[sick and out.]
it was the teachers' conference today... had to wear councillor's uniform and the shoes. my feet is still sore from all that walking, because eliza and i had to walk up and down suntec for like an hour. and we were walking in a big circle... when we exited, we realised and were so regretting it. BLEAGH
haha it turned out okay though. someone commented on how good the presentation was by the students. haha ij didnt present... tms and mi did. well, they presented well.. haha so met was suaning me about my phone!!! said it was to pound chili into powder... bleagh. and was comparing his SLIM razor to my 'FAT' 6680. oh gee! haha
bleagh i'm just afraid she's breaking down.... i hope she isnt... something must have happened... i really hope she's okay and all because she's getting me all worried because of what she said. ahh although she said she's okay.. i know she isnt. i can tell!!! but she isnt saying anything and i cant force her to say anything. AHHH. i really odnt know what to do...
Saturday, May 27, 2006
[confuse it for another]
the netball carnival rocked. 3eight came in 1st for cheerleading, 2nd for banner and 3rd for netball and finally, overall champion! well the hours of cheerleading practice, netball training and time spent on the banner sure did pay off.
i was having so much fun with hannah when we were doing yiqi and cj's hair. hannah spiked yiqi's hair and i made the sides and fringe look cool. as for cj, i did the fringe and hannah andi tied her hair into many many pigtails which really made her hair too cool.
cheerleading was definitely an interesting one. hannah, huda and khym did really well with the mission impossible part. and the run for cover part was a masterpiece.
watch X-MEN III : THE LAST STAND today. it totally rocked. angel was really cool! his wings are super cool. and although jean grey turned into phoenix, well i still kinda like her, despite the stuff she did. many people died and some lost their powers. there were disadvantages and advantages to their loss of powers but yeah. hope they have X-MEN 4 with something as interesting or better.
brought jac to the sinseh today. follow-up today and gotta go with her on monday too. she sprained her ankle at the netball carnival and has been cursing maple ever since for deliberately stepping on her foot with so much force and causing her to trip. maple hurt clara's fingers and although the netball carnival was 3 days ago, clara's finger is still just as swollen. she dislocated her finger... savie was pissed off with maple because she accused savie of touching her and then all that contact crap. sheesh, she really does need to get a life. i really wonder if she really did hurt jac and clara on purpose. well i think she is.
the founders' day mass was all i can say, hot. the sun was scorching over our heads, and now my scalp is probably burnt. it's all red now and i swear it was white when i left for school this morning. hello! we were peacefully sitting in the bball court when the sun decided to talk a walk. and not to mention the three sec 1s in front of us that seriously were making so much nonsense especially during mass! they tore the hymn sheets and foldered them into paper planes and boxes. they picked up those stuff from the running track that ended up on the court into those boxes and were pushing each other. when we were all supposed to join hands and sing the our father, they were hooking pinky fingers. may i know if thats even okay? i doubt so... christine then said they seriously needed to spend another year in primary school. thats not the worst. they're catholics! oh gee... what is this?
its like 1am and i'm seriously gonna die of exhaustion if i dont konk out sooner or later... so yeah ciao!
the netball carnival rocked. 3eight came in 1st for cheerleading, 2nd for banner and 3rd for netball and finally, overall champion! well the hours of cheerleading practice, netball training and time spent on the banner sure did pay off.
i was having so much fun with hannah when we were doing yiqi and cj's hair. hannah spiked yiqi's hair and i made the sides and fringe look cool. as for cj, i did the fringe and hannah andi tied her hair into many many pigtails which really made her hair too cool.
cheerleading was definitely an interesting one. hannah, huda and khym did really well with the mission impossible part. and the run for cover part was a masterpiece.
watch X-MEN III : THE LAST STAND today. it totally rocked. angel was really cool! his wings are super cool. and although jean grey turned into phoenix, well i still kinda like her, despite the stuff she did. many people died and some lost their powers. there were disadvantages and advantages to their loss of powers but yeah. hope they have X-MEN 4 with something as interesting or better.
brought jac to the sinseh today. follow-up today and gotta go with her on monday too. she sprained her ankle at the netball carnival and has been cursing maple ever since for deliberately stepping on her foot with so much force and causing her to trip. maple hurt clara's fingers and although the netball carnival was 3 days ago, clara's finger is still just as swollen. she dislocated her finger... savie was pissed off with maple because she accused savie of touching her and then all that contact crap. sheesh, she really does need to get a life. i really wonder if she really did hurt jac and clara on purpose. well i think she is.
the founders' day mass was all i can say, hot. the sun was scorching over our heads, and now my scalp is probably burnt. it's all red now and i swear it was white when i left for school this morning. hello! we were peacefully sitting in the bball court when the sun decided to talk a walk. and not to mention the three sec 1s in front of us that seriously were making so much nonsense especially during mass! they tore the hymn sheets and foldered them into paper planes and boxes. they picked up those stuff from the running track that ended up on the court into those boxes and were pushing each other. when we were all supposed to join hands and sing the our father, they were hooking pinky fingers. may i know if thats even okay? i doubt so... christine then said they seriously needed to spend another year in primary school. thats not the worst. they're catholics! oh gee... what is this?
its like 1am and i'm seriously gonna die of exhaustion if i dont konk out sooner or later... so yeah ciao!
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
[just a note.]
hey mag... hmmm i've been wanting to talk to you about it, but i know when i start to talk about it, you'll ask me to stop so yeah... i knew you wouldnt like it, so i just dont tell you about it. i'm not angry with you for not wanting to listen or anything but yeah, when you really want to listen, then i will tell. i know you're concerned, but actually none of you really want to listen even i told you. yeah you'll probably say you all actually want to listen and all, but the fact is, yall never did, so the need to tell yall just slowly fades away with time. and i'm not angry although yall dont wanna listen and stuff.
yeah i'll be writing on your blog soon, but i gtg sleep... gotta wake up at 5+ tomorrow. yeah.. bye
hey mag... hmmm i've been wanting to talk to you about it, but i know when i start to talk about it, you'll ask me to stop so yeah... i knew you wouldnt like it, so i just dont tell you about it. i'm not angry with you for not wanting to listen or anything but yeah, when you really want to listen, then i will tell. i know you're concerned, but actually none of you really want to listen even i told you. yeah you'll probably say you all actually want to listen and all, but the fact is, yall never did, so the need to tell yall just slowly fades away with time. and i'm not angry although yall dont wanna listen and stuff.
yeah i'll be writing on your blog soon, but i gtg sleep... gotta wake up at 5+ tomorrow. yeah.. bye
HELLO BRIANA!
I JUST FELT LIKE INVADING YOUR BLOG FOR A WHILE.
DON'T GET TO ANGRY OVER IT OKAY?
ANYWAY, YOU ARE GIVEN FULL PERMISSION TO POST ON MY BLOG TOO!
I AM SO BORED.
AND SO ARE YOU!
ANYWAY, THOUGH I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR TROUBLES ARE, OR WHAT YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT NOW, DON'T GET TOO STRESSED OVER IT OKAY??
AND WHEN YOU FINALLY FEEL LIKE TELLING ME, YOU CAN.
ANYWAY, YES, AS YOU HAVE SAID EARLIER, I SHOULD BE SLEEPING NOW.
SO GOOD NIGHT THEN!
MAGDALENE
I JUST FELT LIKE INVADING YOUR BLOG FOR A WHILE.
DON'T GET TO ANGRY OVER IT OKAY?
ANYWAY, YOU ARE GIVEN FULL PERMISSION TO POST ON MY BLOG TOO!
I AM SO BORED.
AND SO ARE YOU!
ANYWAY, THOUGH I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR TROUBLES ARE, OR WHAT YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT NOW, DON'T GET TOO STRESSED OVER IT OKAY??
AND WHEN YOU FINALLY FEEL LIKE TELLING ME, YOU CAN.
ANYWAY, YES, AS YOU HAVE SAID EARLIER, I SHOULD BE SLEEPING NOW.
SO GOOD NIGHT THEN!
MAGDALENE
Monday, May 22, 2006
[negligence]
msn messenger is functioning well once again. hmmm it just didnt before. there was some problem with the sounds and all, esp the nudges and whenever someone sends a message.
was just thinking about what had happened since the start of this year. everything that happened. randomly of course. felt so angry after that. ironic isn't it? sometimes you would actually think that reminiscing is a way to recall happy memories, to cheer yourself up or something like that. yeah i felt angry after that. before i felt angry, i was feeling slightly better, then suddenly, ARGH. strange strange strange.
i like to sleep. dont really have the chance of sleeping for like hours and hours, because of the time constraint and on weekends, my mum wouldnt allow me to sleep through the afternoon, although i seriously need it to make up for the loss of sleep and trying to forget about the unhappy things that happened before my sleep.
i was just telling chrystal on thursday how unhealthy i look because we were in the dance studio and you know how huge mirrors are... so i see myself and just told her that. gee....
i wished i was still 3 years old or something. because i want to not know anything. easily forget the unhappy things and of course no need to worry about everything.
msn messenger is functioning well once again. hmmm it just didnt before. there was some problem with the sounds and all, esp the nudges and whenever someone sends a message.
was just thinking about what had happened since the start of this year. everything that happened. randomly of course. felt so angry after that. ironic isn't it? sometimes you would actually think that reminiscing is a way to recall happy memories, to cheer yourself up or something like that. yeah i felt angry after that. before i felt angry, i was feeling slightly better, then suddenly, ARGH. strange strange strange.
i like to sleep. dont really have the chance of sleeping for like hours and hours, because of the time constraint and on weekends, my mum wouldnt allow me to sleep through the afternoon, although i seriously need it to make up for the loss of sleep and trying to forget about the unhappy things that happened before my sleep.
i was just telling chrystal on thursday how unhealthy i look because we were in the dance studio and you know how huge mirrors are... so i see myself and just told her that. gee....
i wished i was still 3 years old or something. because i want to not know anything. easily forget the unhappy things and of course no need to worry about everything.
Saturday, May 20, 2006
[your love was like an incomplete sentence.]
it was pretty much an enjoyable day.
was running around in the morning. went to ymca(stevens road) to hand the famine camp forms to brenda before rushing back to tp just to meet celine, who was 15 mins late. we headed down to the mi carnival and spent a whole 3 hours there. yeah i won a fish. haha it's small but i have got no food to feed it, its not even eating the bread skin i've given it! i hope it'll survive. the carnival was pretty much a success from the sound of it. the school was packed and yeah it was pretty fun walking around and stuff. dont know when it'll be the next time i'll see them so yeah...
after the carnival, seline and i rushed back to tp, to get ready to go out again to the bwl convention at the singapore indoor stadium. yeah it was really fun there. well, besides announcing the million dollars achievers and all. well, we were split up. capri, cheryl, zheng ying and li juin sat at one end, while celine, celine's 2 sisters (chloe and chomel) and me were sitting at the other end. then celine's dad managed to get us down to the 1st storey, somewhere near the vip area and the stage. then, celine and i switched places with her parents, and ended up sitting in the vip area. basically, we moved right up front, 5th or 6th row from the front. there were performances by taufik batisah, billy wang and 5566. haha taufik's performance was pretty okay.. didnt see much because we were sitting in the area near the vip area. we only moved up when they were announcing the million dollar achievers. so came billy wang and his totally weird hairdo (we didn't like it) and haha the 5566 performance was rocking. haha the audience was given noisemakers and celine and i had 3 in total. so we were waving them in the air and making noise out of them (serving its purpose). yeah... we only sang along in one song which we both knew. and it was quite embarrrassing. because the vip area was split into 3. we were in the far right, where the million dollar achievers were sitting. so in the particular area, only celine and my arms were swaying from left to right. celine kept insisting 5566 saw us, but heck. and it was really a fortunate situation. we were sitting somewhere so close to the stage and all, so we had a better view. haha we all went mad. and mag is so gonna be jealous because i saw shaowei (erqi). whee. haha joking. but she was jealous when she knew i was going for this. HAHA. it was really fun. took lots of photos and videos. yeah... it's pretty cool how someone can earn 23 million dollars for the company in a year. celine and i were like 'i want the money =|' and that person who earned 23 million dollars in a year for the company is a female! haha no more women cant work crap.
well, i'm kinda blog hopping and decided to pay a visit to dom and gina's blog. they blogged about the carnival and stuff, and kinda glad they had fun. yeah, i guess thats the most important. haha hope the upcoming netball carnival this wednesday will be fun.
ai qing mo fa shi ep 1-10 out already. but its $29. argh.
i'm taking this last chance. this may just help me make a decision to give it up or not. but things kinda tell me 'you have to give up' and stuff like that. yeah, i'm feeling negative now, not good at all. i'm still trying to think positive, think think think positive. but there's something on the back of my mind that tells me 'whoa, no way will you ever survive in such a sticky situation'. sheesh, i seriously need intense brainwashing. i need to forget that 'thing' bugging me. but i'm going to take this last chance.
replies to tags:
anonymous - thanks for that. there are just some things difficult to accept all at once and when they start, it'll take a long time for it to stop. well, not sure if you knew what had happened, but thanks for it anyway... btw, do i know you? i probably do... who are you?
matilda - erm... they're not fickle. and erqi sacrificed so much, it's his part. yi xiang qing yuan. xiaobei didnt beg him or anything. just because erqi sacrificed his life for her, does that mean she has to marry him? if so, she's marrying him just to repay her so called debts, not because she loves him or anything. and she went along with erqi because she thought she had fallen for him. and up to that moment, she never was in a relationship, so how could she be so sure? it's not fickle. yasi isn't fickle. yasi is with qingkong because its as if qingkong cant live without him. and he did make promises when he loved qingkong. then qingkong suddenly decides to leave for her selfish reasons. yasi went through a lot until he met xiaobei three years later. he suffered and xiaobei helped him out of it. qingkong cant be so selfish to do as she wishes you know? its not as if yasi is a puppet or anything. he cant control his feelings and navigate them as and where qingkong wants it. it's really qingkong's fault to begin with. it's not that they're fickle. and xiaobei met yasi first!!!
xinmin - haha okay... i will when i have the time... it'll be really hectic for me for the rest of the year.. sorry...
it was pretty much an enjoyable day.
was running around in the morning. went to ymca(stevens road) to hand the famine camp forms to brenda before rushing back to tp just to meet celine, who was 15 mins late. we headed down to the mi carnival and spent a whole 3 hours there. yeah i won a fish. haha it's small but i have got no food to feed it, its not even eating the bread skin i've given it! i hope it'll survive. the carnival was pretty much a success from the sound of it. the school was packed and yeah it was pretty fun walking around and stuff. dont know when it'll be the next time i'll see them so yeah...
after the carnival, seline and i rushed back to tp, to get ready to go out again to the bwl convention at the singapore indoor stadium. yeah it was really fun there. well, besides announcing the million dollars achievers and all. well, we were split up. capri, cheryl, zheng ying and li juin sat at one end, while celine, celine's 2 sisters (chloe and chomel) and me were sitting at the other end. then celine's dad managed to get us down to the 1st storey, somewhere near the vip area and the stage. then, celine and i switched places with her parents, and ended up sitting in the vip area. basically, we moved right up front, 5th or 6th row from the front. there were performances by taufik batisah, billy wang and 5566. haha taufik's performance was pretty okay.. didnt see much because we were sitting in the area near the vip area. we only moved up when they were announcing the million dollar achievers. so came billy wang and his totally weird hairdo (we didn't like it) and haha the 5566 performance was rocking. haha the audience was given noisemakers and celine and i had 3 in total. so we were waving them in the air and making noise out of them (serving its purpose). yeah... we only sang along in one song which we both knew. and it was quite embarrrassing. because the vip area was split into 3. we were in the far right, where the million dollar achievers were sitting. so in the particular area, only celine and my arms were swaying from left to right. celine kept insisting 5566 saw us, but heck. and it was really a fortunate situation. we were sitting somewhere so close to the stage and all, so we had a better view. haha we all went mad. and mag is so gonna be jealous because i saw shaowei (erqi). whee. haha joking. but she was jealous when she knew i was going for this. HAHA. it was really fun. took lots of photos and videos. yeah... it's pretty cool how someone can earn 23 million dollars for the company in a year. celine and i were like 'i want the money =|' and that person who earned 23 million dollars in a year for the company is a female! haha no more women cant work crap.
well, i'm kinda blog hopping and decided to pay a visit to dom and gina's blog. they blogged about the carnival and stuff, and kinda glad they had fun. yeah, i guess thats the most important. haha hope the upcoming netball carnival this wednesday will be fun.
ai qing mo fa shi ep 1-10 out already. but its $29. argh.
i'm taking this last chance. this may just help me make a decision to give it up or not. but things kinda tell me 'you have to give up' and stuff like that. yeah, i'm feeling negative now, not good at all. i'm still trying to think positive, think think think positive. but there's something on the back of my mind that tells me 'whoa, no way will you ever survive in such a sticky situation'. sheesh, i seriously need intense brainwashing. i need to forget that 'thing' bugging me. but i'm going to take this last chance.
replies to tags:
anonymous - thanks for that. there are just some things difficult to accept all at once and when they start, it'll take a long time for it to stop. well, not sure if you knew what had happened, but thanks for it anyway... btw, do i know you? i probably do... who are you?
matilda - erm... they're not fickle. and erqi sacrificed so much, it's his part. yi xiang qing yuan. xiaobei didnt beg him or anything. just because erqi sacrificed his life for her, does that mean she has to marry him? if so, she's marrying him just to repay her so called debts, not because she loves him or anything. and she went along with erqi because she thought she had fallen for him. and up to that moment, she never was in a relationship, so how could she be so sure? it's not fickle. yasi isn't fickle. yasi is with qingkong because its as if qingkong cant live without him. and he did make promises when he loved qingkong. then qingkong suddenly decides to leave for her selfish reasons. yasi went through a lot until he met xiaobei three years later. he suffered and xiaobei helped him out of it. qingkong cant be so selfish to do as she wishes you know? its not as if yasi is a puppet or anything. he cant control his feelings and navigate them as and where qingkong wants it. it's really qingkong's fault to begin with. it's not that they're fickle. and xiaobei met yasi first!!!
xinmin - haha okay... i will when i have the time... it'll be really hectic for me for the rest of the year.. sorry...
Friday, May 19, 2006
[dull ranbow]
i'm feeling down because someone is feeling down. sigh... sometimes, i think it might just be my fault when things like these happen.
was supposed to be all happy and stuff since i came home. then when i noticed something, i just got so pissed off i'm isolating myself just in case i scream at someone...
i've been weird for the past two days. so much for trying to hide everything huh? when i do so so so badly for my exam, i start to get all moody, then nuts later... either i'm emotionless or something seriously is wrong with me.
there is something i want to try, but afraid of what might happen later. i'm seriously stuck with what to do next?
when i see them so unhappy now, i seriously don't know what to do to make them feel better. 'are you okay?' was the best i could do... i couldnt ask them what happen, or why they're feeling so down and all. what can i do? i feel like a total failure now. not being able to help my friends, neither can i do well academically. i really wonder what is in for me in future? i rather die then lead a worthless life. a life with no direction and constantly failing. sometimes, it just isn't fair. you could be working so hard for something and it just vanishes in a moment. i given up my dream,, because i know i'm just getting further and further away from it. and when i make an attempt to take a step closer, i realise i will never ever make it. i'll just keep drifting away from it.
i miss the past now. wouldnt it be nice if time could be reversed. yeah so many yearned for that to happen. was reading theresa's blog when i started to learn about bipolar disorder. i might just be suffering from it now... sigh.
i know i've been through it before. it was a tough and horrible experience... i dont want the same to happen to someone else... but why is it that i am unable to help her? to think of a solution for her? this problem stuck with me for about 6 months. it has made me such a depressed person. i was constantly thinking about suicide and although i seldom do anymore, my relationship with my family has been so strained i seriously dont know what to do to fill up the gaps.
i suck as a student, as a friend, as a daughter, as a sister, and worse of all, an ij girl. i think my talent is just failing in everything, doing badly, jeopardizing everyhting and being a jinx. sheesh....
sigh... i just hope i can feel better after some time.
i'm feeling down because someone is feeling down. sigh... sometimes, i think it might just be my fault when things like these happen.
was supposed to be all happy and stuff since i came home. then when i noticed something, i just got so pissed off i'm isolating myself just in case i scream at someone...
i've been weird for the past two days. so much for trying to hide everything huh? when i do so so so badly for my exam, i start to get all moody, then nuts later... either i'm emotionless or something seriously is wrong with me.
there is something i want to try, but afraid of what might happen later. i'm seriously stuck with what to do next?
when i see them so unhappy now, i seriously don't know what to do to make them feel better. 'are you okay?' was the best i could do... i couldnt ask them what happen, or why they're feeling so down and all. what can i do? i feel like a total failure now. not being able to help my friends, neither can i do well academically. i really wonder what is in for me in future? i rather die then lead a worthless life. a life with no direction and constantly failing. sometimes, it just isn't fair. you could be working so hard for something and it just vanishes in a moment. i given up my dream,, because i know i'm just getting further and further away from it. and when i make an attempt to take a step closer, i realise i will never ever make it. i'll just keep drifting away from it.
i miss the past now. wouldnt it be nice if time could be reversed. yeah so many yearned for that to happen. was reading theresa's blog when i started to learn about bipolar disorder. i might just be suffering from it now... sigh.
i know i've been through it before. it was a tough and horrible experience... i dont want the same to happen to someone else... but why is it that i am unable to help her? to think of a solution for her? this problem stuck with me for about 6 months. it has made me such a depressed person. i was constantly thinking about suicide and although i seldom do anymore, my relationship with my family has been so strained i seriously dont know what to do to fill up the gaps.
i suck as a student, as a friend, as a daughter, as a sister, and worse of all, an ij girl. i think my talent is just failing in everything, doing badly, jeopardizing everyhting and being a jinx. sheesh....
sigh... i just hope i can feel better after some time.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
[cheaper by the dozen 2]
reading debby's blog makes me wanna blog. haha weird right? yeah i know... haha
anyway... i've been really sleeping today. was supposed to have class discussion over the upcoming netball carnival next week, but fell asleep so not so clear about the details... then during recess...
oh and during recess, it just occured to me... it was debby's birthday last thursday!!! how could i have forgotten. ah. i'm so stupid i forgot. haha
oh. jac sent me a photo of her dog taking a nap and its really cute. it ended up as wallpaper on my phone and my display picture. haha but it doesnt like me at all... the last time i went to jac's place, it liked to look at me, and bark non-stop. haiyah. biased.
watched cheaper by the dozen 2 earlier. i borrowed it from jac and it's good. haha it's so darn funny that made me rewind it over just to have a good laugh all over again. yeah and one of the kids sarah had this innocent crush on the rival's kid, elliot. haha so the both of them went to the movies together and their fathers, who were rivals ended up spying on them. haha it was hilarious but i think sarah and elliot were really cute. all in all, it was a good movie. and i'm gonna watch sky high now. just feeling the urge to watch disney movies... haha i watched agent cody banks last night, haha although i watched that movie a million times, i never seem to get sick of it. haha.
papers returned tomorrow and i'm so not looking forward to it. i am prepared to receive a disgusting piece of work, done by me. wow! haha
was just looking at the stuff on my table and came across the christmas card debby made for me last year. it's stuck on my table lamp. haha so it kinda reminded me of how she urged me to stay away from ahem. haha i miss her a lot. it's been 5 months since she graduated and yeah... i miss the rest of the brudders too. denise is busy working... not sure about the rest but i guess they're just as busy too...
haha you'll think i'm mad or something. since i put the episode 15 preview on my blog. haha if you haven't seen it, refresh and dont click on the navigations. wait for this video to pop out and yeah. you can choose not to watch it of course.
after reading gina's blog... i was reminded of the me 2-3 months back. yeah... it was a headache. yeah it brings joy, yet misery at the same time. it's so troublesome it can make you so moody for a week or even more. sigh.
reading debby's blog makes me wanna blog. haha weird right? yeah i know... haha
anyway... i've been really sleeping today. was supposed to have class discussion over the upcoming netball carnival next week, but fell asleep so not so clear about the details... then during recess...
oh and during recess, it just occured to me... it was debby's birthday last thursday!!! how could i have forgotten. ah. i'm so stupid i forgot. haha
oh. jac sent me a photo of her dog taking a nap and its really cute. it ended up as wallpaper on my phone and my display picture. haha but it doesnt like me at all... the last time i went to jac's place, it liked to look at me, and bark non-stop. haiyah. biased.
watched cheaper by the dozen 2 earlier. i borrowed it from jac and it's good. haha it's so darn funny that made me rewind it over just to have a good laugh all over again. yeah and one of the kids sarah had this innocent crush on the rival's kid, elliot. haha so the both of them went to the movies together and their fathers, who were rivals ended up spying on them. haha it was hilarious but i think sarah and elliot were really cute. all in all, it was a good movie. and i'm gonna watch sky high now. just feeling the urge to watch disney movies... haha i watched agent cody banks last night, haha although i watched that movie a million times, i never seem to get sick of it. haha.
papers returned tomorrow and i'm so not looking forward to it. i am prepared to receive a disgusting piece of work, done by me. wow! haha
was just looking at the stuff on my table and came across the christmas card debby made for me last year. it's stuck on my table lamp. haha so it kinda reminded me of how she urged me to stay away from ahem. haha i miss her a lot. it's been 5 months since she graduated and yeah... i miss the rest of the brudders too. denise is busy working... not sure about the rest but i guess they're just as busy too...
haha you'll think i'm mad or something. since i put the episode 15 preview on my blog. haha if you haven't seen it, refresh and dont click on the navigations. wait for this video to pop out and yeah. you can choose not to watch it of course.
after reading gina's blog... i was reminded of the me 2-3 months back. yeah... it was a headache. yeah it brings joy, yet misery at the same time. it's so troublesome it can make you so moody for a week or even more. sigh.
Monday, May 15, 2006
[chalet]
the chalet was great. it was fun. although it was kind of a failure due to the rather inadequate number of people turning up, i had a great time.
the first day was just the bbq. the charcoal was low quality. haha, poor zong got cheated of her money... so we had to use the electric bbq pit jaslyn brought to cook the satay and the otah. we watched movies the moment we came in. so we pretty much wasted a lot of electricity. i was helping angie set up her xbox. just to play music. the funny thing was, we could neither hear nor see anything even after plugging in the right cables into the right ports. so we called the technician. he couldnt do anything either so we had to find a way out. i used the amplifier instead. well, there was sound, but no video. so no image. we had to play by ear, depending on our instincts and memory to play music. so angie and i were just sitting at the tv playing music and writing notes for everyone.
the first night was an interesting one. after dinner, jac, huda, savie, and many other people were cleaning up the place. well, the kitchen was really bad, with the black footprints around. so had to mop. but no detergent, so we only used water. was mopping the floor and washing the floor mats and cloth used to clean the place up. yeah limited sources. we had to use the soap in the bathroom to wash the stains off the cloth. it did work anyway. then we finally cleaned the place up. after that, we just packed the food properly and all. khym, savie, melissa and jaslyn fell asleep upstairs, while hannah, huda, jac and i decided to cook all the food for breakfast, so that they didnt have to get up at 12am to cook the food. they worked really hard so yeah.
huda, hannah, jac, cj ad i sat outside the chalet bbq-ing all the beef, chicken and satay. it took us about 3 hours and we cleaned up soon after. we took a shower and joined the rest who were watching munich. fell asleep on the floor watching coach carter and yeah they said i snored! must be too tired.
the second day was the best day ever. i was the laziest one who kept getting up, and then going back to sleep, then getting up, and going back to sleep, in the morning! yeah so when i got up for the last time, we watched the part of passion of the christ where jesus was crucified. so then we headed to the arcade. played the games there and played pool. then we bowled and played even more pool. at around 5pm, huda, ena, cj, bet, bonnie, zong and i headed to the swimming pool. ena, cj and i jumped in first. we spent so much time persuading huda to join us. then betina.... but she didnt want to in the end. we went into the jacuzzi which had disgusting water because we found hair in the water. gross. so we headed back. took a shower and had some dinner. it was jaslyn's mother's birthday so her family was there too. i was a pig. again. was sleeping in the room because my arm ached for no reason. the pain was eating into my bones like how it was in pennsylvania, when my arm was frozen. then woke up to play wacko, but we took a photo with jaslyn's mom and all before doing so. haha had water bomb fight and right after that, we found a place near the reception where we sat and just talked. headed back to bathe and watched new york minute.
the 2nd night was really fun. slept in the room with hannah, bonnie, ena, zong and betina. we were chatting and laughing so loudly we were afraid someone might hear us because savie, melissa, khym and jaslyn were already sleeping next door and jac, huda and cj were also sleeping downstairs. but we ended up talking about everything and laughing non-stop. we all fell asleep at around 3.30am. hannah said i was snoring and everyone heard it. ahhh she even recorded it and made me listen to it!!! haha i listened for like a second and just stoppe dthe entire thing. oh man. HAHA!
this morning, i was lazing again. apparently, i was the last person to wake up on both mornings. haiyah i woke up and went back to sleep. i thinhk hannah had to wake me up like 2-3 times. i still went back to sleep. then it was zong, ena and betina who finally woke me up and yeah. fortunately, i only had my towel hung on the railing and yeah. i had time to wash up and pack my towel. so someone came in to check that everyhting was alright and we left. headed to bishan for lunch. then, deborah, hannah, savie and i headed to jac's place. we watched survivor and went mad over aras, who won the million dollars. yeah... deborah left and i fell asleep watching the survivor reunion. when i awoke, savie, hannah and jac were just about to start on 'walk the line'. kinda went back to sleep and woke up again, changed the movie to oliver twist and yeah we stopped watching after 10min. read magazines and borrowed dvds. fell asleep reading the magazines. whoa i seriously lost count of how many times i fell asleep. but yeah..... when i awoke, savie was still sleeping and hannah and jac were just done reading. went home after that.
seriously didnt wanna come home. was having so much fun and all. but not the entire class was there to have fun. probably 1/3 only... we had so much space left at night. the bungalow was big enough for the entire class. but i cant believe i snored. well, i know i do sometimes but i thought i wouldnt be snoring at the chalet because i'm not really like used to living there, even for the first night. but i did, and hannah said everyone was laughing when they heard me snore. because there was this sudden silence except for my snore, so everyone laughed. i didnt hear anything. it was still amusing to hear though.
aqmfs ep 14 was such a disappointment man. was looking so forward to it after i came home, but it was kinda sucky. yasi was so stupid please.... because qingkong was in an accident, and he was on his way to meet xiaobei to tell her how he felt and all, he decided to turn back. she wasnt even seriously injured! and xiao bei said if he didnt turn up in 30 mins, she would leave. she didnt. she waited an hour, just for him. then that stupid fernando was urging erqi to go chase xiaobei back, and he did. he got there before yasi and by the time yasi got there, it was all too late. xiaobei agreed to erqi's proposal. sucky isnt it? argh. but was kinda happy when i watched the preview of episode 15. ahh i cant wait till next monday when whoever uploads the episode onto youtube, it'll be so exciting!!!!! the look on erqi's face was angry when he saw yasi and xiaobei in the phone booth. well, hurray for xiao bei and yasi, but i'll kinda pity erqi.... if you wanna know what happened, this is the link:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=pCyyYhCt_OQ&search=aqmfs%20ep15
cannot wait for episode 15. no. i cant wait for the entire series to be out in sg. it's taking forever. one episode per week is seriously torturous.
maybe it was the show that made me feel so irritated. for some reason, i was getting so annoyed with almost everything. ugh. i hate it.
the chalet was great. it was fun. although it was kind of a failure due to the rather inadequate number of people turning up, i had a great time.
the first day was just the bbq. the charcoal was low quality. haha, poor zong got cheated of her money... so we had to use the electric bbq pit jaslyn brought to cook the satay and the otah. we watched movies the moment we came in. so we pretty much wasted a lot of electricity. i was helping angie set up her xbox. just to play music. the funny thing was, we could neither hear nor see anything even after plugging in the right cables into the right ports. so we called the technician. he couldnt do anything either so we had to find a way out. i used the amplifier instead. well, there was sound, but no video. so no image. we had to play by ear, depending on our instincts and memory to play music. so angie and i were just sitting at the tv playing music and writing notes for everyone.
the first night was an interesting one. after dinner, jac, huda, savie, and many other people were cleaning up the place. well, the kitchen was really bad, with the black footprints around. so had to mop. but no detergent, so we only used water. was mopping the floor and washing the floor mats and cloth used to clean the place up. yeah limited sources. we had to use the soap in the bathroom to wash the stains off the cloth. it did work anyway. then we finally cleaned the place up. after that, we just packed the food properly and all. khym, savie, melissa and jaslyn fell asleep upstairs, while hannah, huda, jac and i decided to cook all the food for breakfast, so that they didnt have to get up at 12am to cook the food. they worked really hard so yeah.
huda, hannah, jac, cj ad i sat outside the chalet bbq-ing all the beef, chicken and satay. it took us about 3 hours and we cleaned up soon after. we took a shower and joined the rest who were watching munich. fell asleep on the floor watching coach carter and yeah they said i snored! must be too tired.
the second day was the best day ever. i was the laziest one who kept getting up, and then going back to sleep, then getting up, and going back to sleep, in the morning! yeah so when i got up for the last time, we watched the part of passion of the christ where jesus was crucified. so then we headed to the arcade. played the games there and played pool. then we bowled and played even more pool. at around 5pm, huda, ena, cj, bet, bonnie, zong and i headed to the swimming pool. ena, cj and i jumped in first. we spent so much time persuading huda to join us. then betina.... but she didnt want to in the end. we went into the jacuzzi which had disgusting water because we found hair in the water. gross. so we headed back. took a shower and had some dinner. it was jaslyn's mother's birthday so her family was there too. i was a pig. again. was sleeping in the room because my arm ached for no reason. the pain was eating into my bones like how it was in pennsylvania, when my arm was frozen. then woke up to play wacko, but we took a photo with jaslyn's mom and all before doing so. haha had water bomb fight and right after that, we found a place near the reception where we sat and just talked. headed back to bathe and watched new york minute.
the 2nd night was really fun. slept in the room with hannah, bonnie, ena, zong and betina. we were chatting and laughing so loudly we were afraid someone might hear us because savie, melissa, khym and jaslyn were already sleeping next door and jac, huda and cj were also sleeping downstairs. but we ended up talking about everything and laughing non-stop. we all fell asleep at around 3.30am. hannah said i was snoring and everyone heard it. ahhh she even recorded it and made me listen to it!!! haha i listened for like a second and just stoppe dthe entire thing. oh man. HAHA!
this morning, i was lazing again. apparently, i was the last person to wake up on both mornings. haiyah i woke up and went back to sleep. i thinhk hannah had to wake me up like 2-3 times. i still went back to sleep. then it was zong, ena and betina who finally woke me up and yeah. fortunately, i only had my towel hung on the railing and yeah. i had time to wash up and pack my towel. so someone came in to check that everyhting was alright and we left. headed to bishan for lunch. then, deborah, hannah, savie and i headed to jac's place. we watched survivor and went mad over aras, who won the million dollars. yeah... deborah left and i fell asleep watching the survivor reunion. when i awoke, savie, hannah and jac were just about to start on 'walk the line'. kinda went back to sleep and woke up again, changed the movie to oliver twist and yeah we stopped watching after 10min. read magazines and borrowed dvds. fell asleep reading the magazines. whoa i seriously lost count of how many times i fell asleep. but yeah..... when i awoke, savie was still sleeping and hannah and jac were just done reading. went home after that.
seriously didnt wanna come home. was having so much fun and all. but not the entire class was there to have fun. probably 1/3 only... we had so much space left at night. the bungalow was big enough for the entire class. but i cant believe i snored. well, i know i do sometimes but i thought i wouldnt be snoring at the chalet because i'm not really like used to living there, even for the first night. but i did, and hannah said everyone was laughing when they heard me snore. because there was this sudden silence except for my snore, so everyone laughed. i didnt hear anything. it was still amusing to hear though.
aqmfs ep 14 was such a disappointment man. was looking so forward to it after i came home, but it was kinda sucky. yasi was so stupid please.... because qingkong was in an accident, and he was on his way to meet xiaobei to tell her how he felt and all, he decided to turn back. she wasnt even seriously injured! and xiao bei said if he didnt turn up in 30 mins, she would leave. she didnt. she waited an hour, just for him. then that stupid fernando was urging erqi to go chase xiaobei back, and he did. he got there before yasi and by the time yasi got there, it was all too late. xiaobei agreed to erqi's proposal. sucky isnt it? argh. but was kinda happy when i watched the preview of episode 15. ahh i cant wait till next monday when whoever uploads the episode onto youtube, it'll be so exciting!!!!! the look on erqi's face was angry when he saw yasi and xiaobei in the phone booth. well, hurray for xiao bei and yasi, but i'll kinda pity erqi.... if you wanna know what happened, this is the link:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=pCyyYhCt_OQ&search=aqmfs%20ep15
cannot wait for episode 15. no. i cant wait for the entire series to be out in sg. it's taking forever. one episode per week is seriously torturous.
maybe it was the show that made me feel so irritated. for some reason, i was getting so annoyed with almost everything. ugh. i hate it.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
[-]
i always want to tell my mum something. something troubling me. but i dare not. i dont know why, but we always seem to argue.
i would only remember one incident that led to the current situation. i don't want to talk about it here, but at that time, i only know my mum refused to give her support in what i was doing. something that was very very important to me. i'm tired of all that arguing for the past few years. it was something that put me down and in a very difficult position. i wouldnt have said this to anyone, i never did, until now. and when i think about it, i just start to cry.
you may think i'm being so weird and all
but what you said, just stopped me in my tracks.
you wouldn't be able to tell how lousy i feel right now
it isn't a gift, but a mere coincidence
or maybe i did so well in hiding it
you would be sick and tired of me
for i've been so irritating
i could tell from your response and your reaction
and i'm not thinking too much
i was experiencing so much in that short period of time. they are always putting me down. i'm feeling extremely weak and helpless. i surpassed the limits of how much capacity i have to bottle things up. suddenly, all that encouragement doesnt seem to help anymore.
i always want to tell my mum something. something troubling me. but i dare not. i dont know why, but we always seem to argue.
i would only remember one incident that led to the current situation. i don't want to talk about it here, but at that time, i only know my mum refused to give her support in what i was doing. something that was very very important to me. i'm tired of all that arguing for the past few years. it was something that put me down and in a very difficult position. i wouldnt have said this to anyone, i never did, until now. and when i think about it, i just start to cry.
you may think i'm being so weird and all
but what you said, just stopped me in my tracks.
you wouldn't be able to tell how lousy i feel right now
it isn't a gift, but a mere coincidence
or maybe i did so well in hiding it
you would be sick and tired of me
for i've been so irritating
i could tell from your response and your reaction
and i'm not thinking too much
i was experiencing so much in that short period of time. they are always putting me down. i'm feeling extremely weak and helpless. i surpassed the limits of how much capacity i have to bottle things up. suddenly, all that encouragement doesnt seem to help anymore.
[water maze.]
here i am at 2.20am.
exams are over. not gonna talk about how they were anymore. they were horrendous.
i have started to interest myself with a new taiwanese drama serial, ai qing mo fa shi.
this is the only image i could find from the search engines. yeah... the taiwanese version of the aqmfs ost. the sg version of the ost isnt this one. will scan it in when i have the time.
anyway, gerri was the one who got me so hooked on the show i could have been suffereing withdrawal symptoms during the exam. i'm on episode 12 once again. it has almost the same storyline as wzbqw, but i would prefer aqmfs. starring mingdao, the whole 183 club except yan xing shu, sweety's zeng zi qiao and the whole 7f without chen qiao en. mingdao is once again playing mr. rich, boss of a hair salon. his character is du ya si, internationally well-known hair stylist. his dream is to fulfil every woman's dream of being beautiful. sounds gay? haha not at all. then here comes zeng zi qiao, as bei nuo yi, aka xiao bei. she starts off having this battle with neo-image (ya si's salon) because their salon was right opposite xiao bei's father's baber shop. after struggling for so long, she lost a bet and had to join neo-image, but ya si's main goal was to nurture her and educate her so that she can one day fulfil her dream of being a top stylist. yeah you should know what happens next. they fall in love then shaowei's character, lin er qi, is like in misery because his soon later girlfriend, xiao bei, is like in love with his best friend, ya si. does it sound familiar to you? yeah... a lot of other stuff happened and yes touching, funny, nice. oh and mingdao cried like... hmmm.. lets see.... at least 4 times? yeah watch it and cry along with him. haha joking... but yeah watch the show. it's really good.
unfortunately, the vcd isnt released till i dont know when. taiwan's still on episode 14, thats this sunday. slow man.... so i guess they have to have like 20 episodes or so in order for them to release the vcd in TAIWAN. then who knows? weeks later, it'll show up in sg. by then, i have to get it!!! haha, i'm watching it on youtube and i seem to enjoy it a lot, except my internet connection got cut off yest due to some technical faults, so i couldnt watch it. ahhhh... so i came home from taking a walk at orchard with gerri and my mum fixed the problem. so i'm so enjoying myself now. it's getting more complicated when ya si's ex girlfriend returns from england after 3 years when she was the one who abandoned him in taiwan to pursue her own selfish dreams without contacting him for 3 years. sheesh... so he like suffered for 3 years until he met xiao bei. YAYNESS! and i love the new 7f song... it reminds me of something though... but nevertheless, it's still ear candy =D
anyway... i promised mag i would blog about her if she did about me. haha we look like idiots blogging for each other and blogging ON each other's blog... btw, it was really mag who did that INVASION OF THE BLOG thing. haha well here i go
mag... lets see, when i first met her, she was probably like all peacock-like, but had a mind of her own, unlike me. back in sec 1, believe me, i didn't have a mind of my own. thats why i'm often taken advantage of. haha lately, gerri just stood up for me and yeah that was really sweet of her... but i feel so weak. ANYWAY, mag was like a smartie pants and she was good at almost everything. we didn't talk alot, but it was probably my fault for being so disconnected. maybe i still am but who cares. so mag and i were in the same class in lower sec. we pretty much had a lot of fun together. haha well, it was probably in the later part of the year or sec 2, when i started to be very good friends with her... she was however not who i thought she was. she wasn't as bad as i thought. okay... she's not peacock-like or anything, but she's positive, having a mind of her own, and having that confidence to keep her going. she knows she's procrastinating at times and yeah although she does stupid things, she's still my friend. after all, both of us like to do weird things. along with the other equalites. she was soon a good friend to me and we always played around like no one's business, oh yeah, not to mention the hand-game both of us were so good at but we hardly play nowadays. she's in 3/3 now... we're in diff classes. haha she never fails to make me notice her BECAUSE she likes to pull my hair, shout 'HI BRIANA!!!' so yeah... she did once, and i could be sure the entire canteen heard her. it was during recess, and you should know how noisy the canteen is during recess. haha... but i always make fun of her, tease her, 'bullying' her and all. haha it amuses her though, so yeah... it can be fun being around with her, and you can sometimes feel a little stressed when she starts talking about academic. haha. and her sister(s) like techno music... haha she doesn't though. it's pretty amazing how she could live with techno music playing in the bg for long hours. if my brother did that for 24 hours, i would blow up. or rather, my ears would blow up. haha. other than that, i like to force her to watch stuff on youtube. no worries, not porn. but videos like final fantasy videos and recently, i sent her a link of the ending of kingdom hearts. haha doubt she watched it but yeah i def made her watch the final fantasy x-2 1000 words vid. haha she had feedback. oh and i influenced her to watch some of the taiwanese drama serials i watch and she loves them too... see the point of using the word 'influence'? haha but its okay... all in all, mag is a wonderful friend and thats why she's a part of the equalites and my good friend.
i've fulfilled my promise =) haha shall go on to episode 12 and maybe 13... cant wait for 14, since it'll probably be on youtube like next monday? and class chalet is this sat. so i probably can come back in time for it. not to forget bleach episode 79 waiting for me in the download folder now... haha yeah. its 2.55am. shall continue with my marathon!! bye!!
here i am at 2.20am.
exams are over. not gonna talk about how they were anymore. they were horrendous.
i have started to interest myself with a new taiwanese drama serial, ai qing mo fa shi.
this is the only image i could find from the search engines. yeah... the taiwanese version of the aqmfs ost. the sg version of the ost isnt this one. will scan it in when i have the time.
anyway, gerri was the one who got me so hooked on the show i could have been suffereing withdrawal symptoms during the exam. i'm on episode 12 once again. it has almost the same storyline as wzbqw, but i would prefer aqmfs. starring mingdao, the whole 183 club except yan xing shu, sweety's zeng zi qiao and the whole 7f without chen qiao en. mingdao is once again playing mr. rich, boss of a hair salon. his character is du ya si, internationally well-known hair stylist. his dream is to fulfil every woman's dream of being beautiful. sounds gay? haha not at all. then here comes zeng zi qiao, as bei nuo yi, aka xiao bei. she starts off having this battle with neo-image (ya si's salon) because their salon was right opposite xiao bei's father's baber shop. after struggling for so long, she lost a bet and had to join neo-image, but ya si's main goal was to nurture her and educate her so that she can one day fulfil her dream of being a top stylist. yeah you should know what happens next. they fall in love then shaowei's character, lin er qi, is like in misery because his soon later girlfriend, xiao bei, is like in love with his best friend, ya si. does it sound familiar to you? yeah... a lot of other stuff happened and yes touching, funny, nice. oh and mingdao cried like... hmmm.. lets see.... at least 4 times? yeah watch it and cry along with him. haha joking... but yeah watch the show. it's really good.
unfortunately, the vcd isnt released till i dont know when. taiwan's still on episode 14, thats this sunday. slow man.... so i guess they have to have like 20 episodes or so in order for them to release the vcd in TAIWAN. then who knows? weeks later, it'll show up in sg. by then, i have to get it!!! haha, i'm watching it on youtube and i seem to enjoy it a lot, except my internet connection got cut off yest due to some technical faults, so i couldnt watch it. ahhhh... so i came home from taking a walk at orchard with gerri and my mum fixed the problem. so i'm so enjoying myself now. it's getting more complicated when ya si's ex girlfriend returns from england after 3 years when she was the one who abandoned him in taiwan to pursue her own selfish dreams without contacting him for 3 years. sheesh... so he like suffered for 3 years until he met xiao bei. YAYNESS! and i love the new 7f song... it reminds me of something though... but nevertheless, it's still ear candy =D
anyway... i promised mag i would blog about her if she did about me. haha we look like idiots blogging for each other and blogging ON each other's blog... btw, it was really mag who did that INVASION OF THE BLOG thing. haha well here i go
mag... lets see, when i first met her, she was probably like all peacock-like, but had a mind of her own, unlike me. back in sec 1, believe me, i didn't have a mind of my own. thats why i'm often taken advantage of. haha lately, gerri just stood up for me and yeah that was really sweet of her... but i feel so weak. ANYWAY, mag was like a smartie pants and she was good at almost everything. we didn't talk alot, but it was probably my fault for being so disconnected. maybe i still am but who cares. so mag and i were in the same class in lower sec. we pretty much had a lot of fun together. haha well, it was probably in the later part of the year or sec 2, when i started to be very good friends with her... she was however not who i thought she was. she wasn't as bad as i thought. okay... she's not peacock-like or anything, but she's positive, having a mind of her own, and having that confidence to keep her going. she knows she's procrastinating at times and yeah although she does stupid things, she's still my friend. after all, both of us like to do weird things. along with the other equalites. she was soon a good friend to me and we always played around like no one's business, oh yeah, not to mention the hand-game both of us were so good at but we hardly play nowadays. she's in 3/3 now... we're in diff classes. haha she never fails to make me notice her BECAUSE she likes to pull my hair, shout 'HI BRIANA!!!' so yeah... she did once, and i could be sure the entire canteen heard her. it was during recess, and you should know how noisy the canteen is during recess. haha... but i always make fun of her, tease her, 'bullying' her and all. haha it amuses her though, so yeah... it can be fun being around with her, and you can sometimes feel a little stressed when she starts talking about academic. haha. and her sister(s) like techno music... haha she doesn't though. it's pretty amazing how she could live with techno music playing in the bg for long hours. if my brother did that for 24 hours, i would blow up. or rather, my ears would blow up. haha. other than that, i like to force her to watch stuff on youtube. no worries, not porn. but videos like final fantasy videos and recently, i sent her a link of the ending of kingdom hearts. haha doubt she watched it but yeah i def made her watch the final fantasy x-2 1000 words vid. haha she had feedback. oh and i influenced her to watch some of the taiwanese drama serials i watch and she loves them too... see the point of using the word 'influence'? haha but its okay... all in all, mag is a wonderful friend and thats why she's a part of the equalites and my good friend.
i've fulfilled my promise =) haha shall go on to episode 12 and maybe 13... cant wait for 14, since it'll probably be on youtube like next monday? and class chalet is this sat. so i probably can come back in time for it. not to forget bleach episode 79 waiting for me in the download folder now... haha yeah. its 2.55am. shall continue with my marathon!! bye!!
Sunday, May 07, 2006
THE INVASION OF THE BLOG
HELLO ALL! I am Briana Ang. Today's post will be more about myself, and how I think of myself from an outsider's point of view. As you are probably wondering, how would I, Briana Ang, know myself from an outsider's point of view. Easy, I got an outsider to do it, namely, me. Are you getting confused? Let me help. So, basically, this post is about me, Briana Ang and it is written by an outsider, me. I bet I made you more confused. No worries however! At the end of this post, you will know absolutely everything and you will leave this blog, with the same amount of knowledge you have now. Of course, it would be wonderful to increase your knowledge but it's not possible and I personally feel that the addition of knowledge should be done by you and yourself only. So yes, back to the main topic.
Briana Ang, how can begin to describe her or more like me? She trusts me alot. I mean, of course I trust myself. Oh goodness. This is such a confusing post. Even I, Briana Ang and the outsider am getting confused. So, I think I should end here.
Based on my style of writing, I'm pretty sure you all know who wrote this. And, it's definitely not me. So, before you leave with the same amount of knowledge as five minutes ago (or was it ten? ), I feel obliged to de-confuse all of you poor readers.
So, before I do that, (you see, I just adore keeping people in suspense) , I wish to express how fortunate I feel to be able to write here. I am sure that you have found this entry highly amusing although its content level is ZERO.
Now, the CLIMAX!
I = Magdalene Lim
GOOD NIGHT!
Give me your password and username too! If you want a post like this, so highly amusing on your blog!
Saturday, May 06, 2006
[randomness]
the emath paper was demoralising. not only did i not finish the last question of the paper, it was tough and i got confused half way through. great!
all that's left is geography, physics, chemistry, chinese paper 2 and amath. ahhh seriously gonna die.
still debating.... this is irritating.
mag, you owe me the credits =)
okay that was random. but oh wells. spent like half an hour fixing mag's tagboard because she has problems choosing the right colour. and spent an hour searching for a blogskin for her since her orange layout was ahem. but yeah she found one in the end. didnt really help but came across a lot of weird layouts. there was one that just had the name magdalene all over and yes it was disgusting.
started on csi season 2 and i'm just waiting for it to be more interesting. well, it's kinda funny since the coroners and chemists like to make a fool of themselves. dancing around, thinking no one comes in and then two forensic scientists come in, giving them that stupid look. haha.
watched ff7ac last night. currently sufferring from withdrawal symptoms. aeris shouldn't have died. then again, she appeared out of nowhere and managed to heal everyone of their geostigma. i just dont know how. sephiroth killed her in ff7 right??? but yes love the graphics and you can cry watching it. haha the fighting scenes were cool, all of them had agility and you could see them evading each other's attack.
ah well, shall stop here. ta.
the emath paper was demoralising. not only did i not finish the last question of the paper, it was tough and i got confused half way through. great!
all that's left is geography, physics, chemistry, chinese paper 2 and amath. ahhh seriously gonna die.
still debating.... this is irritating.
mag, you owe me the credits =)
okay that was random. but oh wells. spent like half an hour fixing mag's tagboard because she has problems choosing the right colour. and spent an hour searching for a blogskin for her since her orange layout was ahem. but yeah she found one in the end. didnt really help but came across a lot of weird layouts. there was one that just had the name magdalene all over and yes it was disgusting.
started on csi season 2 and i'm just waiting for it to be more interesting. well, it's kinda funny since the coroners and chemists like to make a fool of themselves. dancing around, thinking no one comes in and then two forensic scientists come in, giving them that stupid look. haha.
watched ff7ac last night. currently sufferring from withdrawal symptoms. aeris shouldn't have died. then again, she appeared out of nowhere and managed to heal everyone of their geostigma. i just dont know how. sephiroth killed her in ff7 right??? but yes love the graphics and you can cry watching it. haha the fighting scenes were cool, all of them had agility and you could see them evading each other's attack.
ah well, shall stop here. ta.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
[magdalene + dilemma]
i shall mention the name 'magdalene' in this post since mag did the same in hers.
haha tell you this embarrassing mistake mag made when we were going home. we walked past ts and they were advertising final fantasy 7 advent children... so it was just about the part where cloud was fighting with the brothers and stuff. so i was like 'look! final fantasy!! haha cloud is super cool!' so she was like 'isn't that that what final fantasy advent CHRISTMAS movie? i think my sis watched it.' so i said 'huh? no such thing as advent christmas lar! its advent children!!! is it like that on your com?' 'haha i don't know! i know its advent something'
haha how did she even think of christmas? she's either backward or something... do you even see snow in the movie? haha so it was def a good laugh. i showed her the final fantasy x-2 clip where yuna was singing the song, 1000 words. she said it wasnt good. said the words didnt go with the movement of the mouth. the graphics are wow, W-O-W!
then she borrowed my ez-link card because she didnt bring her wallet and couldnt get home, unless she walks lar... so now, she's threatening me, saying she wont return it to me tomorrow. stupid girl. i need it on sat lar! if you dont bring it on tomorrow, you can be delivery girl for the day yeah? HAHA. i'm so mean.
and history was a FLOP. BIG FLOP. haha not exactly. but i just went in with a blank mind. but i made it through so yeah...
okay although i told mag this entry will def be longer than hers, but our recent topic just made me lose interest in blogging now... we just talked about that certain subject and i'm kinda disappointed. not in her but someone else.. sigh.
i hope denise is doing fine in laselle. hardly or never see her online anymore. probably busy and all. hope she's doing well, shall sms her later... it's debby's guitar concert tomorrow. wanna go but dont have the chance to. haha... well good luck debby! you wont play the wrong notes...
i'm just debating with myself, whether to go this saturday or not. i want to go, but then again, i dont want to because i'm afraid of something. its not because i'm angry with something or someone... but i'm just afraid. what to do with the $20 now??? i gotta do something about them right? i'm just staring at them and they're staring at me. what? staring competition? sigh
yeah i forgotten about it, not completely but its near completion. i dont need any help with forgetting now okay... i believe in depending on myself to forget. thanks.... sigh..
i shall mention the name 'magdalene' in this post since mag did the same in hers.
haha tell you this embarrassing mistake mag made when we were going home. we walked past ts and they were advertising final fantasy 7 advent children... so it was just about the part where cloud was fighting with the brothers and stuff. so i was like 'look! final fantasy!! haha cloud is super cool!' so she was like 'isn't that that what final fantasy advent CHRISTMAS movie? i think my sis watched it.' so i said 'huh? no such thing as advent christmas lar! its advent children!!! is it like that on your com?' 'haha i don't know! i know its advent something'
haha how did she even think of christmas? she's either backward or something... do you even see snow in the movie? haha so it was def a good laugh. i showed her the final fantasy x-2 clip where yuna was singing the song, 1000 words. she said it wasnt good. said the words didnt go with the movement of the mouth. the graphics are wow, W-O-W!
then she borrowed my ez-link card because she didnt bring her wallet and couldnt get home, unless she walks lar... so now, she's threatening me, saying she wont return it to me tomorrow. stupid girl. i need it on sat lar! if you dont bring it on tomorrow, you can be delivery girl for the day yeah? HAHA. i'm so mean.
and history was a FLOP. BIG FLOP. haha not exactly. but i just went in with a blank mind. but i made it through so yeah...
okay although i told mag this entry will def be longer than hers, but our recent topic just made me lose interest in blogging now... we just talked about that certain subject and i'm kinda disappointed. not in her but someone else.. sigh.
i hope denise is doing fine in laselle. hardly or never see her online anymore. probably busy and all. hope she's doing well, shall sms her later... it's debby's guitar concert tomorrow. wanna go but dont have the chance to. haha... well good luck debby! you wont play the wrong notes...
i'm just debating with myself, whether to go this saturday or not. i want to go, but then again, i dont want to because i'm afraid of something. its not because i'm angry with something or someone... but i'm just afraid. what to do with the $20 now??? i gotta do something about them right? i'm just staring at them and they're staring at me. what? staring competition? sigh
yeah i forgotten about it, not completely but its near completion. i dont need any help with forgetting now okay... i believe in depending on myself to forget. thanks.... sigh..
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
[i'm stubborn]
ss and chinese exams today.
ss put a smile on my face. its the very first time i smiled to an exam paper like that. people must thinks i'm nuts. the same reason goes to why matilda loves me a lot now. this was what happened. yesterday... matilda said she wanted to discuss social studies with me. haha so yeah i did. and it worked really well. so yeah... i gave her essay questions and we both did them together. she set q2 while i set q1 and q3. well waddya know? q3 was the essay question for the exam. and for that, she loves me, and i was smiling to myself for practising with that question.
and yes i got the job last night. no money but well, its out of interest isn't it, so no need for money. it's probably a chance to learn new stuff too.
i'm in a lousy mood now. because of something that happened after i came home. up to now, i'm just moody. something that happened. thats why i'm in no mood to study for the history exam tomorrow.
speaking of the history exam, since i only need to be in school at 10.45am tomorrow. it means i can mug till late tonight. haha okay..
heard of spontaneous human combustion? haha. i'm... being sadistic
ss and chinese exams today.
ss put a smile on my face. its the very first time i smiled to an exam paper like that. people must thinks i'm nuts. the same reason goes to why matilda loves me a lot now. this was what happened. yesterday... matilda said she wanted to discuss social studies with me. haha so yeah i did. and it worked really well. so yeah... i gave her essay questions and we both did them together. she set q2 while i set q1 and q3. well waddya know? q3 was the essay question for the exam. and for that, she loves me, and i was smiling to myself for practising with that question.
and yes i got the job last night. no money but well, its out of interest isn't it, so no need for money. it's probably a chance to learn new stuff too.
i'm in a lousy mood now. because of something that happened after i came home. up to now, i'm just moody. something that happened. thats why i'm in no mood to study for the history exam tomorrow.
speaking of the history exam, since i only need to be in school at 10.45am tomorrow. it means i can mug till late tonight. haha okay..
heard of spontaneous human combustion? haha. i'm... being sadistic
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
[love me again and again and again.]
that 3-day weekend probably felt like forever. or maybe not.
watched another 8 episodes of csi this weekend and it starts to freak me out when people start to get abused and worst, murdered. there was one particular episode where the teenage daughter killed her parents and her two brothers. basically the entire family except herself and her sister. lets see... why did she do it? thats because her dad molested and raped her when she was a child. mind you, she's a teenager now, probably 17 or 18. so she had a child at 13 and you can guess who the dad is. yeah her dad. and guess what? her mum knew about it but didnt do anything about it! so what happens? that teenage daughter's daughter was also assaulted by her dad. okay, so the teenage daughter's name is tina and her daughter (sister) is brenda. so tina told her bf to kill her entire family because she wanted to protect brenda. now... why did she kill her two brothers? because she said they failed to protect her then. tragic isn't it? there was one thing that shocked me, not only the police. it was something she said. she said this, in tears. 'i was 13. no one realised why my clothes were getting bigger and bigger'. seriously, it was a tragic story.
another episode was a story on the plane from atlanta to las vegas. first class. the sound of it from atlanta spooks me. but anyway, this guy kinda pissed everyone off on the plane and because he was suffering from some undiagnosed disease. something with the swelling of the head, he went out of his mind. he starting knocking on the cockpit door, but it didnt open so he went for the door. the door of the plane, also known as the exit and entrance. once its open, you'll see people flying out into the sky through that door. so the other 9 passengers were all freaking out. 5 went forward to pull him and trampled on him. their main purpose was to pin him to the floor so that he was stop putting everyone's life at risk. after all, being in that kinda situation, they were vulnerable. so step step step, and he died. all the other passengers refused to tell the true story, or rather what happened, except this almost blind man, with the degree of 20/200. he told them what he heard. lots of screams and suddenly silence. just silence. so silent you would hear a pin fall. after the csi found out who were the 5 people, guess what? they didnt arrest them. because they couldnt find enough evidence to charge them with murder. sense that injustice?
so finally that group of csi were debating if it was right to kill that man. nick, warrick and catherine said they would without thinking because their lives and catherine's daughter's life would be at risk. sarah said she wouldn't no matter what. and finally grissom said 'i can't answer that question of whether it was right or not but it could be prevented... if only one person had bothered to ask him if he was okay. it wouldn't have happened. it took 5 people to kill him, but it would only take that one person to prevent it from happening at all if someone just cared for him and made sure he was okay.' thats because everyone on the plane didnt know there was something wrong and everyone looked at him as a jerk.
so.... does it make a lot of sense? it only needed one particular person to save the guy and the rest of the people and their conscience but it took 5 times the number of people to kill that guy. why? because human beings only think about themselves? complacent? yeah that particular episode sure did opened my eyes wide enough. although it's fiction, it reflects a lot. but then again, what would you do if you were placed in that situation? you're in a first class plane with 9 other people and out of that 9, a guy starts going bersek and violent and attempts to open the door, killing everyone in that plane. what would you do?
haha thats a lot to talk about one particular tv programme.
they should be on their way back now... i think...
ss exam and chinese paper 1 tomorrow and then the rest after that. dont wanna think about the rest but yeah. i hope i get that job! haha maybe my chances of getting it is hmmmm.... 60%... its just a maybe? but i'm doing it out of interest. anyway study well! good luck! ciao
that 3-day weekend probably felt like forever. or maybe not.
watched another 8 episodes of csi this weekend and it starts to freak me out when people start to get abused and worst, murdered. there was one particular episode where the teenage daughter killed her parents and her two brothers. basically the entire family except herself and her sister. lets see... why did she do it? thats because her dad molested and raped her when she was a child. mind you, she's a teenager now, probably 17 or 18. so she had a child at 13 and you can guess who the dad is. yeah her dad. and guess what? her mum knew about it but didnt do anything about it! so what happens? that teenage daughter's daughter was also assaulted by her dad. okay, so the teenage daughter's name is tina and her daughter (sister) is brenda. so tina told her bf to kill her entire family because she wanted to protect brenda. now... why did she kill her two brothers? because she said they failed to protect her then. tragic isn't it? there was one thing that shocked me, not only the police. it was something she said. she said this, in tears. 'i was 13. no one realised why my clothes were getting bigger and bigger'. seriously, it was a tragic story.
another episode was a story on the plane from atlanta to las vegas. first class. the sound of it from atlanta spooks me. but anyway, this guy kinda pissed everyone off on the plane and because he was suffering from some undiagnosed disease. something with the swelling of the head, he went out of his mind. he starting knocking on the cockpit door, but it didnt open so he went for the door. the door of the plane, also known as the exit and entrance. once its open, you'll see people flying out into the sky through that door. so the other 9 passengers were all freaking out. 5 went forward to pull him and trampled on him. their main purpose was to pin him to the floor so that he was stop putting everyone's life at risk. after all, being in that kinda situation, they were vulnerable. so step step step, and he died. all the other passengers refused to tell the true story, or rather what happened, except this almost blind man, with the degree of 20/200. he told them what he heard. lots of screams and suddenly silence. just silence. so silent you would hear a pin fall. after the csi found out who were the 5 people, guess what? they didnt arrest them. because they couldnt find enough evidence to charge them with murder. sense that injustice?
so finally that group of csi were debating if it was right to kill that man. nick, warrick and catherine said they would without thinking because their lives and catherine's daughter's life would be at risk. sarah said she wouldn't no matter what. and finally grissom said 'i can't answer that question of whether it was right or not but it could be prevented... if only one person had bothered to ask him if he was okay. it wouldn't have happened. it took 5 people to kill him, but it would only take that one person to prevent it from happening at all if someone just cared for him and made sure he was okay.' thats because everyone on the plane didnt know there was something wrong and everyone looked at him as a jerk.
so.... does it make a lot of sense? it only needed one particular person to save the guy and the rest of the people and their conscience but it took 5 times the number of people to kill that guy. why? because human beings only think about themselves? complacent? yeah that particular episode sure did opened my eyes wide enough. although it's fiction, it reflects a lot. but then again, what would you do if you were placed in that situation? you're in a first class plane with 9 other people and out of that 9, a guy starts going bersek and violent and attempts to open the door, killing everyone in that plane. what would you do?
haha thats a lot to talk about one particular tv programme.
they should be on their way back now... i think...
ss exam and chinese paper 1 tomorrow and then the rest after that. dont wanna think about the rest but yeah. i hope i get that job! haha maybe my chances of getting it is hmmmm.... 60%... its just a maybe? but i'm doing it out of interest. anyway study well! good luck! ciao