[i'm still breathing.]

maybe i'm afraid of falling again. afraid. just afraid.

show me what it is like to be brave again..

would you wait? wait for the day i nod?

because that day will come:)

[here we go again.]



I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages

I tell everyone we are through
'Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
'Cause I break down
Every time you come around
Oh oh!

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me

You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you!
Oh oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again, 'gain

And again
(And again)
And again
(And again)
And again!

I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
Oh oh, oh oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together, you'd think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go

Here we go again
Here we go again!
Should've known better than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Again
And again
And again
And again

[give away.]

i wonder how things will all turn out. for me, for all of us.

i wonder how 2S16 will turn out. how my rocmoc friends will turn out, how bowling will turn out. and i sure hope, we'll all turn out just fine. worrying too much isnt good for anyone.

i am fed with lots of info. and sometimes, it becomes awkward. to be honest, i havent been doing so well this year. backstabbing begins, and heartbreaks start. in the end, i lost friends. there are even situations i see them in school and we dont acknowledge each other's presence.

outside of school, there were problems with friends who already graduated. ugh. why do these things have to happen now.

because of these dumb problems, that are super unnecessary, i screwed up my common tests too. and i blame myself.

i need to focus. just a few more months to As and i really want to get my distinctions. and i really hope all of us can rise together. beat last year's batch. we can all work hard together, and do well together. next year, we'll celebrate together :D

i'm scared. but after receiving my horrendous common tests results, i'm even more motivated to work harder now.

go bri, go :)

[gone.]

i hope i make the right decisions this time.

Dear God, please guide me.

[约定.]

说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑著说这是我们的考验
我们的约定

就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的
我更爱你了

就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的

你会记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
她也偷偷的掉泪了
你会记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
迎着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你了
我更爱你了

[argh.]

wasn't looking forward to today at all. dreaded it

A levels results, thats why. don't want to see them.