[champange supernova.]
i'm feeling much better now... a few hours after all that. haha yeah. sorry about the previous post... haha so there you have it, two entries in a day.
okay so my day was quite interesting with a few surprises... thats cause my mind was so clouded that i couldnt think of anything at all. haha i was at the science centre with jade, cheryl, velda, joanne and priscilla, just to collect the journals. so then we were just crapping like hell and they were gossiping about teachers in from of mr lim. haha best. so yeah cheryl was constantly asking me what she should call me other than banana. so then yeah i didnt tell her. so she's still gonna continue calling me banana.
haha other than that... omg! i saw something funny and shocking. cause we were waiting out side the brainstation for our journals, so then i was curious and went over to the robotics learning centre's noticeboard and took a look. was skimming from left to right. all the aibo articles and all. then there was one right smack in the middle. it was somehting about some students... i saw a few students in the photo... so anyway... was reading the caption. then omg i saw the name "zhen xiao".. so i thought to myself, "wah so familiar man... who arh? zhen xiao... zhen xiao... zhen xiao... OH THAT ZHEN XIAO!" that liang zhen xiao, aka mr liang! haha omg lar.. so yeah it's that liang zhen xiao, that pro guy who always makes me jealous with his super cool robot designs, the zhen xiao who told me that retarded story as to how he got into RI (HAHA), the zhen xiao who self-proclaims my bro as his bf (loser lar)... that zhen xiao who made me super jealous when he suddenly came to tell me he won a third lego webcam, a 1gb mp3 player, an 80 gb external hard disk, all for free. rah, idiot man. so yeah was reading the article... it was dated back in 2003. haha some ping pong ball collector he created. haha i think with lego lar.. he was in rulang primary back then... and yeah he was right, he was plump in primary school. haha cause i was looking at the photo and was laughing like hell. so then the entire article was about him.. and it mentioned him being the only child, which reminded me of his desperate NEEDS for a sibling. haha he gets along so well with varen lar. so yeah... and the article said he was one of the top scorers in rulang primary. i was like WTH! that idiot... yeah so who's gonna believe his retarded story about his entrance to RI? haha come on lar.. it was really fictional haha. but yeah, crazy guy.. and he was actually nice to pay for my stikfas first... but i had to pay him back =.= haha so it wasnt a gift. haha. and i was nice to tell him how to score ten points! haha! velda and i were like reading that article. it was damn funny. if you go to the science centre, haha take a look man. haha.
haha i'm waiting for him to come online so that i can tease him about it... haha
i'm gonna learn how to play the guitar after the exams... yeah need to buy guitar strings first. fix the guitar at home. it's collecting dust, need to play it... so yeah... jaslyn said she'll teach me yay! so yeah told savie and she said we can play together haha.. then she added "and zhen xiao" haha wth! yeah zx can play the guitar.. haha i think zx told her what play guitar with her one day or something... but yeah. chrys is gonna learn it too, from her friend. haha she's starting with the electric guitar though... i'm playing from acoustic =)
omg i love this song man. it rocks! haha champange supernova by oasis.
haha i just called my famine camp papa, darren. haha it was weird... but yeah i did say i'll call one day. some day lar. haha he just finished his prelims yest! for his A levels. yeah hvnt talked to him for a long time. was wondering how he was doing, so gave him a call. he was rather shocked. dont know why. maybe cause i never called him before. haha. he's like a good friend lar... we always talk and crap online like no one's business.
haha ah well.... shall go do some work. i have tuition tomorrow =x hvnt started on homework hahahahhahahah hee, yeah lar, i'm damn bad. haha ah well. bye, good night!
Friday, September 22, 2006
[there's nothing but cold sharp air.]
my worries will eventually turn into annoyance.
don't be a spare tire.
don't forget you're not alone.
don't forget your prayer intentions.
don't forget yourself.
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when you think back on things you wouldnt want to, you'll start to feel extremely melancholic and annoyed with yourself. i didn't need it at all back then. i really didn't.
i feel like fainting on the spot and be oblivious to everything around me. when certain people trigger a bad memory, you would feel absolutely down and would just wanna take a nap, play some really loud music or something, to make yourself feel better. or maybe just do something to numb yourself of the pain and sense of betrayal you're going through.
i'm sorry for sounding so damn annoying. i'll get over it soon enough.
i just need time to really get over that really annoying feeling.
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i'm trying to think of something happy to blog about... but my day has been rather mundane. yeah sorry... label this entry an irritating one.
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Gifts and Curses - Yellowcard
Mary belongs to the words of a song
I try to be strong for her
try not to be wrong for her
She will not wait for me anymore, anymore
Why did I say all those things before I was sure
She is the one
but I have a purpose
She is the one
and I have to fight this
She is the one
the villain I can't knock down
I see your face with every punch I take
every bone I break
its all for you
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you
Mary's alive
in the bright New York sky
and the city lights shine for her
and above them, I cry for her
Everything's small on the ground below,
down below
What if I fall then
where would I go
would she know
She is the one
all that I wanted
She is the one
and I will be haunted
She is the one
this gift is my curse for now...
I see your face with every punch I take
and every bone I break
its all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you
[instrumental bridge]
I see your face with every punch I take
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
Still I will always fight on for you
fight on for you
fight on for you
my worries will eventually turn into annoyance.
don't be a spare tire.
don't forget you're not alone.
don't forget your prayer intentions.
don't forget yourself.
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when you think back on things you wouldnt want to, you'll start to feel extremely melancholic and annoyed with yourself. i didn't need it at all back then. i really didn't.
i feel like fainting on the spot and be oblivious to everything around me. when certain people trigger a bad memory, you would feel absolutely down and would just wanna take a nap, play some really loud music or something, to make yourself feel better. or maybe just do something to numb yourself of the pain and sense of betrayal you're going through.
i'm sorry for sounding so damn annoying. i'll get over it soon enough.
i just need time to really get over that really annoying feeling.
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i'm trying to think of something happy to blog about... but my day has been rather mundane. yeah sorry... label this entry an irritating one.
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Gifts and Curses - Yellowcard
Mary belongs to the words of a song
I try to be strong for her
try not to be wrong for her
She will not wait for me anymore, anymore
Why did I say all those things before I was sure
She is the one
but I have a purpose
She is the one
and I have to fight this
She is the one
the villain I can't knock down
I see your face with every punch I take
every bone I break
its all for you
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you
Mary's alive
in the bright New York sky
and the city lights shine for her
and above them, I cry for her
Everything's small on the ground below,
down below
What if I fall then
where would I go
would she know
She is the one
all that I wanted
She is the one
and I will be haunted
She is the one
this gift is my curse for now...
I see your face with every punch I take
and every bone I break
its all for you
And my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you
[instrumental bridge]
I see your face with every punch I take
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
Still I will always fight on for you
fight on for you
fight on for you
Thursday, September 21, 2006
[a thousand miles]
haha i'm sure chrystal will make it through...
the english oral went well, according to ms chow. yeah.. i thought i was totaly screwed on tuesday. on wednesday, ms chow was telling us the feedback from mrs roch on my batch. well, it was good lar... the score's at least 15 over 20 lar..
okay just saw the ad for the new nokia 6233. rah. features rock lar, but the design looks a little crappy man. it looks sloppy lar... but the features are wow.
haha for some reason, my back hurts a lot. just this morning, the right side of my neck and my back was hurting like hell. it did for the rest of the day until i came home and fell asleep. i just woke up and now my entire back hurts man. rahness.
my bro's watching criss angel in the room. seriously, his magic is cool but a bit freaky lar. who actually puts a thread in his mouth and pull it out through his eye? yeah him.
haha omg lar, the whole ij thing becomes really serious man. ij board of management wants to sue SPH. haha yeah for slander... the SPH actually received at least 50 phone calls and emails regarding the article. wow. and sister donne maria aeria wrote into the forum about the article lar. i read the letter on the forum page gayathri brought to school today and was like O.O but the letter was not bad. really.
omg i love history man. haha we were watching band of brothers today, and it was just interesting. yeah it was about D-day when the Allies invaded France in Normandy. haha the soldiers were like cursing and swearing man. and i was wondering to myself if the F word actually existed back then, until chrys told me it is in the dictionary that kinda rung a bell so yeah. but it was really harsh man. one of the american soldiers, malarkey, was heading to their objective after landing in Normandy at night. so then he was almost there and kinda bumped into another few american soldiers and some Krauts (German) that were taken as prisoners... so he randomly asked one of them "where do you come from, son?", laughed and walked off. so that German answered "Eugene, Oregon" and malarkey stopped, turned around and said "Eugene, Oregon?"... yeah, so they actually were in the same town. then malarkey asked him why he was in the Krauts uniform, and he spoke in German. he kinda translated it, saying cause the Aryans had to return to the fatherland. Aryans is a race and they're kinda respected in Nazi-Germany, and well, the fatherland is Germany. So before World War II, some germans actually migrated to other places. in this case, this Kraut migrated to America and happened to live in the same town as malarkey. but after Hitler took control and all, the germans who migrated were encouraged to return to germany. so this guy's parents decided to move back to germany and he had to join the german army. in the end, someone called malarkey to hurry up, so he had to stop chatting and go off. then the american soldier that ran up to malarkey and asked him to stop chatting and move on, gave some cigarettes to everyone there. then BANG BANG, guess what happened? yeah americans shot germans. and so yeah, malarkey heard the gun shots, turned around and omg lar, he just saw his friend, who lives in the same town, works the same job, getting killed like that. and it was prolly the only friend he had then, at war, although they're fighting at two different sides of the war. tragic man.. really.
haha so totally love ms yap man.. she's the one history teacher that never fails to keep me awake... haha okay i did fall asleep once, thats cause i stayed up the whole night the night before after not sleeping for i dont know how many days. but yeah, other than that, no matter how late i slept the night before, i will not fall asleep in her class. not cause she will start scolding me if i look sleepy. but the pace of the lesson is just right... it wouldnt make you feel bored or feel left behind. yeah thats why i love history so much now haha. but she's not really a teacher at ij... her husband is, that is dr foster. so she's prolly working her temporarily and might be moving back to australia, or take up the other job offer she got from i dont know where.
i was staying up till like 1am yest and i just suddenly felt very sleepy. yeah have been for the past two weeks. and i caught a spider that was crawling all over my hole puncher when i was filing my stuff and when i saw it, i was like oh man. then it dropped on me HAHA. shook it off and used something to trap it first. then went out to get a container to prison it. and it's sitting on the table next to my keyboard now.
i need to buy guitar strings to fix the guitar at home.... rah. need like 40 over bucks to buy the bag too, cause my dad gave my bro the guitar without one? so rah lar.
haha OH YEAH. savie's new creation. if you see me online on msn, you would have seen my display pic and display name man. yeah let me present one-inch, a cute chr with courtesy of savina lim. haha cant stand it man it was too adorable so i took photos of it. it's actually savie's art homework lar. haha blogger's lagging now.. so i'll upload the next time.. =)
haha i'm gonna mug man. chrys and i agreed to mug when we get home. but i fell asleep, so yeah. haha so guilty man... ah well...... shall go mug =) and start to love mugging like chrys. haha this girl is mad lar... looks as though she's studying fpr the Os every year. haha
haha i'm sure chrystal will make it through...
the english oral went well, according to ms chow. yeah.. i thought i was totaly screwed on tuesday. on wednesday, ms chow was telling us the feedback from mrs roch on my batch. well, it was good lar... the score's at least 15 over 20 lar..
okay just saw the ad for the new nokia 6233. rah. features rock lar, but the design looks a little crappy man. it looks sloppy lar... but the features are wow.
haha for some reason, my back hurts a lot. just this morning, the right side of my neck and my back was hurting like hell. it did for the rest of the day until i came home and fell asleep. i just woke up and now my entire back hurts man. rahness.
my bro's watching criss angel in the room. seriously, his magic is cool but a bit freaky lar. who actually puts a thread in his mouth and pull it out through his eye? yeah him.
haha omg lar, the whole ij thing becomes really serious man. ij board of management wants to sue SPH. haha yeah for slander... the SPH actually received at least 50 phone calls and emails regarding the article. wow. and sister donne maria aeria wrote into the forum about the article lar. i read the letter on the forum page gayathri brought to school today and was like O.O but the letter was not bad. really.
omg i love history man. haha we were watching band of brothers today, and it was just interesting. yeah it was about D-day when the Allies invaded France in Normandy. haha the soldiers were like cursing and swearing man. and i was wondering to myself if the F word actually existed back then, until chrys told me it is in the dictionary that kinda rung a bell so yeah. but it was really harsh man. one of the american soldiers, malarkey, was heading to their objective after landing in Normandy at night. so then he was almost there and kinda bumped into another few american soldiers and some Krauts (German) that were taken as prisoners... so he randomly asked one of them "where do you come from, son?", laughed and walked off. so that German answered "Eugene, Oregon" and malarkey stopped, turned around and said "Eugene, Oregon?"... yeah, so they actually were in the same town. then malarkey asked him why he was in the Krauts uniform, and he spoke in German. he kinda translated it, saying cause the Aryans had to return to the fatherland. Aryans is a race and they're kinda respected in Nazi-Germany, and well, the fatherland is Germany. So before World War II, some germans actually migrated to other places. in this case, this Kraut migrated to America and happened to live in the same town as malarkey. but after Hitler took control and all, the germans who migrated were encouraged to return to germany. so this guy's parents decided to move back to germany and he had to join the german army. in the end, someone called malarkey to hurry up, so he had to stop chatting and go off. then the american soldier that ran up to malarkey and asked him to stop chatting and move on, gave some cigarettes to everyone there. then BANG BANG, guess what happened? yeah americans shot germans. and so yeah, malarkey heard the gun shots, turned around and omg lar, he just saw his friend, who lives in the same town, works the same job, getting killed like that. and it was prolly the only friend he had then, at war, although they're fighting at two different sides of the war. tragic man.. really.
haha so totally love ms yap man.. she's the one history teacher that never fails to keep me awake... haha okay i did fall asleep once, thats cause i stayed up the whole night the night before after not sleeping for i dont know how many days. but yeah, other than that, no matter how late i slept the night before, i will not fall asleep in her class. not cause she will start scolding me if i look sleepy. but the pace of the lesson is just right... it wouldnt make you feel bored or feel left behind. yeah thats why i love history so much now haha. but she's not really a teacher at ij... her husband is, that is dr foster. so she's prolly working her temporarily and might be moving back to australia, or take up the other job offer she got from i dont know where.
i was staying up till like 1am yest and i just suddenly felt very sleepy. yeah have been for the past two weeks. and i caught a spider that was crawling all over my hole puncher when i was filing my stuff and when i saw it, i was like oh man. then it dropped on me HAHA. shook it off and used something to trap it first. then went out to get a container to prison it. and it's sitting on the table next to my keyboard now.
i need to buy guitar strings to fix the guitar at home.... rah. need like 40 over bucks to buy the bag too, cause my dad gave my bro the guitar without one? so rah lar.
haha OH YEAH. savie's new creation. if you see me online on msn, you would have seen my display pic and display name man. yeah let me present one-inch, a cute chr with courtesy of savina lim. haha cant stand it man it was too adorable so i took photos of it. it's actually savie's art homework lar. haha blogger's lagging now.. so i'll upload the next time.. =)
haha i'm gonna mug man. chrys and i agreed to mug when we get home. but i fell asleep, so yeah. haha so guilty man... ah well...... shall go mug =) and start to love mugging like chrys. haha this girl is mad lar... looks as though she's studying fpr the Os every year. haha
Monday, September 18, 2006
[faraway.]
haha finally in the mood to blog.
haha denise's birthday celebration on saturday was super retarded. we had lunch at seoul garden at first. denise wanted some ice kachang for dessert. but she used the wrong bowl and she actually put the ice shavings first (haha stupid lar)... so then i told her it was the wrong bowl. she took another bowl, put all the ingredients and poured the ice she got in the wrong bowl and poured it out into the new bowl... apparently, it had the shape of the wrong bowl and it looked super funny haha. in the end, she didnt finish it lar!!!! ate the ice with the syrup and thats it lar! food-waster! haha
then at around 2+, we went to cine, to the arcade to play house of the dead. haha we always do, it's like a must play when we go to the arcade together. and omg lar. bomberman is so damn fun and cute. haha it was super exciting man. i beat denise at daytona!!! yeah man! haha 2-0.
after the arcade, we went up to e2max to say hi to lester. thought of playing an hour or something there, but there weren't any computers available so we went to kbox instead! haha omg super high. minimum 3 hours, so yeah we were there for three hours! yeah all the jay chou songs, jj lin songs, wang leehom songs, guangliang, pin guan songs.. haha and my random songs. haha there was this one particular song denise liked and i accidentally removed it, so yeah she almost slaughtered me and there were many times she wanted to hit my head with the microphone haha. so yeah was forced to search for the song for her and she was happily singing it lar. dang
yeah it was super high, super retarded and super ex. omg lar i spent like 50 bucks on sat.
chrys told me about this article featured in lifestyle yest that was total slander. it said stuff about ij girls going easier on the opposite sex and what they're easier to woo that sort. it was so wtf man. i seriously wanted to strangle the one who wrote that damn article. is he trying to say ij girls are so sluttish and desperate? ARGH, so damn annoying man. so yeah ms chow was kinda discussing the article and said "yall have the power to write a letter since i've taught you how to write a letter to the editor" haha yeah chrys is gonna write a letter, and i am, once i read the article tomorrow. like seriously what is the writer's problem? we can sue him for saying that. bleagh. so then chrys and i were discussing about it during amath and came up with reasons as to why this article was written. i said it must have been an anti-ij person. she said maybe some ij girl dumped him and he's just being a sore loser by writing all of that. ms chow thinks he must have been mixing around with the wrong ij girls, because the article mentioned low belts etc. yeah i know thats a fact, but what right do you have to say ij girls are "easier on the opposite sex"? i would say none at all.
when i get the article. i might wanna upload it. yeah. rah so annoying man.
haha on a happier note, it was interesting listening to stefany talk about her favourite toy during english. haha cause we were having this class oral practice and ms chow's practice orl topic was a favourite toy. so yeah, steffi said her fave toy was the barbie doll, cause she would cut their hair and all and she and her sister would have some hair styling contest. haha it was really funny lar. then she went on about the two of them (her sister and herself) going to this friend's place to play with her friend's limited edition snow white. then she and her sister broke off the doll's head. plus that doll is a talking doll. like omg lar, even more freaky. so yeah the wires were sticking out of its neck. so steffi and her sister played a prank on that friend. they placed the doll's head on her friend's pillow and she heard that friend couldn't sleep for nights. haha it was hilarious man.
and ms chow was getting all worried she would have said saomehitng drastic since the condom demonstration last week for her group's AIDS project presentation. haha it was hilarious because steffi never touched one and she was like staring at her fingers after touching it. haha.
oh yeah, ij's new principal is finally here. mrs regina lee. yeah she looks really cool. 36 yrs old i think. not sure, it's just an estimate. yeah i kinda miss ms tan now and hope she comes back man... she was a really good principal lar... sometimes i like listening to her talk about all sorts of stuff cause somehow, you learn something outta it. but yeah hope mrs lee will be able to be a good principal here too. haha yeah.
i noticed something. it's always when i'm spending my second last year in school that the principal changes. mrs bheem came to ij pri when i was in P5, and now mrs lee when i'm sec 3. BLEAGH.
should i consider the china trip at the end of the year? cause weng laoshi told us we had a chance of going, since the HCL girls didnt fill in all 40 vacancies for the trip so they're allowing the best express chinese classes to go for the trip. yeah the class As. so yeah... it'll cost at least 900 dollars, at most 1350 if i go. school's subsidizing 10%. and it depends on whether the moe will subsidize another few hundreds. but yeah go there and study math and science in chinese. haha thats new man. i think all of us will take forever to figure out the question and then spending half our lives trying to answer it in chinese.
rahh english oral tomorrow. can die man. i never seen my examiner before. she's mrs roch. haha hell do i know who that is although she has been a teacher in our school for like what? 9 months? so yeah. omg lar... i think i will just die tomorrow.
chinese oral today was haha sucky too... but i guess no point brooding over it bah... at least the good thing that ever happened was that laoshi said i read fluently, except for one or two mistakes.
haha after the chinese oral, the five of us (chrys, jaslyn, clara, pearl, myself) went back to J401 to join the rest. haha apparently, mr tan was happily telling the class about dinosaurs and volcanoes. and he was talking about wormholes. if you walk into one, you can see yourself walking in when you step out of one. cool eh? then he did this seriously wth thing man haha. he was like "there's no such thing as time and space... cheem right?" haha the "cheem right?" was so totally unexpected lar! haha it was stupid too cause he had this grin. he said geography is somehting to do with feng shui so he knows it to (shocking, i know). and he knows palmastry man. haha he was reading some people's palms. and chrys will have lots of relationships man.. haha omg lar, she's gonna be a flirt. haha so wth. yeah last week he threw that thing at me and he was all nice when he spoke to me today. like wth, then he was being so retarded in class. he still said this "those who want their palms read, look for me when i'm free" and walked out of class. like wth!!!!
i want jay chou's new album man!!! qian li zhi wai is a great song.. and the music video rocks too!
haha yeah... i gtg study man. and i'm feeling a little sleepy... haha ah well, have a nice day and all the best for the upcoming exams!
haha finally in the mood to blog.
haha denise's birthday celebration on saturday was super retarded. we had lunch at seoul garden at first. denise wanted some ice kachang for dessert. but she used the wrong bowl and she actually put the ice shavings first (haha stupid lar)... so then i told her it was the wrong bowl. she took another bowl, put all the ingredients and poured the ice she got in the wrong bowl and poured it out into the new bowl... apparently, it had the shape of the wrong bowl and it looked super funny haha. in the end, she didnt finish it lar!!!! ate the ice with the syrup and thats it lar! food-waster! haha
then at around 2+, we went to cine, to the arcade to play house of the dead. haha we always do, it's like a must play when we go to the arcade together. and omg lar. bomberman is so damn fun and cute. haha it was super exciting man. i beat denise at daytona!!! yeah man! haha 2-0.
after the arcade, we went up to e2max to say hi to lester. thought of playing an hour or something there, but there weren't any computers available so we went to kbox instead! haha omg super high. minimum 3 hours, so yeah we were there for three hours! yeah all the jay chou songs, jj lin songs, wang leehom songs, guangliang, pin guan songs.. haha and my random songs. haha there was this one particular song denise liked and i accidentally removed it, so yeah she almost slaughtered me and there were many times she wanted to hit my head with the microphone haha. so yeah was forced to search for the song for her and she was happily singing it lar. dang
yeah it was super high, super retarded and super ex. omg lar i spent like 50 bucks on sat.
chrys told me about this article featured in lifestyle yest that was total slander. it said stuff about ij girls going easier on the opposite sex and what they're easier to woo that sort. it was so wtf man. i seriously wanted to strangle the one who wrote that damn article. is he trying to say ij girls are so sluttish and desperate? ARGH, so damn annoying man. so yeah ms chow was kinda discussing the article and said "yall have the power to write a letter since i've taught you how to write a letter to the editor" haha yeah chrys is gonna write a letter, and i am, once i read the article tomorrow. like seriously what is the writer's problem? we can sue him for saying that. bleagh. so then chrys and i were discussing about it during amath and came up with reasons as to why this article was written. i said it must have been an anti-ij person. she said maybe some ij girl dumped him and he's just being a sore loser by writing all of that. ms chow thinks he must have been mixing around with the wrong ij girls, because the article mentioned low belts etc. yeah i know thats a fact, but what right do you have to say ij girls are "easier on the opposite sex"? i would say none at all.
when i get the article. i might wanna upload it. yeah. rah so annoying man.
haha on a happier note, it was interesting listening to stefany talk about her favourite toy during english. haha cause we were having this class oral practice and ms chow's practice orl topic was a favourite toy. so yeah, steffi said her fave toy was the barbie doll, cause she would cut their hair and all and she and her sister would have some hair styling contest. haha it was really funny lar. then she went on about the two of them (her sister and herself) going to this friend's place to play with her friend's limited edition snow white. then she and her sister broke off the doll's head. plus that doll is a talking doll. like omg lar, even more freaky. so yeah the wires were sticking out of its neck. so steffi and her sister played a prank on that friend. they placed the doll's head on her friend's pillow and she heard that friend couldn't sleep for nights. haha it was hilarious man.
and ms chow was getting all worried she would have said saomehitng drastic since the condom demonstration last week for her group's AIDS project presentation. haha it was hilarious because steffi never touched one and she was like staring at her fingers after touching it. haha.
oh yeah, ij's new principal is finally here. mrs regina lee. yeah she looks really cool. 36 yrs old i think. not sure, it's just an estimate. yeah i kinda miss ms tan now and hope she comes back man... she was a really good principal lar... sometimes i like listening to her talk about all sorts of stuff cause somehow, you learn something outta it. but yeah hope mrs lee will be able to be a good principal here too. haha yeah.
i noticed something. it's always when i'm spending my second last year in school that the principal changes. mrs bheem came to ij pri when i was in P5, and now mrs lee when i'm sec 3. BLEAGH.
should i consider the china trip at the end of the year? cause weng laoshi told us we had a chance of going, since the HCL girls didnt fill in all 40 vacancies for the trip so they're allowing the best express chinese classes to go for the trip. yeah the class As. so yeah... it'll cost at least 900 dollars, at most 1350 if i go. school's subsidizing 10%. and it depends on whether the moe will subsidize another few hundreds. but yeah go there and study math and science in chinese. haha thats new man. i think all of us will take forever to figure out the question and then spending half our lives trying to answer it in chinese.
rahh english oral tomorrow. can die man. i never seen my examiner before. she's mrs roch. haha hell do i know who that is although she has been a teacher in our school for like what? 9 months? so yeah. omg lar... i think i will just die tomorrow.
chinese oral today was haha sucky too... but i guess no point brooding over it bah... at least the good thing that ever happened was that laoshi said i read fluently, except for one or two mistakes.
haha after the chinese oral, the five of us (chrys, jaslyn, clara, pearl, myself) went back to J401 to join the rest. haha apparently, mr tan was happily telling the class about dinosaurs and volcanoes. and he was talking about wormholes. if you walk into one, you can see yourself walking in when you step out of one. cool eh? then he did this seriously wth thing man haha. he was like "there's no such thing as time and space... cheem right?" haha the "cheem right?" was so totally unexpected lar! haha it was stupid too cause he had this grin. he said geography is somehting to do with feng shui so he knows it to (shocking, i know). and he knows palmastry man. haha he was reading some people's palms. and chrys will have lots of relationships man.. haha omg lar, she's gonna be a flirt. haha so wth. yeah last week he threw that thing at me and he was all nice when he spoke to me today. like wth, then he was being so retarded in class. he still said this "those who want their palms read, look for me when i'm free" and walked out of class. like wth!!!!
i want jay chou's new album man!!! qian li zhi wai is a great song.. and the music video rocks too!
haha yeah... i gtg study man. and i'm feeling a little sleepy... haha ah well, have a nice day and all the best for the upcoming exams!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
[peer tutoring.]
haha it was nice catching up today.
the peer tutoring in the afternoon actually kinda helped -wow-. haha whatever. but yeah ayu was my tutor and yeah we accomplished a lot today.
after peer tutoring, went home with lijuin. it has been ages since the both of us went home together. well, ever since she moved to 157, we didnt really talk much or whatsoever because both of us are always busy. i will still walk past her house and wave HI lar... we're both the the 8th storey and her place is like right next to the lift. so yeah... was just hanging outside her house for like half an hour, talking and catching up lar... she will go on about her late days. seriously... it's crazy lar.. out of the 5 days, you have 4 late days? so yeah... was talking about lots of stuff until her mum came home at around 6pm and yeah i walked home. it's so near lar. and i just have to pop by her place if i ever forget to bring my amath textbook home.
lijuin and i were classmates since P1. well, right till P6 lar. we were "separated" in sec sch and now we're in the same chinese class. both of us were really good friends lar.. go for tuition together, go to school together, go home together (she used to live at 156) etc. haha the only times we go to school together now is when she calls me early in the morning before i leave for school and asks me to go pick her up because there's this bug right at her doorstep. it's either a bee, or some funny fly. yeah so i will grab my stuff and go "rescue" her, meet up with matilda, then go to school together.
i miss 6 ixora now... lar. sars went off to nygh. esti at tjc. hardly get to see them around. well if you wanna know the last time all of us went out together... that would be like months ago. july i think. haha cant remember. the month potc 2 was released cause we went out to watch it together. so yeah. everyone's busy with this and that. sars and her homework. me with njrc. esti with her schoolwork too... bleagh.
speaking of homework. i have haha tuition homework from 15 yr series. amath. physics. chem. ss. omg. okay gotta start... haha good night and bye =D
haha it was nice catching up today.
the peer tutoring in the afternoon actually kinda helped -wow-. haha whatever. but yeah ayu was my tutor and yeah we accomplished a lot today.
after peer tutoring, went home with lijuin. it has been ages since the both of us went home together. well, ever since she moved to 157, we didnt really talk much or whatsoever because both of us are always busy. i will still walk past her house and wave HI lar... we're both the the 8th storey and her place is like right next to the lift. so yeah... was just hanging outside her house for like half an hour, talking and catching up lar... she will go on about her late days. seriously... it's crazy lar.. out of the 5 days, you have 4 late days? so yeah... was talking about lots of stuff until her mum came home at around 6pm and yeah i walked home. it's so near lar. and i just have to pop by her place if i ever forget to bring my amath textbook home.
lijuin and i were classmates since P1. well, right till P6 lar. we were "separated" in sec sch and now we're in the same chinese class. both of us were really good friends lar.. go for tuition together, go to school together, go home together (she used to live at 156) etc. haha the only times we go to school together now is when she calls me early in the morning before i leave for school and asks me to go pick her up because there's this bug right at her doorstep. it's either a bee, or some funny fly. yeah so i will grab my stuff and go "rescue" her, meet up with matilda, then go to school together.
i miss 6 ixora now... lar. sars went off to nygh. esti at tjc. hardly get to see them around. well if you wanna know the last time all of us went out together... that would be like months ago. july i think. haha cant remember. the month potc 2 was released cause we went out to watch it together. so yeah. everyone's busy with this and that. sars and her homework. me with njrc. esti with her schoolwork too... bleagh.
speaking of homework. i have haha tuition homework from 15 yr series. amath. physics. chem. ss. omg. okay gotta start... haha good night and bye =D
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
[viral infection.]
haha it was such a sleepy day for me. i slept for like an hr++ during chinese.. double period, so yeah. and thats the only class that's air conditioned, plus i'm sitting right underneath the aircon. so yeah. it's always like that. jaslyn and i will sleep and pearl right in the centre will be like up and prolly watch us sleep. but yeah was practically sleeping the entire day because i was up doing the english project till like 3.30am last night. and i hvnt really recovered from njrc, i think gerri and zong hvnt either...
yeah so mr tan! wahhhhhhh he threw something at my head this morning okay! you know in the geog classrooms, esp G302, there's this small pot of i dont know what crap it is on the teacher's table. a little soil and dont know what plastic thing lar.. so yeah he threw that at my head. so irritating. and he still asked deborah who was next to me if it was real soil. fine lar. but wanna wake me up, must throw something meh? but the whole class didnt know. even yiqi on my right didnt know.
yeah stinch penny was playing for today's assembly. and my class went for it all over again. well, it was almost the same lar... i still fell asleep at the very end despite the noise and all. and yeah...
i shall talk about how cool edmund's fish tank is okay! haha it has two clown fishes! and his fish tank is worth 1k or more. he was showing it to me through his webcam and i was watching in awe. just that his dory passed away and anemone is gone... so clown fishes wandering aimlessly. haha but so cool lar. then he had the mushroom and he takes good care of fishes thats why his fish tank looks so cool. which reminds me... haha of what lester told me about his friend's snake eating a rabbit once a month. omg so freaky lar... but yeah according to the owner, it's healthier to eat a rabbit than a rat. haha i dont know.. maybe... it kinda makes sense.
sat in for class for like 2 periods and left yest. was about to go to school when there was this sharp pain in my stomachache... so went to the clinic next to school. but the thing is, i had to wait about an hour for the clinic to open, so i was like sitting at the bus stop. then after it opened, waited another half hour just to see the doc. yeah got viral infection. so yeah went back to school to find the entire class dancing samba haha so not part of it and not gonna be next week. excused from pe for a week.
i slept 4 hours today in the evening. see lar, such a pig.
haiyah was totally down and out last night. seriously. i dont know lar... for some reason, i was greatly affected when i shouldnt be right?
haha it was such a sleepy day for me. i slept for like an hr++ during chinese.. double period, so yeah. and thats the only class that's air conditioned, plus i'm sitting right underneath the aircon. so yeah. it's always like that. jaslyn and i will sleep and pearl right in the centre will be like up and prolly watch us sleep. but yeah was practically sleeping the entire day because i was up doing the english project till like 3.30am last night. and i hvnt really recovered from njrc, i think gerri and zong hvnt either...
yeah so mr tan! wahhhhhhh he threw something at my head this morning okay! you know in the geog classrooms, esp G302, there's this small pot of i dont know what crap it is on the teacher's table. a little soil and dont know what plastic thing lar.. so yeah he threw that at my head. so irritating. and he still asked deborah who was next to me if it was real soil. fine lar. but wanna wake me up, must throw something meh? but the whole class didnt know. even yiqi on my right didnt know.
yeah stinch penny was playing for today's assembly. and my class went for it all over again. well, it was almost the same lar... i still fell asleep at the very end despite the noise and all. and yeah...
i shall talk about how cool edmund's fish tank is okay! haha it has two clown fishes! and his fish tank is worth 1k or more. he was showing it to me through his webcam and i was watching in awe. just that his dory passed away and anemone is gone... so clown fishes wandering aimlessly. haha but so cool lar. then he had the mushroom and he takes good care of fishes thats why his fish tank looks so cool. which reminds me... haha of what lester told me about his friend's snake eating a rabbit once a month. omg so freaky lar... but yeah according to the owner, it's healthier to eat a rabbit than a rat. haha i dont know.. maybe... it kinda makes sense.
sat in for class for like 2 periods and left yest. was about to go to school when there was this sharp pain in my stomachache... so went to the clinic next to school. but the thing is, i had to wait about an hour for the clinic to open, so i was like sitting at the bus stop. then after it opened, waited another half hour just to see the doc. yeah got viral infection. so yeah went back to school to find the entire class dancing samba haha so not part of it and not gonna be next week. excused from pe for a week.
i slept 4 hours today in the evening. see lar, such a pig.
haiyah was totally down and out last night. seriously. i dont know lar... for some reason, i was greatly affected when i shouldnt be right?
Sunday, September 10, 2006
[njrc.]
haha njrc is finally over. what can i say? well, we tried our best =) it's okay lar, ij will rock frs next year =D
all the sleepless nights are like haha unforgettable but miserable at the same time. and the sleepovers were fun haha. thanks click =) although we didn't really win anything in the end, we will still stick as one and i love you guys.
and i will never forget my fellow programmers. mag, liz, velda and julienne. it was sure fun with mag around. but we never got our top challenge (some lame game mag invented). yeah... haha and when varen followed val to school and was playing with zhenxiao. haha that was super adorable.
cheering didnt turn out well yest. the other schools were such a racket that we couldnt project our voices well. yeah i kinda lost my voice temporarily. gerri's was like really bad by the second cheer. thats how hard we were trying. i think we still have a lot of magazines to clear in school. omg =.=
yeah it was bad yest. well in the afternoon. so edmund and joseph were nice to hang out with me at macs. yeah was having a lot of fun chatting with them. i kinda cheered up a little with all that laughing. yeah... then edmund and i were walking about the science centre exhibits and stuff until lester called, and we went out. joseph was arm wrestling with someone else so he didnt come along.. haha dang. and the three of us actually agreed to go to the water works and try that squirt thing. dont know lar... it's some question thing and when you open the box to find the answer, water comes at you and yeah there's this laughter coming out of it. haha freaky right? haha it's dumb but yeah, wanted to see it. ah well, next year then, at frs haha.
i guess my day really got better all of a sudden. and yeah, it did haha.
hahaha omg friday was super amusing. okay although i got blasted at in the morning, yeah, it was much better later on. haha i was at the science centre in the afternoon. then was talking to jin wei, and he was telling me about his encounter with stef. yeah... haha because SAS has this team called flush, so jinwei actually bought this toilet bowl and like added wheels to it, so that it can move around. he made it last year for njrc. so then he was sitting on it, like selling shirts. all the shirts are in the toilet bowl. so stef wanted to buy a tshirt. then he took the shirt from underneath and haha stef literally jump backwards and had that omg face, her signature face. yeah it must have been really stupid haha. yeah and omg. zhonghan and jinwei were like sharing the toilet bowl lar. if you get what i mean. just that jinwei got tired and sat on it. then zhonghan got tired and sat on it too. but it looked wrong lar. and i was standing next to them. haha it was hilarious.. seriously.
it's like rah. when i talk to jinwei, his juniors will start thinking i'm either his girlfriend or his sister. haha omg. and when i was at joseph's booth, just to say hi and see how his robot was doing, the rest gave me that weird stare and asked him if i was his girlfriend. dang, terrible man. terrible.
but at least this year's njrc was a pretty good one. i was laughing and laughing and was amazingly calm about everything.
ah well. i have to finish 2 chapters of amath from the 15 yr series by 2.30pm haha. so dead man. logarithms and trigonometry. haha ah well. bye, have a nice day =)
haha njrc is finally over. what can i say? well, we tried our best =) it's okay lar, ij will rock frs next year =D
all the sleepless nights are like haha unforgettable but miserable at the same time. and the sleepovers were fun haha. thanks click =) although we didn't really win anything in the end, we will still stick as one and i love you guys.
and i will never forget my fellow programmers. mag, liz, velda and julienne. it was sure fun with mag around. but we never got our top challenge (some lame game mag invented). yeah... haha and when varen followed val to school and was playing with zhenxiao. haha that was super adorable.
cheering didnt turn out well yest. the other schools were such a racket that we couldnt project our voices well. yeah i kinda lost my voice temporarily. gerri's was like really bad by the second cheer. thats how hard we were trying. i think we still have a lot of magazines to clear in school. omg =.=
yeah it was bad yest. well in the afternoon. so edmund and joseph were nice to hang out with me at macs. yeah was having a lot of fun chatting with them. i kinda cheered up a little with all that laughing. yeah... then edmund and i were walking about the science centre exhibits and stuff until lester called, and we went out. joseph was arm wrestling with someone else so he didnt come along.. haha dang. and the three of us actually agreed to go to the water works and try that squirt thing. dont know lar... it's some question thing and when you open the box to find the answer, water comes at you and yeah there's this laughter coming out of it. haha freaky right? haha it's dumb but yeah, wanted to see it. ah well, next year then, at frs haha.
i guess my day really got better all of a sudden. and yeah, it did haha.
hahaha omg friday was super amusing. okay although i got blasted at in the morning, yeah, it was much better later on. haha i was at the science centre in the afternoon. then was talking to jin wei, and he was telling me about his encounter with stef. yeah... haha because SAS has this team called flush, so jinwei actually bought this toilet bowl and like added wheels to it, so that it can move around. he made it last year for njrc. so then he was sitting on it, like selling shirts. all the shirts are in the toilet bowl. so stef wanted to buy a tshirt. then he took the shirt from underneath and haha stef literally jump backwards and had that omg face, her signature face. yeah it must have been really stupid haha. yeah and omg. zhonghan and jinwei were like sharing the toilet bowl lar. if you get what i mean. just that jinwei got tired and sat on it. then zhonghan got tired and sat on it too. but it looked wrong lar. and i was standing next to them. haha it was hilarious.. seriously.
it's like rah. when i talk to jinwei, his juniors will start thinking i'm either his girlfriend or his sister. haha omg. and when i was at joseph's booth, just to say hi and see how his robot was doing, the rest gave me that weird stare and asked him if i was his girlfriend. dang, terrible man. terrible.
but at least this year's njrc was a pretty good one. i was laughing and laughing and was amazingly calm about everything.
ah well. i have to finish 2 chapters of amath from the 15 yr series by 2.30pm haha. so dead man. logarithms and trigonometry. haha ah well. bye, have a nice day =)
Thursday, August 31, 2006
[everglow.]
teachers' day. haha being the usual me, i slept through mass -.- according to savie, i was in a very "nice" postition. try sitting cross-legged and then resting your head on your knee, all the way down, on your knee... haha.. yeah was rudely awaken and turned off when one of the items included some sec 1s dancing and supposedly singing to the song bop to the top from the high school musical soundtrack because it sounded and looked really bad. there was a rock band too. yeah the bass and the drums rocked but the lead singer was like errr. and savie said she formed a band with jaslyn, jac and lijin, i was shocked and was in awe at the same time. haha i trust they will do a better job haha.
yeah savie was here for like 3 hours, playing games. ahaha then we played a little nfs. haha damn fun damn fun.
omg i have so many new stuff this week. new webcam, new microphone, and YAY a new bluetooth headset. yeah. haha rahhhh.
finally had my sleep yest. yes after surviving a week or more on just a few hours of sleep. yeah...
the seniors were back today. haha it was great seeing them again. debby has a new pair of specs that looked really nice. black and white. she happened to be wearing this jersey that was white with black stripes under the ij pinafore, so they looked so compatible haha. glory looked so much cuter haha, for some reason, she did. haha. all in all, they havent really changed much since the last time i saw them. yeah... so only anne marie, suhui, debby, glory and novita came... denise had school and clarissa had some rehearsal. haha. i miss them a lot actually. ever since they graduated, i guess arc would have been a little empty without them around, telling lame jokes and laughing together with them. i cant wait to see denise again, although i just met up with her like 3 mths ago. hope she's doing okay at lasalle.
mag and i had to clean the water today. okay maybe not clean, but change it. haha i can only tell you, dustpans and pails... they dont go as a pair. haha we were stupidly scooping the water out with two pails. but when the water's too shallow, try clearing the water with a pail? haha so on of the school's cleaners walk past and was like "use a dustpan!" haha so we did. guess it helped. but mag broke one of them. haha that was hilarious! she broke the handle and it was damn funny. so i dont know what she did in the end lar... she was the one who returned the dustpans to the classrooms. then because i was afraid of the pails, i didnt dare touch them. so yeah we had to carry them back. mag accidentally dropped the pail in front of me, because i failed to catch it properly and haha some of the water got onto my leg. i was like "OMG! RAH!" haha seriously... i kept saying "this is rahness man, RAHNESS" the entire time. haha
i just found out i actually speak like this
"wah lau eh how can like that?!"
haha yes, thanks to savie. because we were wathcing united 93 at my place earlier. then if you know the story, it's about thie plane hijacked on september 11, yeah the september 11 incident. so yeah 4 planes were supposed to hit the world trade centre, but only 3 did. 1 into the north tower, 1 into the south tower and the third into the pentagon. the 4th plane, united airline 93, didnt crash into the world trade centre because the passengers worked together to fight the hijackers (terrorists) and the plane crashed somewhere else, like in this field. so before the passengers decided to make phone calls to their family members to like tell them they were hijacked. some said their last goodbyes while some told their loved ones what was happening on the plane and to report it to the authorities. so i asked savie "haha savie, if you were one of the passengers making the phone call, who would you call?" she refused to answer the question! RAHH haha -.- so yeah... it's a good question. who would you call? who would you call to say your last goodbyes and stuff, when you had prolly only that one phonecall?
haha then we were talking about the ones who received the calls, basically the wives of those married and the mothers of the ones who were single. she said, "i will just die man!" i said, "omg, i dont know man, i will die too. never had such an exp" so she said, "haha you will be like "wah lau eh, how can like that?!"" haha i really didnt know i speak like that! haha dang. this is DANGNESS.
but yeah, united 93 is a sad movie. because it was like a dedication to the passengers of united airlines 93, that crashed on the september 11, 2002. yeah. thanks to the passengers who decided to do their very best to take control of the plane from the hijackers, they saved many other americans who could have been affected if united airlines 93 hit the world trade centre. but they sacrificed their lives. and most of them were like dads and moms. their kids werent even primary 1 yet. some of their kids were new-borns. i feel for them. but what i liked about them is that although they were complete strangers, they could still work together to defeat the hijackers. haha but they were protecting their own lives! haha who cares? if you were up there, would you have the courage to try to beat a man with a C3 bomb wrapped around his waist with a few other passengers and flight attendants?
gaya just called and reminded me about tomorrow's meeting. rah i still havent done my research since i had so much stuff to do this week. so it might mean a sleepless night again tonight. i have to try to finish my holiday homework asap before i will never get the chance to.
teachers' day. haha being the usual me, i slept through mass -.- according to savie, i was in a very "nice" postition. try sitting cross-legged and then resting your head on your knee, all the way down, on your knee... haha.. yeah was rudely awaken and turned off when one of the items included some sec 1s dancing and supposedly singing to the song bop to the top from the high school musical soundtrack because it sounded and looked really bad. there was a rock band too. yeah the bass and the drums rocked but the lead singer was like errr. and savie said she formed a band with jaslyn, jac and lijin, i was shocked and was in awe at the same time. haha i trust they will do a better job haha.
yeah savie was here for like 3 hours, playing games. ahaha then we played a little nfs. haha damn fun damn fun.
omg i have so many new stuff this week. new webcam, new microphone, and YAY a new bluetooth headset. yeah. haha rahhhh.
finally had my sleep yest. yes after surviving a week or more on just a few hours of sleep. yeah...
the seniors were back today. haha it was great seeing them again. debby has a new pair of specs that looked really nice. black and white. she happened to be wearing this jersey that was white with black stripes under the ij pinafore, so they looked so compatible haha. glory looked so much cuter haha, for some reason, she did. haha. all in all, they havent really changed much since the last time i saw them. yeah... so only anne marie, suhui, debby, glory and novita came... denise had school and clarissa had some rehearsal. haha. i miss them a lot actually. ever since they graduated, i guess arc would have been a little empty without them around, telling lame jokes and laughing together with them. i cant wait to see denise again, although i just met up with her like 3 mths ago. hope she's doing okay at lasalle.
mag and i had to clean the water today. okay maybe not clean, but change it. haha i can only tell you, dustpans and pails... they dont go as a pair. haha we were stupidly scooping the water out with two pails. but when the water's too shallow, try clearing the water with a pail? haha so on of the school's cleaners walk past and was like "use a dustpan!" haha so we did. guess it helped. but mag broke one of them. haha that was hilarious! she broke the handle and it was damn funny. so i dont know what she did in the end lar... she was the one who returned the dustpans to the classrooms. then because i was afraid of the pails, i didnt dare touch them. so yeah we had to carry them back. mag accidentally dropped the pail in front of me, because i failed to catch it properly and haha some of the water got onto my leg. i was like "OMG! RAH!" haha seriously... i kept saying "this is rahness man, RAHNESS" the entire time. haha
i just found out i actually speak like this
"wah lau eh how can like that?!"
haha yes, thanks to savie. because we were wathcing united 93 at my place earlier. then if you know the story, it's about thie plane hijacked on september 11, yeah the september 11 incident. so yeah 4 planes were supposed to hit the world trade centre, but only 3 did. 1 into the north tower, 1 into the south tower and the third into the pentagon. the 4th plane, united airline 93, didnt crash into the world trade centre because the passengers worked together to fight the hijackers (terrorists) and the plane crashed somewhere else, like in this field. so before the passengers decided to make phone calls to their family members to like tell them they were hijacked. some said their last goodbyes while some told their loved ones what was happening on the plane and to report it to the authorities. so i asked savie "haha savie, if you were one of the passengers making the phone call, who would you call?" she refused to answer the question! RAHH haha -.- so yeah... it's a good question. who would you call? who would you call to say your last goodbyes and stuff, when you had prolly only that one phonecall?
haha then we were talking about the ones who received the calls, basically the wives of those married and the mothers of the ones who were single. she said, "i will just die man!" i said, "omg, i dont know man, i will die too. never had such an exp" so she said, "haha you will be like "wah lau eh, how can like that?!"" haha i really didnt know i speak like that! haha dang. this is DANGNESS.
but yeah, united 93 is a sad movie. because it was like a dedication to the passengers of united airlines 93, that crashed on the september 11, 2002. yeah. thanks to the passengers who decided to do their very best to take control of the plane from the hijackers, they saved many other americans who could have been affected if united airlines 93 hit the world trade centre. but they sacrificed their lives. and most of them were like dads and moms. their kids werent even primary 1 yet. some of their kids were new-borns. i feel for them. but what i liked about them is that although they were complete strangers, they could still work together to defeat the hijackers. haha but they were protecting their own lives! haha who cares? if you were up there, would you have the courage to try to beat a man with a C3 bomb wrapped around his waist with a few other passengers and flight attendants?
gaya just called and reminded me about tomorrow's meeting. rah i still havent done my research since i had so much stuff to do this week. so it might mean a sleepless night again tonight. i have to try to finish my holiday homework asap before i will never get the chance to.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
[fish for sale. buy them. sell them.]
sigh. what am i to do with you man. stop harping on unnecessary things that upset you. i would really like to know what your purpose was when you said i had to read your blog. was that entire entry supposed to be pointing fingers at me as well? hmm i really wonder. i choose not to ask, neither am i gonna do anything to force the truth outta you. you feel they think alike, but thats cause they're only looking at it from your perspective, how can they understand they whole situation when they're being biased? well, if it's not about me, as an outsider, i really think you shouldnt think so self-centeredly. i mean yeah i know they said stuff to hurt you, but what good can you make out of it if you's so easily hurt by what they say when you know it's untrue, unless whoever that said that meant a lot to you. well, if he or she does, i have nothing to say.
i would love to say that i'm gonna die soon. yes i am. haha the workload is crazy and i feel lazy doing it. haha i think the rest are just feeling damn tired as well. but just gotta bear with it for another few weeks, and once it's finally over, we shall rejoice.
dont look at the negative side of everything, but instead believe something good will happen. i really felt like strangling her when she said she would rather think negatively. why give up on hope when it's just placed right in front of you. pointless right? dont think the world revolves around you. you think everthing depends on the two of you. think about it, without the rest, what would have happened. it would be obvious. everything will seriously crumble. why not turn other people's weaknesses into strengths? will it really kill to try? i doubt it will. and i dont see why you even deserve to complain about the lack of teamwork, because you're in no position to complain when you're not even willing to accept the rest for who they are and then go on about their weaknesses.
i'm sorry about the ranting. i just couldnt stand watching some people go on with their lives thinking they're always right.
i shall try to talk about happy stuff. haha i can never stop about how gerri and zong rock. haha yeah they're great equalites. both of them are so damn cute and i think i'm really lucky to have them as classmates and fellow equalites. although many people seem to dislike gerri for her insensitivity and her loudness, i still think it's perfectly fine with me. others call her the bitch or the irritating one, but to me, she is a good friend. because not everyone else knows her as well as a few of us do. haha because other than being a loud-mouth and insensitive, she's quite gentle and not mean like how other people look at her. haha thats why she's a great friend. it isnt that bad hanging out with her. really.
as for zong. yeah she can be really cute at times. haha sometimes she forgets stuff, just like liz, but she can be a great friend to talk to, and thats why i love her too. her bubbly chracter just cracks you up. haha she has great friends like lynette and cel, and she's really lucky to have them with her. haha.
haha dont ask what happened to me, because i seriously dont know.
ah well. there's still work.. gtg! bye!
sigh. what am i to do with you man. stop harping on unnecessary things that upset you. i would really like to know what your purpose was when you said i had to read your blog. was that entire entry supposed to be pointing fingers at me as well? hmm i really wonder. i choose not to ask, neither am i gonna do anything to force the truth outta you. you feel they think alike, but thats cause they're only looking at it from your perspective, how can they understand they whole situation when they're being biased? well, if it's not about me, as an outsider, i really think you shouldnt think so self-centeredly. i mean yeah i know they said stuff to hurt you, but what good can you make out of it if you's so easily hurt by what they say when you know it's untrue, unless whoever that said that meant a lot to you. well, if he or she does, i have nothing to say.
i would love to say that i'm gonna die soon. yes i am. haha the workload is crazy and i feel lazy doing it. haha i think the rest are just feeling damn tired as well. but just gotta bear with it for another few weeks, and once it's finally over, we shall rejoice.
dont look at the negative side of everything, but instead believe something good will happen. i really felt like strangling her when she said she would rather think negatively. why give up on hope when it's just placed right in front of you. pointless right? dont think the world revolves around you. you think everthing depends on the two of you. think about it, without the rest, what would have happened. it would be obvious. everything will seriously crumble. why not turn other people's weaknesses into strengths? will it really kill to try? i doubt it will. and i dont see why you even deserve to complain about the lack of teamwork, because you're in no position to complain when you're not even willing to accept the rest for who they are and then go on about their weaknesses.
i'm sorry about the ranting. i just couldnt stand watching some people go on with their lives thinking they're always right.
i shall try to talk about happy stuff. haha i can never stop about how gerri and zong rock. haha yeah they're great equalites. both of them are so damn cute and i think i'm really lucky to have them as classmates and fellow equalites. although many people seem to dislike gerri for her insensitivity and her loudness, i still think it's perfectly fine with me. others call her the bitch or the irritating one, but to me, she is a good friend. because not everyone else knows her as well as a few of us do. haha because other than being a loud-mouth and insensitive, she's quite gentle and not mean like how other people look at her. haha thats why she's a great friend. it isnt that bad hanging out with her. really.
as for zong. yeah she can be really cute at times. haha sometimes she forgets stuff, just like liz, but she can be a great friend to talk to, and thats why i love her too. her bubbly chracter just cracks you up. haha she has great friends like lynette and cel, and she's really lucky to have them with her. haha.
haha dont ask what happened to me, because i seriously dont know.
ah well. there's still work.. gtg! bye!
Friday, August 25, 2006
[...]
RAHHHHHH!
they're leaving... tomorrow. or rather today
yeah.. really gonna miss them man. it was super fun bringing them out to shop, playing with them at sentosa and having them come over to ij and stuff. yeah they're gonna leave in the morning. haha i'll never forget this week's assembly. when everyone was so shocked to know chris was 15. HAHA. it was hilarious. actually i didnt know it as well. thought he was gina or dom's age, like 18 or 19?
staying up tonight man. yeah lots to do lar. rah. i haven't been sleeping much which yeah drains a lot outta me.
to all who are staying up: JIAYOU! be it njrc or not, let's get stuff done tonight! haha ah well.
RAHHHHHH!
they're leaving... tomorrow. or rather today
yeah.. really gonna miss them man. it was super fun bringing them out to shop, playing with them at sentosa and having them come over to ij and stuff. yeah they're gonna leave in the morning. haha i'll never forget this week's assembly. when everyone was so shocked to know chris was 15. HAHA. it was hilarious. actually i didnt know it as well. thought he was gina or dom's age, like 18 or 19?
staying up tonight man. yeah lots to do lar. rah. i haven't been sleeping much which yeah drains a lot outta me.
to all who are staying up: JIAYOU! be it njrc or not, let's get stuff done tonight! haha ah well.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
[i will never let you fall.]
yeah, i'm really tired.
haha fell ill since i dont know when. when was the last time i hvnt gone to school because i fell sick? haha that would be... sec 1? yeah... and i dont think i'll get any better soon enough.
sorry to worry my classmates because of today, when my face was extremely red and i looked as though i was gonna collapse any moment.
lots of work to do, but i'm feeling very sleepy. no dont ask me to take a nap, it's a bad idea although i do think i need it now.
haha i just thought of something to say, but then i forgot. my mind is so screwed up today. simply cant absorb anything and always forgetting things like a minute later. yeah having the memory of a goldfish now, so if i give you that blur look, you know what happened. memory got erased.
i didnt think missing out one day of school would be that bad. i seriously missed out on a lot of details just cause i didnt go to school yest. and i didnt think it would be that obvious i didnt come to school because i came to school this morning and everyone started asking what happened to me, as though i'm the kid who goes to school everyday without fail.
i was reminded of my bad experiences in K1 and 2. then last year, when val sabotaged me and some kranji guy started to take out his stupid camera and snapped photos, rah, scary lar. i cant believe i actually still remember all that happened.
haha i feel much better now i guess, much more awake. i shall learn to hang on for a while more until everything is over. yeap. when everything is over, i shall............. do whatever i want. haha go out and seriously have fun. yeah maybe i'll do that. haha
i still have lots of math homework. yeah. haha piles of homework just dumped in front of me man. plus all my yada. i have to do things step by step. clear all that yada first lar!
haha because team 341 arrived in sg, i guess my schedule was screwed up man. haha have to reorganise already... haha well in the first place, i'm not that organised haha! so yeah... lots of projects. english and geog. gotta catch up on math as well. i really wonder how much i missed in a day. this is bad, really bad. yeah. rah... after i clear my IN box, and filled up my OUT box (if you understand my retardednessa nd lameness, then good), i can feel accomplished. haha.
i guess no experiment this week =( haha shall wait then, when i have practical next year. haha yeah i really enjoyed myself playing around with khym, playing with the indicators. haha we are just being boliao okay...
chrys isnt gonna be around for the rest of the week. no one to really talk to during math and history. this is rah-ness. yeah she's off to hwa chong institution for some eldds stuff. some sabaticals IMUN thing.. no idea but when she showed me the schedule, i was like "WTH, what is this man" yeah all the policies and stuff, my gosh. since i didnt go to school yest, i dont know man... but math today was a sleepy one indeed. i had no idea what i was doing. was doing some pair work with angie since she decided to sit next to me. yeah some properties of angles worksheet. so when both of us were trying to solve the questions, i was like on my way to lala land. if i remember correctly, after emath, i was still lying there like a corpse when ms krishna came in then was like touching my arm and kinda said something like "aiyoh sleepy sleepy" or something to that effect. WELL something about me sleeping. it was really bad lar... everyone was urging me to go home after school and gave painful expressions when they asked if i was okay. sorry guys... shar was like "nana you wanna go to the sick bay and sleep there?" haha i remember the last time i ended up there, that was like a month ago due to my sprained neck, getting out of the sick bay was difficult because shar wouldnt want to go back to class and i was her excuse to skip classes. yeah i missed out the entire introduction of temperature that day, because i missed physics.
on a brighter note, i guess i'm feeling much better. just that i look so zombified now due to the fatigue and yeah i'm still not that well yet. hope i dont come down with another fever soon lar. because i dont want to.
ah well, i shall go do my work then. if i dont start, i will seriously die later lar... and i think i'll have another sleepless night tonight. yeah, take care and bye!
yeah, i'm really tired.
haha fell ill since i dont know when. when was the last time i hvnt gone to school because i fell sick? haha that would be... sec 1? yeah... and i dont think i'll get any better soon enough.
sorry to worry my classmates because of today, when my face was extremely red and i looked as though i was gonna collapse any moment.
lots of work to do, but i'm feeling very sleepy. no dont ask me to take a nap, it's a bad idea although i do think i need it now.
haha i just thought of something to say, but then i forgot. my mind is so screwed up today. simply cant absorb anything and always forgetting things like a minute later. yeah having the memory of a goldfish now, so if i give you that blur look, you know what happened. memory got erased.
i didnt think missing out one day of school would be that bad. i seriously missed out on a lot of details just cause i didnt go to school yest. and i didnt think it would be that obvious i didnt come to school because i came to school this morning and everyone started asking what happened to me, as though i'm the kid who goes to school everyday without fail.
i was reminded of my bad experiences in K1 and 2. then last year, when val sabotaged me and some kranji guy started to take out his stupid camera and snapped photos, rah, scary lar. i cant believe i actually still remember all that happened.
haha i feel much better now i guess, much more awake. i shall learn to hang on for a while more until everything is over. yeap. when everything is over, i shall............. do whatever i want. haha go out and seriously have fun. yeah maybe i'll do that. haha
i still have lots of math homework. yeah. haha piles of homework just dumped in front of me man. plus all my yada. i have to do things step by step. clear all that yada first lar!
haha because team 341 arrived in sg, i guess my schedule was screwed up man. haha have to reorganise already... haha well in the first place, i'm not that organised haha! so yeah... lots of projects. english and geog. gotta catch up on math as well. i really wonder how much i missed in a day. this is bad, really bad. yeah. rah... after i clear my IN box, and filled up my OUT box (if you understand my retardednessa nd lameness, then good), i can feel accomplished. haha.
i guess no experiment this week =( haha shall wait then, when i have practical next year. haha yeah i really enjoyed myself playing around with khym, playing with the indicators. haha we are just being boliao okay...
chrys isnt gonna be around for the rest of the week. no one to really talk to during math and history. this is rah-ness. yeah she's off to hwa chong institution for some eldds stuff. some sabaticals IMUN thing.. no idea but when she showed me the schedule, i was like "WTH, what is this man" yeah all the policies and stuff, my gosh. since i didnt go to school yest, i dont know man... but math today was a sleepy one indeed. i had no idea what i was doing. was doing some pair work with angie since she decided to sit next to me. yeah some properties of angles worksheet. so when both of us were trying to solve the questions, i was like on my way to lala land. if i remember correctly, after emath, i was still lying there like a corpse when ms krishna came in then was like touching my arm and kinda said something like "aiyoh sleepy sleepy" or something to that effect. WELL something about me sleeping. it was really bad lar... everyone was urging me to go home after school and gave painful expressions when they asked if i was okay. sorry guys... shar was like "nana you wanna go to the sick bay and sleep there?" haha i remember the last time i ended up there, that was like a month ago due to my sprained neck, getting out of the sick bay was difficult because shar wouldnt want to go back to class and i was her excuse to skip classes. yeah i missed out the entire introduction of temperature that day, because i missed physics.
on a brighter note, i guess i'm feeling much better. just that i look so zombified now due to the fatigue and yeah i'm still not that well yet. hope i dont come down with another fever soon lar. because i dont want to.
ah well, i shall go do my work then. if i dont start, i will seriously die later lar... and i think i'll have another sleepless night tonight. yeah, take care and bye!
Thursday, August 17, 2006
[here without you.]
bad day. rah.
got locked out with a few other people because we were late for english. yeah then ms chow finally came out and said "act 1 finished, please come in" okay i dont know what all that act 1 was about.
haha on a brighter note, we had such an enjoyable chem lesson. haha i tell you, when your lab partner is khym, you'll have the time of your life. yeah. we were mixing potassium hydroxide with nitric acid and added methyl orange to it. yeah playing around with chemicals haha. that was after we done the experiment okay. so yeah. when mrs how was like telling us what to do and stuff, like doing a demo. haha so everything had to be cleaned. the burette, pipette, conical flasks, beakers and all. haha everyone was really thinking dirty. the burette looks really weird and the pipette filler really sounds damn gross man. haha zong was the one who was just.. haha bad. so the whole class was just hmm, laughing too. and it was really fun lar. titration right, so i couldnt get the right colour when khym got it at her first attempt. i did it three times, and i could never get the colour until the 4th attempt, what the hell. so then we had so much excess nitric acid and potassium hydroxide we played around with it. added lots of methyl orange to the nitric acid so it'll be red then added potassium hydroxide to change it's colour. what really fascinated khym was the change. haha it was so PRETTY haha. but yeah, last week's chem experiment was fun too, the bunsen burner and all, haha my gosh, it was damn fun making fun of everything. guess there's one more experiment next week. HAHA
haha i havent stopped chatting since 8.30pm... after a long nap man. just woke up to find myself flooded with messages. so was just there chatting with everyone for more than two hours. haha. and not to mention i found so many tags
i shall give reasons as to why chrystal shall smile on the webcam although she still looks really good being super dao on webcam.
1. she looks really sweet when she's smiling
2. she should smile for us! haha
3. she looks sane smiling, really. haha
haha i cant think of any...
ah well ots of work.. since i took a long nap! bye! have a nice day.
bad day. rah.
got locked out with a few other people because we were late for english. yeah then ms chow finally came out and said "act 1 finished, please come in" okay i dont know what all that act 1 was about.
haha on a brighter note, we had such an enjoyable chem lesson. haha i tell you, when your lab partner is khym, you'll have the time of your life. yeah. we were mixing potassium hydroxide with nitric acid and added methyl orange to it. yeah playing around with chemicals haha. that was after we done the experiment okay. so yeah. when mrs how was like telling us what to do and stuff, like doing a demo. haha so everything had to be cleaned. the burette, pipette, conical flasks, beakers and all. haha everyone was really thinking dirty. the burette looks really weird and the pipette filler really sounds damn gross man. haha zong was the one who was just.. haha bad. so the whole class was just hmm, laughing too. and it was really fun lar. titration right, so i couldnt get the right colour when khym got it at her first attempt. i did it three times, and i could never get the colour until the 4th attempt, what the hell. so then we had so much excess nitric acid and potassium hydroxide we played around with it. added lots of methyl orange to the nitric acid so it'll be red then added potassium hydroxide to change it's colour. what really fascinated khym was the change. haha it was so PRETTY haha. but yeah, last week's chem experiment was fun too, the bunsen burner and all, haha my gosh, it was damn fun making fun of everything. guess there's one more experiment next week. HAHA
haha i havent stopped chatting since 8.30pm... after a long nap man. just woke up to find myself flooded with messages. so was just there chatting with everyone for more than two hours. haha. and not to mention i found so many tags
i shall give reasons as to why chrystal shall smile on the webcam although she still looks really good being super dao on webcam.
1. she looks really sweet when she's smiling
2. she should smile for us! haha
3. she looks sane smiling, really. haha
haha i cant think of any...
ah well ots of work.. since i took a long nap! bye! have a nice day.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
[painted skies.]
i'm too disappointed to go to school tomorrow.. i'm sorry. i dont want to, but in the end, i still have to.
don't sound as though you really do know me when you don't. there are a lot of things yall just don't know, so don't assume you know me that well. for the past 2 years, i have blindly given in to you people. sometimes i know yall just take it for granted but since when did i ever stop lending yall a hand? i'm doing all these because i like all of you as my friends and i do treasure yall a lot. you can say i'm being totally selfish whatsoever, but the least you could ever do was to stop thinking you're in the right all the time.
i'm hell disappointed now okay? in yall. i could easily forget the last time, but please lar, don't go too far. i can easily forgive what you did, despite my disappointment, but you need to stop thinking that you can say whatever you want.
i will get over it soon. yes i will. i just need some time for me to stop feeling disappointed and upset. after 2 damn years, do you really think i'm someone like that? sheesh. i don't wanna go to school because of this.
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i shall stop with the angsty and angry stuff.
it's dom's birthday today. so lester and i met up in tp before asking dom out for lunch. yeap! we headed for orchard and ate at pepper lunch. it was lester's treat, dang. ex sia... haha hung around for a while, listening to them chat and left. dom went home since we had nothing to do... so yeah... lester and i headed back to tp, searched for his friend at the library, did some browsing at comics connection and then went to watch ant bully. haha well, the movie wasnt that bad i guess... then haha we went home.
yeah we saw this cat that haha fell in love with lester's bag. so we were like playing with it for a while then left. haha you should know how cats can be really attached to you once you're really nice to them right? so yeah.. that happened. it's was really cute lar. haha
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i shall try my best to forget what i heard... i shouldn't be wasting away being so upset over what happened lar. so yeah i will get over it. i must have that resolve. yeah thanks for listening. bye =)
i'm too disappointed to go to school tomorrow.. i'm sorry. i dont want to, but in the end, i still have to.
don't sound as though you really do know me when you don't. there are a lot of things yall just don't know, so don't assume you know me that well. for the past 2 years, i have blindly given in to you people. sometimes i know yall just take it for granted but since when did i ever stop lending yall a hand? i'm doing all these because i like all of you as my friends and i do treasure yall a lot. you can say i'm being totally selfish whatsoever, but the least you could ever do was to stop thinking you're in the right all the time.
i'm hell disappointed now okay? in yall. i could easily forget the last time, but please lar, don't go too far. i can easily forgive what you did, despite my disappointment, but you need to stop thinking that you can say whatever you want.
i will get over it soon. yes i will. i just need some time for me to stop feeling disappointed and upset. after 2 damn years, do you really think i'm someone like that? sheesh. i don't wanna go to school because of this.
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i shall stop with the angsty and angry stuff.
it's dom's birthday today. so lester and i met up in tp before asking dom out for lunch. yeap! we headed for orchard and ate at pepper lunch. it was lester's treat, dang. ex sia... haha hung around for a while, listening to them chat and left. dom went home since we had nothing to do... so yeah... lester and i headed back to tp, searched for his friend at the library, did some browsing at comics connection and then went to watch ant bully. haha well, the movie wasnt that bad i guess... then haha we went home.
yeah we saw this cat that haha fell in love with lester's bag. so we were like playing with it for a while then left. haha you should know how cats can be really attached to you once you're really nice to them right? so yeah.. that happened. it's was really cute lar. haha
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i shall try my best to forget what i heard... i shouldn't be wasting away being so upset over what happened lar. so yeah i will get over it. i must have that resolve. yeah thanks for listening. bye =)
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
[something.]
something you work so hard for just slips away, into the hands of the unintended.
was so drained for the entire day. spent the entire night doing some work, resulting in my fatigue in the day. yeah. and yeah i got the cough. i have no idea how. i just did. so i was feeling tired and sickly. RAH. not the time for this, really not the time for this.
i was on the train from admiralty to tp, and i was dozing off... standing. so i kept having the tendency of falling each time my legs almost gave way. i was carrying so much stuff, that just made me feel worse. yeah julienne spotted gina when we were heading to admiralty for bubble tea. well, guess gina was heading home. so yeah, just saw her for that split second. hmmm, it was just different seeing her again after a month later. well when was the last time i saw her? her birthday party. yeah more than a month ago. so yeah... things did change and all of us have so much blah blah going on, absolutely no time. plus the recent incident, i seriously dont know.
the amazing thing that happened yesterday was the fact that my webcam works but my microphone doesnt. yeah havent used the webcam in like ages i guess.....
the sudden pile of homework was enough to shock all of us. well, for the past week or so, there hasnt been much homework and yeah... i still have math and geog.
i actually did pretty well for my emath test, AMAZINGLY. yeah..
so much to do in that short period of time, yeah taht feeling really does suck. and the school just made the upper sec go to school at the end of term 4 for an extra 3 weeks.
am i irritating? please say so if i am. i know i asked this question many times and i get the same answer, but yeah, really, am i irritating and annoying?
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nice song...
The Acoustic Song - the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know ill find deep inside me, I can be the one.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
ill be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Cause you're my
you're my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.
Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay...
Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know ill be okay
though my skies are turning gray.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
(repeat)
something you work so hard for just slips away, into the hands of the unintended.
was so drained for the entire day. spent the entire night doing some work, resulting in my fatigue in the day. yeah. and yeah i got the cough. i have no idea how. i just did. so i was feeling tired and sickly. RAH. not the time for this, really not the time for this.
i was on the train from admiralty to tp, and i was dozing off... standing. so i kept having the tendency of falling each time my legs almost gave way. i was carrying so much stuff, that just made me feel worse. yeah julienne spotted gina when we were heading to admiralty for bubble tea. well, guess gina was heading home. so yeah, just saw her for that split second. hmmm, it was just different seeing her again after a month later. well when was the last time i saw her? her birthday party. yeah more than a month ago. so yeah... things did change and all of us have so much blah blah going on, absolutely no time. plus the recent incident, i seriously dont know.
the amazing thing that happened yesterday was the fact that my webcam works but my microphone doesnt. yeah havent used the webcam in like ages i guess.....
the sudden pile of homework was enough to shock all of us. well, for the past week or so, there hasnt been much homework and yeah... i still have math and geog.
i actually did pretty well for my emath test, AMAZINGLY. yeah..
so much to do in that short period of time, yeah taht feeling really does suck. and the school just made the upper sec go to school at the end of term 4 for an extra 3 weeks.
am i irritating? please say so if i am. i know i asked this question many times and i get the same answer, but yeah, really, am i irritating and annoying?
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nice song...
The Acoustic Song - the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know ill find deep inside me, I can be the one.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
ill be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
Cause you're my
you're my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.
Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay...
Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know ill be okay
though my skies are turning gray.
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
(repeat)
Monday, August 14, 2006
[conducive environment.]
we are finally back in J405 man. haha adeline tay's foot got better so we're finally back in the air-conditioned classroom for chinese. yeah so i guess the class would be looking forward to our chinese lessons and stuff. yeah and we have eskimos in our class. after switching on the air-conditioners, they still wanted the fans. haha weird people. the air conditioners make the classroom a conducive place to take a snooze. haha
speaking of which. because of the netball carnival, so many people sprained their feet, broke their fingers, hurt their wrists, etc. yeah i cant think of what other injuries were sustained on that day itself. so our entire geog and chinese class had to go all the way down to the needlework room that's on the ground floor because adeline tay couldnt get around easily. so yeah.... i've been spending all my geog and chinese classes downstairs. not that i actually enjoy it when my locker and my other classes are actually on the 3rd and 4th floors, i have to walk ALL the way down to the ground floor and back up. wastes time and yeah i was late for geog once because of that. and when we got back to school after the june holidays, we started having lessons in the needlework room when the school just installed the air conditioners into the chinese classrooms. so yeah, we did groan and complain about it at first, but soon got over everything and yeah we're finally back in J405! haha
the world cyber games seriously kept me occupied. haha i didnt play , mind you. i'm too lousy lar. haha. so anyway spent the entire day at suntec, playing games with people and watching lar. yeah the dota match yest was simply exciting, although i didn't like dota, because yes i cant play it for nuts, but it was simply too exciting. was there for a couple of hours on saturday as well. haha felt so malu on saturday lar. because i got there at the start of a dota match between sg team zenith and philippines team 129. i was wearing my zenith team shirt from last year. so the people standing behind me prolly saw it. rah. but i didnt really care in the end and still stuck around for that one hour plus.
so i was at suntec with zong, just yesterday lar. but she left early, and we had starbucks. i dont think i can ever learn how to enjoy coffee. so then i stuck around alone for another 4 hours. it was the last dota match between sg team Mi2 and thai team Lz. well, Mi2 won, so they were champs for dota. Lz second and zenith third. and i was playing fifa with this guy. we continued someone else's paused game. i should have chosen player 2 lar..... because the country i took was france (okay not too bad lar) so the other guy who was playing with me had germany. so i lost to him!!! 1-2. greatness... then played pgr with this other guy, lost too. haha. and i only found out this morning that jaslyn was there okay! all evening. haha we're just not fated to bump into each other. but i sure hoped i met her there. if she told me she was gonna be there, then i would have joined her! HAHA!
when i see the programme on my desk, i suddenly feel damn tired lar. it's like adding something onto my list of things-to-do. yeah well, clear them one by one bah.
what happened to you lar. for some damn reason, you suddenly look so..... sad. and damn depressed. you're always in a world of your own, no one will know what you're thinking and what's wrong with you. i dare not ask if you're okay because it's just the same. so yeah, if i guessed it, then don't keep letting things like these bother you, because you're getting upset and worried when it isn't really your fault to begin with. your friends dont want to see you like that, no one would anyway, unless there's this person out there who hates you, which i highly doubt. i know you're worried about other people's issues and stuff. not as if i dont understand, but yeah, try your best to not let it get to you.
after last night, i kinda understood a lot. seriously... what have i been doing with myself?
on a random note, i feel the urge to listen to corrinne may. haha
to love or to hate? i guess some already know i have this friend of mine, that prolly hates me to the core. yeah, and because of that, i cannot stand her freaking attitude when she can insult everyone without realising it. believe me, i'm one of her victimes who was verbally abused and her words come out of her mouth without being processed through her brain. yeah basically, she can be full of bs and crap. thats why i hated her because of that stuck up attitude she has. yeah but i'm trying hard to forgive everything she did and yes i'm still trying. so many FAs already... i'm sorry i cant forgive and forget what she did so easily, because each time i think about trying hard, i'm just reminded of what she did, RAH thats wht whole point of forgiving and FORGETTING right? of course, i would still prefer to love than hate her.
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this song is far too cute. haha get the lyrics =) i like the first verse haha.
If I Kissed You - Corrinne May
If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If I kissed you
If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you
You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But I guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you
You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But I guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you
If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
with a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.
Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you
we are finally back in J405 man. haha adeline tay's foot got better so we're finally back in the air-conditioned classroom for chinese. yeah so i guess the class would be looking forward to our chinese lessons and stuff. yeah and we have eskimos in our class. after switching on the air-conditioners, they still wanted the fans. haha weird people. the air conditioners make the classroom a conducive place to take a snooze. haha
speaking of which. because of the netball carnival, so many people sprained their feet, broke their fingers, hurt their wrists, etc. yeah i cant think of what other injuries were sustained on that day itself. so our entire geog and chinese class had to go all the way down to the needlework room that's on the ground floor because adeline tay couldnt get around easily. so yeah.... i've been spending all my geog and chinese classes downstairs. not that i actually enjoy it when my locker and my other classes are actually on the 3rd and 4th floors, i have to walk ALL the way down to the ground floor and back up. wastes time and yeah i was late for geog once because of that. and when we got back to school after the june holidays, we started having lessons in the needlework room when the school just installed the air conditioners into the chinese classrooms. so yeah, we did groan and complain about it at first, but soon got over everything and yeah we're finally back in J405! haha
the world cyber games seriously kept me occupied. haha i didnt play , mind you. i'm too lousy lar. haha. so anyway spent the entire day at suntec, playing games with people and watching lar. yeah the dota match yest was simply exciting, although i didn't like dota, because yes i cant play it for nuts, but it was simply too exciting. was there for a couple of hours on saturday as well. haha felt so malu on saturday lar. because i got there at the start of a dota match between sg team zenith and philippines team 129. i was wearing my zenith team shirt from last year. so the people standing behind me prolly saw it. rah. but i didnt really care in the end and still stuck around for that one hour plus.
so i was at suntec with zong, just yesterday lar. but she left early, and we had starbucks. i dont think i can ever learn how to enjoy coffee. so then i stuck around alone for another 4 hours. it was the last dota match between sg team Mi2 and thai team Lz. well, Mi2 won, so they were champs for dota. Lz second and zenith third. and i was playing fifa with this guy. we continued someone else's paused game. i should have chosen player 2 lar..... because the country i took was france (okay not too bad lar) so the other guy who was playing with me had germany. so i lost to him!!! 1-2. greatness... then played pgr with this other guy, lost too. haha. and i only found out this morning that jaslyn was there okay! all evening. haha we're just not fated to bump into each other. but i sure hoped i met her there. if she told me she was gonna be there, then i would have joined her! HAHA!
when i see the programme on my desk, i suddenly feel damn tired lar. it's like adding something onto my list of things-to-do. yeah well, clear them one by one bah.
what happened to you lar. for some damn reason, you suddenly look so..... sad. and damn depressed. you're always in a world of your own, no one will know what you're thinking and what's wrong with you. i dare not ask if you're okay because it's just the same. so yeah, if i guessed it, then don't keep letting things like these bother you, because you're getting upset and worried when it isn't really your fault to begin with. your friends dont want to see you like that, no one would anyway, unless there's this person out there who hates you, which i highly doubt. i know you're worried about other people's issues and stuff. not as if i dont understand, but yeah, try your best to not let it get to you.
after last night, i kinda understood a lot. seriously... what have i been doing with myself?
on a random note, i feel the urge to listen to corrinne may. haha
to love or to hate? i guess some already know i have this friend of mine, that prolly hates me to the core. yeah, and because of that, i cannot stand her freaking attitude when she can insult everyone without realising it. believe me, i'm one of her victimes who was verbally abused and her words come out of her mouth without being processed through her brain. yeah basically, she can be full of bs and crap. thats why i hated her because of that stuck up attitude she has. yeah but i'm trying hard to forgive everything she did and yes i'm still trying. so many FAs already... i'm sorry i cant forgive and forget what she did so easily, because each time i think about trying hard, i'm just reminded of what she did, RAH thats wht whole point of forgiving and FORGETTING right? of course, i would still prefer to love than hate her.
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this song is far too cute. haha get the lyrics =) i like the first verse haha.
If I Kissed You - Corrinne May
If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If I kissed you
If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you
You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But I guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you
You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But I guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you
If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
with a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.
Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you
Sunday, August 13, 2006
[the quiz.]
mag's idea to do this thing. because she chose me to do it.
Name twenty people you can think of right now. Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1) Geraldine
2) Zong Ling
3) Magdalene
4) Elizabeth
5) Matilda
6) Dominic
7) Lester
8) Darren (aka Peihan)
9) Denise
10) Yi Qi
11) Marissa Yee
12) Esti
13) En Chou
14) Shawn
15) Debby
16) Savie (Savina)
17) Stefhani
18) Velda
19) Su Hui
20) Chrystal
How did you meet #14 (Shawn)?
Oh.. through a robotics competition this year in Jan.
What would you do if you didn't meet #1(Geraldine)?
haha no one will stay over at my place for no reason sometimes and no one will talk to me about stuff
What if #9 (Denise) and #20 (Chrystal) dated?
haha number 1, they're both girls
and number 2, they dont know each other
finally number 3, haha denise is my lao gong! =x haha for fun lar.
Would #6 (Dominic) and #17 (Stefhani) make a good couple?
OMG NO.
yes because of many reasons. omg, when i realised #6 and #17 are the both of them, i swear i was gonna laugh out loud.
Describe #3(Magdalene).
omg why is mag number 3????? haha change change! joking lar.
okay here it goes
MAGDALENE ARH! hmmm other than being the crappiest person other than dom,
she's nice lar. despite being one of the noisiest and big-mouthed people i know, she's one of my close friends lar. because we make a lot of noise together i guess. haha no guessing, it's a fact. haha =x oh mag is also a smart alec, believe me she is. and she gets worked up each time she starts to procrastinate. have you seen anyone procrastinate and get worked up about it at the same time? well mag's the first. haha she's a nice girl lar, and like what we all said, she'll be the first among the equalites to get a boyfriend. i still support that statement. haha
Is #8 (Darren aka Peihan) attractive?
haha he's my famine camp papa, so what am i supposed to say?
haha okay, i shall talk about the good qualities he possesses okay?
my famine camp papa is 18, amazingly, just 3 years older than me but he's damn fun to chat with. haha yeah he's like a dad to me, or prolly a big brother. and he is super funny. haha and a smart guy too. haha i dont know what to say about papa lar, but i just know that he's the kind of friend who you want to be friends with for life. yeah!
Describe #7 (Lester).
Lester?
hmm haha he's a great friend to start with. yeah, he's someone willing to listen, haha yeah. and yeap, he's super nice lar. he's always giving in to me and yeah he does really sweet things for all of his friends. Lester's a really busy guy, but yeah, he's never a slacker, never ever one. which is good!
Do you know any of #12 (Esti) family members?
YES. i know them and they know me! haha we were classmates since the day she stepped into ijm which is in P4. yeah classmates for 3 years and have been really good friends with her for about 6 years, so we all know each other.
What would you do if #18 (Velda) confess to you that she likes you?
haha well, what can i say?
Velda is like one of my really close juniors and i dote on her too.
but yeah, if she ever confesses to me, haha wouldnt be surprised i guess. HAHA!
What language does #15 (Debby) speak?
i'm asking her now... haha okay, she said English and Indonesian.
Who is #9 (Denise) going out with?
NO ONE LAR! she dare to have an affair behind my back. haha I'M JUST JOKING. DONT TAKE THAT SERIOUSLY. haha as far as i know, no one. but if she is, i'll kill her not because she's having an affair but because she didnt tell me!!!!
How old is #16 (Savie / Savina)?
sweet sixteen this year =)
When is the last time you spoke to #13 (En Chou)?
about an hour ago... we were playing minesweeper flags haha.
Who is #2's (Zong Ling) favourite band/singer?
haha wah... i know she loves Teddy Geiger.
well will ask her again when i see her... i know there's this long list, but i cant remember. haha
Would you ever date #4 (Elizabeth)?
haha hmmmm maybe i will. liz just asked me out on thursday but i rejected her. i know i'm evil. haha
Would you ever date #1 (Geraldine)?
haha if gerri hears this, she will instantly say no. well, not date, but go out lar. well, considered a date i guess.
Is #19 (Su Hui) single?
yeah! hahahahahaha and she's my idol. haha according to her. haha
What's #10's (Yi Qi) last name?
Yeong
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (Marissa)?
haha we're best friends since P6 :) we're just in different schools. call it long-distance friendship if you want haha.
School of #3 (Magdalene)?
CHIJ SECONDARY (TP) =)
Where does #6 (Dominic) live?
haha the east lar. i'm not going any further.
What's your fave thing about #5 (Matilda)?
hahahahahahah what can i say? hmmm well, i like Matilda for her cheerful being and her frankness. yeap! and she's super cute! haha yeah both looks and personality.
Have you seen #2(Zong Ling) naked before?
GAWD NO. WHAT KIND OF A FREAK QUESTION IS THAT?!
5 people to do this stupid thing:
Debby
Darren
Dominic
Yi Qi
Su Hui
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okay so there you have it. debby is starting to wonder why i asked her two really weird questions... hahahahahahahaha. good night people!
mag's idea to do this thing. because she chose me to do it.
Name twenty people you can think of right now. Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1) Geraldine
2) Zong Ling
3) Magdalene
4) Elizabeth
5) Matilda
6) Dominic
7) Lester
8) Darren (aka Peihan)
9) Denise
10) Yi Qi
11) Marissa Yee
12) Esti
13) En Chou
14) Shawn
15) Debby
16) Savie (Savina)
17) Stefhani
18) Velda
19) Su Hui
20) Chrystal
How did you meet #14 (Shawn)?
Oh.. through a robotics competition this year in Jan.
What would you do if you didn't meet #1(Geraldine)?
haha no one will stay over at my place for no reason sometimes and no one will talk to me about stuff
What if #9 (Denise) and #20 (Chrystal) dated?
haha number 1, they're both girls
and number 2, they dont know each other
finally number 3, haha denise is my lao gong! =x haha for fun lar.
Would #6 (Dominic) and #17 (Stefhani) make a good couple?
OMG NO.
yes because of many reasons. omg, when i realised #6 and #17 are the both of them, i swear i was gonna laugh out loud.
Describe #3(Magdalene).
omg why is mag number 3????? haha change change! joking lar.
okay here it goes
MAGDALENE ARH! hmmm other than being the crappiest person other than dom,
she's nice lar. despite being one of the noisiest and big-mouthed people i know, she's one of my close friends lar. because we make a lot of noise together i guess. haha no guessing, it's a fact. haha =x oh mag is also a smart alec, believe me she is. and she gets worked up each time she starts to procrastinate. have you seen anyone procrastinate and get worked up about it at the same time? well mag's the first. haha she's a nice girl lar, and like what we all said, she'll be the first among the equalites to get a boyfriend. i still support that statement. haha
Is #8 (Darren aka Peihan) attractive?
haha he's my famine camp papa, so what am i supposed to say?
haha okay, i shall talk about the good qualities he possesses okay?
my famine camp papa is 18, amazingly, just 3 years older than me but he's damn fun to chat with. haha yeah he's like a dad to me, or prolly a big brother. and he is super funny. haha and a smart guy too. haha i dont know what to say about papa lar, but i just know that he's the kind of friend who you want to be friends with for life. yeah!
Describe #7 (Lester).
Lester?
hmm haha he's a great friend to start with. yeah, he's someone willing to listen, haha yeah. and yeap, he's super nice lar. he's always giving in to me and yeah he does really sweet things for all of his friends. Lester's a really busy guy, but yeah, he's never a slacker, never ever one. which is good!
Do you know any of #12 (Esti) family members?
YES. i know them and they know me! haha we were classmates since the day she stepped into ijm which is in P4. yeah classmates for 3 years and have been really good friends with her for about 6 years, so we all know each other.
What would you do if #18 (Velda) confess to you that she likes you?
haha well, what can i say?
Velda is like one of my really close juniors and i dote on her too.
but yeah, if she ever confesses to me, haha wouldnt be surprised i guess. HAHA!
What language does #15 (Debby) speak?
i'm asking her now... haha okay, she said English and Indonesian.
Who is #9 (Denise) going out with?
NO ONE LAR! she dare to have an affair behind my back. haha I'M JUST JOKING. DONT TAKE THAT SERIOUSLY. haha as far as i know, no one. but if she is, i'll kill her not because she's having an affair but because she didnt tell me!!!!
How old is #16 (Savie / Savina)?
sweet sixteen this year =)
When is the last time you spoke to #13 (En Chou)?
about an hour ago... we were playing minesweeper flags haha.
Who is #2's (Zong Ling) favourite band/singer?
haha wah... i know she loves Teddy Geiger.
well will ask her again when i see her... i know there's this long list, but i cant remember. haha
Would you ever date #4 (Elizabeth)?
haha hmmmm maybe i will. liz just asked me out on thursday but i rejected her. i know i'm evil. haha
Would you ever date #1 (Geraldine)?
haha if gerri hears this, she will instantly say no. well, not date, but go out lar. well, considered a date i guess.
Is #19 (Su Hui) single?
yeah! hahahahahaha and she's my idol. haha according to her. haha
What's #10's (Yi Qi) last name?
Yeong
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (Marissa)?
haha we're best friends since P6 :) we're just in different schools. call it long-distance friendship if you want haha.
School of #3 (Magdalene)?
CHIJ SECONDARY (TP) =)
Where does #6 (Dominic) live?
haha the east lar. i'm not going any further.
What's your fave thing about #5 (Matilda)?
hahahahahahah what can i say? hmmm well, i like Matilda for her cheerful being and her frankness. yeap! and she's super cute! haha yeah both looks and personality.
Have you seen #2(Zong Ling) naked before?
GAWD NO. WHAT KIND OF A FREAK QUESTION IS THAT?!
5 people to do this stupid thing:
Debby
Darren
Dominic
Yi Qi
Su Hui
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okay so there you have it. debby is starting to wonder why i asked her two really weird questions... hahahahahahahaha. good night people!
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
[hmmm?]
yeah it's national day today.
celebrations yest didnt turn out too bad i guess. haha school band played (as usual). mass, performance. and back to class. haha none out of the ordinary i guess. then wah hell lot of stuff to do in the afternoon. fell asleep for like two hours before doing more work.
life has been pretty much boring i guess. haha i created another asiasoft account. haha dont ask how i did it =x
but anyway, after 12 long hours, i still havent received my invitation code to create a kongkong account. yeah. haha maybe asiasoft doesnt like me but HECK. i'm just hoping for it to come soon. haha
haha the emath test on monday was kinda OKAY i guess. and i have a physics test this friday. yeah, and i had to buy that book just for this test. yeah, and i already bought all the 5 yr series sold in school, so yeah a lot of books at home. then i refused to bring my geography 10 yr series home because it was thicker than my marianne chong book. basically my textbooks are in school, and my assessments are at home. my locker is so packed and since i recently arranged the books in it really nicely, it looks really decent now. haha.
okay a few nights ago, i heard this gunshot in the middle of the night like 1am in the morning. a bit freaky right? i mean if its like 3pm or something, in the DAY then fine maybe there's some crow-shooting going on, but 1am?! sheesh, either someone got murdered or i dont know man... it's just too freaky. or maybe someone dropped something. well, i was listening to music and lying in bed so i dont know man. but if it really is a gunshot, then what just happened?
this morning, i woke up just to hear some people shouting outside. okay not angry shouting but like yeah someone making a spoeech or something. then i heard this year's ndp theme song, my island home. so yeah some national day thing going on outside. yeah so then it was over and haha it was quiet all again.
gotta finish all my tuition homework. emath, kinematics and trigonometry. amath, 15 yr series, dang, whole chapter of circular measure.
haha i just remembered something really sweet. haha i was buying some food from the canteen yesterday, before i had to do some work. okay so no food in the canteen except for fruits. so yeah bought a packet of soy milk and yeah intended to buy 1 slice of watermelon. then the canteen vendor came out with 2 slices of watermelon. she was like 'just take, i give you one for free' ad i was just standing there like waiting for myself to do something... so i felt bad and kinda refused the offer but she kept insisting for me to take it, erm so...., erm i did. maybe she knew that was gonna be my lunch and decided to give me an extra slice. haha nice right?
haha everyone has been giving me that skeptical look when i buy soy milk from the canteen. haha because i seem to like soy milk a lot. yeah it's in my genes. my mum likes to drink soy milk so i inherited it. nothing wrong.
my famine camp dad isnt feeling happy, hope he finally manages to do what he needed to do and cheer up soon =)
maybe, JUST MAYBE, i'll go out with the equalites tomorrow. haha zong and i might wanna go down to suntec to take a look at wcg. haha yeah...
ah well. haha bye!
yeah it's national day today.
celebrations yest didnt turn out too bad i guess. haha school band played (as usual). mass, performance. and back to class. haha none out of the ordinary i guess. then wah hell lot of stuff to do in the afternoon. fell asleep for like two hours before doing more work.
life has been pretty much boring i guess. haha i created another asiasoft account. haha dont ask how i did it =x
but anyway, after 12 long hours, i still havent received my invitation code to create a kongkong account. yeah. haha maybe asiasoft doesnt like me but HECK. i'm just hoping for it to come soon. haha
haha the emath test on monday was kinda OKAY i guess. and i have a physics test this friday. yeah, and i had to buy that book just for this test. yeah, and i already bought all the 5 yr series sold in school, so yeah a lot of books at home. then i refused to bring my geography 10 yr series home because it was thicker than my marianne chong book. basically my textbooks are in school, and my assessments are at home. my locker is so packed and since i recently arranged the books in it really nicely, it looks really decent now. haha.
okay a few nights ago, i heard this gunshot in the middle of the night like 1am in the morning. a bit freaky right? i mean if its like 3pm or something, in the DAY then fine maybe there's some crow-shooting going on, but 1am?! sheesh, either someone got murdered or i dont know man... it's just too freaky. or maybe someone dropped something. well, i was listening to music and lying in bed so i dont know man. but if it really is a gunshot, then what just happened?
this morning, i woke up just to hear some people shouting outside. okay not angry shouting but like yeah someone making a spoeech or something. then i heard this year's ndp theme song, my island home. so yeah some national day thing going on outside. yeah so then it was over and haha it was quiet all again.
gotta finish all my tuition homework. emath, kinematics and trigonometry. amath, 15 yr series, dang, whole chapter of circular measure.
haha i just remembered something really sweet. haha i was buying some food from the canteen yesterday, before i had to do some work. okay so no food in the canteen except for fruits. so yeah bought a packet of soy milk and yeah intended to buy 1 slice of watermelon. then the canteen vendor came out with 2 slices of watermelon. she was like 'just take, i give you one for free' ad i was just standing there like waiting for myself to do something... so i felt bad and kinda refused the offer but she kept insisting for me to take it, erm so...., erm i did. maybe she knew that was gonna be my lunch and decided to give me an extra slice. haha nice right?
haha everyone has been giving me that skeptical look when i buy soy milk from the canteen. haha because i seem to like soy milk a lot. yeah it's in my genes. my mum likes to drink soy milk so i inherited it. nothing wrong.
my famine camp dad isnt feeling happy, hope he finally manages to do what he needed to do and cheer up soon =)
maybe, JUST MAYBE, i'll go out with the equalites tomorrow. haha zong and i might wanna go down to suntec to take a look at wcg. haha yeah...
ah well. haha bye!
Sunday, August 06, 2006
[miscommunication.]
yeah i really needed to write another entry because i myself couldnt stand looking at the depressing one. so yeah
sometimes, we neglect. yeah we do. the ones who were neglected, yeah they so have the right to get angry but can they do anything about it? well, those who neglect, they probably just cant tell. those who were neglected, please, try to forget all that happened.
yeah everyone been there, experienced it. sometimes, the person who neglects gets misunderstood by the neglected. yeah, sometimes, it's just a case of miscomminucation. well, sometimes, it isnt.
there is a time when everyone is seriously down and out. when you feel like crying and just breaking down. but if you put in effort to smile, you'll feel better. of course, you're smiling because you know that you aren't that bad instead of putting up a facade.
enough with angsty stuff.
today was rah boring man! other than just stoning at home, i played a few games. and spent an hour writing this 7-page entry in my diary. wowness, spent an hour on it.
was trying to kill time and seriously i did by sitting in front of the monitor and stoning.
guess i just am now. other than chatting with denise and my famine camp dad and blogging, i'm just stoning and waiting for 12 midnight. RAHHH.
yiqi wrote me another letter during chinese.. haha it was still heartwarming lar... and the letter from chrystal was really inspiring too... so in return, i wrote them a letter too. yeah.. yiqi has been giving me stuff and all, rah i feel so bad because i'm not that used to people giving me stuff.... haha sorry... but yeah i love them too.
thanks to yq, mag, debby and xinmin for the consolation =) i love you guys! HAHA i'm okay already thanks again!
yeah i really needed to write another entry because i myself couldnt stand looking at the depressing one. so yeah
sometimes, we neglect. yeah we do. the ones who were neglected, yeah they so have the right to get angry but can they do anything about it? well, those who neglect, they probably just cant tell. those who were neglected, please, try to forget all that happened.
yeah everyone been there, experienced it. sometimes, the person who neglects gets misunderstood by the neglected. yeah, sometimes, it's just a case of miscomminucation. well, sometimes, it isnt.
there is a time when everyone is seriously down and out. when you feel like crying and just breaking down. but if you put in effort to smile, you'll feel better. of course, you're smiling because you know that you aren't that bad instead of putting up a facade.
enough with angsty stuff.
today was rah boring man! other than just stoning at home, i played a few games. and spent an hour writing this 7-page entry in my diary. wowness, spent an hour on it.
was trying to kill time and seriously i did by sitting in front of the monitor and stoning.
guess i just am now. other than chatting with denise and my famine camp dad and blogging, i'm just stoning and waiting for 12 midnight. RAHHH.
yiqi wrote me another letter during chinese.. haha it was still heartwarming lar... and the letter from chrystal was really inspiring too... so in return, i wrote them a letter too. yeah.. yiqi has been giving me stuff and all, rah i feel so bad because i'm not that used to people giving me stuff.... haha sorry... but yeah i love them too.
thanks to yq, mag, debby and xinmin for the consolation =) i love you guys! HAHA i'm okay already thanks again!
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
[caged bird.]
i wont be online for a long time.
yeah, i may not even have the chance to blog for a long time, so yeah.
something happened.
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for some reason, the upper sec had assembly today instead of tomorrow. well, the singapore chinese orchestra was here to perfom at ij. well, i was seriously getting irritated at the fact that there were so much buzzing and talking when the SCO were performing or when the conductor was talking and like telling us stuff. it was really pissing me off as to how much respect we actually have for the guests. seriously, it really annoyed me.
on a random note, i finally know how a suo-na sounds and looks like. since zhen xiao said he plays it and was attempting to draw it out on msn.
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maybe i can finally learn how to live without internet connection. yeah like living without a best friend. that means no bleach for i dont know how long. and i'll probably stick to the ps2 or the tv or playing warcraft ALONE. yeah. will learn to live with that, dont really have a choice.
now i really do understand what he is going through. i always tried to have that positive attitude and try to encourage him to believe. now that i experienced it, i wonder if i can do it myself. no connection means no chance of helping one other person. great. just great. as if i dont have enough on my mind. the month just gets worse day by day, doesnt it? now i understand why he said life lost its meaning.
yeah i want to be cheerful again. it's so damn difficult now because i just cant, there are so many guidelines and all i have no idea what i can do with myself. say i'm angsty say i'm being pathetic, say i'm seeking sympathy, because i dont give a damn. i'm feeling sick and it's just this sudden. rah. i didnt think i had to sound so negative and angsty again.
i'm feeling so damn exhausted of everything. so exhausted of the bickering, so tired of the rain. i'll try to keep believing things will turn out better in the nearby future. i'm just feeling very very tired. just very very very tired...
if you're having problems with me feeling depressed,
really, then dont ever come here.
if it really does annoy you
then easy, dont listen
nobody forced you to
you just wanted to be hero and for all i know
you're bitching about everything under the sun
do you know how many people you have angered?
you complain about us
but it's the pot calling the kettle black
i have been suppressing a lot. i just need to let it all out. i want to go back to east coast.
i wont be online for a long time.
yeah, i may not even have the chance to blog for a long time, so yeah.
something happened.
-------------------
for some reason, the upper sec had assembly today instead of tomorrow. well, the singapore chinese orchestra was here to perfom at ij. well, i was seriously getting irritated at the fact that there were so much buzzing and talking when the SCO were performing or when the conductor was talking and like telling us stuff. it was really pissing me off as to how much respect we actually have for the guests. seriously, it really annoyed me.
on a random note, i finally know how a suo-na sounds and looks like. since zhen xiao said he plays it and was attempting to draw it out on msn.
------------------
maybe i can finally learn how to live without internet connection. yeah like living without a best friend. that means no bleach for i dont know how long. and i'll probably stick to the ps2 or the tv or playing warcraft ALONE. yeah. will learn to live with that, dont really have a choice.
now i really do understand what he is going through. i always tried to have that positive attitude and try to encourage him to believe. now that i experienced it, i wonder if i can do it myself. no connection means no chance of helping one other person. great. just great. as if i dont have enough on my mind. the month just gets worse day by day, doesnt it? now i understand why he said life lost its meaning.
yeah i want to be cheerful again. it's so damn difficult now because i just cant, there are so many guidelines and all i have no idea what i can do with myself. say i'm angsty say i'm being pathetic, say i'm seeking sympathy, because i dont give a damn. i'm feeling sick and it's just this sudden. rah. i didnt think i had to sound so negative and angsty again.
i'm feeling so damn exhausted of everything. so exhausted of the bickering, so tired of the rain. i'll try to keep believing things will turn out better in the nearby future. i'm just feeling very very tired. just very very very tired...
really, then dont ever come here.
if it really does annoy you
then easy, dont listen
nobody forced you to
you just wanted to be hero and for all i know
you're bitching about everything under the sun
do you know how many people you have angered?
you complain about us
but it's the pot calling the kettle black
i have been suppressing a lot. i just need to let it all out. i want to go back to east coast.