[merry christmas]

merry christmas to all!

it was a bad morning for me on xmas eve. but i guess things got better once i got out of the house.

things have been happening these fews days, not only to myself, but to many other people around me. people breaking up, constant arguements that never seem to end and an unpleasant emotional rollercoaster.

i'm still feeling stressed when it's the HOLIDAYS. my boyfriend is not in town for a month, so i cant cry. it's making me extra stressed. not because i'm afraid he'll find someone else, but because i have to suppress everything. sigh sigh.

i'm not emo. but i just become temporarily emo at times when i argue with lester ONLINE. yeah wtf right? lol but no, i'm not emo.