back frm the band concert. it was great. i wore a.... skirt. and actually phoenix, carmen n mushroom said jeans were allowed, but then i cudnt find my jeans. n i had no choice but to wear a skirt. argh.... but i still had fun lar... n i only realized.... i've been to victoria concert hall b4. back in p4, when i was in choir... yeah, it was an excursion. so yeah, i was rather fascinated by all the instruments i guess. sars was at the concert too, coz cecilia was performing. went to newton circus to eat after the concert. went home at like 11.30pm? and the taxi driver asked me how to get to tp frm newton, like of course i dun know. so then i juz told him, go to braddell, n frm there to tp. so then when we were in braddell, i started telling him to go left n right n all that, n finally i got home. but i had this feeling we went a big round, coz i had to pay like $5.20? frm newton to tp... so yeah
my bro is using more vulgarities than liz, serious... he says the f word like evry 2 mins? n i have only been as far as wah lau. u can say hes far worse than liz yeah? n he uses the f word particularly on me, like wth is his freaking problem? n he starts calling me a jinx. i know i m, but need he make it so obvious. i feel like running frm home bcoz i cant stand it evryday being irritated n annoyed by him. irritated n annoyed are words not strong enuf to express it kays?
another flamer again.... like wat is wrong with these pple yeah? make it look as though its admiralty... but i dun know if it is lar...
to mr/ms flamer: i shall b polite n shoo u away... using other pple's names is so.... immature. even if its a prank or whatsoever... but yeah, i juz think that u're the one jealous n NOT US... i shall laugh at u for ur shameless acts... *muahahahaha* haha, so juz get off yeah. THANK YOU N GOOD BYE! FULL STOP.
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Saturday, January 29, 2005
i want a kimono *hint hint* haha, i always wanted it since young, coz i think they're really cute. haha, anyway, the cheapest of all the kimonos is $100+... n normal kimonos are like $400+ or $500+. expensive ones can cost like $10 000! they're just expensive..... TOO expensive. haiyoh i will only wish for it, since i cant buy it. and theres no way my mum wud wanna buy it for me. haha i shall add itto my WISHLIST coz im only wishing for it. haha...
band concert later. wearing a skirt... coz i dun know if jeans are allowed. im cross dressing again! i think skirts are disgusting.... n im still wearing them. crap! if its possible anyone is reading this b4 the concert n u know that non-skirts are allowed, call me now. gah........... shall not think or skirts or else i will kill myself for doing so
i shall watch precious tv n forget abt skirts for now.
band concert later. wearing a skirt... coz i dun know if jeans are allowed. im cross dressing again! i think skirts are disgusting.... n im still wearing them. crap! if its possible anyone is reading this b4 the concert n u know that non-skirts are allowed, call me now. gah........... shall not think or skirts or else i will kill myself for doing so
i shall watch precious tv n forget abt skirts for now.
Thursday, January 27, 2005
i just came back frm sch... ok not just, coz the moment i got home, i immediately switched on the tv n watched samurai x. haha, i feel so shi bai. coz i missed like two n a half eps already... sad.... vry sad...
did a lot of stuff today. haha i know its like.... worthless and all, saying all that. but i didnt really do anything productive today... at leat i cant think of... o i remember! i watched samurai x this morning! haha i was suppose to wake up at 5.30am, but then i woke up at 5.40am instead. but anyway, it was so interesting. haha kenshin was trying to balance on the ball n all, n it was damn funny. and kaoru was doing a stunt n sanosuke was the guinea pig. the knives almost hit him lar... it sort of got stuck in his hair... haha, i was laughing my head off early in the morning, n i think samurai x brightens up my day.... haha, i'm gonna watch it evry morning! haha....
did a lot of stuff today. haha i know its like.... worthless and all, saying all that. but i didnt really do anything productive today... at leat i cant think of... o i remember! i watched samurai x this morning! haha i was suppose to wake up at 5.30am, but then i woke up at 5.40am instead. but anyway, it was so interesting. haha kenshin was trying to balance on the ball n all, n it was damn funny. and kaoru was doing a stunt n sanosuke was the guinea pig. the knives almost hit him lar... it sort of got stuck in his hair... haha, i was laughing my head off early in the morning, n i think samurai x brightens up my day.... haha, i'm gonna watch it evry morning! haha....
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
we pissed another teacher off today, unintentionally...
on monday, mrs wong n mrs how scolded us. yesterday, it was mrs tay. today its mrs tay again... i guess 2/3 will b known as the laziest class? haiyoh...
didnt do a lot of cny deco today. went to the arc rm, n helped with the banner. haha, we were tokin a little abt samurai x. n when su hui said she only knew kenshin, melissa was like, huh? hus kenshin, then she realized it was the samurai. she actually tght the kenshin's name was x. coz samurai x, so x. haha, it was damn funny, i laughed till i had a tummyache. haha, n when we were on the way home, there was this bug in suhui's water bottle. haha a shiny bug. debby n i were playing with it. she was woried the bug might get killed, so she shifted it to the grass... haha n she still worried abt the bug gettin killed when the grass was mowned. haha she didnt move it again. we went for sum tako at the interchange. on the way there, melissa was teaching us how to speak singlish. apple juice bcame "apple-ju" haha n we had to pronounce ju properly. we saw this dog n melissa was barking, the owner had this confused look on his face. haha we had tako then we came home...
the good news is less hw. only art n history. i actually tght there was no hw, but then mag said so, yeah....
i hope we dun do the wrong stuff 2mrw n not get scolded 2mrw... haiyoh...
i'm now updating sars abt wats gg on in ij.... not really updating but im telling her abt sumtin which i have hidden frm her for vry long... coz i didnt dare tell her. i'm making a confession now so yeah.... i think she ought to know. n i guess if i dun tell her, no one will ever will. haha, its all in bits n pieces now, im trying to piece them together. not vry successful but still trying. i wonder if anything will change after telling her... mayb it wud since she now knows abt it, but i guess that really cant change anything coz shes in nanyang now, n its difficult. mayb she'll call @#$% to check out wats gg on n all. then she might call !@#$%^& to talk to her abt it. i shall not reveal names, coz i dun want SOME people to jump to ridiculous conclusions n trouble will brew.
on monday, mrs wong n mrs how scolded us. yesterday, it was mrs tay. today its mrs tay again... i guess 2/3 will b known as the laziest class? haiyoh...
didnt do a lot of cny deco today. went to the arc rm, n helped with the banner. haha, we were tokin a little abt samurai x. n when su hui said she only knew kenshin, melissa was like, huh? hus kenshin, then she realized it was the samurai. she actually tght the kenshin's name was x. coz samurai x, so x. haha, it was damn funny, i laughed till i had a tummyache. haha, n when we were on the way home, there was this bug in suhui's water bottle. haha a shiny bug. debby n i were playing with it. she was woried the bug might get killed, so she shifted it to the grass... haha n she still worried abt the bug gettin killed when the grass was mowned. haha she didnt move it again. we went for sum tako at the interchange. on the way there, melissa was teaching us how to speak singlish. apple juice bcame "apple-ju" haha n we had to pronounce ju properly. we saw this dog n melissa was barking, the owner had this confused look on his face. haha we had tako then we came home...
the good news is less hw. only art n history. i actually tght there was no hw, but then mag said so, yeah....
i hope we dun do the wrong stuff 2mrw n not get scolded 2mrw... haiyoh...
i'm now updating sars abt wats gg on in ij.... not really updating but im telling her abt sumtin which i have hidden frm her for vry long... coz i didnt dare tell her. i'm making a confession now so yeah.... i think she ought to know. n i guess if i dun tell her, no one will ever will. haha, its all in bits n pieces now, im trying to piece them together. not vry successful but still trying. i wonder if anything will change after telling her... mayb it wud since she now knows abt it, but i guess that really cant change anything coz shes in nanyang now, n its difficult. mayb she'll call @#$% to check out wats gg on n all. then she might call !@#$%^& to talk to her abt it. i shall not reveal names, coz i dun want SOME people to jump to ridiculous conclusions n trouble will brew.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
yay... i changed the song on my blog, to sobakasu... frm samurai x!!! haha, juz like ffx... i guess u can guess wat happens next? haha... but the song's so cheerful yeah? n nice! haha... i downloaded ths video frm the samurai house website.. haha i was laughing my head off... not loud coz it was a silent one, but it was really really funny... so funny i did a silent laugh. it was a video of kenshin saying oro... haha so cute!!! debby says its sumtin he says all the time... but "oro" is damn cute. now i know why debby mentioned abt gg mad when kenshin says oro... coz its so funny!!! haha i m enjoying myself watching samurai x... even though i just woke up this morning n switched on the tv... haha i enjoyed watching it man.. haha, its so darn cool when kenshin starts drwing his sword out and all... anyway... in another 22 mins... i'll b heading out to go watch samurai x... wah, so exciting... HAHA
mrs tay changed my seat in the science lab... now i have no lab partner. coz there were 5 pple sitting in the front n she said it was too squeezy... so then there were no one bhind cheryl n i, so then she made me move to the back... n since my class has 39 pple, i have no lab partner. :( n today we had to taste acids n all.. i didnt like the taste n it was definitely not that easy. i had a hard time juz trying to figure out the taste, coz when i tasted once, it had no taste, then when i tried again, it was sour... haiyoh, n since we were so disorganized, which made mrs tay so mad, she said to redo the exeriment on the next lesson... so much to do... in ten minutes? not enough, not enough. haiyoh, n she said i had to do the experiment myself... argh... but with gretchen n jessica's help, i pulled through. except we hvnt completed the tasting one. completed only the litmus paper one n blah blah.
i hope my class will win the inter class cny deco competition... last week, i stayed back to do the notice board n decorations with mag, lynette, khym, jaime n lyn. ofelia helped too... coz sum of the notice boad pple didnt stay back n all, so we sort of made them stay today... well, all of them did. but apparently, 3 out of 5 were doing their job. as for the other 2, they were slacking arnd, cit chatting with lyn n the rest. haiyoh at least we finished covering those ugly holes in the board. n pasted fishes... cherlynn, melissa, khym, mag, michelle, ofelia n clare, were the considerate pple, who stayed back to help... well, thats nice. but i guess the rest of the class cant b bothered... ike chocomania. i shouted like once just to get their attention. well it succeeded, but after abt 5 seconds, the noise started again. mag was also screaming here n there, whatever it was, the class comm was trying to get their attention. they want to win, but they cant b bothered. n if we, the class comm make the decision, the class will b unhappy. if we let them make the decision, they'll shut up, or simply ignore us... if we have the class discussion, it wont work either. haiyoh... wat m i talking abt? it happened for an entire year... LAST YEAR! great... i actually hoped for a better year this year, but i guess not...
i've been hearing stuff abt wat happened at the class comm election, it sort of amuses me, n on the other hand, i cant believe what some pple said. i was so shocked to hear what they said. well, i guess u can say i was not all shocked, but it seemed like i expected that. well, they shudnt say it, especially wat CERTAIN pple said, which just tells me shes so irritating, annoying, n an evil person. well, i wasnt all shocked but shocked when i heard abt it last year. haha, LIFE IS INDEED UNPREDICTABLE... well, but its so obvious dun u think? i think it is... n i guess sooner or later, i wun hear vry good news. n i guess i will not think any further, coz it might juz make me even more worried and all. the entire thing is an irony.
anyway, i gtg now. samurai x!!!! yay... haha
Sobakasu - Samurai X Opening Song
Daikirai datta sobakasu wo chotto
Hitonadeshite tame iki wo hitotsu
Hebi ikkyuu no koi wa migoto ni
Kakuzatou to isshoni toketa
Mae yori mo motto yaseta mune ni chotto
"Chiku" tto sasaru toge ga itai
Hoshiuranai mo ate ni naranai wa
Motto touku made isshoni yuketara nee
Ureshikute sore dakede
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku wa
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no egao mo omoi dasenai no
Kowashite naoshite wakatteru noni
Sore ga atashi no seikaku dakara
Modokashii kimochi de ayafuya no mama de
Soredemo ii koi wo shitekita
Omoikiri aketa hidari mimi no piasu ni wa nee
Waraenai episoudo
Sobakasu no kazu wo kazoetemiru
Yogoretanui gurumi daite
Mune wo sasu toge wa kienai kedo
Kaeru-chan mo usagi-chan mo
Waratte kureru no
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku no
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no namida mo omoi dasenai no?
Omoidasenai no
Doushitenano?
mrs tay changed my seat in the science lab... now i have no lab partner. coz there were 5 pple sitting in the front n she said it was too squeezy... so then there were no one bhind cheryl n i, so then she made me move to the back... n since my class has 39 pple, i have no lab partner. :( n today we had to taste acids n all.. i didnt like the taste n it was definitely not that easy. i had a hard time juz trying to figure out the taste, coz when i tasted once, it had no taste, then when i tried again, it was sour... haiyoh, n since we were so disorganized, which made mrs tay so mad, she said to redo the exeriment on the next lesson... so much to do... in ten minutes? not enough, not enough. haiyoh, n she said i had to do the experiment myself... argh... but with gretchen n jessica's help, i pulled through. except we hvnt completed the tasting one. completed only the litmus paper one n blah blah.
i hope my class will win the inter class cny deco competition... last week, i stayed back to do the notice board n decorations with mag, lynette, khym, jaime n lyn. ofelia helped too... coz sum of the notice boad pple didnt stay back n all, so we sort of made them stay today... well, all of them did. but apparently, 3 out of 5 were doing their job. as for the other 2, they were slacking arnd, cit chatting with lyn n the rest. haiyoh at least we finished covering those ugly holes in the board. n pasted fishes... cherlynn, melissa, khym, mag, michelle, ofelia n clare, were the considerate pple, who stayed back to help... well, thats nice. but i guess the rest of the class cant b bothered... ike chocomania. i shouted like once just to get their attention. well it succeeded, but after abt 5 seconds, the noise started again. mag was also screaming here n there, whatever it was, the class comm was trying to get their attention. they want to win, but they cant b bothered. n if we, the class comm make the decision, the class will b unhappy. if we let them make the decision, they'll shut up, or simply ignore us... if we have the class discussion, it wont work either. haiyoh... wat m i talking abt? it happened for an entire year... LAST YEAR! great... i actually hoped for a better year this year, but i guess not...
i've been hearing stuff abt wat happened at the class comm election, it sort of amuses me, n on the other hand, i cant believe what some pple said. i was so shocked to hear what they said. well, i guess u can say i was not all shocked, but it seemed like i expected that. well, they shudnt say it, especially wat CERTAIN pple said, which just tells me shes so irritating, annoying, n an evil person. well, i wasnt all shocked but shocked when i heard abt it last year. haha, LIFE IS INDEED UNPREDICTABLE... well, but its so obvious dun u think? i think it is... n i guess sooner or later, i wun hear vry good news. n i guess i will not think any further, coz it might juz make me even more worried and all. the entire thing is an irony.
anyway, i gtg now. samurai x!!!! yay... haha
Sobakasu - Samurai X Opening Song
Daikirai datta sobakasu wo chotto
Hitonadeshite tame iki wo hitotsu
Hebi ikkyuu no koi wa migoto ni
Kakuzatou to isshoni toketa
Mae yori mo motto yaseta mune ni chotto
"Chiku" tto sasaru toge ga itai
Hoshiuranai mo ate ni naranai wa
Motto touku made isshoni yuketara nee
Ureshikute sore dakede
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku wa
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no egao mo omoi dasenai no
Kowashite naoshite wakatteru noni
Sore ga atashi no seikaku dakara
Modokashii kimochi de ayafuya no mama de
Soredemo ii koi wo shitekita
Omoikiri aketa hidari mimi no piasu ni wa nee
Waraenai episoudo
Sobakasu no kazu wo kazoetemiru
Yogoretanui gurumi daite
Mune wo sasu toge wa kienai kedo
Kaeru-chan mo usagi-chan mo
Waratte kureru no
Omoi de wa itsumo kirei dakedo
Sore dake ja onaka ga suku no
Honto wa setsunai yoru nanoni
Doushite kashira? Ano hito no namida mo omoi dasenai no?
Omoidasenai no
Doushitenano?
Saturday, January 22, 2005
i realized i have been updated evry two days... haha
i realized sumting really funny... but i guess its good news? anyway, im just glad 2/3 has a much better class chairperson this year, sry if i have offended anyone in anyway. but yeah, lynette n mag are actually a pretty good job. n i almost bcame class chair? haha, glad im not... coz i think by then, i wud have died. anyway... i hope 2/3 will win the cny decoration competition this year. but then again, mayb not. i dun know, lynette said we have to win this year. lyn, jaime n khym helped out on thursday, which was already sumting that was vry nice. even though they didnt do much, but at least they bothered to help... n im glad. lynette sort of skipped the first 1 hr n 15 mins of her cca to cum do the board... thats nice too. then i was doing stuff alone until ofelia came to help. she said a lot abt the class disliking her n i tried to help her lar. n then we did more decos n she went home. i cleaned up the place n went home too...
i can see that history is repeating itself. which doesnt sound good, right? well, to me it doesnt. n to those who think its good, then it means that u're heartless, sry... i dun think they're gonna b grateful for wat we all r doing. i know coz i just know...? mayb it is a good thing im not class chair. haha, well, coz i have bad tghts abt it... but anyway.... a leader serves his/her pple, not the pple serving the leader. yeah... thats all i have to say.
the amt of homework is increasing, rapidly. and the length of my hair too... yay! haha i can tell its gowing longer! but i wanna keep it short so when its longer then my previous haircut (the short, but not vry short), i'm gonna trim it, or sumtin. whatever it is, im just gonna keep it short. haha, i guess u all have seen my with long hair n have seen my hair shorter n shorter until cannot short liao. haha my sentence seems wrong but i dun care, pple dun cum here anyway. =]
Single - Natasha Bedngfield
Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
[Chorus]
Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
i realized sumting really funny... but i guess its good news? anyway, im just glad 2/3 has a much better class chairperson this year, sry if i have offended anyone in anyway. but yeah, lynette n mag are actually a pretty good job. n i almost bcame class chair? haha, glad im not... coz i think by then, i wud have died. anyway... i hope 2/3 will win the cny decoration competition this year. but then again, mayb not. i dun know, lynette said we have to win this year. lyn, jaime n khym helped out on thursday, which was already sumting that was vry nice. even though they didnt do much, but at least they bothered to help... n im glad. lynette sort of skipped the first 1 hr n 15 mins of her cca to cum do the board... thats nice too. then i was doing stuff alone until ofelia came to help. she said a lot abt the class disliking her n i tried to help her lar. n then we did more decos n she went home. i cleaned up the place n went home too...
i can see that history is repeating itself. which doesnt sound good, right? well, to me it doesnt. n to those who think its good, then it means that u're heartless, sry... i dun think they're gonna b grateful for wat we all r doing. i know coz i just know...? mayb it is a good thing im not class chair. haha, well, coz i have bad tghts abt it... but anyway.... a leader serves his/her pple, not the pple serving the leader. yeah... thats all i have to say.
the amt of homework is increasing, rapidly. and the length of my hair too... yay! haha i can tell its gowing longer! but i wanna keep it short so when its longer then my previous haircut (the short, but not vry short), i'm gonna trim it, or sumtin. whatever it is, im just gonna keep it short. haha, i guess u all have seen my with long hair n have seen my hair shorter n shorter until cannot short liao. haha my sentence seems wrong but i dun care, pple dun cum here anyway. =]
Single - Natasha Bedngfield
Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
[Chorus:]
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Ah yeah Uh Huh that's right
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
[Chorus]
Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way it's my way
Eh I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
Thursday, January 20, 2005
it was an interesting day yesterday.... ok... hmmm....
haha yesterday, i was walking home with mag, lyn n sharlene. we were gg to macs for lunch. so then we were walking n walking n we saw this old lady standing on the pavement, with a plastic bag on the floor... she seemed rather pitiful, n then she asked for help. so we did help her.. she needed to carry that bag of stuff to 150. and we helped her. mag had the worried look on face. lyn n sharlene were like "oh...." n was juz standing aside.... then we decided to help her. n she was telling us her leg hurts and all n she cant carry heavy stuff. so sharlene was carrying the stuff lar, she wanted to? n then we left the stuff at the coffeeshop n yeah... the old lady thanked us and all. she wanted to treat us to lunch bcoz we helped her and all, but it isnt necessary, so we left... n were quite satisfied i think... coz we helped sumone today? well, it was quite nice... doing a good deed.
it was the photoshoot and the health screening today. photoshoot was all the way at the shed? n mrs tay was actually giving us a quiz but then we had the fotoshoot and all so we didnt have the quiz. then the three prefects were so rushed coz they had to change and all. danielle had blisters on her feet and all, juz wearing that pair of shoes for a few minutes. yeah, n the health screening... we all tght we had to strip, but 2/1 said we didnt need to. and we didnt need to. n was playing with celine on the way back to class, which was quite childish.... haha actually i started it first lar... that shows how immature i m. i was stealing her belt and all. then she said she left her water bottle at st gabs, so i wanted to get there first n was starting to run. but she had to catch me by the belt. n when i tried to run again, she held on to my sleeve. i think one sleeve is longer than the other now... -_______________-
talking abt st gabs.... now we're moving back to st gabs at the end of february... we were suppose to move back at the end of january... great, just great.... one more mth...
i didnt play ffx, even though i said i wud that day... haha i didnt... even though i really wanna play it now!!! i muz finish that LARGE amt of homework. especially english... mrs stephen gives us loads of hw... n it turns out english is the subject with the most homework. haiyoh.... then i still have chinese... juz that five questions... maths, only four questions. n still hw... im still trying to finish them... which means i cant blog now coz i wanna clear that whole pile by 2night or 2mrw... bb n good night! =]
I Just Wanna Live - Good Charlotte
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)
It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]
I rock a
Lawsuit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talkin' on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
Theyre saying
"Now you're rich and
Now you're famous
Fake ass girls all know your name and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Your first hit aren't you ashamed?"
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we're livin'
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Stop your messin' around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers
Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we're coming from
We've already seen
The worst that this life can bring
Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
haha yesterday, i was walking home with mag, lyn n sharlene. we were gg to macs for lunch. so then we were walking n walking n we saw this old lady standing on the pavement, with a plastic bag on the floor... she seemed rather pitiful, n then she asked for help. so we did help her.. she needed to carry that bag of stuff to 150. and we helped her. mag had the worried look on face. lyn n sharlene were like "oh...." n was juz standing aside.... then we decided to help her. n she was telling us her leg hurts and all n she cant carry heavy stuff. so sharlene was carrying the stuff lar, she wanted to? n then we left the stuff at the coffeeshop n yeah... the old lady thanked us and all. she wanted to treat us to lunch bcoz we helped her and all, but it isnt necessary, so we left... n were quite satisfied i think... coz we helped sumone today? well, it was quite nice... doing a good deed.
it was the photoshoot and the health screening today. photoshoot was all the way at the shed? n mrs tay was actually giving us a quiz but then we had the fotoshoot and all so we didnt have the quiz. then the three prefects were so rushed coz they had to change and all. danielle had blisters on her feet and all, juz wearing that pair of shoes for a few minutes. yeah, n the health screening... we all tght we had to strip, but 2/1 said we didnt need to. and we didnt need to. n was playing with celine on the way back to class, which was quite childish.... haha actually i started it first lar... that shows how immature i m. i was stealing her belt and all. then she said she left her water bottle at st gabs, so i wanted to get there first n was starting to run. but she had to catch me by the belt. n when i tried to run again, she held on to my sleeve. i think one sleeve is longer than the other now... -_______________-
talking abt st gabs.... now we're moving back to st gabs at the end of february... we were suppose to move back at the end of january... great, just great.... one more mth...
i didnt play ffx, even though i said i wud that day... haha i didnt... even though i really wanna play it now!!! i muz finish that LARGE amt of homework. especially english... mrs stephen gives us loads of hw... n it turns out english is the subject with the most homework. haiyoh.... then i still have chinese... juz that five questions... maths, only four questions. n still hw... im still trying to finish them... which means i cant blog now coz i wanna clear that whole pile by 2night or 2mrw... bb n good night! =]
I Just Wanna Live - Good Charlotte
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)
It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]
I rock a
Lawsuit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talkin' on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
Theyre saying
"Now you're rich and
Now you're famous
Fake ass girls all know your name and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Your first hit aren't you ashamed?"
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we're livin'
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Stop your messin' around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers
Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we're coming from
We've already seen
The worst that this life can bring
Now we expect it everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
weird things have been gg on... no.1 i was supposed to fail chinese ca1 and chinese compo. but then i had a 31/50 for ca1 n 32 for compo, which was sumtin really shocking... *blink blink* i tght i wud fail coz my compo really sucked a lot, and as for ca1... i tght i forgotten all the words and all... the diff btween clare's, jessica's n my score are juz one or two marks, which is also weird... except clare had full marks for ca1. coz i dun do better than them. they do better than me... haiz... wat is this world cuming to? evrything is juz weird...
mrs tay was teaching us formulae writing today. haha, like i said i needed sum time to absorb wat she says. she was telling us abt the brackets and all. n the whole class didnt get it... haha no surprise, she was making things confusing for us. n finally after a couple of minutes, we all understood her.
was really pissed last night. i was peacefully doing my homework with the computer n radio on, and my bro was trying to irritate me, he was playing i dream on his hp realy loud, coz his fone is a 6230, n it has a mp3 player.(now he wants a 6260, he has changed his fone twice in a period of 5 mths) so then he sent the music file frm the computer to his fone thru bluetooth. so then i said he was singing the song wrongly but then he said i was the one wrong. well, i didnt care. so then he wanted to challenge me, rap. i hate rap, a lot.... n techno... i hate it alot... coz he bought linkin park's collision course, he also sent the files to his fone. so then he was telling me rap is the best genre, lke i cared.... n then he kept babbling in my ear, while i was doing my homework... n it was already late. if i dun finish, i wun even get to sleep, n i will fall asleep the next morning, n i wun b able to learn, n like that, i might do badly, n bye bye to my cca! he doest seem to have any homework... he cums home late at night... later than i did last year. coz he said he had cca, which happens to b canoeing. well whatever it was, my mum didnt even scold him... n i decided to not care abt anything that goes on in the family. coz if i do, i get scolded n y even bother when i get scolded? so he was irritating me... n i really wanted to finish my homework, n go to sleep. but then he had to keep rambling, and so i almost broke down. i was trying to stop myself frm getting mad. even though i was already mad. but i juz kept quiet. like i'll scolded for juz screaming at him, so i decided to shut up, n hide my anger. n that is y i hate cuming home... this is the reason why. i dun have any peace in whatever i do. n thats y i stay in sch to do my work, n then wat i get scolded again... when i said my bro was bothering me and all, my mum didnt even care.... this is so sickening....
mrs tay was teaching us formulae writing today. haha, like i said i needed sum time to absorb wat she says. she was telling us abt the brackets and all. n the whole class didnt get it... haha no surprise, she was making things confusing for us. n finally after a couple of minutes, we all understood her.
was really pissed last night. i was peacefully doing my homework with the computer n radio on, and my bro was trying to irritate me, he was playing i dream on his hp realy loud, coz his fone is a 6230, n it has a mp3 player.(now he wants a 6260, he has changed his fone twice in a period of 5 mths) so then he sent the music file frm the computer to his fone thru bluetooth. so then i said he was singing the song wrongly but then he said i was the one wrong. well, i didnt care. so then he wanted to challenge me, rap. i hate rap, a lot.... n techno... i hate it alot... coz he bought linkin park's collision course, he also sent the files to his fone. so then he was telling me rap is the best genre, lke i cared.... n then he kept babbling in my ear, while i was doing my homework... n it was already late. if i dun finish, i wun even get to sleep, n i will fall asleep the next morning, n i wun b able to learn, n like that, i might do badly, n bye bye to my cca! he doest seem to have any homework... he cums home late at night... later than i did last year. coz he said he had cca, which happens to b canoeing. well whatever it was, my mum didnt even scold him... n i decided to not care abt anything that goes on in the family. coz if i do, i get scolded n y even bother when i get scolded? so he was irritating me... n i really wanted to finish my homework, n go to sleep. but then he had to keep rambling, and so i almost broke down. i was trying to stop myself frm getting mad. even though i was already mad. but i juz kept quiet. like i'll scolded for juz screaming at him, so i decided to shut up, n hide my anger. n that is y i hate cuming home... this is the reason why. i dun have any peace in whatever i do. n thats y i stay in sch to do my work, n then wat i get scolded again... when i said my bro was bothering me and all, my mum didnt even care.... this is so sickening....
Sunday, January 16, 2005
today is the sixteenth day of 2005, i can only say, things hasnt changed much. at least that was what i tght at first....
my social circle is becoming smaller and smaller, my friends, especially those whom ihave been with for years, they seem to b drifting away, further and further away. like i didnt really wanna bother so much abt it, but now, it seems to b worse and all. i try to talk to them like i did back then when we were like really good friends and all, but then im one step further away instead, which doesnt make any sense. i'm starting to morph into someone else. a new briana, n i wish to morph back. not evrything abt me has changed. i'm still the extra. but my personality has changed? good or bad? i dun know myself either. it happens all the time, and italways gets on my nerves. i try to get to know them better, but then, i'll get all scared and all, then i'm back to square one, typical me. destined to be a spare tyre? m i that?
my bro bought the taufik album yesterday, yeah, he kept playing i dream the entire afternoon, i kinda got sick of it...
the sec 1 orientation went well, i guess. they were rather fascinated by the soccer robot. and there were sum technical faults during the presentation. n i think i saw that girl whom liz n mat said had potential, but liz said it isnt her... the test-tubes were gone, real fast, the sec ones liked them. n one of them dropped it on the floor, and blah, yah, there was the wet spot there. after the entire thing, i was pretty beat. i was sleepy in the arc rm while unpacking the robots and trying to fix them. but then i put them back in the box after that. bleagh, wat was i doing man. and the sec ones came in took a look at the arc rm, and grace was telling them abt the ancilla. ok... and nat was here too!!! haha, it was great seeing her. left sch at 2pm. liz n mat hid su hui's n my shoes bhind the door and nder the shoe rack, coz we didnt put them on the shoe rack. well, that was NICE!! i guess u can sense the sarcasm? haha nvm. not to mention i was practically falling asleep while watching tv at night. i enjoyed lion king: simba's pride. haha im still a disney freak, no offence. juz liked wathching it since young. young kiara and kovu are so cute. cuddly lion cubs. the story was pretty much like romeo and juliet, but instead they didnt die in the end. yeah. it was abt two prides. kiara's pride was the good pride and kovu's pride was the bad one. but then kovu was good at heart lar, unlike his ancestor, scar. and kovu has a retarded bro man, an evil mother, forgot her name.
i hvnt played ffx for 16 days? which is an improvement... haha sry debby, i think im gonna play a little ffx later. but mayb not. if i dun manage to finish my hw, im not gonna play. so yeah. i still have to research on external casino operations, and the chinese thing. then i still have to print stuff for the class notice board, its gonna finish up my ink cartridge. maths isnt much of a problem. science, finish up section c, n review qestions, mag said they were easy, so i guess its ok. theres d n t too. and not to forget art and history! fine fine, i better start on my hw, or i'll die!
I Dream - Taufik Batisah
In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there, where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
Chorus 1:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
If there s a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world s have come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
Chorus 2:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream
my social circle is becoming smaller and smaller, my friends, especially those whom ihave been with for years, they seem to b drifting away, further and further away. like i didnt really wanna bother so much abt it, but now, it seems to b worse and all. i try to talk to them like i did back then when we were like really good friends and all, but then im one step further away instead, which doesnt make any sense. i'm starting to morph into someone else. a new briana, n i wish to morph back. not evrything abt me has changed. i'm still the extra. but my personality has changed? good or bad? i dun know myself either. it happens all the time, and italways gets on my nerves. i try to get to know them better, but then, i'll get all scared and all, then i'm back to square one, typical me. destined to be a spare tyre? m i that?
my bro bought the taufik album yesterday, yeah, he kept playing i dream the entire afternoon, i kinda got sick of it...
the sec 1 orientation went well, i guess. they were rather fascinated by the soccer robot. and there were sum technical faults during the presentation. n i think i saw that girl whom liz n mat said had potential, but liz said it isnt her... the test-tubes were gone, real fast, the sec ones liked them. n one of them dropped it on the floor, and blah, yah, there was the wet spot there. after the entire thing, i was pretty beat. i was sleepy in the arc rm while unpacking the robots and trying to fix them. but then i put them back in the box after that. bleagh, wat was i doing man. and the sec ones came in took a look at the arc rm, and grace was telling them abt the ancilla. ok... and nat was here too!!! haha, it was great seeing her. left sch at 2pm. liz n mat hid su hui's n my shoes bhind the door and nder the shoe rack, coz we didnt put them on the shoe rack. well, that was NICE!! i guess u can sense the sarcasm? haha nvm. not to mention i was practically falling asleep while watching tv at night. i enjoyed lion king: simba's pride. haha im still a disney freak, no offence. juz liked wathching it since young. young kiara and kovu are so cute. cuddly lion cubs. the story was pretty much like romeo and juliet, but instead they didnt die in the end. yeah. it was abt two prides. kiara's pride was the good pride and kovu's pride was the bad one. but then kovu was good at heart lar, unlike his ancestor, scar. and kovu has a retarded bro man, an evil mother, forgot her name.
i hvnt played ffx for 16 days? which is an improvement... haha sry debby, i think im gonna play a little ffx later. but mayb not. if i dun manage to finish my hw, im not gonna play. so yeah. i still have to research on external casino operations, and the chinese thing. then i still have to print stuff for the class notice board, its gonna finish up my ink cartridge. maths isnt much of a problem. science, finish up section c, n review qestions, mag said they were easy, so i guess its ok. theres d n t too. and not to forget art and history! fine fine, i better start on my hw, or i'll die!
I Dream - Taufik Batisah
In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirits there, where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door, where I am sure dreams are
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
Chorus 1:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream
If there s a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world s have come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you’ve done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
Chorus 2:
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream
I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero that s in me
When I dream, I dream
Thursday, January 13, 2005
well the exhibition on tuesday didnt go the least well... evrything didnt turn out well... the soccer bot, the video cam batt... haiz. n the fact that sum sec 1s dun even bother... even the arc survey. i heard this 1/2 girl telling sumone else that she can write short forms n nonsense for the arc survey... well, apparently, ur nonsense is not accepted at all... i was standing there with the surveys in my hand. i was looking at her n forcing a smile. she looked at me n said... "actually u can write short form, but dun write nonsense" n i asked her which class she was frm, ok... 1/2. well, that wasnt vry pleasant, is it?
i've been doing my hw in the arc rm for the last two days... n i found it easier... coz it isnt so distracting unlike home, when my bro wudnt get off my back. so today, without debby n su hui's help, matilda, liz n i wudnt have solved the question... haha thx =]! actually lynette is a better class chair than i tght.. after a period of only a week? she has actually impressed me... haha yeah, i said it, impressed... haha its not that no one impresses me.. but its like.. she plays only a small character in class, but she turned out to b the class chair, which was unexpected. n shes handling it pretty well... i think there is still hope. thank you! well, 2/3, thank lynette for cleaning the classroom for YOU. she arranged the tables n chairs, wiped the computer desk n ohp. so thank her.... i shall thank lynette now... THANKS LYNETTE!!! haha
anyone realized the science lab had mosquitoes? i was bitten twice. cheryl, four. so many mosquitoes in tp now. even my hse... hmmmm... thats y they're fogging the place. like WOW! haha, im being sarcastic.
i've been doing my hw in the arc rm for the last two days... n i found it easier... coz it isnt so distracting unlike home, when my bro wudnt get off my back. so today, without debby n su hui's help, matilda, liz n i wudnt have solved the question... haha thx =]! actually lynette is a better class chair than i tght.. after a period of only a week? she has actually impressed me... haha yeah, i said it, impressed... haha its not that no one impresses me.. but its like.. she plays only a small character in class, but she turned out to b the class chair, which was unexpected. n shes handling it pretty well... i think there is still hope. thank you! well, 2/3, thank lynette for cleaning the classroom for YOU. she arranged the tables n chairs, wiped the computer desk n ohp. so thank her.... i shall thank lynette now... THANKS LYNETTE!!! haha
anyone realized the science lab had mosquitoes? i was bitten twice. cheryl, four. so many mosquitoes in tp now. even my hse... hmmmm... thats y they're fogging the place. like WOW! haha, im being sarcastic.
Monday, January 10, 2005
ok... so the exhibition didnt go too well.... the sec 1s were much interested in the race robot. liz n matilda said there was sumone who had potential, ok... anyway.... i went looking for sec 1s, but they didnt seem interested, at least sum of them, as for those who said they were gg, they didnt in the end.. argh.
i still have a chinese ca that totally slipped off my mind. y is evryone saying that its an exam? isnt it a ca? bleah... whatever it is, its han yu pin yin n han zi. yeah, thats all. but still have to study lar. whole of 1B. great... n i hvnt started... i m considerably stupid n i might fail, who knows? argh... i'm gonna die man.
i'm class comm member, again... well, lynette's the class chair n mag's the vice. well, things seem to b ok... im sure lynette will do a good job =] this time, im only a class comm MEMBER, phew~ im not secretary liao... the other comm member is yeehui aka mushroom. haha, both of us were only told to make sure pple do their duty, we dun have to do anything bsides that i guess, haha... XD
i love the song unwritten, by natasha bedingfield, it has a nice chorus. haha. and i agree with debby, blue writes smart lyrics... haha, now i really want the natasha bedingfield album, unwritten. haha, nvm, forget i said that. heehee =D
i hvnt been playing ffx. haha, i think i have to wait forever to play again. too busy to play. n i guess i wun b too obsessed abt ffx liao, debby shud b glad now. i still obsessed with ffx lar, but NOT THAT obsessed. like yeah... haha
the writing robot is done liao, thanx to anne marie... i didnt do much, did vry little. blah... she did most of the programming n the building.... ok... haha i hope there will b more sec 1s cuming to the exhibition 2mrw. coz all four robots will b displayed and all. mushroom seemed really interested when i told her abt the robots... haha... ok...
Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, yeah, yeah
i still have a chinese ca that totally slipped off my mind. y is evryone saying that its an exam? isnt it a ca? bleah... whatever it is, its han yu pin yin n han zi. yeah, thats all. but still have to study lar. whole of 1B. great... n i hvnt started... i m considerably stupid n i might fail, who knows? argh... i'm gonna die man.
i'm class comm member, again... well, lynette's the class chair n mag's the vice. well, things seem to b ok... im sure lynette will do a good job =] this time, im only a class comm MEMBER, phew~ im not secretary liao... the other comm member is yeehui aka mushroom. haha, both of us were only told to make sure pple do their duty, we dun have to do anything bsides that i guess, haha... XD
i love the song unwritten, by natasha bedingfield, it has a nice chorus. haha. and i agree with debby, blue writes smart lyrics... haha, now i really want the natasha bedingfield album, unwritten. haha, nvm, forget i said that. heehee =D
i hvnt been playing ffx. haha, i think i have to wait forever to play again. too busy to play. n i guess i wun b too obsessed abt ffx liao, debby shud b glad now. i still obsessed with ffx lar, but NOT THAT obsessed. like yeah... haha
the writing robot is done liao, thanx to anne marie... i didnt do much, did vry little. blah... she did most of the programming n the building.... ok... haha i hope there will b more sec 1s cuming to the exhibition 2mrw. coz all four robots will b displayed and all. mushroom seemed really interested when i told her abt the robots... haha... ok...
Unwritten - Natasha Bedingfield
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, yeah, yeah
Thursday, January 06, 2005
THANKS DELLE, DONNA, DANIELLE, GERALDINE, CELINE, YEE HUI N BEATRICE FOR THE PRESENTS! AND THANKS TO ALL FOR THOSE BIRTHDAY WISHES!!! :)
ok, it is my birthday... didnt expect anyone to remember except audrey ho, coz her birthday's today too.. haha, i forgot my own birthday myself, i didnt really expect anyone to remember, so yeah....
today, during english, i volunteered to go get the dictionaries frm class to the av room, but i didnt make it, coz gretchen n sharlene didnt allow me to go at all, coz it was my birthday and all, n i dun think that shudnt b the way man. nvm... n i dun think a cake wud b necessary for me man. its like... no one eats it, on the other hand, i think that i have been eating birthday cakes like for the past 13 years n it seems that having a birthday cake, it doesnt really seem that important, at least to me. if i have offended anyone who thinks the other way, then im vry sry, but this is my personal opinion. u may not think its a waste of money, but i think that it is, even though our family spends that kind of money to make us happy. but its just that even if i try to make myself forget all the unhappy things on my birthday, i cant. its like i cant help it. i keep reminding myself to try to make things better n easier for evryone, n it doesnt seem to work, but i kept trying. so i guess the cake was to make one at least a little happier... arhhhh nvm.
im still stuck... in 2004, i m so not used to wat is ahead for me. so yeah. not sure how to b a senior is one point. n the rest, its coz i have to work really hard this year, harder than psle. no. 1, its streaming this year n no. 2, dun need to change my cca, i guess u shud know wat im tokin abt. yeah... i juz think that..... nvm.
maybe this year isnt so bad after all, except we had to move to st mikes, n mrs siow said we might have to wait for four weeks, or a month, for that girl's leg to recover. ok... but why is it always our class? lets see, we had 5 english teachers, 2 maths teachers, 2 science n changed our classroom once last year, n now we're changing our classroom again, temporarily. ok... n o yeah... the teachers of 2/3... yeah, we've got
form teachers: mrs wong n mrs seah
english: mrs stephen
chinese: ms tan poh yoke
maths: mrs wong
science: mrs tay yit ming
geography: ms jaqueline yip
history: mrs gail siow
lit: ms audrey chye
d n t: mrs seah (but i dun know if there r gonna b two teachers)
so there u have it. our teachers r pretty ok... yeah.
anyway, i think theres gonna b a war btween two cliques in 2/3. great... JUST GREAT. i was pretty mad at wat happened today, during english, not cause gretch n sharlene stopped me frm getting the dictionaries, but sumtin else that happened, when we finished the lesson n was on the way to class, n wat i heard when i was in the canteen. wat i hoped for will never ever happen. i'm stuck in between my friends and wats right. i really wished u all cud understand the meaning of class spirit. in case u all hvnt noticed, we 2/3 do lack class spirit.
i know i shudnt b saying all these, esp on my birthday. its too much, i know. n u may think im wrong. or watever.
personally, i think that u all shudnt b so ignorant to wats gg on arnd u. n wat u all r trying to do, is ridiculous. i speak for myself, n i dun care if u agree or not. u all wanna go against each other bcoz of such a trivial matter? n guess wat? its only the beginning of term one?
ok, it is my birthday... didnt expect anyone to remember except audrey ho, coz her birthday's today too.. haha, i forgot my own birthday myself, i didnt really expect anyone to remember, so yeah....
today, during english, i volunteered to go get the dictionaries frm class to the av room, but i didnt make it, coz gretchen n sharlene didnt allow me to go at all, coz it was my birthday and all, n i dun think that shudnt b the way man. nvm... n i dun think a cake wud b necessary for me man. its like... no one eats it, on the other hand, i think that i have been eating birthday cakes like for the past 13 years n it seems that having a birthday cake, it doesnt really seem that important, at least to me. if i have offended anyone who thinks the other way, then im vry sry, but this is my personal opinion. u may not think its a waste of money, but i think that it is, even though our family spends that kind of money to make us happy. but its just that even if i try to make myself forget all the unhappy things on my birthday, i cant. its like i cant help it. i keep reminding myself to try to make things better n easier for evryone, n it doesnt seem to work, but i kept trying. so i guess the cake was to make one at least a little happier... arhhhh nvm.
im still stuck... in 2004, i m so not used to wat is ahead for me. so yeah. not sure how to b a senior is one point. n the rest, its coz i have to work really hard this year, harder than psle. no. 1, its streaming this year n no. 2, dun need to change my cca, i guess u shud know wat im tokin abt. yeah... i juz think that..... nvm.
maybe this year isnt so bad after all, except we had to move to st mikes, n mrs siow said we might have to wait for four weeks, or a month, for that girl's leg to recover. ok... but why is it always our class? lets see, we had 5 english teachers, 2 maths teachers, 2 science n changed our classroom once last year, n now we're changing our classroom again, temporarily. ok... n o yeah... the teachers of 2/3... yeah, we've got
form teachers: mrs wong n mrs seah
english: mrs stephen
chinese: ms tan poh yoke
maths: mrs wong
science: mrs tay yit ming
geography: ms jaqueline yip
history: mrs gail siow
lit: ms audrey chye
d n t: mrs seah (but i dun know if there r gonna b two teachers)
so there u have it. our teachers r pretty ok... yeah.
anyway, i think theres gonna b a war btween two cliques in 2/3. great... JUST GREAT. i was pretty mad at wat happened today, during english, not cause gretch n sharlene stopped me frm getting the dictionaries, but sumtin else that happened, when we finished the lesson n was on the way to class, n wat i heard when i was in the canteen. wat i hoped for will never ever happen. i'm stuck in between my friends and wats right. i really wished u all cud understand the meaning of class spirit. in case u all hvnt noticed, we 2/3 do lack class spirit.
i know i shudnt b saying all these, esp on my birthday. its too much, i know. n u may think im wrong. or watever.
personally, i think that u all shudnt b so ignorant to wats gg on arnd u. n wat u all r trying to do, is ridiculous. i speak for myself, n i dun care if u agree or not. u all wanna go against each other bcoz of such a trivial matter? n guess wat? its only the beginning of term one?
Sunday, January 02, 2005
ok...
so yar, my grandma is back
n i might change the song on my blog to this song, Suteki Da Ne click to play
as for the chalet, i did have fun. coz i went to wild wild wet n escape theme park. well i went to escape alone. which wasnt as fun lar... but i went for the go kart twice. first time, i was overtaken. then the second time i went on, i was abt to overtake the person in front of me, but he was blocking the right side. argh....
n not to forget it was pouring n pouring, on n off. i had fun alone... went for rides alone. revolution- alone, flipper - alone. ok, i got used to it sumhow. so no feelings hurt
the stoopid flamer on the arc blog:
if u think that using my name to tag debby's tag board is gonna make evryone think it was really me who said all those, then u are so darn wrong. f*** off, loser
so yar, my grandma is back
n i might change the song on my blog to this song, Suteki Da Ne click to play
as for the chalet, i did have fun. coz i went to wild wild wet n escape theme park. well i went to escape alone. which wasnt as fun lar... but i went for the go kart twice. first time, i was overtaken. then the second time i went on, i was abt to overtake the person in front of me, but he was blocking the right side. argh....
n not to forget it was pouring n pouring, on n off. i had fun alone... went for rides alone. revolution- alone, flipper - alone. ok, i got used to it sumhow. so no feelings hurt
the stoopid flamer on the arc blog:
if u think that using my name to tag debby's tag board is gonna make evryone think it was really me who said all those, then u are so darn wrong. f*** off, loser
Monday, December 27, 2004
i cooked dinner today. veggies n steamed fish... ok, it didnt taste too bad, but i tink i'll may not b able to b to b a good housewife after all, haha.
my grandma's in the emergency ward now... bcoz her right leg swollen. my mum's bf went down to the hospital n i cooked dinner, thanks to my aunt's supervision. harhar... well, i do hope everything is ok. she has diabetes, so thats why her leg swelled... but she hasnt seen the doctor yet... still queing... she might have to be warded in the hospital... ok... juz received the news, she has been admitted to hospital.... argh!!!
why did things like these happen?
sometimes... i'm a really spoilt brat, so immature... sigh, i feel like dying now... how great!!! n 2mrw, i still have that 4day-3night chalet at downtown. my grandma wasnt gonna stay over, but i dun know.... i will rather stay at home than go to the chalet. she'll b left home alone, if she is not warded n doesnt stay over at my aunt's place at trellis towers. sigh...
the whole thing is a mess, i never expected it to happen now
please don't....
i think she'll b laughing now, at how things turned out for me. i really judged her wrongly... she was not the goody two shoes i tght, u changed... for the worst...
i don't care about you
you can laugh all you want abt it
but you wanna know wat?
you are the worst person i've ever met
you're the worst friend
go ahead and laugh
about my tragedy and failure
i don't care abt you ONE BIT!
I HATE YOU!
my grandma's in the emergency ward now... bcoz her right leg swollen. my mum's bf went down to the hospital n i cooked dinner, thanks to my aunt's supervision. harhar... well, i do hope everything is ok. she has diabetes, so thats why her leg swelled... but she hasnt seen the doctor yet... still queing... she might have to be warded in the hospital... ok... juz received the news, she has been admitted to hospital.... argh!!!
why did things like these happen?
sometimes... i'm a really spoilt brat, so immature... sigh, i feel like dying now... how great!!! n 2mrw, i still have that 4day-3night chalet at downtown. my grandma wasnt gonna stay over, but i dun know.... i will rather stay at home than go to the chalet. she'll b left home alone, if she is not warded n doesnt stay over at my aunt's place at trellis towers. sigh...
the whole thing is a mess, i never expected it to happen now
please don't....
i think she'll b laughing now, at how things turned out for me. i really judged her wrongly... she was not the goody two shoes i tght, u changed... for the worst...
i don't care about you
you can laugh all you want abt it
but you wanna know wat?
you are the worst person i've ever met
you're the worst friend
go ahead and laugh
about my tragedy and failure
i don't care abt you ONE BIT!
I HATE YOU!
Sunday, December 26, 2004
sad story
so christmas didnt go that well for me... woke up in the morning and got a scolding, how great. then my mum gave me hell the entire afternoon. my worst christmas... HOW GREAT YEAH? and then i was sort of treated as sum kind of disease and so i was sort of... i played ps2 the entire day n it felt as though i totally skipped christmas...
after playing ffx n ffx2, i decided i like ffx more, coz there r more events n the story is much more interesting, mayb bcoz of tidus' presence, makes the story more interesting, bcoz of the yuna-tidus relationship. n i'm craving for ffx3!!!!!!!! argh... i'll juz hope squaresoft will create a ffx3. n if there is, i will rejoice. haha, i tght abt it, ffx3, ffx4, ffx5.... ffx100??? ok, that was lame, that was stupid, n it was silly of me to bear these tghts. but if only they didnt end the story with yuna and tidus in zarnarkand, yuna pushing tidus into the water and all, then mayb i wudnt b like this, craving for the ffx3. argh... so useless...
and today... i ate n watched tv, like a pig right? hmmmm, i had spaghetti, then log cake(now where did that come frm? arh, my grandma bought it today), bread, chocolate. yeah then was watching n watching tv. then my bro's boyfriend came. haha, justin wee. they were making heel noise in the room, as usual. n my mum recently got addicted to that neopets game, sutek's tomb. hmmm, ok........ well shes been playing it like the entire day. coz the computer was in my room, so there was once when i woke up at 5+ n saw her playing that game, but then i went back to sleep, coz the night b4, when i was playing ffx, she played it till she was pissed off, n then my bro n i bcum the victims.
just now, my mum was saying how organised my bro's sec sch was n how DISorganized ij was... like watever lar. was really pissed n walked away when i heard her say that. i juz said in a rather pissed tone "u never know" coz she was describing how organized my bro's sch was. n she said "well, so far", n i still said "u never know" n walked away, i was pissed coz she said all those, as though ij was the worst sch. her tone... i cudnt stand it. n this was the second time! the first time was abt the sch u. haiyoh... its not ur sch n u dun even know how the system in ij works...
how much do u know abt balestier hill?
u only went to the sch once, n u start comparing?
haiz. i guess things will not turn out good for me. even though others may say good things happen after bad things, but i think my good happenings may b too late. argh, its so sick lar. so shittified.
unpredictable events
they happen at the times we least expect
i guess..............
its the end
I'll Stand By You - Girls Aloud
Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
so christmas didnt go that well for me... woke up in the morning and got a scolding, how great. then my mum gave me hell the entire afternoon. my worst christmas... HOW GREAT YEAH? and then i was sort of treated as sum kind of disease and so i was sort of... i played ps2 the entire day n it felt as though i totally skipped christmas...
after playing ffx n ffx2, i decided i like ffx more, coz there r more events n the story is much more interesting, mayb bcoz of tidus' presence, makes the story more interesting, bcoz of the yuna-tidus relationship. n i'm craving for ffx3!!!!!!!! argh... i'll juz hope squaresoft will create a ffx3. n if there is, i will rejoice. haha, i tght abt it, ffx3, ffx4, ffx5.... ffx100??? ok, that was lame, that was stupid, n it was silly of me to bear these tghts. but if only they didnt end the story with yuna and tidus in zarnarkand, yuna pushing tidus into the water and all, then mayb i wudnt b like this, craving for the ffx3. argh... so useless...
and today... i ate n watched tv, like a pig right? hmmmm, i had spaghetti, then log cake(now where did that come frm? arh, my grandma bought it today), bread, chocolate. yeah then was watching n watching tv. then my bro's boyfriend came. haha, justin wee. they were making heel noise in the room, as usual. n my mum recently got addicted to that neopets game, sutek's tomb. hmmm, ok........ well shes been playing it like the entire day. coz the computer was in my room, so there was once when i woke up at 5+ n saw her playing that game, but then i went back to sleep, coz the night b4, when i was playing ffx, she played it till she was pissed off, n then my bro n i bcum the victims.
just now, my mum was saying how organised my bro's sec sch was n how DISorganized ij was... like watever lar. was really pissed n walked away when i heard her say that. i juz said in a rather pissed tone "u never know" coz she was describing how organized my bro's sch was. n she said "well, so far", n i still said "u never know" n walked away, i was pissed coz she said all those, as though ij was the worst sch. her tone... i cudnt stand it. n this was the second time! the first time was abt the sch u. haiyoh... its not ur sch n u dun even know how the system in ij works...
how much do u know abt balestier hill?
u only went to the sch once, n u start comparing?
haiz. i guess things will not turn out good for me. even though others may say good things happen after bad things, but i think my good happenings may b too late. argh, its so sick lar. so shittified.
unpredictable events
they happen at the times we least expect
i guess..............
its the end
I'll Stand By You - Girls Aloud
Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'cause even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Saturday, December 25, 2004
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!
haha... open ur prezzies now n all.... haha... i have... when got them. haha, i got a few but most of the ew presents i got are ff stuff.. haha. wat m i to do with the two gifts i bought for iz n mag???
THX DEBBY AND DONNA FOR THE GIFTS!!!
i was on my way back frm sumone's hse... in the car... as i was listening to class 95 fm, i tght abt my childhood. when i was 5 or so. well, i remembered when i was in k1, my bro was four, we were studying in the same sch. the principal was my grandma's sis-in-law. b4 the sch bus came, my bro n i wud sit in front of the tv screen n watch magic sch bus.. haha, only the first part. that was when i was still staying in the east, sumwhere pretty close to east coast. everyday, at 4pm, the maid will bring my bro n i to the playground. n on weekends, i wud juz go to the beach, n build sandcastles... haha, yeah, those were the times.
then the break up of my family... when i saw them quarelling in the new hse on the 9th floor in tp, b4 i moved to the 8th floor. my bro n i stood out side the kitchen n watched them fight. i was in tears then, i stood there. i remembered evrything. it was one of my darkest moments in life. shall not go into the details coz seriously.. i usually share this with pple i'm really close with. n then the next thing i knew... they got a divorce, n my family broke up.
then i carried on my life all the way. had friends who were totally hypocrites, sum whom u cudnt trust, sum who are backstabbers, act really nice n friendly towards u n totally stab u right in the back. yeah, many kinds of pple... all the way until now. n will still learn abt mankind yeah?
i guess sum juz wudnt understand how i feel. there r pple who tell u "i will always b there for u, when u need help, whether i can help or not", but when u turn to them, they tell u to go solve it urself... n leave u in a lurch. n sumtimes, pple take u as a spare tyre.
i may seem strong
but i'm weak inside
haha... open ur prezzies now n all.... haha... i have... when got them. haha, i got a few but most of the ew presents i got are ff stuff.. haha. wat m i to do with the two gifts i bought for iz n mag???
THX DEBBY AND DONNA FOR THE GIFTS!!!
i was on my way back frm sumone's hse... in the car... as i was listening to class 95 fm, i tght abt my childhood. when i was 5 or so. well, i remembered when i was in k1, my bro was four, we were studying in the same sch. the principal was my grandma's sis-in-law. b4 the sch bus came, my bro n i wud sit in front of the tv screen n watch magic sch bus.. haha, only the first part. that was when i was still staying in the east, sumwhere pretty close to east coast. everyday, at 4pm, the maid will bring my bro n i to the playground. n on weekends, i wud juz go to the beach, n build sandcastles... haha, yeah, those were the times.
then the break up of my family... when i saw them quarelling in the new hse on the 9th floor in tp, b4 i moved to the 8th floor. my bro n i stood out side the kitchen n watched them fight. i was in tears then, i stood there. i remembered evrything. it was one of my darkest moments in life. shall not go into the details coz seriously.. i usually share this with pple i'm really close with. n then the next thing i knew... they got a divorce, n my family broke up.
then i carried on my life all the way. had friends who were totally hypocrites, sum whom u cudnt trust, sum who are backstabbers, act really nice n friendly towards u n totally stab u right in the back. yeah, many kinds of pple... all the way until now. n will still learn abt mankind yeah?
i guess sum juz wudnt understand how i feel. there r pple who tell u "i will always b there for u, when u need help, whether i can help or not", but when u turn to them, they tell u to go solve it urself... n leave u in a lurch. n sumtimes, pple take u as a spare tyre.
i may seem strong
but i'm weak inside
Monday, December 20, 2004
ok juz came back frm ymca like 30 mins ago...
haha, was attacked by the kids... ok, i'm one who is easily bullied but not by so many at the same time... did i break my record? well... i dun know coz i have p5 juniors who bully me... pull my hair, chase me around n attack me... so i dun know lar. well, i did have fun lar. zhihui is a p5 girl frm macpherson primary sch.
initially, when the kids first came in, they were taking the lego men, n making lots of noise, so i got a little worried and all... but then, after assisting the girl, zhihui(i tink her name is spelt like this... i dun know lar), she sort of started to calm down. yeah sumtin like that. so then it went well lar... except our robot was too fast n too slow. we had to keep changing the power. frm 3 to 2, 2 to 1... 3 n 2 were actually too fast, n 1 was too slow but in the end, the power was 2 n it worked fine... happiness. well my team won the against all odds awards, haha ok. yeah, then the kids were tokin lar, abt whether savina was a girl or a boy... ok shall not tok abt it... haha, watever it is, the kids tght savina was a boy, n kept calling her "boyboy". haha... that was hilarious. then we took a group foto. n when zhihui actually wanted to give me a hug, her arms were actually strangling me... so i was moaning in agony, haha. yeah. i was playing dead on the ground n denise was crying over my "death", n then zhihui came to tickle me, n i started to run. then the other 5 came after me, i was attacked by them. my tshirt was pulled frm the back. haiyoh, finally, i didnt feel anymore ticklish, n they finally let me go... i was so worn out already, bcoz of the running n laughing n screaming. i almost ost my voice. then we played captain's ball. ok, it was a little impossible to play in a room, but we made it possible in the end. frm captain's ball, it gradually changed into rugby, n i was fighting for the ball wif gary, haha, i felt to the ground. coz i was there, struggling... n i finally let go when the teacher said stop. yeah... n when gary was kicking the ball. it went straight for my face. ah great lar... but it was a float ball, deflated actually, so it wasnt really that pain, but my face was really warm after that n i was all dizzy n getting a headache n i was even more worn out. ok, i did have fun lar... so then gary n jiashun(i tink) were fighting for the ball on the floor, so their position was rather sick lar. we were all laughing coz their position was like having sexual intercourse. guy n guy. yeah, that was sick lar... then gary got the ball n came over to the other side of the room, where we were coz they were gg for the ball (ahem) at the other end of the room, far frm us. he said "great f*****g" yeah, we were all shocked lar. the look on savina's face was funny, n evryone was really taken aback coz he was only in primary sch n he oredi knew that word... freaky...
then played the playing cards debby bought for me... yay!!! n we had pizza, coke, etc. matilda n i left straight after we ate... but they were still eating so anyway, we left first. n we found our way out, thanx to savina's directions... haha, she wanted to accompany us lar... but i guess dun need lar. so we left on our own. we talked abt selection camp n other stuff. n i got home, finding my mum's bf back frm bangkok. haha, i juz remembered, liz came back frm bangkok too today. haha, mayb it was the same plane? arh, nvm.
this morning's gift exchange was ok lar. i was sitting between stef quek n porsi, so both of them were trying to snatch things frm each other n i ended up getting hit in the eye once. isnt dat serious but yeah. it wasnt good sitting there, thats all i can say. then i got this cute calendar pig, frm i dunno hu. n denise got my jar of cranes. n i got the santa hat for matilda, but mag n liz didnt cum so i guess i have to give them the gift sum other time then...
Curtain Falls - Blue
[Duncan]
We come from humble beginnings and
Who could have guessed it when
You sit and doubt it and
Things aint all that bright
But we made it though the night
It's like a game of truth or dare
If you can make it here
You'll make it anywhere
That's what we've been told
But the stories getting old
[Lee]
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didn't try
And I will never give you up or let you go
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
That's why I'll never give you up or let you go
[All]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh (oohh)
In the script of my life
[Simon]
We started out many years ago
No one will ever know
How far we've really come
Since we walked away
And no more words to say
[Antony]
And we made a lot of sacrifice
Undid a lot of ties
Fought a lot of fights
To get where we are now
Just don't ask me how
[Lee]
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didn't try
And I will never give you up or let you go
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
That's why I'll never give you up or let you go
[All]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh
In the script of my life
[Simon]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
In the script of my life
[All]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh (oohh)
In the script of my life
[All]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz i'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And i've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh (oohh)
In the script of my life
haha, was attacked by the kids... ok, i'm one who is easily bullied but not by so many at the same time... did i break my record? well... i dun know coz i have p5 juniors who bully me... pull my hair, chase me around n attack me... so i dun know lar. well, i did have fun lar. zhihui is a p5 girl frm macpherson primary sch.
initially, when the kids first came in, they were taking the lego men, n making lots of noise, so i got a little worried and all... but then, after assisting the girl, zhihui(i tink her name is spelt like this... i dun know lar), she sort of started to calm down. yeah sumtin like that. so then it went well lar... except our robot was too fast n too slow. we had to keep changing the power. frm 3 to 2, 2 to 1... 3 n 2 were actually too fast, n 1 was too slow but in the end, the power was 2 n it worked fine... happiness. well my team won the against all odds awards, haha ok. yeah, then the kids were tokin lar, abt whether savina was a girl or a boy... ok shall not tok abt it... haha, watever it is, the kids tght savina was a boy, n kept calling her "boyboy". haha... that was hilarious. then we took a group foto. n when zhihui actually wanted to give me a hug, her arms were actually strangling me... so i was moaning in agony, haha. yeah. i was playing dead on the ground n denise was crying over my "death", n then zhihui came to tickle me, n i started to run. then the other 5 came after me, i was attacked by them. my tshirt was pulled frm the back. haiyoh, finally, i didnt feel anymore ticklish, n they finally let me go... i was so worn out already, bcoz of the running n laughing n screaming. i almost ost my voice. then we played captain's ball. ok, it was a little impossible to play in a room, but we made it possible in the end. frm captain's ball, it gradually changed into rugby, n i was fighting for the ball wif gary, haha, i felt to the ground. coz i was there, struggling... n i finally let go when the teacher said stop. yeah... n when gary was kicking the ball. it went straight for my face. ah great lar... but it was a float ball, deflated actually, so it wasnt really that pain, but my face was really warm after that n i was all dizzy n getting a headache n i was even more worn out. ok, i did have fun lar... so then gary n jiashun(i tink) were fighting for the ball on the floor, so their position was rather sick lar. we were all laughing coz their position was like having sexual intercourse. guy n guy. yeah, that was sick lar... then gary got the ball n came over to the other side of the room, where we were coz they were gg for the ball (ahem) at the other end of the room, far frm us. he said "great f*****g" yeah, we were all shocked lar. the look on savina's face was funny, n evryone was really taken aback coz he was only in primary sch n he oredi knew that word... freaky...
then played the playing cards debby bought for me... yay!!! n we had pizza, coke, etc. matilda n i left straight after we ate... but they were still eating so anyway, we left first. n we found our way out, thanx to savina's directions... haha, she wanted to accompany us lar... but i guess dun need lar. so we left on our own. we talked abt selection camp n other stuff. n i got home, finding my mum's bf back frm bangkok. haha, i juz remembered, liz came back frm bangkok too today. haha, mayb it was the same plane? arh, nvm.
this morning's gift exchange was ok lar. i was sitting between stef quek n porsi, so both of them were trying to snatch things frm each other n i ended up getting hit in the eye once. isnt dat serious but yeah. it wasnt good sitting there, thats all i can say. then i got this cute calendar pig, frm i dunno hu. n denise got my jar of cranes. n i got the santa hat for matilda, but mag n liz didnt cum so i guess i have to give them the gift sum other time then...
Curtain Falls - Blue
[Duncan]
We come from humble beginnings and
Who could have guessed it when
You sit and doubt it and
Things aint all that bright
But we made it though the night
It's like a game of truth or dare
If you can make it here
You'll make it anywhere
That's what we've been told
But the stories getting old
[Lee]
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didn't try
And I will never give you up or let you go
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
That's why I'll never give you up or let you go
[All]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh (oohh)
In the script of my life
[Simon]
We started out many years ago
No one will ever know
How far we've really come
Since we walked away
And no more words to say
[Antony]
And we made a lot of sacrifice
Undid a lot of ties
Fought a lot of fights
To get where we are now
Just don't ask me how
[Lee]
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didn't try
And I will never give you up or let you go
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
That's why I'll never give you up or let you go
[All]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh
In the script of my life
[Simon]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
In the script of my life
[All]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh (oohh)
In the script of my life
[All]
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz i'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And i've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh (oohh)
In the script of my life
wahaha.... i finally got the ffx game!!!! woohoo!! my mum bought it for me as a christmas prezzie. haha, i can actually choose btween the jap version n the english version, coz both r in the dvd... whee =] she bought it the day b4. i hardly played it yet. m i juz weird? i was so eager to get the game n i barely played it yet??? yeah... n i bought the harry potter n the prisoner of azkaban game like months ago n i only started playing it yesterday... thats slow. n i hvnt finished ffx2 yet... i'm too slow liao. still stuck there trying to defeat that demon in bikanel desert, the magus sisters in the farplane, the boss fiend in the thunder plains n getting past the cloister of traits. arh, even though i'm in the last story level but i still have so much to finish... i cant wait for the day i finish the game.... coz i wanna see the ending. even though i've seen it in the vcd suhui lent me, but i still wanna finish the game. my bro was nagging at me, yeah he was nagging at me, y m i always playing ffx2 n not the other games... haha, yeah, i agree.
i really do enjoy morning madness... listened to it this morning, was laughing my head off... ok nvm.
i really do enjoy morning madness... listened to it this morning, was laughing my head off... ok nvm.
Friday, December 17, 2004
haiz.... after reading debby's post... i have to say that i feel the same too. i have put arc as my first priority. my priorities are jumbled up. haiz mayb my life really had to suck this much. what is the freaking matter with me? all that happened, the problem does lie with me. i have caused all these. my incapability was the cause.
i dun know wat to do now.... to hide? to run? to run n hide? as u can see, useless me is trying to run away frm reality.
i dun know wat to do now.... to hide? to run? to run n hide? as u can see, useless me is trying to run away frm reality.
Thursday, December 16, 2004
went to give out flyers in the morning for the newspaper collection on saturday. was grped with suhui debby n geraldine. ok, we started at block 153 n when we came across our first dog-guarded house, debby was all excited, haha. but when she saw the dog, she said it was ugly coz it was a black dog with a really black face. haha... then next house, a cute doggy, brown. debby said it was a mad dog, i have to agree lar. i heard it bark like two storeys away so it is considerably mad lar. we finished two blocks. but when we came over to our third block, we only managed to finished storeys four to eleven, coz we ran out of flyers.
then had lunch. geraldine didnt eat anything, debby had nasi lemak, and suhui had chicken rice n i was stealing soup frm her, ok not stealing frm her but was sipping some lar, argh nvm. the four of us talked abt out primary sch food. abt the dirty noodles stall n debby's primary sch drink stall, haha, the tght of it makes me wanna roar with laughter. :D
we went back to sch to help pack the kits for the ymca thing after waiting for the rain to stop... then debby, suhui n i left at arnd 4.30pm.
we went to more than words... i forgot wat debby bought, hehe. the stuff there were cute, but expensive. then we came across the vcd shop next to kfc. hehe, saw the ffx vcd among the anime vcd... argh, i was getting all excited... :D then we headed for the comics store in central. i saw the ffx2 ps2 game... excited again, dunno y, haha, but i oredi have that. then suhui showed me the ffx n ffx2 playing cards. debby bought a box of the playing cards for me as a christmas gift, yay!!!! thx debby!!! then i saw the ffx n ffx2 game strategy guide!!!! argh!!!! i want that too!!! but it cost $29! argh... y did it have to be so ex??? :'( n we saw the ffxi online game!!! arh i want that game, which cost like $69+??? evrything is so ex... then when debby was paying for the stuff, i was looking at the ezlink card stickers, for nth... haha, so many ffx n ffx2!!!! argh, i was making that noise whenever i saw sumtin relating ff, it wasnt a scream... not exactly, coz it wasnt loud lar... haha, thx debby for reminding me. then i was looking n looking thru until suhui said "u're not gonna make ur ez link card look like that right?" haha, i quickly put the booklet back n we walked out of the shop. suhui noticed the posters hanging outside, so the three of us went to take a look. suhui then said to look for ff posters. hehe, i saw them first n made that noise when i saw the first one, then made that noise again when i saw the second one... haha... it was a ff craze day for me lar.... i love that shop!!! haha
then i went to the salon to meet my mum, to cut my hair! yay, i finally cut it short. n the hair dresser had to spend 10 mins juz to shampoo my hair, great huh? n wats great? she used so much shampoo... dunno y. yeah, then another hairdresser, who was really friendly, helped me cut my hair. hehe, i cut it short n now i have to say i do look a little like a boy, but nvm... when she was done cutting my hair, she said i looked like a little girl, like thx lar... anyway, she layered my hair, n i like it as it is now. :D
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Green Day
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
then had lunch. geraldine didnt eat anything, debby had nasi lemak, and suhui had chicken rice n i was stealing soup frm her, ok not stealing frm her but was sipping some lar, argh nvm. the four of us talked abt out primary sch food. abt the dirty noodles stall n debby's primary sch drink stall, haha, the tght of it makes me wanna roar with laughter. :D
we went back to sch to help pack the kits for the ymca thing after waiting for the rain to stop... then debby, suhui n i left at arnd 4.30pm.
we went to more than words... i forgot wat debby bought, hehe. the stuff there were cute, but expensive. then we came across the vcd shop next to kfc. hehe, saw the ffx vcd among the anime vcd... argh, i was getting all excited... :D then we headed for the comics store in central. i saw the ffx2 ps2 game... excited again, dunno y, haha, but i oredi have that. then suhui showed me the ffx n ffx2 playing cards. debby bought a box of the playing cards for me as a christmas gift, yay!!!! thx debby!!! then i saw the ffx n ffx2 game strategy guide!!!! argh!!!! i want that too!!! but it cost $29! argh... y did it have to be so ex??? :'( n we saw the ffxi online game!!! arh i want that game, which cost like $69+??? evrything is so ex... then when debby was paying for the stuff, i was looking at the ezlink card stickers, for nth... haha, so many ffx n ffx2!!!! argh, i was making that noise whenever i saw sumtin relating ff, it wasnt a scream... not exactly, coz it wasnt loud lar... haha, thx debby for reminding me. then i was looking n looking thru until suhui said "u're not gonna make ur ez link card look like that right?" haha, i quickly put the booklet back n we walked out of the shop. suhui noticed the posters hanging outside, so the three of us went to take a look. suhui then said to look for ff posters. hehe, i saw them first n made that noise when i saw the first one, then made that noise again when i saw the second one... haha... it was a ff craze day for me lar.... i love that shop!!! haha
then i went to the salon to meet my mum, to cut my hair! yay, i finally cut it short. n the hair dresser had to spend 10 mins juz to shampoo my hair, great huh? n wats great? she used so much shampoo... dunno y. yeah, then another hairdresser, who was really friendly, helped me cut my hair. hehe, i cut it short n now i have to say i do look a little like a boy, but nvm... when she was done cutting my hair, she said i looked like a little girl, like thx lar... anyway, she layered my hair, n i like it as it is now. :D
Boulevard Of Broken Dreams - Green Day
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...