[thank you]
haha yi qi (itchy) did something super sweet for me today!! she made this get well soon card for me! haha yeah... it's so cute and even though it's plain, i still appreciate the thought. haha was being a total toothead before english... after recess. because the skies were dark, she suddenly asked me to lend her my umbrella, but i was like what for? you're not even going out. so gerri was on the other side doing her math, and probably waiting for me to read the letter too.. i didnt know there was something in my bag. so then later, when i was searching my bag for my journal, i found this piece of paper in my bag... aww it was a card yiqi did for me. so she was like 'THATS WHY I TOLD YOU TO TAKE OUT YOUR UMBRELLA!!! so you would see the card' haha it was really sweet of her, despite her failed attempt to draw a mickey mouse on the card... haha i think she's trying to brainwash me with her mickey fandom. haha. and it really did cheer me up after suffering 24 hours of my inability to turn properly.
yeah.. this morning i missed digimon because i woke up at 5.30am, and went back to sleep, because i was too lazy to get up feeling the ache and pain in my neck. so by 6.20am, i really forced myself up, and seriously, it felt broken. and it hurt a lot. but i guess it was all better later...
finally got caught helping the others collect their geog books from the locker. seriously... i hate going all the way up to the fourth floor just to collect my books and back to the ground floor for geog... because adeline of 3/4 sprained her foot and the entire class ended up in the needlework room for 2 months. i guess everyone doesnt like to climb up four storeys and then back down right? so i collected the books for them, but mrs tan seemed to mind. she didnt scold, but made us answer questions. she is a nice teacher :) haha
chrystal was being the usual sadist she was today... haha and she was "insulting" me ever since we met each other at the school gate right till morning assembly. haha bleagh.. chinese was super funny when jess and i were entertaining ourselves with the game thing... i was about to die by the end of the 1st period because no.1 my neck was hurting and i had to sit so still and no.2, it was getting really boring... so jess was there to entertain me with her story :) haha
oh my goodness i just remembered i have to look for my notes! rahhh okay... ciao!
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
[sprain and swell]
sprained something for the first time in my life... and i dont like it.
was playing soccer this morning, and there you have it, i twisted my neck. no the ball didnt hit it. actually, i just dont remember how i even twisted it... and NO I WAS NOT LOOKING AT GUYS AND GOT MYSELF INJURED!!! yeah... the whole world thinks i was looking at the vietnamese students... i didnt okay! haha... okay, you might think i'm totally nuts but yeah, haha i'm really laughing.
was so totally screwed for the rest of the day. i had to stand up straight and could not walk like a normal human being... i was walking very robotically. then was just suffering for during emath. was trying to take down the notes and all but i simply gave up in the end and decided to borrow chrystal's. even moving my arms would make my neck hurt a lot so i sat there motionless. survived the first emath period, and then the pain got worse... i would have cried but i didnt, wow. so chrystal, shamini and sharlene brought me down to sick bay. and i spent the next 2 hrs and 45 mins there. that included my recess, english, chinese and physics. i even had my recess there. chrystal went off for english after recess while shamini and shar stayed. shar was there massaging my neck, and using up half a bottle of medicated oil. the three of us were just chatting there about stuff. then i fell asleep on the only bed there for like 45 mins while shamini and shar just chatted. well, they dozed off for like 10 mins or so as well. we went back to class at the end of the LAST period of the day, physics. and then it was just as amusing how i had to turn my entire upper body just to talk to someone. and then savie said i looked like a meerkat! because i'm practically mimicking them.
still went for cca but was feeling so constraint. had to do everything with care. i still left earlier in the end when my mum dropped by school to take me to the sinseh. it was my first time and yeah i was scared. now i understand what jac's going through. so the sinseh was watching holland v and fixing my neck. haha a good multitasker... so i was making those painful expressions and watching it as well! haha kinda fixed it, but it's swollen so yeah. and yes it still hurts now... hope i feel better by tomorrow. the medical plaster on my back is bugging me.
but i'm afraid of what might happen to my neck in future, will it be super stiff? rah... jac's foot is like really bad... it has been 2 months and she hasnt recovered... she sprained her ankle at netball carnival in may, when she was pushed by THAT certain someone whom the rest of us like to complain about. so its kinda serious... since she hasnt really recovered... so yeah... now i have to watch my posture and make sure i dont move my head around because it'll hurt like hell!
haha i wanna thank jas for offering a neck massage but i've been afraid of the pain so yeah... haha but thanks anyway. thanks savie for helping me carry my bag around and making fun of me, it was haha surprisingly enjoyable. thanks jac for trying to fix my neck by twisting my head, but it didnt work because you didnt know how to do it, you did try, so thanks for the concern. thanks chrystal, shamini and shar for taking care of me in the sickbay and refusing to let me out for even a minute, and massaging my neck with lots of medicated oil, it was rather fun spending time with yall. haha and thanks to the rest who showed their care and concern by asking if i was okay :D
it was indeed a terrible day because of my injury. annoyed when i still have to not move my head around now. i should wear a neck brace to keep it in place. because it's really tiring to try to not move so much. i feel stoned, seriously stoned. haha thank you.
sprained something for the first time in my life... and i dont like it.
was playing soccer this morning, and there you have it, i twisted my neck. no the ball didnt hit it. actually, i just dont remember how i even twisted it... and NO I WAS NOT LOOKING AT GUYS AND GOT MYSELF INJURED!!! yeah... the whole world thinks i was looking at the vietnamese students... i didnt okay! haha... okay, you might think i'm totally nuts but yeah, haha i'm really laughing.
was so totally screwed for the rest of the day. i had to stand up straight and could not walk like a normal human being... i was walking very robotically. then was just suffering for during emath. was trying to take down the notes and all but i simply gave up in the end and decided to borrow chrystal's. even moving my arms would make my neck hurt a lot so i sat there motionless. survived the first emath period, and then the pain got worse... i would have cried but i didnt, wow. so chrystal, shamini and sharlene brought me down to sick bay. and i spent the next 2 hrs and 45 mins there. that included my recess, english, chinese and physics. i even had my recess there. chrystal went off for english after recess while shamini and shar stayed. shar was there massaging my neck, and using up half a bottle of medicated oil. the three of us were just chatting there about stuff. then i fell asleep on the only bed there for like 45 mins while shamini and shar just chatted. well, they dozed off for like 10 mins or so as well. we went back to class at the end of the LAST period of the day, physics. and then it was just as amusing how i had to turn my entire upper body just to talk to someone. and then savie said i looked like a meerkat! because i'm practically mimicking them.
still went for cca but was feeling so constraint. had to do everything with care. i still left earlier in the end when my mum dropped by school to take me to the sinseh. it was my first time and yeah i was scared. now i understand what jac's going through. so the sinseh was watching holland v and fixing my neck. haha a good multitasker... so i was making those painful expressions and watching it as well! haha kinda fixed it, but it's swollen so yeah. and yes it still hurts now... hope i feel better by tomorrow. the medical plaster on my back is bugging me.
but i'm afraid of what might happen to my neck in future, will it be super stiff? rah... jac's foot is like really bad... it has been 2 months and she hasnt recovered... she sprained her ankle at netball carnival in may, when she was pushed by THAT certain someone whom the rest of us like to complain about. so its kinda serious... since she hasnt really recovered... so yeah... now i have to watch my posture and make sure i dont move my head around because it'll hurt like hell!
haha i wanna thank jas for offering a neck massage but i've been afraid of the pain so yeah... haha but thanks anyway. thanks savie for helping me carry my bag around and making fun of me, it was haha surprisingly enjoyable. thanks jac for trying to fix my neck by twisting my head, but it didnt work because you didnt know how to do it, you did try, so thanks for the concern. thanks chrystal, shamini and shar for taking care of me in the sickbay and refusing to let me out for even a minute, and massaging my neck with lots of medicated oil, it was rather fun spending time with yall. haha and thanks to the rest who showed their care and concern by asking if i was okay :D
it was indeed a terrible day because of my injury. annoyed when i still have to not move my head around now. i should wear a neck brace to keep it in place. because it's really tiring to try to not move so much. i feel stoned, seriously stoned. haha thank you.
Monday, July 17, 2006
[moving.]
haha savie just put this embarrassing photo of me on the arc blog. initially, i had no idea what i was doing in that photo, but now i know. i was just saying hi to the camera... but i dont usually do that, so i had this weird facial expression. so it just makes that photo look really stupid. haha she finally sent me the original photo. and yes, looking at the bg, i know where it was taken. haha but savie's right.. people dont forget the silly things they do... haha i almost screamed at the sight of that photo, knowing it'll be on the web for the next i dont know how many months... although i had to admit the layout was fab.
wahahaha i received the greatest news today... chrystal told me there was an ova for dn angel. and anime news network didnt say anything about it. haha. will dl will dl.
on a random note, haha i really didnt know my blog would be that interesting... and i actually think debby's blog is more interesting. haha.
haha lao shi was hilarious during chinese... actually she's a really nice teacher.. able to communicate well with the students and all so everyone loves her. haha when megan told her her french buddy was 185cm tall, lao shi started to whack megan's bag on the table and was haha, talking in a shocked way. man 185cm for a girl! and she's coming to ij tomorrow... sitting in for chinese class with us... since megan and i are in the same chinese class. yeah, with jess and i, at the same table. haha, we are all gonna feel really small, but i believe she'll be really sweet and nice. she's a french exchange student and will be in singapore for a month. A MONTH! so she's coming to school once a week for four weeks. as for the rest of the days, haha doing other stuff.
there are more exchange students from hong kong. haha wow, from france and hong kong. well, 5 of them from hongkong and when they introduced themselves during assembly, haha one of them said they had the idea of singapore's education system from i not stupid. dang!!! haha then... isnt it bad.... makes singapore's education system look so super stressed. like in i not stupid 1, the entire stream class thingy... where the EM1 cousin spat at the EM3 student.... like thats already bad enough... in i not stupid, students hating chinese and all, when a majority of singapore's population are chinese. seriously, if the other countries have that idea of singapore's schools, sigh, i really dont know what to say, but hope these five students would have a different idea of the whole education system.
what really went wrong was what ms chow said during english. she was actually talking about the 'i not stupid' issue then from there, she went over to the drew carey show, where drew carey and his girlfriend went to the travel agency and said 'we should go to singapore because it is beautiful and you get executed for whatever you do' or something to that effect. like wth!!! executed for everything we do? dang... very wrong right? then she said she saw this video clip on ripley's believe it or not where the people who litter in singapore are forced to pick up litter. my gosh it,s CWO (corrective work order), but the yellow thing on them said 'rubbish bin' in malay. rahh, so i guess you can say many of the other countries got a wrong impression of singapore, thinking singapore is too strict and we get fined, EXECUTED for EVERYTHING, which isnt the case.
this reminded me of what father said at retreat... about singapore being rated as what the least courteous country or something in some magazine... if i remember correctly, the reders' digest? i have no idea... but yeah, its really disappointing how singapore is portrayed.
we had a CME quiz today... and after the quiz, i was just wondering to myself if we all really meant what we said. i mean yeah, we know our values and stuff, because our teachers and parents have inculcated those values into us as we grow. well, it can sometimes be difficult to do something right but afraid of the cnosequences of losing a friend. well, the most common question in such CME quizzes is the question about your friend stealing and what will you do. we will def say we'll turn them in and all. but easier said than done sometimes... well, it's just a random thought, you can choose to ignore it.
well, hope there will be cheer prac tomorrow, unlike the last time, when it was cancelled because not a lot of people stayed back.... and i just realised... if the performance is on the 29th, then honours day on the 29th?! then cheerleading and presentation?! on the same day?! hope we're not performing at honours day... if not, haha i gotta find a cloning machine and clone another briana... then maybe i'll name her haha lets see... brianna. double 'n'. if you dont get the joke... single 'n' would be the first one, double 'n', the clone. but of course, i'm thinking too much. haha silly me. haha see how bah.
haha savie just put this embarrassing photo of me on the arc blog. initially, i had no idea what i was doing in that photo, but now i know. i was just saying hi to the camera... but i dont usually do that, so i had this weird facial expression. so it just makes that photo look really stupid. haha she finally sent me the original photo. and yes, looking at the bg, i know where it was taken. haha but savie's right.. people dont forget the silly things they do... haha i almost screamed at the sight of that photo, knowing it'll be on the web for the next i dont know how many months... although i had to admit the layout was fab.
wahahaha i received the greatest news today... chrystal told me there was an ova for dn angel. and anime news network didnt say anything about it. haha. will dl will dl.
on a random note, haha i really didnt know my blog would be that interesting... and i actually think debby's blog is more interesting. haha.
haha lao shi was hilarious during chinese... actually she's a really nice teacher.. able to communicate well with the students and all so everyone loves her. haha when megan told her her french buddy was 185cm tall, lao shi started to whack megan's bag on the table and was haha, talking in a shocked way. man 185cm for a girl! and she's coming to ij tomorrow... sitting in for chinese class with us... since megan and i are in the same chinese class. yeah, with jess and i, at the same table. haha, we are all gonna feel really small, but i believe she'll be really sweet and nice. she's a french exchange student and will be in singapore for a month. A MONTH! so she's coming to school once a week for four weeks. as for the rest of the days, haha doing other stuff.
there are more exchange students from hong kong. haha wow, from france and hong kong. well, 5 of them from hongkong and when they introduced themselves during assembly, haha one of them said they had the idea of singapore's education system from i not stupid. dang!!! haha then... isnt it bad.... makes singapore's education system look so super stressed. like in i not stupid 1, the entire stream class thingy... where the EM1 cousin spat at the EM3 student.... like thats already bad enough... in i not stupid, students hating chinese and all, when a majority of singapore's population are chinese. seriously, if the other countries have that idea of singapore's schools, sigh, i really dont know what to say, but hope these five students would have a different idea of the whole education system.
what really went wrong was what ms chow said during english. she was actually talking about the 'i not stupid' issue then from there, she went over to the drew carey show, where drew carey and his girlfriend went to the travel agency and said 'we should go to singapore because it is beautiful and you get executed for whatever you do' or something to that effect. like wth!!! executed for everything we do? dang... very wrong right? then she said she saw this video clip on ripley's believe it or not where the people who litter in singapore are forced to pick up litter. my gosh it,s CWO (corrective work order), but the yellow thing on them said 'rubbish bin' in malay. rahh, so i guess you can say many of the other countries got a wrong impression of singapore, thinking singapore is too strict and we get fined, EXECUTED for EVERYTHING, which isnt the case.
this reminded me of what father said at retreat... about singapore being rated as what the least courteous country or something in some magazine... if i remember correctly, the reders' digest? i have no idea... but yeah, its really disappointing how singapore is portrayed.
we had a CME quiz today... and after the quiz, i was just wondering to myself if we all really meant what we said. i mean yeah, we know our values and stuff, because our teachers and parents have inculcated those values into us as we grow. well, it can sometimes be difficult to do something right but afraid of the cnosequences of losing a friend. well, the most common question in such CME quizzes is the question about your friend stealing and what will you do. we will def say we'll turn them in and all. but easier said than done sometimes... well, it's just a random thought, you can choose to ignore it.
well, hope there will be cheer prac tomorrow, unlike the last time, when it was cancelled because not a lot of people stayed back.... and i just realised... if the performance is on the 29th, then honours day on the 29th?! then cheerleading and presentation?! on the same day?! hope we're not performing at honours day... if not, haha i gotta find a cloning machine and clone another briana... then maybe i'll name her haha lets see... brianna. double 'n'. if you dont get the joke... single 'n' would be the first one, double 'n', the clone. but of course, i'm thinking too much. haha silly me. haha see how bah.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
[interesting blog :)]
i love debby's new blog layout! it's green and rockin' man. go to her blog and check it out. it has a nice green and nice font. although it's the same template with a different colour scheme and pictures, it really looks very nice.
haha someone actually finds my blog interesting. and credit to joseph because he said that. haha thats the very first time someone said that... i just know the last time i had general comments on my blog, mag and matilda said it was uber-boring with absolutely no expression... if you remember, i was trying to make it interesting. it's dated February 14, on Valentine's Day. nice hur? haha yeah go read it if you wish. if you dont know how to get there, go to profile, scroll to archives, click on February 2006, then scroll on the posts till you see february. so yeah, it's the very first time someone thinks my blog is intresting.. maybe it's because of the weird occurences recently.
it was a hectic day yest, so i slept at 1am instead of the usual 4am. woke up at like 8.50am to go 'shopping' with gerri, for her hard disk drive. then went to queensway shopping centre to buy stuff. yeah you must be wondering why we keep going back there. then had delicious laksa there. haha so tasty. then rush rush to the science centre. spent like the entire afternoon there then went home. had tuition half an hour later.. and it lasted two hours. was starving and all after all that. it was a long day. and i could still play dota. thats the wonderful part. two games somemore! haha spent the last of my energy playing dota and chatting before i really ko-ed.
watched pirates of the carribean 2 on friday! haha it was so nice. but a total cliffhanger. missed some of the parts because we were late. and i'm watching it again with liz this coming sat. so i get to fill in the blanks.
lao shi told us to write an essay on friday, about blogs. seriously.. i dont know what exaclty to write, but just following the guidelines. well i've written about people treating blogs as dumping grounds (because i do that) and some people rant about the friends they hate. well, then i dont know what to write next. just gonna crap something up because i dont know what i should really say about blogs since i'm a blogger myself. in sec 2, we had to write expository essays about the internet, so we talked about young adults having blogs and how people abuse the net by watching porn.
actually i just spend my weekend doing the same things every week. i sleep really late at night and wake up in the afternoon. staying in on sundays gaming, and then doing some really boring stuff plus thinking about the start of the week then groan about it. it i'm busy on saturdays, i'm busy doing whatever i need to do. if not, i'll just stay home, watch tv. boring right? which makes me a really boring person! haha thats why mag and matilda said my blog was boring.
my face feels really warm. maybe i'm feeling feverish. for some reason... haha i just do. just hope i dont come down with a fever... because i cant be sick at all. i need to be healthy to survive.
i wanted to say something.. but i forgot. darn it. oh yeah now i remember.
haha i found a new fansub for digimon. i downloaded the first episode, and it has subs! WOWNESS. but i think they only have the first 14 episodes... so i hope the next 38 episodes i'm about to dl has subs too. wahaha downloading the 2nd episode now. so happy. i'm not gonna start watching straight away because i dont want to sit there and complain about the slow downloads. i wanna watch all at a shot.
and the thing is.. not one subbed tsubasa chronicle 36 yet! yuugioh is under construction. dattebayo and live-evil stopped subbing tsubasa chronicle for i dont know why... if i understood jap, i would have created a fansub myself. haha i think i was joking.. a lot of work you know. hope it'll be subbed soon. i can wait... like how i waited for season 2.
sigh... i shall start on work. this entry is boring... right? haha why am i so concerned about this blog's entertainment value? stupid me. HAHA
i love debby's new blog layout! it's green and rockin' man. go to her blog and check it out. it has a nice green and nice font. although it's the same template with a different colour scheme and pictures, it really looks very nice.
haha someone actually finds my blog interesting. and credit to joseph because he said that. haha thats the very first time someone said that... i just know the last time i had general comments on my blog, mag and matilda said it was uber-boring with absolutely no expression... if you remember, i was trying to make it interesting. it's dated February 14, on Valentine's Day. nice hur? haha yeah go read it if you wish. if you dont know how to get there, go to profile, scroll to archives, click on February 2006, then scroll on the posts till you see february. so yeah, it's the very first time someone thinks my blog is intresting.. maybe it's because of the weird occurences recently.
it was a hectic day yest, so i slept at 1am instead of the usual 4am. woke up at like 8.50am to go 'shopping' with gerri, for her hard disk drive. then went to queensway shopping centre to buy stuff. yeah you must be wondering why we keep going back there. then had delicious laksa there. haha so tasty. then rush rush to the science centre. spent like the entire afternoon there then went home. had tuition half an hour later.. and it lasted two hours. was starving and all after all that. it was a long day. and i could still play dota. thats the wonderful part. two games somemore! haha spent the last of my energy playing dota and chatting before i really ko-ed.
watched pirates of the carribean 2 on friday! haha it was so nice. but a total cliffhanger. missed some of the parts because we were late. and i'm watching it again with liz this coming sat. so i get to fill in the blanks.
lao shi told us to write an essay on friday, about blogs. seriously.. i dont know what exaclty to write, but just following the guidelines. well i've written about people treating blogs as dumping grounds (because i do that) and some people rant about the friends they hate. well, then i dont know what to write next. just gonna crap something up because i dont know what i should really say about blogs since i'm a blogger myself. in sec 2, we had to write expository essays about the internet, so we talked about young adults having blogs and how people abuse the net by watching porn.
actually i just spend my weekend doing the same things every week. i sleep really late at night and wake up in the afternoon. staying in on sundays gaming, and then doing some really boring stuff plus thinking about the start of the week then groan about it. it i'm busy on saturdays, i'm busy doing whatever i need to do. if not, i'll just stay home, watch tv. boring right? which makes me a really boring person! haha thats why mag and matilda said my blog was boring.
my face feels really warm. maybe i'm feeling feverish. for some reason... haha i just do. just hope i dont come down with a fever... because i cant be sick at all. i need to be healthy to survive.
i wanted to say something.. but i forgot. darn it. oh yeah now i remember.
haha i found a new fansub for digimon. i downloaded the first episode, and it has subs! WOWNESS. but i think they only have the first 14 episodes... so i hope the next 38 episodes i'm about to dl has subs too. wahaha downloading the 2nd episode now. so happy. i'm not gonna start watching straight away because i dont want to sit there and complain about the slow downloads. i wanna watch all at a shot.
and the thing is.. not one subbed tsubasa chronicle 36 yet! yuugioh is under construction. dattebayo and live-evil stopped subbing tsubasa chronicle for i dont know why... if i understood jap, i would have created a fansub myself. haha i think i was joking.. a lot of work you know. hope it'll be subbed soon. i can wait... like how i waited for season 2.
sigh... i shall start on work. this entry is boring... right? haha why am i so concerned about this blog's entertainment value? stupid me. HAHA
Thursday, July 13, 2006
[dn angel // dark and daisuke]
rah sad to say i've come to the end of dn angel. what's even sadder? the fact that there isnt season 2, nor any OVAs... RAHH... doubt there would be season 2... this anime is 3 years old man! sigh.. the usual withdrawal symptoms and still watching dn angel on animax. i love dn angel!!! hahahahaha. dark is so cool. and daisuke is so cute man! hiwatari is dao and cool! krad is like the bad guy, but he's a replica of dark and looks exactly like dark, except his eye and hair colour's different.
Dark:
Daisuke:
that cute lil thing next to him is 'with'... they pronounce his name as wi-zu... he's so cute but i can't find a photo of him... however, he's in the opening theme :)
Hiwatari:
hiwatari's the guy with the blue hair. he's krad's tamer.. like daisuke being dark's tamer. see those wings? black's daisuke's, white's hiwatari's.
D.N. Angel:
oh man it rocks rocks rocks.
like i promised 1 month ago, famine camp photo.
Shawnee 4:
haha there's this guy who's not in our family but somehow decided to be a part of our family... he's the one behind the two girls in the back row... haha but it's quite amusing...
yest, ms chow showed this video about foot-binding. haha gross man!. the toes are totally out of place. and the bound feet are like 4-5 inches long. yeah.. plus their bones almost getting broken each time they wrap their feet. it's really stupid and freaky.. it kinda started when this emperor ordered a dancer to bind her feet like that and dance in this custom-made platform. he was then mesmerized.. but i would really like to know why the emperor would want that? and because of that, women started to think bound feet were beautiful. no bound feet, no marriage, stay a spinster and get insulted for having big feet for the rest of her life. if i were to live then, i would def get insulted for having a size 9 foot.
this guy who keeps thinking i'm cindy, refuses to believe i'm not cindy. months ago, he smsed me, saying hi cindy and all, i replied saying he got the wrong person. then he kept going on about me bluffing him and all. this cindy was someone he met online, so i told him he got cheated already and stop bugging me... just yest, he smsed me again! like wth! i already told him i was not cindy. and then he said 'but we just chatted online' and i just said 'hello? i'm bloody hell in school'. no response after that and i do hope he stops bugging me once and for all. some of my friends think it was probably some girl who randomly keyed in my numbers... but what the heck? it couldnt be that accurate right? some said i got sabotaged. i believe i have. by someone who has my number and either wants to play a prank on me or just hates me. rahh.... and that guy should stop thinking i'm bluffing him, because i'm not! i'm really not cindy or whatever crap. annoying man... if he ever smses me saying 'hi cindy' again, i will call that person up and scold him. for goodness sake, he met the girl on alamak! which idiot would give their real numbers?
aqmfs has come to an end... it was nice though. that means i have to remove that preview and replace it with something else or nothing.. haha so i put the dn angel opening theme there.. since i love it so much. rah.. this is madness of course. thankfully, no withdrawal symptoms from aqmfs.
somehting is happening. something bad of course.. i'll try to stay out of it. it's none of my business. hope everything will turn out well IN THE END.
rahh i hvnt started on my homework.. and i have a lot of tuition homework... from 15-yr series and 10 emath topics to finish... dang. ciao!
rah sad to say i've come to the end of dn angel. what's even sadder? the fact that there isnt season 2, nor any OVAs... RAHH... doubt there would be season 2... this anime is 3 years old man! sigh.. the usual withdrawal symptoms and still watching dn angel on animax. i love dn angel!!! hahahahaha. dark is so cool. and daisuke is so cute man! hiwatari is dao and cool! krad is like the bad guy, but he's a replica of dark and looks exactly like dark, except his eye and hair colour's different.
Dark:
Daisuke:
that cute lil thing next to him is 'with'... they pronounce his name as wi-zu... he's so cute but i can't find a photo of him... however, he's in the opening theme :)
Hiwatari:
hiwatari's the guy with the blue hair. he's krad's tamer.. like daisuke being dark's tamer. see those wings? black's daisuke's, white's hiwatari's.
D.N. Angel:
oh man it rocks rocks rocks.
like i promised 1 month ago, famine camp photo.
Shawnee 4:
haha there's this guy who's not in our family but somehow decided to be a part of our family... he's the one behind the two girls in the back row... haha but it's quite amusing...
yest, ms chow showed this video about foot-binding. haha gross man!. the toes are totally out of place. and the bound feet are like 4-5 inches long. yeah.. plus their bones almost getting broken each time they wrap their feet. it's really stupid and freaky.. it kinda started when this emperor ordered a dancer to bind her feet like that and dance in this custom-made platform. he was then mesmerized.. but i would really like to know why the emperor would want that? and because of that, women started to think bound feet were beautiful. no bound feet, no marriage, stay a spinster and get insulted for having big feet for the rest of her life. if i were to live then, i would def get insulted for having a size 9 foot.
this guy who keeps thinking i'm cindy, refuses to believe i'm not cindy. months ago, he smsed me, saying hi cindy and all, i replied saying he got the wrong person. then he kept going on about me bluffing him and all. this cindy was someone he met online, so i told him he got cheated already and stop bugging me... just yest, he smsed me again! like wth! i already told him i was not cindy. and then he said 'but we just chatted online' and i just said 'hello? i'm bloody hell in school'. no response after that and i do hope he stops bugging me once and for all. some of my friends think it was probably some girl who randomly keyed in my numbers... but what the heck? it couldnt be that accurate right? some said i got sabotaged. i believe i have. by someone who has my number and either wants to play a prank on me or just hates me. rahh.... and that guy should stop thinking i'm bluffing him, because i'm not! i'm really not cindy or whatever crap. annoying man... if he ever smses me saying 'hi cindy' again, i will call that person up and scold him. for goodness sake, he met the girl on alamak! which idiot would give their real numbers?
aqmfs has come to an end... it was nice though. that means i have to remove that preview and replace it with something else or nothing.. haha so i put the dn angel opening theme there.. since i love it so much. rah.. this is madness of course. thankfully, no withdrawal symptoms from aqmfs.
somehting is happening. something bad of course.. i'll try to stay out of it. it's none of my business. hope everything will turn out well IN THE END.
rahh i hvnt started on my homework.. and i have a lot of tuition homework... from 15-yr series and 10 emath topics to finish... dang. ciao!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
[guardian angel.]
ITALY WON. dang. and poor zidane. he got a red card. well actually... dont really know if its really his fault. he headbutt-ed materazzi in the chest. well, i remember materazzi pulled zidane's jersey and said something to zidane. so zidane got so mad and headbutt-ed materazzi in the chest. then he got the red card and was sent off the field.
if italy played dirty by sending off france's best penalty shooter, i'll be so damn mad. because it was near the end of the additional time. so there'll def be a penalty shootout. if zidane gets sent off, france might lose without his penalty talent. and yes they lost.
thats the end of the world cup 2006. wait another 4 years. and i didnt sleep for the rest of the night. really really really couldnt tahan the fatigue the next day. was pratically dying and was straining my eyes to read words off the whiteboard. and i was forcing them open. it was really a horrible day. i looked like a ghost.
watched ps. i luv u. it's that 3G show starring tammy chen and roy chiu!!! haha so nice man. i cried and cried watching it. not sure if you'll be able to see the chinese title but here it goes. 天...使我爱你. seriously, it was so touching and sad i cried non stop watching it. roy chiu's chracter, xin, was so innocent and although stupid (like standing in the same spot for hours, waiting for his girlfriend [tammy chen] when she said to not follow her), he was a really dedicated person. he made a promise to her when they started dating to always be her guardian angel and always protecting her, ever since they played this guardian angel game at university orientation. so on christmas eve, he painted her wall for her with a drawing of the both of them happily together. she was really happy and of course touched. when he got home, his mum was rushing off with luggages and all, said they had to go to thailand straightaway to fetch his dad, who was ill. he tried to contact xiaoyue (his girlfriend [tammy chen]), but he didn't make it in the end. a few days later, xiaoyue was wathing the news about the tsunami in thailand. yeah you now... THAT tsunami. and 4 foreigners were confirmed dead. he never came back for 3 years... she was missing him a lot and all.
3 years later, xiaoyue was a famous jewelry designer. she accidentally moved in with this guy, feng (qi yuwu) because both of them got cheated. so they had no choice but to live under the same roof. actually feng kinda knew xiaoyue in their uni years. a few days later, this guy, who looked exactly like xin came. feng was like 'you finally came back! that stupid woman has been waiting for you for 3 years!' so she came out, saw the xin look-a-like and hugged him but this guy said he didnt know her. he introduced himself as xu nuoyan, aka yan. yan was from taiwan and he came to them to help them solve the cheat problem. he stayed with them for a while. and he even matchmade xiaoyue and feng. he's actually xin. but xin died, and was an angel. he came back to fulfil his promise to protect xiaoyue as her guardian angel forever and to make sure she found happiness. it was really saddening when he gave up a part of his powers to heal xiaoyue's wounds when she was in an accident. because of that, he was very weak, and felt very cold. at night, his entire body was covered in ice. then, when xiaoyue went to check on him at night, she heard him say the words xin said to only her and suspected he was xin.
until one day, when he was playing bball with feng when he got scratched by a branch. feng saw his wound heal instantly and then knew he was xin, and he came back as an angel to protect xiaoyue. feng finally told xiaoyue when they were trying out their wedding suits and gowns. she ran all the way back home and was looking for xin. she jumped into the swimming pool, hoping to drown herself but xin arrives int he nick of time and rescued her. when she awoke, she was lying on xin's lap. but xin had to say his goodbye. she was so reluctant to let him go, but he had to go back to heaven and promised to always watch over her no matter what. and so she married feng. although she still kinda thought about xin. wonderful story... but very soapy...
ah well, that's like super long.... shall go then. ciao
ITALY WON. dang. and poor zidane. he got a red card. well actually... dont really know if its really his fault. he headbutt-ed materazzi in the chest. well, i remember materazzi pulled zidane's jersey and said something to zidane. so zidane got so mad and headbutt-ed materazzi in the chest. then he got the red card and was sent off the field.
if italy played dirty by sending off france's best penalty shooter, i'll be so damn mad. because it was near the end of the additional time. so there'll def be a penalty shootout. if zidane gets sent off, france might lose without his penalty talent. and yes they lost.
thats the end of the world cup 2006. wait another 4 years. and i didnt sleep for the rest of the night. really really really couldnt tahan the fatigue the next day. was pratically dying and was straining my eyes to read words off the whiteboard. and i was forcing them open. it was really a horrible day. i looked like a ghost.
watched ps. i luv u. it's that 3G show starring tammy chen and roy chiu!!! haha so nice man. i cried and cried watching it. not sure if you'll be able to see the chinese title but here it goes. 天...使我爱你. seriously, it was so touching and sad i cried non stop watching it. roy chiu's chracter, xin, was so innocent and although stupid (like standing in the same spot for hours, waiting for his girlfriend [tammy chen] when she said to not follow her), he was a really dedicated person. he made a promise to her when they started dating to always be her guardian angel and always protecting her, ever since they played this guardian angel game at university orientation. so on christmas eve, he painted her wall for her with a drawing of the both of them happily together. she was really happy and of course touched. when he got home, his mum was rushing off with luggages and all, said they had to go to thailand straightaway to fetch his dad, who was ill. he tried to contact xiaoyue (his girlfriend [tammy chen]), but he didn't make it in the end. a few days later, xiaoyue was wathing the news about the tsunami in thailand. yeah you now... THAT tsunami. and 4 foreigners were confirmed dead. he never came back for 3 years... she was missing him a lot and all.
3 years later, xiaoyue was a famous jewelry designer. she accidentally moved in with this guy, feng (qi yuwu) because both of them got cheated. so they had no choice but to live under the same roof. actually feng kinda knew xiaoyue in their uni years. a few days later, this guy, who looked exactly like xin came. feng was like 'you finally came back! that stupid woman has been waiting for you for 3 years!' so she came out, saw the xin look-a-like and hugged him but this guy said he didnt know her. he introduced himself as xu nuoyan, aka yan. yan was from taiwan and he came to them to help them solve the cheat problem. he stayed with them for a while. and he even matchmade xiaoyue and feng. he's actually xin. but xin died, and was an angel. he came back to fulfil his promise to protect xiaoyue as her guardian angel forever and to make sure she found happiness. it was really saddening when he gave up a part of his powers to heal xiaoyue's wounds when she was in an accident. because of that, he was very weak, and felt very cold. at night, his entire body was covered in ice. then, when xiaoyue went to check on him at night, she heard him say the words xin said to only her and suspected he was xin.
until one day, when he was playing bball with feng when he got scratched by a branch. feng saw his wound heal instantly and then knew he was xin, and he came back as an angel to protect xiaoyue. feng finally told xiaoyue when they were trying out their wedding suits and gowns. she ran all the way back home and was looking for xin. she jumped into the swimming pool, hoping to drown herself but xin arrives int he nick of time and rescued her. when she awoke, she was lying on xin's lap. but xin had to say his goodbye. she was so reluctant to let him go, but he had to go back to heaven and promised to always watch over her no matter what. and so she married feng. although she still kinda thought about xin. wonderful story... but very soapy...
ah well, that's like super long.... shall go then. ciao
Sunday, July 09, 2006
[legally blonde 2]
Darren (aka peihan aka ryosuke aka papa!) tagged me!
10 Favs:
Fav colour: Especially blue, white, black, green, orange
Fav food: Nachos :)
Fav song: A lot. a long list actually. yui's 'good-bye days' is good. so are a few other anime songs.
Fav movie: Legally Blonde (1/2) [i like elle woods' happy and optismistic chr]
Fav sport: Rollerblading, cycling
Fav season: Winter
Fav day of e week: Saturday. get to sleep in and at the same time, sleep really late.
Fav ice-cream flavour: Chocolate chip
Fav book: CSI. haha any book
Fav soccer team: teamS. germany, england, brazil, portugal.
9 currents:
current feeling: Nostalgic
current song: Nick Lachey's What's Left of Me
current book: Dr. Henry C. Lee's Cracking More Cases
current weight: 55kg
current height: 166cm [i think i'm shrinking]
current time: 11:34 PM
current handphone: Nokia 6680
current age: 15
current wish: [can i be greedy?] I wish for all my friends to be happy and stay happy. i wish for a happy family and i wish for a happier me as well.
7 Firsts:
1st best friends: actually, it was celine jiang aka cj. she was my best friend in kindergarten. she's my classmate now!
1st crush: one of the people i once knew.
1st movie: a disney movie :)
1st haircut: chopped my hair in P2. found it dorky. my friends thought it was cute. cecilia even brought the class photo to school back in P6. omigosh, even mrs tan saw it...
1st handphone: Nokia 3315
1st sport: soccer in the void deck. and cycling. and badminton
1st pet: Hamster
Lasts:
Last kiss: that was years ago. was kissed by a boy in K1. it was a shock. i didnt want it at all. i wasnt even that close to him.
Last friend seen: Geraldine and Zong Ling
Last words: 'haha' to darren aka peihan aka ryosuke.
Last crush: someone i once knew.
Last movie seen: Legally Blonde 2 (just 15 minutes ago)
Last food: macs sundae (i'm eating it now actually)
Last sms: To ask ariele if she's going this coming saturday.
Last song played: True Light by Miyamoto Shunichi (theme song for dn angel)
Have you evers:
Dated one of ur best friends: erm, i've never dated in my life.
Broken e law: haha illegal downloading and buying pirated stuff. haha
Been arrested: nope.
Skinny-dipped: haha nope.
Been on TV: Yeah, in the background haha.
Kissed someone u din noe: erm no.
5 things you're wearing: my headphones, my transcend tshirt, school shorts, bedroom slippers and a tired look (as usual)
4 things ive done today: played dota with joseph and his friends, watched lots of dn angel, watched legally blonde 2 and doing this tag thing.
3 things I can hear rite now: the tv outside, music, the msn beeping thing because i'm chatting.
2 things u cant live without: Handphone, my computer (with internet connection)
Things u do when ur bored: listen to music, watch my anime, watch csi, play warcraft.
5 people to do this quiz: Magdalene, Gina, Debby (sorry for doing it again) YiQi, Chrystal
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haha the website debby's blogged linked is really scary. the i hate ronaldo site. poor ronaldo man. and in brazil, they burnt a statue of ronaldo. poor him...
i'm staying up to watch the italy vs france match. i know i will fall asleep but i will try to stay up. i know i'll be paying the entire monday for that match. but what the heck, once in four years. haha after all that 'i'm not gonna watch the finals' talk, i'm actually watching it... haha
was watching legally blonde and i'm starting to like reesr witherspoon's character, elle woods. she doesnt let anyhting get in her way and exists for justice, doing what she can for something she believes in. although everyone labelled her a dumb blonde, thinking she's just a useless airhead, she still strives and did very well. when she made her final speech for america to SPEAK UP, i was truly inspired by her little story and her moral of that story. she also stays happy no matter what, bringing that joy and happiness to other people, inspiring them. it was indeed a good movie. emmett's really cool too. he was supporting elle no matter what. and when he went to washington to look for elle, what he said was super cool man. haha.
Darren (aka peihan aka ryosuke aka papa!) tagged me!
10 Favs:
Fav colour: Especially blue, white, black, green, orange
Fav food: Nachos :)
Fav song: A lot. a long list actually. yui's 'good-bye days' is good. so are a few other anime songs.
Fav movie: Legally Blonde (1/2) [i like elle woods' happy and optismistic chr]
Fav sport: Rollerblading, cycling
Fav season: Winter
Fav day of e week: Saturday. get to sleep in and at the same time, sleep really late.
Fav ice-cream flavour: Chocolate chip
Fav book: CSI. haha any book
Fav soccer team: teamS. germany, england, brazil, portugal.
9 currents:
current feeling: Nostalgic
current song: Nick Lachey's What's Left of Me
current book: Dr. Henry C. Lee's Cracking More Cases
current weight: 55kg
current height: 166cm [i think i'm shrinking]
current time: 11:34 PM
current handphone: Nokia 6680
current age: 15
current wish: [can i be greedy?] I wish for all my friends to be happy and stay happy. i wish for a happy family and i wish for a happier me as well.
7 Firsts:
1st best friends: actually, it was celine jiang aka cj. she was my best friend in kindergarten. she's my classmate now!
1st crush: one of the people i once knew.
1st movie: a disney movie :)
1st haircut: chopped my hair in P2. found it dorky. my friends thought it was cute. cecilia even brought the class photo to school back in P6. omigosh, even mrs tan saw it...
1st handphone: Nokia 3315
1st sport: soccer in the void deck. and cycling. and badminton
1st pet: Hamster
Lasts:
Last kiss: that was years ago. was kissed by a boy in K1. it was a shock. i didnt want it at all. i wasnt even that close to him.
Last friend seen: Geraldine and Zong Ling
Last words: 'haha' to darren aka peihan aka ryosuke.
Last crush: someone i once knew.
Last movie seen: Legally Blonde 2 (just 15 minutes ago)
Last food: macs sundae (i'm eating it now actually)
Last sms: To ask ariele if she's going this coming saturday.
Last song played: True Light by Miyamoto Shunichi (theme song for dn angel)
Have you evers:
Dated one of ur best friends: erm, i've never dated in my life.
Broken e law: haha illegal downloading and buying pirated stuff. haha
Been arrested: nope.
Skinny-dipped: haha nope.
Been on TV: Yeah, in the background haha.
Kissed someone u din noe: erm no.
5 things you're wearing: my headphones, my transcend tshirt, school shorts, bedroom slippers and a tired look (as usual)
4 things ive done today: played dota with joseph and his friends, watched lots of dn angel, watched legally blonde 2 and doing this tag thing.
3 things I can hear rite now: the tv outside, music, the msn beeping thing because i'm chatting.
2 things u cant live without: Handphone, my computer (with internet connection)
Things u do when ur bored: listen to music, watch my anime, watch csi, play warcraft.
5 people to do this quiz: Magdalene, Gina, Debby (sorry for doing it again) YiQi, Chrystal
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haha the website debby's blogged linked is really scary. the i hate ronaldo site. poor ronaldo man. and in brazil, they burnt a statue of ronaldo. poor him...
i'm staying up to watch the italy vs france match. i know i will fall asleep but i will try to stay up. i know i'll be paying the entire monday for that match. but what the heck, once in four years. haha after all that 'i'm not gonna watch the finals' talk, i'm actually watching it... haha
was watching legally blonde and i'm starting to like reesr witherspoon's character, elle woods. she doesnt let anyhting get in her way and exists for justice, doing what she can for something she believes in. although everyone labelled her a dumb blonde, thinking she's just a useless airhead, she still strives and did very well. when she made her final speech for america to SPEAK UP, i was truly inspired by her little story and her moral of that story. she also stays happy no matter what, bringing that joy and happiness to other people, inspiring them. it was indeed a good movie. emmett's really cool too. he was supporting elle no matter what. and when he went to washington to look for elle, what he said was super cool man. haha.
[GERMANY!!!]
wahahahahahaha. germany won germany won.
and portugal played really well. although they lost, that goal was superb. oliver kahn rocks too, because he's a good goalie. maybe thats why portugal couldnt score. haha nah joking. but it was a good game.
i admit i did fall asleep quite a few times because i was really tired. but i stayed awake at the 66th minute. this time, it was a japanese referee, haha cool. but there were so many yellow cards issued. germany won!!!
dn angel rocks a lot. unfortunately, there are only 26 episodes. and i doubt there would be season 2. the digimon adeventure i downloaded, RAHH! the quality was superb, but there are no subtitles, i ended up watching episode 1 trying to infer what they were saying and what was going on. i guess it pretty much worked, but if i had to do that for another 52 episodes, i will get really frustrated. yeah... so that means i have to re-download.... rahh
i will do the tag thing.. erm later...
wahahahahahaha. germany won germany won.
and portugal played really well. although they lost, that goal was superb. oliver kahn rocks too, because he's a good goalie. maybe thats why portugal couldnt score. haha nah joking. but it was a good game.
i admit i did fall asleep quite a few times because i was really tired. but i stayed awake at the 66th minute. this time, it was a japanese referee, haha cool. but there were so many yellow cards issued. germany won!!!
dn angel rocks a lot. unfortunately, there are only 26 episodes. and i doubt there would be season 2. the digimon adeventure i downloaded, RAHH! the quality was superb, but there are no subtitles, i ended up watching episode 1 trying to infer what they were saying and what was going on. i guess it pretty much worked, but if i had to do that for another 52 episodes, i will get really frustrated. yeah... so that means i have to re-download.... rahh
i will do the tag thing.. erm later...
Friday, July 07, 2006
[crossfire.]
just today, when i was taking the bus 14 from queensway to orchard, i saw something illogical and totally dangerous.
was sitting on the second level of the double decker bus 14 (right in front) when i saw something really dangerous. someone was jay-walking with a pregnant woman. dang.... and the traffic light was like only a few metres away. she could have walked instead of taking that kinda risk right? so vehicles were driving past and the bus 14 driver stopped in the middle just for her to cross the road. yeah, if he didnt, she would still be waiting in the middle of the road and there'll be a greater risk of her getting hit. but in the first place, if she was pregnant, why did she even cross the road with her friend? stupid and illogical.
what happened to 'customers are always right'? just today, this guy at a shop at queensway shopping centre kinda told gerri off. man he was rude. he just said 'the whole world looking for you' and passed us this shirt we were looking for. well, because we asked the cashier where we could find that particular shirt and he kinda told his colleague to find it for us soon after we went hunting for THAT shirt. so we were searching searching and then this other guy said he (mr. rude) was holding on to the shirt. so he called out to mr. rude and when he noticed us, he just said that. dang...
asiasoft suspended my maple account for I DON'T KNOW WHY. yes, that explains why i didn't manage to log into maple. i didnt even use those hacks and cheats my brother uses. hell do i know why my account got banned. so, i'm stuck with one of my brother's accounts because i cant create a new one. i need my asiasoft passport to create a new one and it was also suspended. cant create a new passport because i need my ic number man. sheesh... so i got banned for no reason, or a reason i don't even know. someone might have hacked into my account and did some really negative magic with it, but who would wanna hack into a noob's account? i only have a level 13 mage (which is by far my highest level character and in the world of maple, one of the lousiest), a level 11 beginner (no job yet), and a level 1 beginner (still the egg stage), so i still cant find a logical reason for anyone to hack it, that is if it was hacked.
the portugal vs germany match this saturday night should be rather exciting. and according to yq, OLIVER KAHN is playing. as gk of course. haha but i've never really known how he looked like and still don't understand why yq can still go ga-ga over him. is he really that good-looking? i thought savie said he was quite ugly? or i just heard it wrongly? but anyways, i somehow hope germany and portugal will do their best and no matter how the score turns out, everyone's happy. except for yq, if germany loses. haha joking... but yeah hope this sat's match will be an exciting one.
i'm feeling bored and all, because no one can play warcraft with me. joseph cant play warcraft with me because his internet connection is gonna be terminated. dare not ask the rest who are currently having their exams. that leaves me with bnet. and the sad thing is that 4/5 of the list are all dota. i dont wanna create a new game because i will definitely leave in 10 seconds, dont have that kind of patience to wait and refresh. so i'm always praying for a hero siege game or a td game. whatever it is, it can't be dota.
it's july. the nightmare starts next week. prepare for a moment of annoyance. SHEESH... this is getting me nowhere. i feel like a slacker. haha what am i saying??? havent i always been one? SLACKER!!!!! haha
ciao!
just today, when i was taking the bus 14 from queensway to orchard, i saw something illogical and totally dangerous.
was sitting on the second level of the double decker bus 14 (right in front) when i saw something really dangerous. someone was jay-walking with a pregnant woman. dang.... and the traffic light was like only a few metres away. she could have walked instead of taking that kinda risk right? so vehicles were driving past and the bus 14 driver stopped in the middle just for her to cross the road. yeah, if he didnt, she would still be waiting in the middle of the road and there'll be a greater risk of her getting hit. but in the first place, if she was pregnant, why did she even cross the road with her friend? stupid and illogical.
what happened to 'customers are always right'? just today, this guy at a shop at queensway shopping centre kinda told gerri off. man he was rude. he just said 'the whole world looking for you' and passed us this shirt we were looking for. well, because we asked the cashier where we could find that particular shirt and he kinda told his colleague to find it for us soon after we went hunting for THAT shirt. so we were searching searching and then this other guy said he (mr. rude) was holding on to the shirt. so he called out to mr. rude and when he noticed us, he just said that. dang...
asiasoft suspended my maple account for I DON'T KNOW WHY. yes, that explains why i didn't manage to log into maple. i didnt even use those hacks and cheats my brother uses. hell do i know why my account got banned. so, i'm stuck with one of my brother's accounts because i cant create a new one. i need my asiasoft passport to create a new one and it was also suspended. cant create a new passport because i need my ic number man. sheesh... so i got banned for no reason, or a reason i don't even know. someone might have hacked into my account and did some really negative magic with it, but who would wanna hack into a noob's account? i only have a level 13 mage (which is by far my highest level character and in the world of maple, one of the lousiest), a level 11 beginner (no job yet), and a level 1 beginner (still the egg stage), so i still cant find a logical reason for anyone to hack it, that is if it was hacked.
the portugal vs germany match this saturday night should be rather exciting. and according to yq, OLIVER KAHN is playing. as gk of course. haha but i've never really known how he looked like and still don't understand why yq can still go ga-ga over him. is he really that good-looking? i thought savie said he was quite ugly? or i just heard it wrongly? but anyways, i somehow hope germany and portugal will do their best and no matter how the score turns out, everyone's happy. except for yq, if germany loses. haha joking... but yeah hope this sat's match will be an exciting one.
i'm feeling bored and all, because no one can play warcraft with me. joseph cant play warcraft with me because his internet connection is gonna be terminated. dare not ask the rest who are currently having their exams. that leaves me with bnet. and the sad thing is that 4/5 of the list are all dota. i dont wanna create a new game because i will definitely leave in 10 seconds, dont have that kind of patience to wait and refresh. so i'm always praying for a hero siege game or a td game. whatever it is, it can't be dota.
it's july. the nightmare starts next week. prepare for a moment of annoyance. SHEESH... this is getting me nowhere. i feel like a slacker. haha what am i saying??? havent i always been one? SLACKER!!!!! haha
ciao!
Thursday, July 06, 2006
[portugal vs germany]
okay, so i did watch a little of the portugal vs france match, since darren was talking about how good they were and yq said both teams were good. but fell asleep in the first 15 mins of the game. i didnt really get to sleep after the germany match.
rah-ness. portugal lost. france won because of a penalty shot. zidane shot that goal. dang. and the referee is so blind -.- no offence to france fans.
so portugal will be playing against germany this sat night. sigh... rooting germany, but from what i saw in that 15 mins last night, portugal's pretty good. hope germany do their best! and portugal too!
the e-learning thing is either driving nuts or it's driving me insane (which is the same). i cant even access some of my homework. like ss and chinese and geog. not to mention amath pointing me in the wrong direction. maybe they should have prepared a list of whatever hw there was and gave it to us, in case we missed out any. yeah a lot of people are complaining about it (e-learning) and i actually think it might not be all bad. there are the pros and cons. yeah the bad thing about it is the huge amount of homework the teachers left us with. every subject, with a mountain of homework. we dont even have lessons for all subjects in TWO days. the good thing about it is that, we can finally 'teach less, learn more' and that we get to sleep in, and not to mention playing some background music.
i failed the 1st trigonometry test. yeah the answers are like really close to my answers. example. the correct answer is '36.4' and my answer is '36.3'. yeah, get it? the second decimal places on the calculator will just get you to the wrong place. so i had like 4/10 for the first one and haha i actually passed the 2nd one. JUST passed it. 5/10. miracle. but thats the thing with computers, sadly.
printer was literally killing me when i had to print my english homework. then i realised, the usb port was screwy. and i was so stupid. i got so fed up for like half an hour cancelling the print job and then starting it again. then the ink ran out. had to change it. not a problem. but the printer just started to go mad and i was going mad along with it. morale of the story: always check usb connection. DANG!
dn angel really rocks. although this anime was back in like what? 2003? it really isnt bad. and it's one of the rare animes not dubbed on animax. but there arent any english subs, so gotta survive with the chinese ones. i dont mind. but the font sucks. looks like times new roman for chinese characters, like those in the movies. man, disgusting.
my arm is hurting for i dont know why. because every since mingna (my mummy from famine camp) kinda fixed my arm, it was really okay until today. if you remember, i hurt my hand during cheerleading, then my nerves just act up whenever they like. i started to feel aches and pains in BOTH my arms although i hurt my right hand. so mingna was massaging my hand and she was really good at it. cracked my wrist and all, it was really fine. now, it's back again. HAHA. maybe it's because li jin and i were doing handstands in school today. haha speaking of which, i can still do a handstand which is quite amazing because the last time i did it was in P6, that's 3 years ago.
ever since the cashless system started, and i started to pay for stuff in school cashless-ly, my wallet has been growing, with notes. dang. 10 dollars in my cashcard has by far been feeding me for the past two weeks. although i might still prefer the non-cashless system, i'm really starting to get used to paying with a cashcard. haha and what happened to my 'my card'? haha i chucked it in my wallet. it's still rotting in there. no value in there though.
rahh, i just realised the encore for the portugal vs france match is still going on on wc channel. not gonna watch it though. more interested in animax :D haha i dont regret subscribing it :D it really rocks but only if they dont dub the anime, it would have rocked even more. anime characters sound better with their original voices. speaking of which, i've been downloading digimon episode 1-13 and it's 99.9% done. woots. just 15 more minutes and i can start watching them :D
i dont know what i'm gonna do now... watch tv? warcraft? or sleep? i'm 3/4 done with archiving. just need to transfer. shall watch tv then sleep. haha ciao.
okay, so i did watch a little of the portugal vs france match, since darren was talking about how good they were and yq said both teams were good. but fell asleep in the first 15 mins of the game. i didnt really get to sleep after the germany match.
rah-ness. portugal lost. france won because of a penalty shot. zidane shot that goal. dang. and the referee is so blind -.- no offence to france fans.
so portugal will be playing against germany this sat night. sigh... rooting germany, but from what i saw in that 15 mins last night, portugal's pretty good. hope germany do their best! and portugal too!
the e-learning thing is either driving nuts or it's driving me insane (which is the same). i cant even access some of my homework. like ss and chinese and geog. not to mention amath pointing me in the wrong direction. maybe they should have prepared a list of whatever hw there was and gave it to us, in case we missed out any. yeah a lot of people are complaining about it (e-learning) and i actually think it might not be all bad. there are the pros and cons. yeah the bad thing about it is the huge amount of homework the teachers left us with. every subject, with a mountain of homework. we dont even have lessons for all subjects in TWO days. the good thing about it is that, we can finally 'teach less, learn more' and that we get to sleep in, and not to mention playing some background music.
i failed the 1st trigonometry test. yeah the answers are like really close to my answers. example. the correct answer is '36.4' and my answer is '36.3'. yeah, get it? the second decimal places on the calculator will just get you to the wrong place. so i had like 4/10 for the first one and haha i actually passed the 2nd one. JUST passed it. 5/10. miracle. but thats the thing with computers, sadly.
printer was literally killing me when i had to print my english homework. then i realised, the usb port was screwy. and i was so stupid. i got so fed up for like half an hour cancelling the print job and then starting it again. then the ink ran out. had to change it. not a problem. but the printer just started to go mad and i was going mad along with it. morale of the story: always check usb connection. DANG!
dn angel really rocks. although this anime was back in like what? 2003? it really isnt bad. and it's one of the rare animes not dubbed on animax. but there arent any english subs, so gotta survive with the chinese ones. i dont mind. but the font sucks. looks like times new roman for chinese characters, like those in the movies. man, disgusting.
my arm is hurting for i dont know why. because every since mingna (my mummy from famine camp) kinda fixed my arm, it was really okay until today. if you remember, i hurt my hand during cheerleading, then my nerves just act up whenever they like. i started to feel aches and pains in BOTH my arms although i hurt my right hand. so mingna was massaging my hand and she was really good at it. cracked my wrist and all, it was really fine. now, it's back again. HAHA. maybe it's because li jin and i were doing handstands in school today. haha speaking of which, i can still do a handstand which is quite amazing because the last time i did it was in P6, that's 3 years ago.
ever since the cashless system started, and i started to pay for stuff in school cashless-ly, my wallet has been growing, with notes. dang. 10 dollars in my cashcard has by far been feeding me for the past two weeks. although i might still prefer the non-cashless system, i'm really starting to get used to paying with a cashcard. haha and what happened to my 'my card'? haha i chucked it in my wallet. it's still rotting in there. no value in there though.
rahh, i just realised the encore for the portugal vs france match is still going on on wc channel. not gonna watch it though. more interested in animax :D haha i dont regret subscribing it :D it really rocks but only if they dont dub the anime, it would have rocked even more. anime characters sound better with their original voices. speaking of which, i've been downloading digimon episode 1-13 and it's 99.9% done. woots. just 15 more minutes and i can start watching them :D
i dont know what i'm gonna do now... watch tv? warcraft? or sleep? i'm 3/4 done with archiving. just need to transfer. shall watch tv then sleep. haha ciao.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
[disappointment.]
RAHHHHHHH!!!!
was so devastated last night when italy won. damn. they totally played dirty. they were like getting injured every 10 seconds lar! like wtf! rahh
was watching wc last night alone in the living room (scary) and was just going nuts, because after full time, it was still nil:nil. so additional time. 30 minutes. was praying so hard for germany to win. then in the last two minutes, italy scored a goal, and like 30seconds to 1 minute later, they scored their second goal. germany almost scored a goal, just that the gk got it. damn. then they're penalty shootout was like wth too! it went over the goalpost. was going rahrah over it. and when italy scored their first goal, it kinda intimidated germany sigh. AND ARGH! when italy was about to shoot their second goal, germany almost had it, so EVERYONE except germany's gk was like on one side of the field, germany's goal. then some italian player came out of the crowd and was dribbling the ball to the OTHER side of the field. BLEAGH, only one german defender came out, but it was still no use, he couldn't do much. so it was like three people on one side of the field, and EVERYONE ON THE OTHER SIDE!!! RAH. so there you have it, italy's second goal. and that italian player with the long hair seriously sucks lar. he was having this wtf attitude with the german player who was trying to help him up after he fell, but he like pushed his hand away.
was so pissed off and was feeling so sad because the germans were crying and all. scheinder played well. ballack (sp?) too!!!!! rah.
so when i came to school all tired this morning, we were all ranting about how germany should have won and stuff. england lost, brazil lost and now germany. i'm in no mood to watch the sf2 and the finals, because i might not wanna watch france play against portugal. and no way am i gonna watch the finals because italy's playing. they really play dirty lar!!! keep getting hurt and germany had like two yellow cards! i'm gonna watch the third placing match though. because germany's gonna play. and i really do hope they clinch third place. maybe i'll watch the portugal match for all i know.
argh. this is sad. brazil, england and even germany lost.
after that, i found out i missed like the last three episodes of digimon adventures because i overslept -.- so it was the first episode of digimon zero two, which i feel isnt as good as the first. haha. but there's still tailmon and patamon :)
rahh, shall go start on my e-learning homework. no school for the next two days, becasue lessons and homework at home. but knowing how easily distracted i am, it's probably gonna be difficult. nonetheless, i still get to stay up late at night :)
ciao
RAHHHHHHH!!!!
was so devastated last night when italy won. damn. they totally played dirty. they were like getting injured every 10 seconds lar! like wtf! rahh
was watching wc last night alone in the living room (scary) and was just going nuts, because after full time, it was still nil:nil. so additional time. 30 minutes. was praying so hard for germany to win. then in the last two minutes, italy scored a goal, and like 30seconds to 1 minute later, they scored their second goal. germany almost scored a goal, just that the gk got it. damn. then they're penalty shootout was like wth too! it went over the goalpost. was going rahrah over it. and when italy scored their first goal, it kinda intimidated germany sigh. AND ARGH! when italy was about to shoot their second goal, germany almost had it, so EVERYONE except germany's gk was like on one side of the field, germany's goal. then some italian player came out of the crowd and was dribbling the ball to the OTHER side of the field. BLEAGH, only one german defender came out, but it was still no use, he couldn't do much. so it was like three people on one side of the field, and EVERYONE ON THE OTHER SIDE!!! RAH. so there you have it, italy's second goal. and that italian player with the long hair seriously sucks lar. he was having this wtf attitude with the german player who was trying to help him up after he fell, but he like pushed his hand away.
was so pissed off and was feeling so sad because the germans were crying and all. scheinder played well. ballack (sp?) too!!!!! rah.
so when i came to school all tired this morning, we were all ranting about how germany should have won and stuff. england lost, brazil lost and now germany. i'm in no mood to watch the sf2 and the finals, because i might not wanna watch france play against portugal. and no way am i gonna watch the finals because italy's playing. they really play dirty lar!!! keep getting hurt and germany had like two yellow cards! i'm gonna watch the third placing match though. because germany's gonna play. and i really do hope they clinch third place. maybe i'll watch the portugal match for all i know.
argh. this is sad. brazil, england and even germany lost.
after that, i found out i missed like the last three episodes of digimon adventures because i overslept -.- so it was the first episode of digimon zero two, which i feel isnt as good as the first. haha. but there's still tailmon and patamon :)
rahh, shall go start on my e-learning homework. no school for the next two days, becasue lessons and homework at home. but knowing how easily distracted i am, it's probably gonna be difficult. nonetheless, i still get to stay up late at night :)
ciao
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
[tokyo drift.]
tonight's the germany vs italy match!!!!! and i'm gonna wake up at 3am to watch it! omigosh. haha it's probably like my first match or something. or maybe just my second. cause i was watching the korea vs i dont know ho match for third placing and haha fell asleep. haha.
but i do hope germany wins. although yq goes on about her sixth sense, because she feels italy will win, i'm gonna support germany. sadly, stilll shocked brazil lost man. was watching clips of the match online and when it came to the england versus portugal, i was just watching it so annoyed because portugal won with a penalty shot. haha everyone knows that. was just wth-ing all the way.
lots of archiving and catching up to do. that means a lot of work. even though we have to stay at home on thursday and friday, still have a lot to do, which means no warcraft -.- entire day packed. intend to finish like a lot of work on wednesday night. on sat, i have tuition and i might go to that gamefest at woodlands. yeah.
feeling the urge to watch initial d the movie. yeah. and i wanna watch lots of nice movies!!!
shall go start on work. ciao.
tonight's the germany vs italy match!!!!! and i'm gonna wake up at 3am to watch it! omigosh. haha it's probably like my first match or something. or maybe just my second. cause i was watching the korea vs i dont know ho match for third placing and haha fell asleep. haha.
but i do hope germany wins. although yq goes on about her sixth sense, because she feels italy will win, i'm gonna support germany. sadly, stilll shocked brazil lost man. was watching clips of the match online and when it came to the england versus portugal, i was just watching it so annoyed because portugal won with a penalty shot. haha everyone knows that. was just wth-ing all the way.
lots of archiving and catching up to do. that means a lot of work. even though we have to stay at home on thursday and friday, still have a lot to do, which means no warcraft -.- entire day packed. intend to finish like a lot of work on wednesday night. on sat, i have tuition and i might go to that gamefest at woodlands. yeah.
feeling the urge to watch initial d the movie. yeah. and i wanna watch lots of nice movies!!!
shall go start on work. ciao.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
[dota]
haha audrey's and capri's birthday party rocked. it was on friday. zheng ying, yq, matilda, capri, audrey, cheryl, tricia, amanda, shao cheh, kristine, isabella, joy and i headed to audrey's place after youth day celebrations. haha there was a concert. tricia, zy and shao cheh sang qi li xiang. yq, shao cheh and tricia sang ai me. yq and tricia sang chou nan ren and finally, zy and cg sung a medley of 5566 songs for capri. the truth or dare game was damn funny too. haha the entire party was a blast. haha had so much fun with them.
went out with gerri yest. we went to the library. borrowed two books. one is a book on forensics, looks damn interesting. then the second is a book with short stories about murder and investigations. and i borrowed csi:ny, dead in the winter. haha should be damn nice too.
haha was dota-ing with joseph and haha it was super exciting. haha we were losing but we had many killing sprees and mega kills, dominatings and joseph got beyong godlike. haha it was really fun. but it was kinda freaky when the enemies said stuff like 'i want revenge on reon' haha the enemies are just computer. haha scary man... scary. but it def got us off our seats and i got all screamy while he was constantly shaking his leg due to the tensed game. haha. it was the most exciting dota game, and it was the best game ever. haha.
BLEAGH! BRAZIL LOST TO FRANCE. what a disappointment. sigh sigh. first it was japan. then englang lost to portugal, now brazil! was so shocked to hear about it.
i have so much stuff to do man. i still owe trevor updates for the bleach encyclopedia on bleachexile.com. amazingly, he hasnt chased me for it. but he sees me online everyday, so one day, he will. ahh. then i have to finish my amaths homework, i have a retest on tuesday. then my geog homework! rahh!! ss shouldnt be a prob. just source based. and so much to do!!!!!!
haha no school thursday and friday! woots! because all of us have to stay at home to do that e-learning thing.
no one to play with.... some have exams, and one is gonna have his internet terminated soon. bnet is driving me nuts. -.-
haha audrey's and capri's birthday party rocked. it was on friday. zheng ying, yq, matilda, capri, audrey, cheryl, tricia, amanda, shao cheh, kristine, isabella, joy and i headed to audrey's place after youth day celebrations. haha there was a concert. tricia, zy and shao cheh sang qi li xiang. yq, shao cheh and tricia sang ai me. yq and tricia sang chou nan ren and finally, zy and cg sung a medley of 5566 songs for capri. the truth or dare game was damn funny too. haha the entire party was a blast. haha had so much fun with them.
went out with gerri yest. we went to the library. borrowed two books. one is a book on forensics, looks damn interesting. then the second is a book with short stories about murder and investigations. and i borrowed csi:ny, dead in the winter. haha should be damn nice too.
haha was dota-ing with joseph and haha it was super exciting. haha we were losing but we had many killing sprees and mega kills, dominatings and joseph got beyong godlike. haha it was really fun. but it was kinda freaky when the enemies said stuff like 'i want revenge on reon' haha the enemies are just computer. haha scary man... scary. but it def got us off our seats and i got all screamy while he was constantly shaking his leg due to the tensed game. haha. it was the most exciting dota game, and it was the best game ever. haha.
BLEAGH! BRAZIL LOST TO FRANCE. what a disappointment. sigh sigh. first it was japan. then englang lost to portugal, now brazil! was so shocked to hear about it.
i have so much stuff to do man. i still owe trevor updates for the bleach encyclopedia on bleachexile.com. amazingly, he hasnt chased me for it. but he sees me online everyday, so one day, he will. ahh. then i have to finish my amaths homework, i have a retest on tuesday. then my geog homework! rahh!! ss shouldnt be a prob. just source based. and so much to do!!!!!!
haha no school thursday and friday! woots! because all of us have to stay at home to do that e-learning thing.
no one to play with.... some have exams, and one is gonna have his internet terminated soon. bnet is driving me nuts. -.-
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
[goodbye days // don't do the wrong thing.]
just when you thought you would be feeling all better after retreat.
damn. maybe i was getting too worried, which kinda explains why i'm feeling so down and all. and when i came home, log onto the com, went through some websites and spotted something just so not in the right place, i just felt worse. really. if you decided on something, and was so excited about doing it, then why come to me as though it was such a big problem of whether you should do it or not. because if you really wanted it so much, i'm in no position to stop you or anything. neither do i want to give in to you, having the idea of you just trying it out and then the next day, i realised your eagerness to do it. so may i ask again, why ask me that funny question?
argh. when problems arise, i cant stop thinking about it. dragging me back into my old problems that i havent got the guts to solve them, because i needed to confront in order to do so. my fear of a bad outcome just stops me from doing so.
during retreat today, father was urging us to believe in ourselves. although it was the right thing to do, i cant seem to find a reason to believe in myself now. all that's in my mind is the tiny and whiny problems i've been facing all this while. i feel extremely lethargic and just sick.
and i know its not pms.
damn. damn. damn.
just when you thought you would be feeling all better after retreat.
damn. maybe i was getting too worried, which kinda explains why i'm feeling so down and all. and when i came home, log onto the com, went through some websites and spotted something just so not in the right place, i just felt worse. really. if you decided on something, and was so excited about doing it, then why come to me as though it was such a big problem of whether you should do it or not. because if you really wanted it so much, i'm in no position to stop you or anything. neither do i want to give in to you, having the idea of you just trying it out and then the next day, i realised your eagerness to do it. so may i ask again, why ask me that funny question?
argh. when problems arise, i cant stop thinking about it. dragging me back into my old problems that i havent got the guts to solve them, because i needed to confront in order to do so. my fear of a bad outcome just stops me from doing so.
during retreat today, father was urging us to believe in ourselves. although it was the right thing to do, i cant seem to find a reason to believe in myself now. all that's in my mind is the tiny and whiny problems i've been facing all this while. i feel extremely lethargic and just sick.
and i know its not pms.
damn. damn. damn.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
[taiyo no uta]
was in the mood to blog so i did.
was watching animax this afternoon and happened to come across one of yui's music videos. the song's tokyo. super nice.
yeah she can sing very well. was randomly looking at her website and since it was japanese i could only guess. so i clicked on something and it brought me to another website. a new movie. released in japan on 17th june. looks really nice. so yui is a main character with another guy. the synopsis was really good. storyline is good too.
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synopsis:
A girl who can only live at night and a high school student who loves to surf as the sun rises... The two had nothing in common...
Kaoru Amane, 16 years old, did not attend school but instead sang herself away every night after dark at a square in front of a train station with a guitar in her hands. She led a lifestyle opposite the norm, sleeping during the day and active at night. Kaoru was suffering from xeroderma pigmentosum (XP), an illness, which also might be described as the allergy to the sun, and was not allowed to be exposed to sunlight. The only motivation in her life was singing, which also was the only connection to the outside world. One day, an incident drastically changes her life...
Kaoru returns home at 4:00 am, before sunrise. Outside her room window, she spots a high school student standing with a surf board in his hands. It becomes her routine to watch him and his friends come and go to the ocean every morning, before going to sleep.
Their destined encounter takes place during the few hours before the break of day, drawing together two individuals that would have never met in daylight. However, Kouji does not know about her illness. The two rapidly fall for one another and continues to meet in the city at night. Then one day, an incident leads Kouji to learn of Kaoru's illness. Kaoru gives up her first love telling herself that, "I shouldn't have allowed myself to dream of a happy life. I am not normal after all." She even gives up singing. Kouji seeing Kaoru at such a state encourages her by suggesting, "Let's meet only at night," and comes up with a brilliant present for her.
She had been leading a life carefully placing herself beyond the reach of harm, with no intent to pursue a dream. However, Kouji had shone a light on her heart making her want to sing once again. However, her illness which has quietly progressed, has started to pressure her nerve system, keeping her from playing the guitar at her will
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poor girl... so the trailer is really good. there are two. the short one is subbed but the official trailer isnt. it shows a lot though.
short trailer:
official trailer:
yeah... and the theme song for this movie also rocks.
Good-bye Days - YUI
not to mention YUI being a really cool person. she was a songwriter cum singer at the age of 16. she plays the guitar too, sings really well and can play the guitar really well. she sung one of bleach's ending themes. but sadly, taiyo no uta, the movie is only released in japan so far. i hope it'll come to sg. it looks really good, but i dont think i will have the chance to watch it.
was just blog hopping round the usual blogs and things started to answer for themselves. like who is who and what is what. i started to think about why things happened that way and how ridiculous they have turned out. turning it back would of course be difficult because it has left a mark, a scar. no matter what happens, our thoughts and feelings about these would never vanish but live in us and when we think of it once again, we feel a sense of guilt.
ah well... staying up till 3am again to watch digimon adventure. shall go do my homework. and the sound of the rain at this hour sounds really pleasant. i like the rain :)
was in the mood to blog so i did.
was watching animax this afternoon and happened to come across one of yui's music videos. the song's tokyo. super nice.
yeah she can sing very well. was randomly looking at her website and since it was japanese i could only guess. so i clicked on something and it brought me to another website. a new movie. released in japan on 17th june. looks really nice. so yui is a main character with another guy. the synopsis was really good. storyline is good too.
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synopsis:
A girl who can only live at night and a high school student who loves to surf as the sun rises... The two had nothing in common...
Kaoru Amane, 16 years old, did not attend school but instead sang herself away every night after dark at a square in front of a train station with a guitar in her hands. She led a lifestyle opposite the norm, sleeping during the day and active at night. Kaoru was suffering from xeroderma pigmentosum (XP), an illness, which also might be described as the allergy to the sun, and was not allowed to be exposed to sunlight. The only motivation in her life was singing, which also was the only connection to the outside world. One day, an incident drastically changes her life...
Kaoru returns home at 4:00 am, before sunrise. Outside her room window, she spots a high school student standing with a surf board in his hands. It becomes her routine to watch him and his friends come and go to the ocean every morning, before going to sleep.
Their destined encounter takes place during the few hours before the break of day, drawing together two individuals that would have never met in daylight. However, Kouji does not know about her illness. The two rapidly fall for one another and continues to meet in the city at night. Then one day, an incident leads Kouji to learn of Kaoru's illness. Kaoru gives up her first love telling herself that, "I shouldn't have allowed myself to dream of a happy life. I am not normal after all." She even gives up singing. Kouji seeing Kaoru at such a state encourages her by suggesting, "Let's meet only at night," and comes up with a brilliant present for her.
She had been leading a life carefully placing herself beyond the reach of harm, with no intent to pursue a dream. However, Kouji had shone a light on her heart making her want to sing once again. However, her illness which has quietly progressed, has started to pressure her nerve system, keeping her from playing the guitar at her will
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poor girl... so the trailer is really good. there are two. the short one is subbed but the official trailer isnt. it shows a lot though.
short trailer:
official trailer:
yeah... and the theme song for this movie also rocks.
Good-bye Days - YUI
not to mention YUI being a really cool person. she was a songwriter cum singer at the age of 16. she plays the guitar too, sings really well and can play the guitar really well. she sung one of bleach's ending themes. but sadly, taiyo no uta, the movie is only released in japan so far. i hope it'll come to sg. it looks really good, but i dont think i will have the chance to watch it.
was just blog hopping round the usual blogs and things started to answer for themselves. like who is who and what is what. i started to think about why things happened that way and how ridiculous they have turned out. turning it back would of course be difficult because it has left a mark, a scar. no matter what happens, our thoughts and feelings about these would never vanish but live in us and when we think of it once again, we feel a sense of guilt.
ah well... staying up till 3am again to watch digimon adventure. shall go do my homework. and the sound of the rain at this hour sounds really pleasant. i like the rain :)
Thursday, June 22, 2006
[torchlight]
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED. (not exactly.... just that i saw this on debby's blog)
Golden Rules:
[] Do the following WITHOUT complaint. *GRUMBLE D:*
[] Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
[] Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
[] Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
(sorry, I just think the rules are pointless. T_T)
Your 10 Favourites::
Favourite Colour -- white
Favourite Food -- dimsum (haha they are tasty!)
Favourite Song -- dont have particular one, just have lots of them.
Favourite Movie -- X-Men 3 (at the moment)
Favourite Sport -- haha i don't know! oh! oh! rollerblading!
Favourite Season -- winter :)
Favourite Day of the week -- saturday
Favourite Ice-cream Flavour -- chocolate chip (love the chips)
Favourite Book -- pendragon (black water)
9 currents::
Current mood -- jealous (because dom and en chou are watching bleach! and i'm still dling) and rather tired
Current clothes -- tshirt and shorts
Current desktop -- kenshin! from rurouni kenshin. haha damn cool lar.
Current Toe-nail colour -- natural colour. dont like to paint toe nail.
Current Time -- 1.28am!
Current Annoyance(s) --
1. doomic and enchou are watching bleach
2. my slow downloads
3. school reopening.
Current thought -- guilt.
Current boyfriend/girlfriend -- i don't have one -.-
Current book you are reading -- none actually.
8 Firsts::
First Best Friend -- marissa (in ij, still in ij)
First Crush -- erm. not gonna answer.
First Movie -- i dont know... some disney movie... maybe cinderella or snow white. haha.
First Piercing -- ears.
First Lie -- haha i think i lied to my maid. told her i drunk the soup, but actually i didnt. haha. she found out -.-
First Music -- nursery rhymes. unless my mum plays classical music when i was still a baby. bleagh?
First Handphone -- nokia 3315
Lasts::
Last Cigarette -- none. i'm underaged.
Last Drink -- green tea from gina's birthday bbq
Last Car Ride -- cab ride? from east coast park to home
Last Crush -- please dont aske me.
Last movie seen -- X-Men III: The Last Stand.
Last Phone Call -- gina. told her i was home :)
Last CD played -- ermmm cant remember. oh the corrs' borrowed heaven
Have you evers::
Have you ever dated one of your best friends -- no.
Have you ever broken the law -- yeah downloading
Have you ever been arrested -- no. what kind of question is that?
Have you ever skinny-dipped -- no. man no way.
Have you ever been on TV -- yeah in the bg. haha.
Have you ever kissed someone u didnt know -- no.
5 things you are wearing:
1. T shirt
2. shorts
3. underwear
4. the usual necklace with the ring
5. and this tired expression
4 things you've done today::
1. went to gina's birthday bbq
2. bbq-ed for a while
3. came home
4. cycled
3 Things you can hear right now::
1. my bro on his phone with his friend
2. my bro's dota game
3. let me go by 3 doors down
2 things you cant live without::
1. computer
2. sleep
Things you do when you are bored: i just stare at the monitor
people to do this quiz:
anyone who reads this.
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decided to do that quiz after reading debby's blog.
gina's bbq party today. hvnt been to ecp for a long time. so kinda miss that place. so ate and played. switching songs. yeah... haha it was quite entertaining.
i'm waiting for digimon adventures on animax. haha miss that show after i knew it was on animax, haha was so happy.
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED. (not exactly.... just that i saw this on debby's blog)
Golden Rules:
[] Do the following WITHOUT complaint. *GRUMBLE D:*
[] Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
[] Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
[] Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
(sorry, I just think the rules are pointless. T_T)
Your 10 Favourites::
Favourite Colour -- white
Favourite Food -- dimsum (haha they are tasty!)
Favourite Song -- dont have particular one, just have lots of them.
Favourite Movie -- X-Men 3 (at the moment)
Favourite Sport -- haha i don't know! oh! oh! rollerblading!
Favourite Season -- winter :)
Favourite Day of the week -- saturday
Favourite Ice-cream Flavour -- chocolate chip (love the chips)
Favourite Book -- pendragon (black water)
9 currents::
Current mood -- jealous (because dom and en chou are watching bleach! and i'm still dling) and rather tired
Current clothes -- tshirt and shorts
Current desktop -- kenshin! from rurouni kenshin. haha damn cool lar.
Current Toe-nail colour -- natural colour. dont like to paint toe nail.
Current Time -- 1.28am!
Current Annoyance(s) --
1. doomic and enchou are watching bleach
2. my slow downloads
3. school reopening.
Current thought -- guilt.
Current boyfriend/girlfriend -- i don't have one -.-
Current book you are reading -- none actually.
8 Firsts::
First Best Friend -- marissa (in ij, still in ij)
First Crush -- erm. not gonna answer.
First Movie -- i dont know... some disney movie... maybe cinderella or snow white. haha.
First Piercing -- ears.
First Lie -- haha i think i lied to my maid. told her i drunk the soup, but actually i didnt. haha. she found out -.-
First Music -- nursery rhymes. unless my mum plays classical music when i was still a baby. bleagh?
First Handphone -- nokia 3315
Lasts::
Last Cigarette -- none. i'm underaged.
Last Drink -- green tea from gina's birthday bbq
Last Car Ride -- cab ride? from east coast park to home
Last Crush -- please dont aske me.
Last movie seen -- X-Men III: The Last Stand.
Last Phone Call -- gina. told her i was home :)
Last CD played -- ermmm cant remember. oh the corrs' borrowed heaven
Have you evers::
Have you ever dated one of your best friends -- no.
Have you ever broken the law -- yeah downloading
Have you ever been arrested -- no. what kind of question is that?
Have you ever skinny-dipped -- no. man no way.
Have you ever been on TV -- yeah in the bg. haha.
Have you ever kissed someone u didnt know -- no.
5 things you are wearing:
1. T shirt
2. shorts
3. underwear
4. the usual necklace with the ring
5. and this tired expression
4 things you've done today::
1. went to gina's birthday bbq
2. bbq-ed for a while
3. came home
4. cycled
3 Things you can hear right now::
1. my bro on his phone with his friend
2. my bro's dota game
3. let me go by 3 doors down
2 things you cant live without::
1. computer
2. sleep
Things you do when you are bored: i just stare at the monitor
people to do this quiz:
anyone who reads this.
------------
decided to do that quiz after reading debby's blog.
gina's bbq party today. hvnt been to ecp for a long time. so kinda miss that place. so ate and played. switching songs. yeah... haha it was quite entertaining.
i'm waiting for digimon adventures on animax. haha miss that show after i knew it was on animax, haha was so happy.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
[famine camp]
famine camp rocked. got that photo from mag's blog because i was too lazy to scan in my id card.
17 June '06
haha started out day 1 with a disaster and everyone had to look for their family members. so my dad had to look for me, while i was out in the field (evacuation centre 3) folding cranes. i remember mag with that big tag on her that said 'I HAVE AIDS'. haha. but anyways i was found shortly after and reunited with the rest of my family. i was the youngest though. haha the rest of my family were all pre u students. felt totally out. haha. a sibling died (he/she didnt come for the camp), so we were a family of 12. we then had workshops and talks. bleagh i guess lots of people were like sleeping during the presentations but awoke when there were videos. it was rather heart-wrenching to see the poor children and the families in poverty. there was so much learnt from famine camp.
on day 2, we all had to earn money to survive, make a shelter. so there were jobs like prostitution, bean picking, crane folding, etc. haha the first job our family took up was prostitution because we could earn money quick. 5 mins = $12. haha it was rather popular i guess, but bad of course. haha so mama had aids. then papa lost his id card, so he got aids too. haha. when you have aids, you get thrashed (thrash bag put over you and you get taped up) it was quite cute. all the moral jobs like crane folding were paid less but the likely chance of being caught by the police would be none. we even got caught on day 3 at the prostitution centre. haha a few more got aids and had to pay a fine of $10. not to mention the black market, where children could be sold. haha our parents couldnt bear to sell us so we were still a happy family of 12 we so we bought tables, chairs, cardboards, rafia string and thrash bags for our shelter. we had to build out shelter out in the field, on the track. no tent so we spent lots of time building the shelter. in the end, the guys had to sleep in the shelters and the girls at the parade square. by then, i was really tired.
haha instead of sleeping, i spent the entire night folding cranes with glory and suhui despite my fatigue. haha ever since they graduated from ij, hardly ever saw them... and was kinda missing them, so we were kinda catching up. the reason why we were folding cranes was because there was this thing from songhe, a rice company. each crane folded would be equivalent to a bowl of rice, that was 100g of rice, for charity organisations. world vision was intending to fold 12 000 cranes, that would be over a thousand packets of rice for the needy. so glory, suhui and i were getting really high on folding cranes. we folded a lot in the parade square where everyone else was sleeping. haha many folded till they fell asleep so we, including stef, her friends and matilda were still awake and all with jn's friends. i guess ij girls like to stay up. from the parade square, we moved out and went over to the foyer because stef and her friends wanted to sleep already. so we realised we ran out of paper and started hunting for more. moved over to the canteen where we found the facilitators folding cranes, we decided to sette ourselves in the canteen and continued folding. the facilitators left shortly to go sleep. guess they were even more tired. we folded like over 200 cranes by 5am. and were pretty much satisfied. haha we were laughing and joking for 5 hours, without stopping. haha we looked drunk. after folding everything, glory started to arrange them as though they were an army. haha i will post some of the photos the next time. it was a fun night.
18 June '06
we could either go for the exercise or worship. i went for worship instead, but fainted. well, they did give us sugared drinks but maybe cause i didnt sleep the night before and my fatigue, i fainted. for a few seconds. it was a horrible feeling. bleagh the world was like black to me and i felt nausea eating my stomach walls. mingna (mummy) and alicia (sis) grabbed hold of me before i really fell to the ground. so they helped me to my chair and i took a little nap. felt better but extremely tired. haha thanks to them, i made it through that day without fainting a second time. haha i never fainted in my life.
by the time i awoke, the other teams were leaving for the buses to tampines to collect newspapers. yeah, we were supposed to cover block 272 - 279, but we didnt finish in time. so we collected lots of newspapers and it was kind of a happy thing. on our way back, mingna was massaging my right hand for me. haha she's kinda good at it. then darren (daddy), mingna and i were watching the people sitting at the back who were sleeping rather amusingly. haha. when we got back, we cleaned up our shelter. then i was sleeping on xiaohui's (sis) shoulder since she realised i was like swaying and swaying. so she offered. and later, we headed out to get our bags. went back to where we were and i was sleeping there. when i awoke 2 hours later, no one was around. felt lost. but fortunately, lizhen (sis) and nelly (sis) came along. yeah searched for the rest and headed to the cc for the concert.
the concert rocked!!! definition crew was there too! haha they were performed the same dance as the one at dance night but yeah it was still enjoyable. then joi chua was there too. she sung two songs and made zhiyang sing a line or two. haha yeah he was here. but he looked different from what i expected. the entire concert rocked! there were two bands performing and all. oh man, it was so totally cool.
after the concert, there was dinner. haha we had burger king. but it was difficult to have food down your throat after not eating for 30 hours. but it was still enjoyable. will upload group photo once i get it.
all in all, famine camp rocked. and i miss my papa, my mama and my 9 siblings!!!! haha. yeah miss them a little. and i've really learnt a lot from this.
whoa i spent an hour on this post. ah well.
haha love this song. and the music video rocks.
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For You I Will - Teddy Geiger
Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would
That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
famine camp rocked. got that photo from mag's blog because i was too lazy to scan in my id card.
17 June '06
haha started out day 1 with a disaster and everyone had to look for their family members. so my dad had to look for me, while i was out in the field (evacuation centre 3) folding cranes. i remember mag with that big tag on her that said 'I HAVE AIDS'. haha. but anyways i was found shortly after and reunited with the rest of my family. i was the youngest though. haha the rest of my family were all pre u students. felt totally out. haha. a sibling died (he/she didnt come for the camp), so we were a family of 12. we then had workshops and talks. bleagh i guess lots of people were like sleeping during the presentations but awoke when there were videos. it was rather heart-wrenching to see the poor children and the families in poverty. there was so much learnt from famine camp.
on day 2, we all had to earn money to survive, make a shelter. so there were jobs like prostitution, bean picking, crane folding, etc. haha the first job our family took up was prostitution because we could earn money quick. 5 mins = $12. haha it was rather popular i guess, but bad of course. haha so mama had aids. then papa lost his id card, so he got aids too. haha. when you have aids, you get thrashed (thrash bag put over you and you get taped up) it was quite cute. all the moral jobs like crane folding were paid less but the likely chance of being caught by the police would be none. we even got caught on day 3 at the prostitution centre. haha a few more got aids and had to pay a fine of $10. not to mention the black market, where children could be sold. haha our parents couldnt bear to sell us so we were still a happy family of 12 we so we bought tables, chairs, cardboards, rafia string and thrash bags for our shelter. we had to build out shelter out in the field, on the track. no tent so we spent lots of time building the shelter. in the end, the guys had to sleep in the shelters and the girls at the parade square. by then, i was really tired.
haha instead of sleeping, i spent the entire night folding cranes with glory and suhui despite my fatigue. haha ever since they graduated from ij, hardly ever saw them... and was kinda missing them, so we were kinda catching up. the reason why we were folding cranes was because there was this thing from songhe, a rice company. each crane folded would be equivalent to a bowl of rice, that was 100g of rice, for charity organisations. world vision was intending to fold 12 000 cranes, that would be over a thousand packets of rice for the needy. so glory, suhui and i were getting really high on folding cranes. we folded a lot in the parade square where everyone else was sleeping. haha many folded till they fell asleep so we, including stef, her friends and matilda were still awake and all with jn's friends. i guess ij girls like to stay up. from the parade square, we moved out and went over to the foyer because stef and her friends wanted to sleep already. so we realised we ran out of paper and started hunting for more. moved over to the canteen where we found the facilitators folding cranes, we decided to sette ourselves in the canteen and continued folding. the facilitators left shortly to go sleep. guess they were even more tired. we folded like over 200 cranes by 5am. and were pretty much satisfied. haha we were laughing and joking for 5 hours, without stopping. haha we looked drunk. after folding everything, glory started to arrange them as though they were an army. haha i will post some of the photos the next time. it was a fun night.
18 June '06
we could either go for the exercise or worship. i went for worship instead, but fainted. well, they did give us sugared drinks but maybe cause i didnt sleep the night before and my fatigue, i fainted. for a few seconds. it was a horrible feeling. bleagh the world was like black to me and i felt nausea eating my stomach walls. mingna (mummy) and alicia (sis) grabbed hold of me before i really fell to the ground. so they helped me to my chair and i took a little nap. felt better but extremely tired. haha thanks to them, i made it through that day without fainting a second time. haha i never fainted in my life.
by the time i awoke, the other teams were leaving for the buses to tampines to collect newspapers. yeah, we were supposed to cover block 272 - 279, but we didnt finish in time. so we collected lots of newspapers and it was kind of a happy thing. on our way back, mingna was massaging my right hand for me. haha she's kinda good at it. then darren (daddy), mingna and i were watching the people sitting at the back who were sleeping rather amusingly. haha. when we got back, we cleaned up our shelter. then i was sleeping on xiaohui's (sis) shoulder since she realised i was like swaying and swaying. so she offered. and later, we headed out to get our bags. went back to where we were and i was sleeping there. when i awoke 2 hours later, no one was around. felt lost. but fortunately, lizhen (sis) and nelly (sis) came along. yeah searched for the rest and headed to the cc for the concert.
the concert rocked!!! definition crew was there too! haha they were performed the same dance as the one at dance night but yeah it was still enjoyable. then joi chua was there too. she sung two songs and made zhiyang sing a line or two. haha yeah he was here. but he looked different from what i expected. the entire concert rocked! there were two bands performing and all. oh man, it was so totally cool.
after the concert, there was dinner. haha we had burger king. but it was difficult to have food down your throat after not eating for 30 hours. but it was still enjoyable. will upload group photo once i get it.
all in all, famine camp rocked. and i miss my papa, my mama and my 9 siblings!!!! haha. yeah miss them a little. and i've really learnt a lot from this.
whoa i spent an hour on this post. ah well.
haha love this song. and the music video rocks.
-----------------
For You I Will - Teddy Geiger
Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would
That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
Sunday, June 11, 2006
[shining like the sun]
wahhhhh
hee
okay... random random random. CHEESE! haha
okay... so i'm going "nuts" for no reason. bleagh... finished lu guang sen lin. it was nice nice nice. yeap...
have been playing warcraft for three nights or so and it's super exciting. haha. i get up at like 2 or 3 in the afternoon.
world cup! haha dont know much but.. just last night, germany won with 4 goals. costa rica with one goal. dont know about the 3am match though... hmmm...
nothing to blog about because i'm grounded... and haha have been wasting away on games and such. haha have i done anything productive? lets see... i finished my chem homework and done like half my physics homework... haha and guess what? its almost the third week already! man.. need to start soon.
my mum gave me a new pair of headphones! ah whee... now i hear better... haha kidding. but yeah, its new and nice. and yeah it kinda sounds better. haha.. but bring it out will be haha troublesome? haha dont know...
cant wait for famine camp! gonna be super fun!
wahhhhh
hee
okay... random random random. CHEESE! haha
okay... so i'm going "nuts" for no reason. bleagh... finished lu guang sen lin. it was nice nice nice. yeap...
have been playing warcraft for three nights or so and it's super exciting. haha. i get up at like 2 or 3 in the afternoon.
world cup! haha dont know much but.. just last night, germany won with 4 goals. costa rica with one goal. dont know about the 3am match though... hmmm...
nothing to blog about because i'm grounded... and haha have been wasting away on games and such. haha have i done anything productive? lets see... i finished my chem homework and done like half my physics homework... haha and guess what? its almost the third week already! man.. need to start soon.
my mum gave me a new pair of headphones! ah whee... now i hear better... haha kidding. but yeah, its new and nice. and yeah it kinda sounds better. haha.. but bring it out will be haha troublesome? haha dont know...
cant wait for famine camp! gonna be super fun!
Sunday, June 04, 2006
[dumdeedum]
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wahahaha. i do kinda agree with a few points.
dance night was fab, but short... well, if they made it longer, the dancers would die of exhaustion so yeah... intermission was way too long. but yeah. haha bumped into navin there! haha have no idea how come he was there, but he was. gerri, zl and i had nice seats in front because we bought the $30 tickets. right next to jaslyn, savie, smelly and clara. after dance night, clara, savie zl and i went to kap for macs! haha had DUPPER!. decided to combine supper and dinner. it was either sinner or dupper, but yeah, settled with dupper. so zl went home, savie and i sent clara home before i headed home. haha the journey home with clara was interesting. we had like two experiences with roaches. haha okay maybe the first one was a false alarm.... but the second was not. yeah... it was quite funny.
haha the entire afternoon was really fun. sentosa! no sun-tanning. dont like it. but played in the sea and in the sand. fun. haha. bleagh just cant say much because..... maybe i shouldnt. haha ah well.
fell in love with another ou xiang ju. green forest my home. lu guang sen lin. haha super nice. like the 1st episode. its super nice. so watch it on ch u, wed - fri, 7pm, if you wanted to watch. yeap yeap.
Your #1 Match: ISFJ |
The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
Your #2 Match: ISFP |
The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. |
Your #3 Match: ESFJ |
The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. |
Your #4 Match: ESFP |
The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. |
Your #5 Match: ISTJ |
The Duty Fulfiller You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done. You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings. Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you. Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy. You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer. |
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wahahaha. i do kinda agree with a few points.
dance night was fab, but short... well, if they made it longer, the dancers would die of exhaustion so yeah... intermission was way too long. but yeah. haha bumped into navin there! haha have no idea how come he was there, but he was. gerri, zl and i had nice seats in front because we bought the $30 tickets. right next to jaslyn, savie, smelly and clara. after dance night, clara, savie zl and i went to kap for macs! haha had DUPPER!. decided to combine supper and dinner. it was either sinner or dupper, but yeah, settled with dupper. so zl went home, savie and i sent clara home before i headed home. haha the journey home with clara was interesting. we had like two experiences with roaches. haha okay maybe the first one was a false alarm.... but the second was not. yeah... it was quite funny.
haha the entire afternoon was really fun. sentosa! no sun-tanning. dont like it. but played in the sea and in the sand. fun. haha. bleagh just cant say much because..... maybe i shouldnt. haha ah well.
fell in love with another ou xiang ju. green forest my home. lu guang sen lin. haha super nice. like the 1st episode. its super nice. so watch it on ch u, wed - fri, 7pm, if you wanted to watch. yeap yeap.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
[torn between this life i lead and where i stand]
whenever someone apologises to me, i feel sad. for some reason i do... i know that particular person feels guilty and all, but i just feel very irritated with myself. before someone apologises, i would be totally fine, taking it as though nothing happened. sigh.
i've been wanting to go to bed early... whenever i'm not watching anything. for some reason, things start to take a turn and remind me of what seems so unhappy, even though i didnt ask for it. i want to sleep early so that i can forget about all these. it is a fact that i can never seem to forget and it is also a fact that what i've always seen, isn't exactly what i'll see now.
if i told you how abandoned i feel now, would you believe? would you have that shocked expression printed on your face? but in fact, i do. when i look at every particular person, i will recall one bad incident. one that made me feel helpless and abandoned by that particular person.
one more lie could be the worst
and all these thoughts are never resting
and you're not something i deserve
-let me go
whenever someone apologises to me, i feel sad. for some reason i do... i know that particular person feels guilty and all, but i just feel very irritated with myself. before someone apologises, i would be totally fine, taking it as though nothing happened. sigh.
i've been wanting to go to bed early... whenever i'm not watching anything. for some reason, things start to take a turn and remind me of what seems so unhappy, even though i didnt ask for it. i want to sleep early so that i can forget about all these. it is a fact that i can never seem to forget and it is also a fact that what i've always seen, isn't exactly what i'll see now.
if i told you how abandoned i feel now, would you believe? would you have that shocked expression printed on your face? but in fact, i do. when i look at every particular person, i will recall one bad incident. one that made me feel helpless and abandoned by that particular person.
one more lie could be the worst
and all these thoughts are never resting
and you're not something i deserve
-let me go