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"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"
i had a friend. a new friend. we've known each other for about a month and a half now.
place too much hope into it and you fall deeper. should i choose to stop hoping?
my dad said to me that everyone has motive. they're nice to you for a damn reason. is this what i should believe? i dont want to, but i can make myself believe that. even if it takes tearing down my idea of friendship, i will.
i had some things with this friend of mine. even though we decided to let everything be the same again, i guess things cant. i really hoped things could and still hope things can.
it hurts inside. it does. will this ever end? will our problems stop here?
chanced upon the quote online. i guess it's a good representation of how i feel now. gina once told me that no matter what happens, you cant take it like nothing has happened. just like being cut, you bleed and heal, leaving a scar. i've been broken so many times, been cut by my friends oh so many times. i'm still trying to survive this time.
so much has happened since the start of this year and time has passed so quickly...