mostly lorries n trucks. there was a lorry, which had the lion dance troupe n they were making fun of us as they drove past us.


i really love my grp, no arguement, n we really did well. even though we didnt get there first n we were sort of made fun of for being 2nd last, we were still satisfied. we had a really nice lunch in the caropark, outside the visitor centre, where we stopped for a break last year, during the nyaa camp. we started gossiping abt some pple with mrs wong arnd, n she was trying to ignore what we were saying, haha. then my team yum-senged with mr wong n all. haha, n we played whacko. we had real fun. the other team, clre's team were getting all excited when they saw two monkeys mating on the tree above the teachers... ermmm, dun know whats so exciting abt two monkeys ahem ahem, but i walked away after only standing there for a minute. went to get ice cream with the team. we started playing this sick game in which u're suppose to create this really sick sentence. since i'm not corrupted as lyn n cheryl, i didnt play, except sat next to them n laughed. mag played too, but she used simple words, unlike cheryl who wanted to use sophisticated words. haha then when we went down, our entire class was already on the bus, n we rushed off. when i was enjoying the nice view from the window, i suddenly tght of my cooler. i left it behind, cherlynn too. well in the first place, i didnt even know where it was, i wasnt even holding on to it during the hike. so then the pple who were still there couldnt find it. n i tght it was ok lar, since its my fault for being so careless. n i enjoyed myself on the way back to sch by taking a short nap, haha. when we were back outside the dance studio, i was continuing my little nap. suddenly, cherlynn came running, screaming, "NANA, NANA, LOOK! OUR COOLERS!" so then i found out it was amanda de souza who found them, i thanked her and all...


after the GLP, went back to arc rm, but shocked to hear that the seniors didnt set up the stall today, so then i went to the red cross room, n found all the stuff there... savie said she told see kei, so i uess see kei forgot abt what savie told her n the stuff was lying there for more than 6 hours. then had meeting n all, n went to the hospital, all dirty. bleagh... wandered arnd the hospital coz my mum was not there n my grandma was asleep. my brother had an asthma attack n so my mum brought him to the walk-in clinic. he doesnt have asthma for years since he recovered from it when he was p2. then i sat there after my tour n started writing crap.


by the time i got home, it was like almost nine, cant possibly finish all my hw right? ah well, its past 5 mins... actually past 10 mins. oops shall stop here!


this song is nice...


Almost Here - Brian Mcfadden feat. Delta Goodrem


Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over


You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you


Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason


Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?


But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here


I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me


Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me


Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you


But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here


Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you


But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

just came back frm the hospital...


my grandma is admitted again. my mum said coz she had a blood clot in her head, n it is the beginning of stroke... sigh... :'( this is bad... i didnt manage to finish my homework... i really hope shes ok... n i do hope i can handle housework, homework n space robot... woah... i sure hope i can manage well


i do hope evrything's alright.... i only received the msg at like 4+ when i got home, n switched on my hp. my mum sent the msg at like 2+. if i switched on my hp like earlier.... then i will go home straight away. im such a blardy idiot. i hope someone came up with a cure for stroke...


bought the rurouni kenshin dvd on the way home. that sort of cheered me up a little.... ah well, im not really in the mood to blog, sry...

failed vocab test... n mrs stephen forgot abt the ang pao money i think but anyway, she only said she will take our belts n tie it round our neck. that didnt happen either. i must study well for the next vocab or i'll jump off the building on my own accord. d n t went well i guess. i don't really like mrs how... just don't like her, no particular. she tries to joke but fails to. n i guess shes a little boring... abt the problem situation n all, as u know, i had to even think of a problem situation which i took forever too, that clearly shows what an idiot i m. i will actually enjoy mrs seah's lesson than mrs how i guess.


had a splitting headsche during chinese. don't know why, but i think im starting to have the same problem as savie. erm........ whatever it is, it wud better stop coz i feel like i was gonna faint at that moment. right on the ground. n the thing is, im sitting all by myself at the back which isnt good i guess. im sittin alone in class, iin the science lab. in the corner. don't like the corner a lot. the table next to mine is like the 2/3 rubbish dump always find junk there. the cny deco lefft overs are there too. 2/3 pls get them off i tell u or else i'll start gg insane! n the last time SOME pple left stuff on the table next to mine n i had to clear them up. this time, i'll shall b NICE n clean it up but the next time theresgonna b junk thrown at the back of the classroom, im gonna start killing, haha. im serious man, my table isnt a place for u to dump stuff there, its still a part of the class room.


did productive stuff after sch. n i guess i gained a little more knowledge. missed samurai x AGAIN! i have to get the dvd, i must, n since ts (tp underpass) is selling the entire series at $90. i shall save up for it. n i do hope i can get it soon.


ca this thursday, geog n maths, n more next week, i really have to buck up. i told myself this year i was never gonna allsow wat happened last year to happen again this year, i do hope i can actually make it. i really don't want to do badly, but i keep.... n i dun seem to b putting in enough effort. if im gonna do badly for my exams this year, i will die a tragic death.


my dad called yesterday. abt how much of an idiot i was. well thanks for reminding me. i almost cried on the spot coz apparenly he doesnt know the true story n i don't intend to tell him either. n for goodness sake, not as if i don't have enough on my mind. my parents had to piss me off. if they want to b biase towards my brother, fine, like i hvnt gotten used to that? or mayb i hvnt...


A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton


Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound


Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd


And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....


If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight


It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me


'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories


'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....


If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight


And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....


Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound


Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd


And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....


If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...


If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

went to watch constantine with delle n denise yesterday. we had the front row seats n so the screen will seem big, n the images will too, be big. delle n i were hiding under jackets when the demons appear. i like the movie even though it was a little freaky n all. delle was elbowing denise n i during those frightening scenes n she was elbowing us at the same time. what if she sat next to a stranger, i dare not imagine wat will happen. n there were so many pple there. after the movie, denise cudnt find her phone coz she left it on the seat n we went back to retrieve it. went to plaza sing with denise to get something but it was sold out n i went to the library alone to get a few flash books. then i carried the books home like that, struggling.


watched lion king 3: hakuna matata last night n it was damn funny. timone's mum is so cute n chubby, haha. n all the stupid stuff timone did was just hilarious n i could die of laughter.


im so blardy bored now n i forgot what im suppose to do for dnt except sketches. n english! argh, vocab test. i hope mrs stephen isnt serious abt taking half our ang pao money if we fail the test or the $1 fine fo each mistake. i need the ang pao money to pay for the camera, since im gonna send it for servicing... n there is no way mrs stephen is gonna get close to my ang pao money.


things to do:


-vocab test [protect my ang pao money]
-dnt sketches [any other dnt hw?]
-maths worksheet
-revise chemical equations [or else mrs tay will come after my pathetic life]
-revise geog [i better study that rocks chapter or i'll just die]
-chinese ting xie [i don't want to fail again -_-''']
-history chapter 4,5,6 [better read again, or else mrs siow will really throw me out of the window]
-read flash books
-look for supporters for frs
-get a present for mag


i hope thats all... haiyoh i'll just die of exhaustion if i have more to do...


Heart of Sword - Samurai X 3rd Ending Song


Hitori de wa, tooi ashita wo
Yoake no mama de, koesou de


Butsukatteikya kokeru omoi yo
Konya mo mata, sure chigai


Sanzan sugite doryoku no ato mo
Naku naru kekka, only no tsuna watari


Yaru dake son suru yona, mainichi wa
Sha ni kamaeteta hou koso, raku ni naru


Atsukute, tsurai jibun wo kakushite, mijikai
toki wo ikiteru


Hitori de wa, tooi ashita wo
Yoake no mama de, koesou de


Hottokeba, hashiru omoi yo
Yume mo mata, sure chigai


Kanpeki to chau, jinsei no shuushi
Puramai zero da nanteba honto ka na?


Shinu made ni tsukaikiru, un no kazu
Semete, jibun de dashiire wo sasete


Wakacchainai, kimi nara dou ni demo, rikutsu
wo kaete ii noni


Nando kimi ni, ketsu mazuitemo
Modottekichau, aijou ni


Shinjikaneru, utaretsuyosa yo
Konya mo, soutou nemurenai


Nando nankai, kurikaeshitemo
Modottekichau, ai dakara


Butsukatteiku, kesunu omoi wo
Semeru hou ga, suji chigai


Hitori de wa, tooi ashita wo
Yoake no mama de koeteyuku


Aishou yori mo, fukai futari wa
Sure chigatte kamawanai

today was a vry bad day for me.


- i was abandoned in orchard, n someone like me, who doesnt have a sense of direction, took forever to find taka.
- the sales of vouchers in the morning was pretty bad
- no one came for the evening shift


great just great! this is not my worst day ever though... anyway. thanks to my DEAR FRIENDS who have clearly n totally forgotten abt me, i was stuck in orchard like a lost sheep. aparently pple, i dun go to orchard much n neither do i really enjoy gg there that much. i got to far east only for the sake of sunny bookshop n thats where it started. they left me behind. n when im done browsing the shop, they were at the mrt station...


to dear dan, lyn, mich n lynette:
my dear friends, thanks for leaving me behind and forgotten abt me. wahaha


so then i spent an hour in kino reading n spent 10 mins looking for the rurouni kenshin manga series. they only have volume 2, 3 n 5. its 15 bucks. i shall start having the habit of saving up. n in case my mum doesnt know, i dun spend money like i waste water. man, u juz dun know, so juz stop comparing me with mr businessman, coz i dun need that at all. anywa, as i was saying, i was forgotten by my dear friends and finally found my way to taka, then spent time in kino. then i went down to basement 2 n bought muah chee n ding ding candy. then walked around aimlessly until 4pm n took a bus back to novena for evening shift. reached at 4.25pm. prayed n waited.... waited... finally, mrs wong appears. n it was 4.55pm by then. so she actually tght the others have not cum coz its not 5pm yet. but in the end, no one came. n so i was the only ij girl in uniform walking arnd. mrs wong's daughter came along too. so the both of us sold the vouchers and we earned $160 frm there. mrs wong told me to go home coz celine (mrs wong's daughter)n i were the only ones selling n it was also difficult for us. so i did go home.


in the morning, we saw mrs eugenie tan, n she looked weird. she cut her hair n dyed it brown. she was wearing a green n white striped shirt, so i cudnt recognize her, even though she was standing right in front of me. marian fernandez, mel soh n mrs stephen was there too.


had reunion dinner after the evening shift n blah. not much, excet my bro had to fight with me over salmon. we didnt fight. but when im reaching out for that particular salmon piece, he will snatch it on purpose. my mum's bf thinks its funny. well, i dun think it is, coz it was pissing me off. then was pissed off for an entire evening thanks to him coz he had to come into the room to spite me. ok im really tired now coz of the amt of energy i have spent walking n talking, especially if u had to say the same things over n over again... ok, good night n bb! =]


When It Comes - Tyler Hilton


I study up my hollow
Piece of wood to follow
A day that doesn't come
To the lucky


And I realize there's tomorrow
But I would rather wallow
In the rain then moods that seem
So pot-lucky


Well I'm cruising El Paseo
In my off-white coup back '65
Or I'm cruisin down my own street
And my hooptie says to me
You better hang on to your bench seat
I'm gonna take you for a ride


And I'll let you know
When it comes, when it comes
I'll let you know


But don't stay up for me
Don't wait up for me
If I'm not home


So I wait for fate to find me
A ball of string unwind me
Uncomfortable as a centerfold


And I realize your behind me
To help and humankind me
To see my songs can be retold


Well I'll be gone tomorrow
Yes I'm on the road tomorrow
So next time that I see you in school
It won't be for too long


And I'll let you know
When it comes, when it comes
I'll let you know


But don't stay up for me
Don't wait up for me
If I'm not home


And I want a leather jacket
But only if I have the time
Well, I'll comb my hair like Elvis
And grab an old Gretch 59


And you'd hardly recognize me if you
Saw me from behind


And I'll let you know
When it comes, when it comes
I'll let you know


And I'll let you know
When it comes
Just when it comes
I'll let you know


But don't stay up for me
Don't wait up for me
If I'm not home


And I'll let you know
I'll let you know
Well I'll let you know

4th February 2005


im really happy bcoz i saw sumtin really appealing!!! hee hee, i shall announce. i saw the rurouni kenshin dvd!!! o man, i want it!!!! its at novena square, the vcd/dvd shop next to sembawang vcd/dvd shop. *hint hint* its $49.90. i must get it man!!!! n good news for debby, it has chinese AND english subtitles. woohoo!! but its still ex lar.... but yay, at least i found one in singapore.


went to paragon to redeem the chocomania tix for chocolates. $100 worth, so that we can like wrap them into hampers and sell them instead. i want to stay over at lynette's hse, so that i can also save on that sum of money spent on the fone for the meeting. bleagh.... mag, michy n yee hui are gg! gah.... i wonder how i can finish all that i need to do by 2dae.


went to novena after that. to b more specific, we were running there, with our sch bags and in our sch u. frm paragon, down to mrt station. its pretty far, but we still had no choice. i almost slipped n fell while running. finally we got to novena square, in time. we finally went to graffiti imprint to order the class tshirts. total cost: $440. lynette paid a deposit of $100. we spent like an hour there, getting the whole design perfectn taking a look at the other tshirts. by then it was like 5.10pm. i was of course starting to get anxious. coz i didnt really wanna miss samurai x. so then we still wasted time lar, browsing. n when i was like looking at the anime vcds n dvds, hoping to find samurai x lar. no samurai x. then suddenly i spotted it on the rack instead of the shelf. haha i started to get excited. then i turned over n was really happy, coz the subtitles are in english n chinese. yay! well, debby might want to get that, do u debby? haha, so then i was like excited and i started telling yeehui "ok yeehui, u must get that for me arh?" haha n she was like, "ok, we will share the cost" n i was happily thanking yeehui. its like $49.90 leh. haha thanx mushroom =]. haha i didnt mean wat i said today lar, just like bullying u haha, sry!


i finally made it home at pm sharp, when it was almost the opening song. but still, i made it. the two eps were really sad lar. i sort of felt like crying lar, but i didnt. kenshin left kaoru after thanking her n then he embraced her and all lar. off he goes to kill shishio! kaoru ends up in a daze for days and refuses to eat, only stays in bed all day. finally megumi wakes kaoru up by scolding her n kaoru finally decides to go to edo to look or kenshin. one thing i do not understand, is it kenshin or sanosuke megumi fond of? but anyway, the two eps were really sad lar. sanosuke was mad at kenshin for not saying goodbye to him. kenshin only said bye to kaoru when kaoru was waiting for kenshin at the pond(is it the pond?) at night, n fireflies were flying arnd. the forest was all dark n evrything was black, except the fireflies. ten kenshin's voice cums out of nowhere. of course kaoru cried in the end. it was pretty sad n i guess the subtitles for the pirate episode werent screwed after all, haha... ok now i get it.


when i was walking to paragon with lynette, mag, mich, mushroom n geraldine, we came across mediacorp lar. i guess u know wat i mean. the two students in the show, i assumed they were sort of "picked" up on the street (i know thats mean), and are paid for only that scene. wong li-lin was there. lynette refused to go ask for her autograph, so we just watched them for like 5 mins and left.


5th February 2005


chocomania went really well today. i cant believe im saying this, but i m. we actually did our best. for once. haha i never tght this wud actually happen. the entire class was actually striving. we sold more than $10 000 woth of vouchers. we have like 15 bklts left, n im sure we can finish it 2mrw. theres a service evry hour. like when a service starts at 7am, it ends at 7.30am and it starts again at 8am. so there were like 10 services n each service, there were abt a hundred pple. mayb it was really 2000 pple a service, i dun know. but still evryone did their vry best n i was really glad. there was the ch u artiste forgot what his name is. then rod monteiro. mag, lynette, mushroom, clare, michy, gretchen n i got his autograph n his son is so adorable. he was stepping on the plants n rod monteiro said he was a monster. then celine asked if he was quitting the morning express, n he said yeah coz he was sick of getting up early, so he's changing his shift to the afternoon one. blah, n he's blardy tall, mayb taller than met. :P n his son is just u to his dad's leg, n those clothes on him made him look really cute, haha.


was waiting for service to end when mrs stephen n his son shows up. her son was also small, n mrs stephen said she was looking for father as her son was ill. then she rushed off somewhere.


and erika neo frm 4/9 2004 was there today. liting spent a long time chatting with her i think. i think they were chatting but yeah, we saw her there. sec 3 joanne tan was there too, n many other seniors like constance neo and blah...


haha i did have fun today, n i think by 2mrw, i'll be charcoal. cherlynn had an embarrassing encounter in which i shall not announce or else she'll slaughter me. amanda played a joke on khym. calling her and posing as a guy to talk to khym. khym discovered her in the end. as for beatrice, she went off with some pple to meet her cousin n his friend coz her cousin was gonna introduce his friend to beatrice. beatrice started complaining that he was ugly n all. n pretended to cry. then coz her fone died, she used mine. n they hung onto it for an hour or so. i tght she was only using it to sms felicia o sumtin but i guess not. so then she smsed the person like i dun know how many times, n cherlynn, melissa, cheryl tan, etc. called him n started saying stuff like "u see? u made her cry. shes crying in the toilet again. sorry doesnt make up for everything" n all that, so soon after, the guy hung up. haha i finally had my fone back safe n sound. mayb not. i dropped my fone three times in a day. the first time i dropped it, by accident, the cover n the battery dropped out. then for the second time, nth happened. for the third time, the cover came out. n i guess my phone has had enough.


left the chuch at 7pm n went to taka with mag, lynette, mich, betina, pui foong n mushroom to have dinner at yoshinoya, i had a hard time looking for that place coz i was looking in the vcd shop n i was suppose to look for them in yoshinoya, but i didnt know the way so i wandered, hoping to find it. no i didnt, but i saw met. n sort of ran away. i think he saw me coz i was in my sch u. met was again wearing a red shirt, haha. i knew i was gonna see met sumwhere today. i guess my instincts are accurate of im just lucky, finally i found the place n ate wonderful beef n rice. it was arnd 8pm by then. went home n mag was all quiet coz she was so tired, not enuf sleep. cant blame her, she slept at 2am last night n woke up at 6+ in the morning, n she isnt used to doing that.


i hope we can finish selling all the vouchers by 2mrw. n mayb more donations... haha, ok i shall go sleep as i have to b at novena church by 7.30am n i think i better go there earlier... so anyway, good night!

i shall blog a little b4 i zzz, i m extremely tired... n i dun understand y. i wake up at 5.30am, n go to sleep at 11+ but i always did that, and i dun feel tired the next day. i guess im ageing rapidly, which doesnt sound too good right?


2 more days... only two more, n then we can finally finish up most of chocomania vouchers. that big sum of 20 000 is starting to frighten me. and we even considered bidding novena church for 45 000? n lyn suggested a "SMALL" amt of 70 000? im still worried abt the other 8000, wat if 20 000 isnt enuf? gah... i do hope evrythin goes well on sat. my mum wudnt allow me to stay over at lynette's on friday night, n now we have to have our class comm meeting on the phone. coz mag, mich n mush will b at lynette's hse. n im having it at home, over the fone. dun know abt smelly. i dun even know if i can get up that early in the morning after the night-meeting. i think its gonna last for like an hour or more. gg to graffiti imprint to print class tshirt 2mrw. lets just hope the really nice person geraldine was talking abt is there, so we don't have to pay that much n we can get it on monday, so we can all wear it on tuesday! haha, so cool. haha mayb not, but i still think its cool. finally having a class tshirt... worked on the 1/3 class shirt for so long last year, n then they didnt want it, so this year, we must have a class shirt. haha. i better shut up abt the class shirt, or else i'll go on n on till whoever is reading it will get a sore eye frm reading "class tshirt" over n over again.


its gonna be the CAs soon, vry soon, i just wished it wud slow down, coz its juz passing by really quickly, its oredi like the 4 week or so, and im still stuck in 2 jan? bleagh i need to catch up.


watched samurai x today, finally made it home early enuf... haha not early lar. but sort of lucky. coz the moment i got home, i switched on the tv n the opening song just started. the episodes were a little sad... but its like the best fight i've seen so far... n kenshin got stabbed :'( sad lar, stabbed by saitou. kenshin jumped into the air to avoid saitou, then saitou sort of expected that n when kenshin was landing, saitou's sword went thru him coz saitou's sword was facing the ceiling, then kenshin turned into battousai again, n it was pretty scary. aoru was crying away n blah. haiyoh whatever it was, it was pretty sad but then kenshin didnt really bother abt the wound after he turned into battousai, those yellow eyes are beyond scary. in the end, no one died, kenshin punched himself in the head to like shake off battousai but his head started bleeding, which was rather freaky too. but still no one died, thankfully. to be continued 2mrw, i think. now the so called head of the government just asked kenshin if he was willing to kill some evil samurai, who is as good as kenshin. some shishio guy. haiyoh, the episode today was a little frightening lar. haha. o, n i finally saw wat battousai looked like on tv instead of pictures on the net. not much diff except the ponytail n the expression on the face.


i shall go sleep now, so i can watch the frightening episode in the morning 2mrw. haha im lke dat lar. even though its like a little scary, but i still liked it so yeah. haha, good night n sayonara!


Caught Up - Usher


I'm the kind of brotha
Who been doin' it my way
Gettin' my way for years
In my career
And every lover
In and out my life
I've hit, love and left the tears
Without a care
Until I met this girl who turned the tables around
She caught me by surprise
I never thought I'd be the one breaking down
I cant figure it out why


I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I don't know what it is
But it seems she's got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girl got a hold on me


Let me go baby
Now listen
My momma told me
Be careful who you do cuz karma comes back around
Same ol' song
But I was so sure
That it wouldnt happen to me
Cuz I know how to put it down
But I was so wrong
This girl was mean
She really turned me out
Her body was so tight
I'm lookin' for her in the daytime with a flashlight
My homies say this girl is crampin' my style
And I can't figure it out but


I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Got me feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold
I'm so
Caught up
Really feelin' it
Caught up
I don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Really feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold on me


And I think I like it baby
Oh nooo, oh no
Ooh, yeaah, oh my


This girl was mean
She really turned me out
Yeah, yeah, yeah, suga
My homies say this girl is crampin' my style
I'm so
Caught up
Caught up
Don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm so
Caught up
Really feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold
I'm so
Caught up
Im so
Caught up
I don't know what it is
But it seems shes got me twisted
I'm
Caught up
Really feelin' it
Caught up
I'm losin' control
This girls got a hold on me

back frm the band concert. it was great. i wore a.... skirt. and actually phoenix, carmen n mushroom said jeans were allowed, but then i cudnt find my jeans. n i had no choice but to wear a skirt. argh.... but i still had fun lar... n i only realized.... i've been to victoria concert hall b4. back in p4, when i was in choir... yeah, it was an excursion. so yeah, i was rather fascinated by all the instruments i guess. sars was at the concert too, coz cecilia was performing. went to newton circus to eat after the concert. went home at like 11.30pm? and the taxi driver asked me how to get to tp frm newton, like of course i dun know. so then i juz told him, go to braddell, n frm there to tp. so then when we were in braddell, i started telling him to go left n right n all that, n finally i got home. but i had this feeling we went a big round, coz i had to pay like $5.20? frm newton to tp... so yeah


my bro is using more vulgarities than liz, serious... he says the f word like evry 2 mins? n i have only been as far as wah lau. u can say hes far worse than liz yeah? n he uses the f word particularly on me, like wth is his freaking problem? n he starts calling me a jinx. i know i m, but need he make it so obvious. i feel like running frm home bcoz i cant stand it evryday being irritated n annoyed by him. irritated n annoyed are words not strong enuf to express it kays?


another flamer again.... like wat is wrong with these pple yeah? make it look as though its admiralty... but i dun know if it is lar...


to mr/ms flamer: i shall b polite n shoo u away... using other pple's names is so.... immature. even if its a prank or whatsoever... but yeah, i juz think that u're the one jealous n NOT US... i shall laugh at u for ur shameless acts... *muahahahaha* haha, so juz get off yeah. THANK YOU N GOOD BYE! FULL STOP.

i want a kimono *hint hint* haha, i always wanted it since young, coz i think they're really cute. haha, anyway, the cheapest of all the kimonos is $100+... n normal kimonos are like $400+ or $500+. expensive ones can cost like $10 000! they're just expensive..... TOO expensive. haiyoh i will only wish for it, since i cant buy it. and theres no way my mum wud wanna buy it for me. haha i shall add itto my WISHLIST coz im only wishing for it. haha...


band concert later. wearing a skirt... coz i dun know if jeans are allowed. im cross dressing again! i think skirts are disgusting.... n im still wearing them. crap! if its possible anyone is reading this b4 the concert n u know that non-skirts are allowed, call me now. gah........... shall not think or skirts or else i will kill myself for doing so


i shall watch precious tv n forget abt skirts for now.

i just came back frm sch... ok not just, coz the moment i got home, i immediately switched on the tv n watched samurai x. haha, i feel so shi bai. coz i missed like two n a half eps already... sad.... vry sad...


did a lot of stuff today. haha i know its like.... worthless and all, saying all that. but i didnt really do anything productive today... at leat i cant think of... o i remember! i watched samurai x this morning! haha i was suppose to wake up at 5.30am, but then i woke up at 5.40am instead. but anyway, it was so interesting. haha kenshin was trying to balance on the ball n all, n it was damn funny. and kaoru was doing a stunt n sanosuke was the guinea pig. the knives almost hit him lar... it sort of got stuck in his hair... haha, i was laughing my head off early in the morning, n i think samurai x brightens up my day.... haha, i'm gonna watch it evry morning! haha....

we pissed another teacher off today, unintentionally...


on monday, mrs wong n mrs how scolded us. yesterday, it was mrs tay. today its mrs tay again... i guess 2/3 will b known as the laziest class? haiyoh...


didnt do a lot of cny deco today. went to the arc rm, n helped with the banner. haha, we were tokin a little abt samurai x. n when su hui said she only knew kenshin, melissa was like, huh? hus kenshin, then she realized it was the samurai. she actually tght the kenshin's name was x. coz samurai x, so x. haha, it was damn funny, i laughed till i had a tummyache. haha, n when we were on the way home, there was this bug in suhui's water bottle. haha a shiny bug. debby n i were playing with it. she was woried the bug might get killed, so she shifted it to the grass... haha n she still worried abt the bug gettin killed when the grass was mowned. haha she didnt move it again. we went for sum tako at the interchange. on the way there, melissa was teaching us how to speak singlish. apple juice bcame "apple-ju" haha n we had to pronounce ju properly. we saw this dog n melissa was barking, the owner had this confused look on his face. haha we had tako then we came home...


the good news is less hw. only art n history. i actually tght there was no hw, but then mag said so, yeah....


i hope we dun do the wrong stuff 2mrw n not get scolded 2mrw... haiyoh...


i'm now updating sars abt wats gg on in ij.... not really updating but im telling her abt sumtin which i have hidden frm her for vry long... coz i didnt dare tell her. i'm making a confession now so yeah.... i think she ought to know. n i guess if i dun tell her, no one will ever will. haha, its all in bits n pieces now, im trying to piece them together. not vry successful but still trying. i wonder if anything will change after telling her... mayb it wud since she now knows abt it, but i guess that really cant change anything coz shes in nanyang now, n its difficult. mayb she'll call @#$% to check out wats gg on n all. then she might call !@#$%^& to talk to her abt it. i shall not reveal names, coz i dun want SOME people to jump to ridiculous conclusions n trouble will brew.

yay... i changed the song on my blog, to sobakasu... frm samurai x!!! haha, juz like ffx... i guess u can guess wat happens next? haha... but the song's so cheerful yeah? n nice! haha... i downloaded ths video frm the samurai house website.. haha i was laughing my head off... not loud coz it was a silent one, but it was really really funny... so funny i did a silent laugh. it was a video of kenshin saying oro... haha so cute!!! debby says its sumtin he says all the time... but "oro" is damn cute. now i know why debby mentioned abt gg mad when kenshin says oro... coz its so funny!!! haha i m enjoying myself watching samurai x... even though i just woke up this morning n switched on the tv... haha i enjoyed watching it man.. haha, its so darn cool when kenshin starts drwing his sword out and all... anyway... in another 22 mins... i'll b heading out to go watch samurai x... wah, so exciting... HAHA


mrs tay changed my seat in the science lab... now i have no lab partner. coz there were 5 pple sitting in the front n she said it was too squeezy... so then there were no one bhind cheryl n i, so then she made me move to the back... n since my class has 39 pple, i have no lab partner. :( n today we had to taste acids n all.. i didnt like the taste n it was definitely not that easy. i had a hard time juz trying to figure out the taste, coz when i tasted once, it had no taste, then when i tried again, it was sour... haiyoh, n since we were so disorganized, which made mrs tay so mad, she said to redo the exeriment on the next lesson... so much to do... in ten minutes? not enough, not enough. haiyoh, n she said i had to do the experiment myself... argh... but with gretchen n jessica's help, i pulled through. except we hvnt completed the tasting one. completed only the litmus paper one n blah blah.


i hope my class will win the inter class cny deco competition... last week, i stayed back to do the notice board n decorations with mag, lynette, khym, jaime n lyn. ofelia helped too... coz sum of the notice boad pple didnt stay back n all, so we sort of made them stay today... well, all of them did. but apparently, 3 out of 5 were doing their job. as for the other 2, they were slacking arnd, cit chatting with lyn n the rest. haiyoh at least we finished covering those ugly holes in the board. n pasted fishes... cherlynn, melissa, khym, mag, michelle, ofelia n clare, were the considerate pple, who stayed back to help... well, thats nice. but i guess the rest of the class cant b bothered... ike chocomania. i shouted like once just to get their attention. well it succeeded, but after abt 5 seconds, the noise started again. mag was also screaming here n there, whatever it was, the class comm was trying to get their attention. they want to win, but they cant b bothered. n if we, the class comm make the decision, the class will b unhappy. if we let them make the decision, they'll shut up, or simply ignore us... if we have the class discussion, it wont work either. haiyoh... wat m i talking abt? it happened for an entire year... LAST YEAR! great... i actually hoped for a better year this year, but i guess not...


i've been hearing stuff abt wat happened at the class comm election, it sort of amuses me, n on the other hand, i cant believe what some pple said. i was so shocked to hear what they said. well, i guess u can say i was not all shocked, but it seemed like i expected that. well, they shudnt say it, especially wat CERTAIN pple said, which just tells me shes so irritating, annoying, n an evil person. well, i wasnt all shocked but shocked when i heard abt it last year. haha, LIFE IS INDEED UNPREDICTABLE... well, but its so obvious dun u think? i think it is... n i guess sooner or later, i wun hear vry good news. n i guess i will not think any further, coz it might juz make me even more worried and all. the entire thing is an irony.


anyway, i gtg now. samurai x!!!! yay... haha


Sobakasu - Samurai X Opening Song


Daikirai datta sobakasu wo chotto
Hitonadeshite tame iki wo hitotsu
Hebi ikkyuu no koi wa migoto ni
Kakuzatou to isshoni toketa
Mae yori mo motto yaseta mune ni chotto
"Chiku" tto sasaru toge ga itai
Hoshiuranai mo ate ni naranai wa


Motto touku made isshoni yuketara nee
Ureshikute sore dakede


Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku wa
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no egao mo omoi dasenai no


Kowashite naoshite wakatteru noni
Sore ga atashi no seikaku dakara
Modokashii kimochi de ayafuya no mama de
Soredemo ii koi wo shitekita


Omoikiri aketa hidari mimi no piasu ni wa nee
Waraenai episoudo


Sobakasu no kazu wo kazoetemiru
Yogoretanui gurumi daite
Mune wo sasu toge wa kienai kedo
Kaeru-chan mo usagi-chan mo
Waratte kureru no


Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku no
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no namida mo omoi dasenai no?
Omoidasenai no
Doushitenano?

i realized i have been updated evry two days... haha


i realized sumting really funny... but i guess its good news? anyway, im just glad 2/3 has a much better class chairperson this year, sry if i have offended anyone in anyway. but yeah, lynette n mag are actually a pretty good job. n i almost bcame class chair? haha, glad im not... coz i think by then, i wud have died. anyway... i hope 2/3 will win the cny decoration competition this year. but then again, mayb not. i dun know, lynette said we have to win this year. lyn, jaime n khym helped out on thursday, which was already sumting that was vry nice. even though they didnt do much, but at least they bothered to help... n im glad. lynette sort of skipped the first 1 hr n 15 mins of her cca to cum do the board... thats nice too. then i was doing stuff alone until ofelia came to help. she said a lot abt the class disliking her n i tried to help her lar. n then we did more decos n she went home. i cleaned up the place n went home too...


i can see that history is repeating itself. which doesnt sound good, right? well, to me it doesnt. n to those who think its good, then it means that u're heartless, sry... i dun think they're gonna b grateful for wat we all r doing. i know coz i just know...? mayb it is a good thing im not class chair. haha, well, coz i have bad tghts abt it... but anyway.... a leader serves his/her pple, not the pple serving the leader. yeah... thats all i have to say.


the amt of homework is increasing, rapidly. and the length of my hair too... yay! haha i can tell its gowing longer! but i wanna keep it short so when its longer then my previous haircut (the short, but not vry short), i'm gonna trim it, or sumtin. whatever it is, im just gonna keep it short. haha, i guess u all have seen my with long hair n have seen my hair shorter n shorter until cannot short liao. haha my sentence seems wrong but i dun care, pple dun cum here anyway. =]


Single - Natasha Bedngfield


Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you


I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole


Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't


[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant


I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be


Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right


Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood


[Chorus]


Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way


Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single


This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant

it was an interesting day yesterday.... ok... hmmm....


haha yesterday, i was walking home with mag, lyn n sharlene. we were gg to macs for lunch. so then we were walking n walking n we saw this old lady standing on the pavement, with a plastic bag on the floor... she seemed rather pitiful, n then she asked for help. so we did help her.. she needed to carry that bag of stuff to 150. and we helped her. mag had the worried look on face. lyn n sharlene were like "oh...." n was juz standing aside.... then we decided to help her. n she was telling us her leg hurts and all n she cant carry heavy stuff. so sharlene was carrying the stuff lar, she wanted to? n then we left the stuff at the coffeeshop n yeah... the old lady thanked us and all. she wanted to treat us to lunch bcoz we helped her and all, but it isnt necessary, so we left... n were quite satisfied i think... coz we helped sumone today? well, it was quite nice... doing a good deed.


it was the photoshoot and the health screening today. photoshoot was all the way at the shed? n mrs tay was actually giving us a quiz but then we had the fotoshoot and all so we didnt have the quiz. then the three prefects were so rushed coz they had to change and all. danielle had blisters on her feet and all, juz wearing that pair of shoes for a few minutes. yeah, n the health screening... we all tght we had to strip, but 2/1 said we didnt need to. and we didnt need to. n was playing with celine on the way back to class, which was quite childish.... haha actually i started it first lar... that shows how immature i m. i was stealing her belt and all. then she said she left her water bottle at st gabs, so i wanted to get there first n was starting to run. but she had to catch me by the belt. n when i tried to run again, she held on to my sleeve. i think one sleeve is longer than the other now... -_______________-


talking abt st gabs.... now we're moving back to st gabs at the end of february... we were suppose to move back at the end of january... great, just great.... one more mth...


i didnt play ffx, even though i said i wud that day... haha i didnt... even though i really wanna play it now!!! i muz finish that LARGE amt of homework. especially english... mrs stephen gives us loads of hw... n it turns out english is the subject with the most homework. haiyoh.... then i still have chinese... juz that five questions... maths, only four questions. n still hw... im still trying to finish them... which means i cant blog now coz i wanna clear that whole pile by 2night or 2mrw... bb n good night! =]


I Just Wanna Live - Good Charlotte


I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)


It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see


I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]


I rock a
Lawsuit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talkin' on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
Theyre saying
"Now you're rich and
Now you're famous
Fake ass girls all know your name and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Your first hit aren't you ashamed?"
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we're livin'


I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live


Stop your messin' around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers


Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we're coming from
We've already seen
The worst that this life can bring


Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know


I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]


I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]


I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about what happens to me


I just wanna live

weird things have been gg on... no.1 i was supposed to fail chinese ca1 and chinese compo. but then i had a 31/50 for ca1 n 32 for compo, which was sumtin really shocking... *blink blink* i tght i wud fail coz my compo really sucked a lot, and as for ca1... i tght i forgotten all the words and all... the diff btween clare's, jessica's n my score are juz one or two marks, which is also weird... except clare had full marks for ca1. coz i dun do better than them. they do better than me... haiz... wat is this world cuming to? evrything is juz weird...


mrs tay was teaching us formulae writing today. haha, like i said i needed sum time to absorb wat she says. she was telling us abt the brackets and all. n the whole class didnt get it... haha no surprise, she was making things confusing for us. n finally after a couple of minutes, we all understood her.


was really pissed last night. i was peacefully doing my homework with the computer n radio on, and my bro was trying to irritate me, he was playing i dream on his hp realy loud, coz his fone is a 6230, n it has a mp3 player.(now he wants a 6260, he has changed his fone twice in a period of 5 mths) so then he sent the music file frm the computer to his fone thru bluetooth. so then i said he was singing the song wrongly but then he said i was the one wrong. well, i didnt care. so then he wanted to challenge me, rap. i hate rap, a lot.... n techno... i hate it alot... coz he bought linkin park's collision course, he also sent the files to his fone. so then he was telling me rap is the best genre, lke i cared.... n then he kept babbling in my ear, while i was doing my homework... n it was already late. if i dun finish, i wun even get to sleep, n i will fall asleep the next morning, n i wun b able to learn, n like that, i might do badly, n bye bye to my cca! he doest seem to have any homework... he cums home late at night... later than i did last year. coz he said he had cca, which happens to b canoeing. well whatever it was, my mum didnt even scold him... n i decided to not care abt anything that goes on in the family. coz if i do, i get scolded n y even bother when i get scolded? so he was irritating me... n i really wanted to finish my homework, n go to sleep. but then he had to keep rambling, and so i almost broke down. i was trying to stop myself frm getting mad. even though i was already mad. but i juz kept quiet. like i'll scolded for juz screaming at him, so i decided to shut up, n hide my anger. n that is y i hate cuming home... this is the reason why. i dun have any peace in whatever i do. n thats y i stay in sch to do my work, n then wat i get scolded again... when i said my bro was bothering me and all, my mum didnt even care.... this is so sickening....

today is the sixteenth day of 2005, i can only say, things hasnt changed much. at least that was what i tght at first....


my social circle is becoming smaller and smaller, my friends, especially those whom ihave been with for years, they seem to b drifting away, further and further away. like i didnt really wanna bother so much abt it, but now, it seems to b worse and all. i try to talk to them like i did back then when we were like really good friends and all, but then im one step further away instead, which doesnt make any sense. i'm starting to morph into someone else. a new briana, n i wish to morph back. not evrything abt me has changed. i'm still the extra. but my personality has changed? good or bad? i dun know myself either. it happens all the time, and italways gets on my nerves. i try to get to know them better, but then, i'll get all scared and all, then i'm back to square one, typical me. destined to be a spare tyre? m i that?


my bro bought the taufik album yesterday, yeah, he kept playing i dream the entire afternoon, i kinda got sick of it...


the sec 1 orientation went well, i guess. they were rather fascinated by the soccer robot. and there were sum technical faults during the presentation. n i think i saw that girl whom liz n mat said had potential, but liz said it isnt her... the test-tubes were gone, real fast, the sec ones liked them. n one of them dropped it on the floor, and blah, yah, there was the wet spot there. after the entire thing, i was pretty beat. i was sleepy in the arc rm while unpacking the robots and trying to fix them. but then i put them back in the box after that. bleagh, wat was i doing man. and the sec ones came in took a look at the arc rm, and grace was telling them abt the ancilla. ok... and nat was here too!!! haha, it was great seeing her. left sch at 2pm. liz n mat hid su hui's n my shoes bhind the door and nder the shoe rack, coz we didnt put them on the shoe rack. well, that was NICE!! i guess u can sense the sarcasm? haha nvm. not to mention i was practically falling asleep while watching tv at night. i enjoyed lion king: simba's pride. haha im still a disney freak, no offence. juz liked wathching it since young. young kiara and kovu are so cute. cuddly lion cubs. the story was pretty much like romeo and juliet, but instead they didnt die in the end. yeah. it was abt two prides. kiara's pride was the good pride and kovu's pride was the bad one. but then kovu was good at heart lar, unlike his ancestor, scar. and kovu has a retarded bro man, an evil mother, forgot her name.


i hvnt played ffx for 16 days? which is an improvement... haha sry debby, i think im gonna play a little ffx later. but mayb not. if i dun manage to finish my hw, im not gonna play. so yeah. i still have to research on external casino operations, and the chinese thing. then i still have to print stuff for the class notice board, its gonna finish up my ink cartridge. maths isnt much of a problem. science, finish up section c, n review qestions, mag said they were easy, so i guess its ok. theres d n t too. and not to forget art and history! fine fine, i better start on my hw, or i'll die!


I Dream - Taufik Batisah


In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there, where eagles dare to fly


In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are


It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself


Chorus 1:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream


If there s a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world s have come apart


It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself


Chorus 2:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream


I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone


And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream

well the exhibition on tuesday didnt go the least well... evrything didnt turn out well... the soccer bot, the video cam batt... haiz. n the fact that sum sec 1s dun even bother... even the arc survey. i heard this 1/2 girl telling sumone else that she can write short forms n nonsense for the arc survey... well, apparently, ur nonsense is not accepted at all... i was standing there with the surveys in my hand. i was looking at her n forcing a smile. she looked at me n said... "actually u can write short form, but dun write nonsense" n i asked her which class she was frm, ok... 1/2. well, that wasnt vry pleasant, is it?


i've been doing my hw in the arc rm for the last two days... n i found it easier... coz it isnt so distracting unlike home, when my bro wudnt get off my back. so today, without debby n su hui's help, matilda, liz n i wudnt have solved the question... haha thx =]! actually lynette is a better class chair than i tght.. after a period of only a week? she has actually impressed me... haha yeah, i said it, impressed... haha its not that no one impresses me.. but its like.. she plays only a small character in class, but she turned out to b the class chair, which was unexpected. n shes handling it pretty well... i think there is still hope. thank you! well, 2/3, thank lynette for cleaning the classroom for YOU. she arranged the tables n chairs, wiped the computer desk n ohp. so thank her.... i shall thank lynette now... THANKS LYNETTE!!! haha


anyone realized the science lab had mosquitoes? i was bitten twice. cheryl, four. so many mosquitoes in tp now. even my hse... hmmmm... thats y they're fogging the place. like WOW! haha, im being sarcastic.

ok... so the exhibition didnt go too well.... the sec 1s were much interested in the race robot. liz n matilda said there was sumone who had potential, ok... anyway.... i went looking for sec 1s, but they didnt seem interested, at least sum of them, as for those who said they were gg, they didnt in the end.. argh.


i still have a chinese ca that totally slipped off my mind. y is evryone saying that its an exam? isnt it a ca? bleah... whatever it is, its han yu pin yin n han zi. yeah, thats all. but still have to study lar. whole of 1B. great... n i hvnt started... i m considerably stupid n i might fail, who knows? argh... i'm gonna die man.


i'm class comm member, again... well, lynette's the class chair n mag's the vice. well, things seem to b ok... im sure lynette will do a good job =] this time, im only a class comm MEMBER, phew~ im not secretary liao... the other comm member is yeehui aka mushroom. haha, both of us were only told to make sure pple do their duty, we dun have to do anything bsides that i guess, haha... XD


i love the song unwritten, by natasha bedingfield, it has a nice chorus. haha. and i agree with debby, blue writes smart lyrics... haha, now i really want the natasha bedingfield album, unwritten. haha, nvm, forget i said that. heehee =D


i hvnt been playing ffx. haha, i think i have to wait forever to play again. too busy to play. n i guess i wun b too obsessed abt ffx liao, debby shud b glad now. i still obsessed with ffx lar, but NOT THAT obsessed. like yeah... haha


the writing robot is done liao, thanx to anne marie... i didnt do much, did vry little. blah... she did most of the programming n the building.... ok... haha i hope there will b more sec 1s cuming to the exhibition 2mrw. coz all four robots will b displayed and all. mushroom seemed really interested when i told her abt the robots... haha... ok...


Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield


I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned


Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find


Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten


Oh, oh, oh


I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way


Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find


Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins


Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten


Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find


Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins


Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten


Oh, yeah, yeah