[sigh]
im sorry. i know i cant sayanything now. sorry wouldnt help, at all. i know. but i still want to say that i'm sorry.
i dont know what say now.the more i think about it, the fear of losing something is growing, constantly growing. i want to tell you, but how to? nono, i'm too afraid to.
i'm afraid of you.
Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
[Chorus]
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
[Chorus without last line]
[Chorus]
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
[magdalene lim]
mag was super hyper when we were playing air hockey at cine earlier... we (stef, mag, melissa, matilda, liz, donna and i) watched bewitched instead of charlie and the chocolate factory, because charlie was sold out... it was a good movie.. super funny.. i was practically roaring with laughter when jack wyatt was speaking gibberish... it was simply amusing... the movie was pretty cool. but i still wanna watch charlie.
i lost my phone after the movie... went back to look for it, and i would have considered myself lucky... found it under the seat... must have dropped out of my pocket...
we went to the arcade after that... melissa were playing the daytona racers.. and i almost beat her... we were like colliding with each other at the last leg of the race... and we complete the race stuck together... then played house of the dead 2 with her... she was screaming away.. and i couldnt shoot properly.. game over in the first chapter... then played air hockey with them.. mag started to get really excited and kept screaming and laughing.. she definitely tickled all of us...
i think i had enough fun today... and should start on my homework... 5 critical analysis, 1 essay outline and maths... not so bad... so shall start now...
mag told me she hated me in sec 1... haha, i was really notorious in primary school... believe me... and erm dont dao them... yea... hmmm.. am not gonna put the whole story here, since my blog is already so boring it will put you to sleep. never mind... liz thought i was terrible too... so haha nothing to say.
mag was super hyper when we were playing air hockey at cine earlier... we (stef, mag, melissa, matilda, liz, donna and i) watched bewitched instead of charlie and the chocolate factory, because charlie was sold out... it was a good movie.. super funny.. i was practically roaring with laughter when jack wyatt was speaking gibberish... it was simply amusing... the movie was pretty cool. but i still wanna watch charlie.
i lost my phone after the movie... went back to look for it, and i would have considered myself lucky... found it under the seat... must have dropped out of my pocket...
we went to the arcade after that... melissa were playing the daytona racers.. and i almost beat her... we were like colliding with each other at the last leg of the race... and we complete the race stuck together... then played house of the dead 2 with her... she was screaming away.. and i couldnt shoot properly.. game over in the first chapter... then played air hockey with them.. mag started to get really excited and kept screaming and laughing.. she definitely tickled all of us...
i think i had enough fun today... and should start on my homework... 5 critical analysis, 1 essay outline and maths... not so bad... so shall start now...
mag told me she hated me in sec 1... haha, i was really notorious in primary school... believe me... and erm dont dao them... yea... hmmm.. am not gonna put the whole story here, since my blog is already so boring it will put you to sleep. never mind... liz thought i was terrible too... so haha nothing to say.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
[fireworks]
the countdown last night was great! the fireworks lasted 15 mins... got home at 2am and went to bed at 3am.
i have "forgotten" about this blog ever since i created the 6 ixora blog.. haha. i'm sorry blog. the response is wow... everyone is posting and tagging so quickly it will be difficult to catch up if you didnt go there every day.
national day today... i'm not gonna miss the ndp again... after missing it 3 years in a row...and i rented legally blonde yesterday. watched it earlier and its pretty weird and funny. i only watched the ending last year so i dont know anything about it. but now i do... its a good movie, except for the pink and furry stuff... gross...
besides being deprived of food... because i didnt eat today and last night, i'm pretty slacked now... and having another headache... another annoying headache. i dont like panadol. i think i had one few years back, and i didnt like it. well after all, i'm not suppose to like it.
celine is telling me about harry potter and the goblet of fire being pg-13... okay.....
shall start work... soon... after i return the vcd i rented... okay... shall stop here, since i realised i suddenly have nothing to blog... hmmmm weird...
the countdown last night was great! the fireworks lasted 15 mins... got home at 2am and went to bed at 3am.
i have "forgotten" about this blog ever since i created the 6 ixora blog.. haha. i'm sorry blog. the response is wow... everyone is posting and tagging so quickly it will be difficult to catch up if you didnt go there every day.
national day today... i'm not gonna miss the ndp again... after missing it 3 years in a row...and i rented legally blonde yesterday. watched it earlier and its pretty weird and funny. i only watched the ending last year so i dont know anything about it. but now i do... its a good movie, except for the pink and furry stuff... gross...
besides being deprived of food... because i didnt eat today and last night, i'm pretty slacked now... and having another headache... another annoying headache. i dont like panadol. i think i had one few years back, and i didnt like it. well after all, i'm not suppose to like it.
celine is telling me about harry potter and the goblet of fire being pg-13... okay.....
shall start work... soon... after i return the vcd i rented... okay... shall stop here, since i realised i suddenly have nothing to blog... hmmmm weird...
Saturday, August 06, 2005
[utopia]
came back home 20 minutes ago. had fun but really tired now...
haha teachers can actually be quite interesting when they arent teaching... i thinki its such an enjoyment listening to them joke among themselves. i laugh non-stop when i'm really nervous or afraid of something.... its true, so darn true...
mr ng and ms yap were really funny... i think i could laugh till i drop dead. delle was so calm while i was like an idiot laughing.... silently... haha.
honours day was really fun. i'm trying to get over the embarrassment when carmen pulled my belt and it broke in front of so many people... its really disturbing.... i'm pretty okay now... its just that it is really embarrasing to have your belt pulled out LIKE THAT. clare finally knows how to tie a tie... haha and shes not too bad... so i can retire from the job of doing the tie for her... haha. jessica's mother was there too, and she still remembers the rabbit sweet thing last year... haha... clare and danielle were really weird and for clare, who gets excited easily... i think it was a better idea if i didnt tell her, haha.
my mum made me eat that guilinggao when i got home... it's really bitter without the syrup but i think its still pretty okay. i hated it when i first tasted it. they were giving that away like a few years ago, when my mum brough my brother and i to that navy exhibition. i had to admit the exhibition was super cool, and i got to shoot, with a gun! i think it was shot gun, but there werent bullets, only pellets. haha. they were like exhibits of tanks and a helicopter. i dont remmber every detail so vividly, but i kinda remember what roughly happened. i'm eating it now... and i'm trying to eat it with more syrup, so that i dont get that bitter taste.
6 ixora 2003 blog is finally up. really happy... i created it last night, or rather the night before. its a real plain layout, but it's simple and nice. orange background and a black marble.
i think i better go sleep now... cip tomorrow and i think i should go sleep before i'm really down with a fever... having a bad flu now... constantly sneezing and coughing today. with headaches too... i'm really fatigued now... just too tired.... if i have the time tomorrow, i'm gonna have a good breakfast at macs before i leave for cip. but i doubt i'll have that kind of time. ah well... good night and bye!
came back home 20 minutes ago. had fun but really tired now...
haha teachers can actually be quite interesting when they arent teaching... i thinki its such an enjoyment listening to them joke among themselves. i laugh non-stop when i'm really nervous or afraid of something.... its true, so darn true...
mr ng and ms yap were really funny... i think i could laugh till i drop dead. delle was so calm while i was like an idiot laughing.... silently... haha.
honours day was really fun. i'm trying to get over the embarrassment when carmen pulled my belt and it broke in front of so many people... its really disturbing.... i'm pretty okay now... its just that it is really embarrasing to have your belt pulled out LIKE THAT. clare finally knows how to tie a tie... haha and shes not too bad... so i can retire from the job of doing the tie for her... haha. jessica's mother was there too, and she still remembers the rabbit sweet thing last year... haha... clare and danielle were really weird and for clare, who gets excited easily... i think it was a better idea if i didnt tell her, haha.
my mum made me eat that guilinggao when i got home... it's really bitter without the syrup but i think its still pretty okay. i hated it when i first tasted it. they were giving that away like a few years ago, when my mum brough my brother and i to that navy exhibition. i had to admit the exhibition was super cool, and i got to shoot, with a gun! i think it was shot gun, but there werent bullets, only pellets. haha. they were like exhibits of tanks and a helicopter. i dont remmber every detail so vividly, but i kinda remember what roughly happened. i'm eating it now... and i'm trying to eat it with more syrup, so that i dont get that bitter taste.
6 ixora 2003 blog is finally up. really happy... i created it last night, or rather the night before. its a real plain layout, but it's simple and nice. orange background and a black marble.
i think i better go sleep now... cip tomorrow and i think i should go sleep before i'm really down with a fever... having a bad flu now... constantly sneezing and coughing today. with headaches too... i'm really fatigued now... just too tired.... if i have the time tomorrow, i'm gonna have a good breakfast at macs before i leave for cip. but i doubt i'll have that kind of time. ah well... good night and bye!
Thursday, August 04, 2005
[the sky]
bad things happened... i shant say anything, but it is really bad. i suddenly wanted to cry. i had this very depressing thing inside me. although it is slowly starting to fade away now, i'm still worried...
i'm suddenly "obsessed" with guang liang and pin guan's songs... not obsessed, but just like a lot. they have good vocals and although their songs are like i dont know how long ago, they still sound pretty good. too bad they split up... although they look like homosexuals (actually not), they sounded great together... so its too bad they splited up 5 years ago... maybe there'll be a chance they'll reconcile and start singing together, again. well i hope they do... but they still sound as good een after they splitted up. 5 years ago... my chinese sucked, so i was reading the chinese newspaper, and i think i misread it, because i thought one of them died, so end of the two. haha okay, that was really stupid....
it was a real funny day today. mrs stephen was going through all the silly grammar mistakes we made in our essay and it was simply amusing. i think the whole class had loads of fun even when mrs stephen was lecturing us for our horrible writing and terrible grammar. then after school, when sharlene told mrs wong about her basketball being confiscated by ms teo because a 2/9er threw the ball down the building and almost hit the security guard, and her stolen money. sigh... thieves of st. gabs, stop stealing! so mrs wong was taklign about how she kept her money... (haha mrs wong, now we know where you keep some of your money) there were only a bunch of us there, some waiting for chen lao shi to come in for the oral, while the rest were waiting for sharlene. mrs wong was going on about spoilt children these days, and we pretty much enjoyed it, and laughing at her really cute jokes and comments. she was talkig and laughing with us for half an hour. haha. i think its a really nice day.
speaking of oral, i think i'm just gonna flunk it..... it was rather difficult and although i did prepare for it, i think i'm just gonna die. the tension was getting the best of me and i screwed up.
as you have noticed, i changed the tagboard... because tagboard.com keeps malfunctioning. i changed it and i miss my previous tag board... it seems to be working now... it probably doesnt like me.... haha
did i mention my mum eing in a bad mood nowadays? okay... so she is... blasting at my brother and i once in a while. shes still nicer to my brother, but that doesnt mean anything to me, so i try not to pay any attention to it neither do i do anything when she screams.
bad things happened... i shant say anything, but it is really bad. i suddenly wanted to cry. i had this very depressing thing inside me. although it is slowly starting to fade away now, i'm still worried...
i'm suddenly "obsessed" with guang liang and pin guan's songs... not obsessed, but just like a lot. they have good vocals and although their songs are like i dont know how long ago, they still sound pretty good. too bad they split up... although they look like homosexuals (actually not), they sounded great together... so its too bad they splited up 5 years ago... maybe there'll be a chance they'll reconcile and start singing together, again. well i hope they do... but they still sound as good een after they splitted up. 5 years ago... my chinese sucked, so i was reading the chinese newspaper, and i think i misread it, because i thought one of them died, so end of the two. haha okay, that was really stupid....
it was a real funny day today. mrs stephen was going through all the silly grammar mistakes we made in our essay and it was simply amusing. i think the whole class had loads of fun even when mrs stephen was lecturing us for our horrible writing and terrible grammar. then after school, when sharlene told mrs wong about her basketball being confiscated by ms teo because a 2/9er threw the ball down the building and almost hit the security guard, and her stolen money. sigh... thieves of st. gabs, stop stealing! so mrs wong was taklign about how she kept her money... (haha mrs wong, now we know where you keep some of your money) there were only a bunch of us there, some waiting for chen lao shi to come in for the oral, while the rest were waiting for sharlene. mrs wong was going on about spoilt children these days, and we pretty much enjoyed it, and laughing at her really cute jokes and comments. she was talkig and laughing with us for half an hour. haha. i think its a really nice day.
speaking of oral, i think i'm just gonna flunk it..... it was rather difficult and although i did prepare for it, i think i'm just gonna die. the tension was getting the best of me and i screwed up.
as you have noticed, i changed the tagboard... because tagboard.com keeps malfunctioning. i changed it and i miss my previous tag board... it seems to be working now... it probably doesnt like me.... haha
did i mention my mum eing in a bad mood nowadays? okay... so she is... blasting at my brother and i once in a while. shes still nicer to my brother, but that doesnt mean anything to me, so i try not to pay any attention to it neither do i do anything when she screams.